Game Face On: (Unedited): 11 Dec 2014:

Family, Friends and food is better enjoyed. When your game face is not on. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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There are many kinds of game faces. The game face of a soldier, warrior, law enforcement person, athletes. Sometimes a game face after a certain event cannot be easily turned off. It is necessary that you learn how to. Because, most people do not want to be around those who always have their game faces on. Always hyper-alert and hyper-vigilant.  
Always having your game face on makes normal civilians tense and nervous. This is not good for them nor is it healthy. You should not be a source of their stress especially when your in a safe environment. If you love those who you call family and friends. Then you should control yourself, at least for their mental ease.
This is also for those who are spiritually gifted. Being able to turn off your gifts or at least hide them effectually will ease those who do not share in your abilities. Thus, enabling them to be more comfortable in your presence.  Always remember, The spiritual gifts you have received are not for you or even about you. You have been entrusted with it/them for the benefit of others.
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Anger Stokers: (Unedited): 11 Dec 2014:

Friends and family who stoke your hatred and anger. Have never been your friends or family.  

C.J.MacKechnie

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Some people like to only be present when something which is exciting is happening. If you are the source of their excitement and entertainment. Then they will stoke your hatred and anger so that you would react in kind. Thus, guaranteeing nothing boring will happen in their lives. If you get hurt, disabled or dead. It matters not if you go to jail or not. They will just find another source of entertainment. That is your value to them. It matters not if you share blood or not.
Here is something funny. Well not really. Assuming your disciplined enough. Become boring for more than a few weekends. Become a person who goes no where and does nothing. See what happens to your friends. See if they actually stay longer then the standard 30 minute visit then go off in search of excitement. If they leave you. You will know.
If they do leave you for something more exciting then you are now. Know this.  They will also stop primary association with you. In favor of someone more exciting then you. This will be good for you. Probably won't feel to good. But, real truth learned out of a false truth never does. In today's world. False truths is much more prevalent than real truth.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Average Problem: (Unedited): 09 Dec 2014:

Not being normal is only a problem for those who want to be average and are not.

C.J.MacKechnie
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So why are you always so stressed out about being normal or average? You are a very unique human being with your own very specific skill sets.
It is factually true that we all share more than 99% of all of our genetic code. Those are some really BIG numbers which basically say we are all very similar to one another and are of the same family relation. Yet that really mind blowing small number which is far less than 1 percent is still an incredibly huge number. This is where your difference and uniqueness resides. This is where you declare your identity of self. This is where all of you happens and is made real.
So do not become jealous or worried about being like others and do not cause others to be who you are. Always empower others to be themselves and being yourself is way kewl.
Being yourself does take some effort and some inner contemplation. Especially after you have already spent much time trying to be like everyone else and acting like everyone else. Only to discover that you cannot be and are not like them. Of course not you are you and you are not them.
If you have come to that realization then it is a good one. Because, now you can focus upon who you truly are. Your unique life now becomes your specific journey and not the journey of all of the rest of the average cattle.
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Your God, Elohim: (Unedited): 05 Dec 2014:

Not Complete. If your smarter than me. This is your beginning. I will complete as I have time. Of course before your begin. Please pray and meditate before you do anything including reading anything that I write. As always. If your have any comments or questions or even find errors. Please communicate however you wish and I shall respond. Thank You.
This is most likely going to be very through and thus time consuming.  Thank You.
Just because at this point you only see Wiki's and not any ancient text information. I just decided to use these first as my time is very limited in December. Thank You.
At any time if I feel like I'm supposed to delete all of this. Then i shall.
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Who is your God?
Who is your Elohim?
Are these three descriptions the same for three different languages?
Can they be a singular being or a multitude of beings?
Can they mean any greater being to the lowly human being?
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NOTES

How do these things identify your God. Even though you know the right answer and verbally express it. The way you live your life and have lived your life is the definition of your God's name. Abortion, Divorce, Abandonment, Abuse, Lies, Deceptions, Adultery, Fornication, Thievery,  Alcoholism, Drug addictions, Uncontrolled habits, Alternative lifestyles and etc. It matters not the legal status in this world. It only matters what has already been expressed in the ancient texts.

The words which comes forth from your own mind and understanding can be very different in how you actually live your life. There should be no separation between how you live your life personally and professionally. For instance. Everyone likes to celebrate the military forces. If you are a Christian and believe in the concept of Love your enemies. Then you cannot be in any military force and still hold onto the teachings of Love. How can you love and then go and commit death and destruction?

For civilians. You cannot be associated in any professional business or corporation which lies and deceives in the name of the organization. Even if it is protected by law or is in some kind of legal grey area.
For instance Goodwill Industries and the Salvation Army. (Need back up for this comment).
Are non-profits set up entities for those selected few for their own profitable gains. (Need back up for this comment)
Amazon and Ebay account holders who sell their wares after obtaining them for pennies on the dollar from Goodwill, Salvation Army and other thrift stores.

There are stories of the gods/ fallen angels or space aliens not revealing their true identities because in some way unknown to me. It gives their enemies the ability to destroy them in some unknown or very advanced manor. To me this is like the bad guys who use different names to falsely identify themselves. This is also in a similar manor with those who actively speak with spirits. No I do not, nor do I desire to converse with any spirit,ever. Why would anyone want to talk with the spirits who always lie and deceive outwardly for their own selfish benefit. This is also a sign of false religions or false leaders who believes it is OK to lie and to deceive if it serves some functional and beneficial purpose.
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The religion of Ra seems to be making itself known in the entertainment world. Which also includes Christianity. I have also seen professed Christian churches which use pyramid shapes in the structures of their churches.
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Hillsong Oceans(Where feet may fail)
http://youtu.be/eLqTZ07ja7g
I really like this song but the background images at a concert is of Ra. Even if the artists are not even aware of the lights. It is of Ra. So it makes you wonder who is God in which they sing of? Of course this is a Christian group.
I have become so disheartened with Christian music. That it is very difficult for me to listen to it anymore. Because, the artists seem to have their own agenda and are only using the church to further their own musical careers. Which is advised for artists to do by the entertainment industry. It doesn't matter if the artist is a Christian or not, or actively gay.
But, if you do not know the meaning of the imagery or of the symbols used. How can you truly know which God you pray to. My words are not for those who are in the know. It is for those who do not know the name of their God, the meaning of their God, The purpose of their God in their lives or their own responsibility to live in accordance to those rules as taught by their God.
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Just because I include many religions. Does not mean I believe in them. 
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Bahá'í Faith

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bah%C3%A1%27%C3%AD_Faith

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Catholicism

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catholicism
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Christian

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christianity

Elohim

Genesis 1:1 (ESV)

¹ In the beginning, God [Elohim] created the heavens and the earth.

Pslam 19:1 (ESV)

¹ The heavens declare the glory of God, [Elohim]    and the sky above proclaims his handiwork.

The name "Elohim" means "God" and is a reference to God's power and might.

Adonai

Malachi 1:6 (ESV)

… And if I am a master, where is my fear? says the LORD of hosts [Adonai] to you, O priests…

Adonai means "Lord" and refers to the Lordship of God.

Jehovah/Yahweh

Genesis 2:4 (ESV)

⁴ These are the generations of the heavens and the earth when they were created,in the day that the LORD God [Jehovah-Yahweh] made the earth and the heavens.

Translated as I am, I am who am, or I am who I am, and indicates God's personal, eternal, non-contingent nature. It is given to Moses by God when prompted for His name.

Jehovah-Maccaddeshem

Exodus 31:13

¹³"You are to speak to the people of Israel and say, 'Above all you shall keep my Sabbaths, for this is a sign between me and you throughout your generations, that you may know that I, the LORD, [Jehovah-Maccaddeshem] sanctify you.'"

Means "The Lord thy sanctifier"

Jehovah-Rohi

Psalm 23:1 (ESV)

¹The LORD [Jehovah-Rohi] is my shepherd; I shall not want.

Jehovah-Shammah

Ezekiel 48:35 (ESV)

³⁵The circumference of the city shall be 18,000 cubits. And the name of the city from that time on shall be, The LORD Is There. [Jehovah-Shammah]"

Means "The Lord who is present"

Jehovah-Rapha

Exodus 15:26 (ESV)

"…I will put none of the diseases on you that I put on the Egyptians, for I am the LORD, your healer. [Jehovah-Rapha]"

Means "The Lord our healer"

Jehovah-Tsidkenu

Jeremiah 23:6 (ESV)

⁶In his days Judah will be saved, and Israel will dwell securely. And this is the name by which he will be called: 'The LORD is our righteousness.'

Means "The Lord our righteousness"

Jehovah-Jireh

Genesis 22:14 (ESV)

¹⁴So Abraham called the name of that place, "The LORD will provide"; as it is said to this day, "On the mount of the LORD it shall be provided."

Means "The Lord will provide"

Jehovah-Nissi

Exodus 17:15 (ESV)

¹⁵And Moses built an altar and called the name of it, The LORD Is My Banner,

Means the "The Lord is my banner"

Jehovah-Shalom

Judges 6:24 (ESV)

²⁴Then Gideon built an altar there to the LORD [Jehovah-Shalom] and called it, The LORD Is Peace. To this day it still stands at Ophrah, which belongs to the Abiezrites.

Means "The Lord is peace"

Jehovah-Sabbaoth

Isaiah 6:1-3 (ESV)

³And one called to another and said:

       "Holy, holy, holy is the LORD of hosts; the whole earth is full of his glory!"

Means the "Lord of hosts"

Jehovah-Gmolah

Jeremiah 51:6 (ESV)

⁶ …Be not cut off in her punishment,
              for this is the time of the LORD’s [Jehovah-Gmolah] vengeance,
               the repayment he is rendering her.

Means "The God of Recompense"

El-Elyon

Genesis 14:17-20 (ESV)

¹⁹And he blessed him and said,
       "Blessed be Abram by God Most High,        Possessor[a] of heaven and earth; ²⁰and blessed be God Most High,       who has delivered your enemies into your hand!"

Isaiah 14:14 (ESV)

¹⁴I will ascend above the heights of the clouds;     I will make myself like the Most High.'

Means "The most high God"

El-Roi

Genesis 16:13 (ESV)

¹³ So she called the name of the LORD [El-Roi] who spoke to her, "You are a God of seeing," for she said, "Truly here I have seen him who looks after me."

Means "The strong one who sees"

El-Shaddai

Genesis 17:1 (ESV)

¹ When Abram was ninety-nine years old the LORD appeared to Abram and said to him, "I am God Almighty [El Shaddai]; walk before me, and be blameless,

Psalm 91:1

¹ He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High [El-Shaddai]    will abide in the shadow of the Almighty.

Means "The God of the mountains" or "God Almighty"

El-Olam

Isaiah 40:31 (ESV)
³¹but they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength;
     they shall mount up with wings like eagles;
they shall run and not be weary;
     they shall walk and not faint.
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Hinduism

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hinduism

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Islam

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Names_of_God_in_Islam
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Islam

• Allah - The single, proper name for God in Islam
• Ar-Rahman - The Compassionate, The Beneficent
• Ar-Raheem - The Merciful
• Al-Malik - The King, The Sovereign Lord
• Al-Quddoos - The Holy
• As-Salaam - The Source of Peace
• Al-Mu'min - The Guardian of Faith
• Al-Muhaimin - The Protector
• Al-'Aziz - The Mighty, The Strong
• Al-Jabbaar - The Compeller
• Al-Mutakabbir - The Majestic
• Al-Khaaliq - The Creator
• Al-Bari' - The Evolver, The Maker
• Al-Musawwir - The Fashioner
• Al-Ghaffaar - The Great Forgiver
• Al-Qahhaar - The Subduer, The Dominant
• Al-Wahhaab - The Bestower
• Al-Razzaaq - The Sustainer, The Provider
• Al-Fattaah - The Opener, The Reliever
• Al-'Aleem - The All-Knowing
• Al-Qaabid - The Retainer
• Al-Baasit - The Expander
• Al-Khaafid - The Abaser
• Al-Raafi' - The Exalter
• Al-Mu'iz - The Honorer
• Al-Muthil - The Humiliator
• As-Samee' - The All-Hearing
• Al-Baseer - The All-Seeing
• Al-Hakam - The Judge
• Al-'Adl - The Just
• Al-Lateef - The Subtle One
• Al-Khabeer - The Aware
• Al-Haleem - The Forebearing
• Al-'Azeem - The Great One
• Al-Ghafoor - The All-Forgiving
• Ash-Shakoor - The Grateful
• Al-'Aliyy - The Most High
• Al-Kabeer - The Great
• Al-Hafeez - The Preserver
• Al-Muqeet - The Maintainer
• Al-Haseeb - The Reckoner
• Al-Jaleel - The Sublime One
• Al-Kareem - The Generous
• Ar-Raqeeb - The Watcher
• Al-Mujeeb - The Responsive
• Al-Wasi' - The Vast
• Al-Hakeem - The Wise
• Al-Wadood - The Loving
• Al-Majeed - The Glorious
• Al-Ba'ith - The Resurrector
• Ash-Shaheed - The Witness
• Al-Haqq - The Truth
• Al-Wakeel - The Trustee
• Al-Qawiyy - The Strong
• Al-Mateen - The Firm One
• Al-Waliyy - The Supporter
• Al-Hameed - The Praiseworthy
• Al-Muhsee - The Counter
• Al-Mubdi' - The Originator
• Al-Mu'eed - The Reproducer
• Al-Muhyi - The Restorer
• Al-Mumeet - The Destroyer
• Al-Hayy - The Alive
• Al-Qayyoom - The Self-Subsisting
• Al-Waajid - The Perceiver
• Al-Waahid - The Unique
• Al-Ahad - The One
• As-Samad - The Eternal
• Al-Qaadir - The Able
• Al-Muqtadir - The Powerful
• Al-Muqaddim - The Expediter
• Al-Mu'akh-khir - The Delayer
• Al-'Awwal - The First
• Al-'Akhir - The Last
• Az-Zaahir - The Manifest
• Al-Baatin - The Hidden
• Al-Walee - The Governor
• Al-Muta'ali - The Most Exalted
• Al-Barr - The Source of All Goodness
• At-Tawwaab - The Acceptor of Repentance
• Al-Muntaqim - The Avenger
• Al-'Afuww - The Pardoner
• Ar-Ra'uf - The Compassionate
• Malik Al-Mulk - The King of Kings
• Thul-Jalali wal-Ikram - The Lord of Majesty and Bounty
• Al-Muqsit - The Equitable
• Al-Jaami' - The Gatherer
• Al-Ghaniyy - The Self-Sufficient
• Al-Mughni - The Enricher
• Al-Maani' - The Preventer
• Ad-Daarr - The Distresser
• An-Nafi' - The Propitious
• An-Noor - The Light
• Al-Haadi - The Guide
• Al-Badi' - The Incomparable
• Al-Baaqi - The Everlasting
• Al-Waarith - The Inheritor
• Ar-Rasheed - The Guide to the Right Path
• As-Saboor - The Patient

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Judaism

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Judaism
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Mormonism

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mormonism
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/God_in_Mormonism
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Ra

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ra

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Sikhism

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sikhism
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Zoroastrianism

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zoroastrianism
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Fallen_angels
http://www.angelsghosts.com/fallen_angel_names
http://www.archangels-and-angels.com/misc/fallen_angesl.html
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http://www.godchecker.com/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_deities
http://www.rationalresponders.com/a_big_list_of_gods_but_nowhere_near_all_of_them
http://ancienthistory.about.com/library/bl/bl_myth_gods_index.htm

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/God
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Allah
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elohim
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/El_Shaddai
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elyon

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Names_of_God
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Names_of_God_in_Judaism
http://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/dios
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Names_of_God_in_Islam
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Hell or Heaven: (Unedited): 01 Dec 2014:

The wicked and adulterous generation creates for themselves a hell of Earth. To be forced upon all. While the righteous and holy generation makes for all a heaven on Earth as a wondrous gift to God. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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This is a very simple logical prophecy for everyone no matter their faith. If you live in sin and express any of the quantities of sin.  From the essence of your own personal world shall become hellish. This self created hell of yours will spread out like a virus and infecting everyone who comes into contact with your personal world of hell.
Sure in the beginning you may be living a very grand life with many excitements. But, soon after you have drank your fill of all of the sins. You shall become helpless to all of the demonic forces. Revelation of any of your sins shall even begin to destroy your own family. A family in which you should have shelter and protection. When you do become naked and alone. No one shall give you safe harbor save for those fallen angels who only want you to no longer exist. All you will know in the end of your times. Will be loneliness, sadness, depression, destruction and death. Upon your own death another kind of hell shall become known to you. This is your prophecy for the adulterous generation.
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There is also a very logical prophecy for a generation which has become a righteous and holy generation. Their future is brighter than any star and it limitless beyond the boundaries of any galaxy. For everyone. Their future shall not even be occulted by anything or anyone less than they have become.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.  

To exist in harmony with all.  

To Cherish all life.  

To be obedient to the Laws of God.  

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.  

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Black Horse in a dark storm video: (Unedited): 28 Nov 2014:

The falling away has already begun for Christians/Catholics and has been going on for at least two plus decades. The falling away shall become magnified with the passing of Mr. Graham. I think Mr. Graham is a key to the next part of prophecy for all religions. Yes, He is that important.  Especially, since there is no one who will effective replace him. Mr. Graham may be the last great preacher of this era. I hope not.
Even if this is not a real photo. It may still be a sign as a black horse does represent deception, Short term pleasures and much discontent. But prosperity within the world. Which has been evident to the Saudi royal family. Who have kept all of the wealth for themselves. This is a revelation.
From the still image. I was not able to discern if the black horse has wings or not. These are important and significant in interpretations. Also, was there a rider or no rider? this is also important. 

I just saw the very poor video. To much pixelation and there seemed to be easy to see pixelation around the horse. Which does indicate a false video. Whether it is or not. Requires someone with skill and digital tools.
What I saw was a black or dark horse with no wings and no rider. Flying in a storm above roof tops.
Any interpretation of this video needs to be done with any understanding of Islamic Beliefs and of Saudi Culture. 

Flying with no wings may indicate a change in status. This change is probably not a good one. May mean unfaithful probably to their Allah. Which is or was the God of peace. So this could mean as the horse was departing. That the Peace of Allah is leaving. Which means all encompassing war and conflict will enter that empty space. No one no peace or know Allah. Except those who truly die while living righteously and in true peace from within and outwardly. Which does make a person helpless to the violent.
I saw rooftops as the black horse was departing within the storm. This may mean that since those who call Allah- Just Allah. The actual name of Allah can easily be replaced with any other gods/allahs like isis or horace. (Note: Lower caps used to signify less than the true Allah). The replacement gods becomes the mistress.
The black horse does fly into the storm and does not return. May mean a Turbulent Death. Physical death? divine death? Holy death? spiritual death?  or all of the above. Only God/Allah knows.
What does this mean for Saudi Arabia? As a Country of leadership? Not a very good one. For the people of Saudi Arabia? Not a very good one.

To avert this false message of deception:
The original teachings of Mohammad needs to be more understood and lived. Peaceful living means peace of mind, peace of heart and peace of spirit. Any conflict or urgings of wars or of revenge is not of Allah/God. Can this video be in itself a revealed teaching of deception of a falsehood? A lie upon a lie. Who teaches lies as truths? Who has the worldly authority of teachings lies as truths?
The answers are for those greater than me.
The storm is already upon you.
The power is in the people who refuse all conflict, all war and all revenge in their chosen helplessness. Only then shall their death be righteous. While those who choose war and conflict and act upon it. They shall burn. Burn more than once.  Revenge belongs to Only Allah/God.

The original and most basic of the teachings of Jesus Christs needs to be lived by free choice.
To love one another continuously and without ceasing. To love one another means you are not in war or in conflict. Ever. No matter what any leadership says, states, suggests or demands.

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Origin of this blog. Paul Begley
http://youtu.be/RvI3UPwGUGA
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Origin of video:
http://www.airvibez.net/video-black-horse-flies-sky-jeddah-saudi-arabia/
http://youtu.be/dOVduROwRrk
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http://dreamingthedreams.com/meanings/flying%2Bhorse%2Bin%2Ba%2Bdream/
http://www.myislamicdream.com/search.html?txtSearch=flying+black+horse&cmdSearch=Search

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Horsemen_of_the_Apocalypse
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Added on 04 Dec 2014:
Do some research of life size black horse balloons.

http://www.amazon.com/Black-Horse-Shaped-Balloon-Accessory/dp/B002JKA84M

Do a split screen and make a comparison between the easy to find black mare balloon and the flying black stallion in the lightening storm. What do you think? Notice the posture and tail?

Listen to the audio and hear the people laughing. 
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Important You: (Unedited): 27 Nov 2014:

Happy Thanksgiving Brother.
No matter how great the distance.
No matter how little time we have had.
No matter what has happened or what should have happened.
I can look beyond all of that former junk and see the importance in you.
We are still brothers and family.

C.J.MacKechnie

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I wrote this for my brother as I was viewing a personal picture of his. This is an inspired write for him. As well as for my sister, Niece and those other family members who know not of me. 

I have some cool relatives in some states who do some cool things in their lives. Yes, I am being vague as they deserve their privacy.  I wish I can say more and brag a little. But, cannot and should not. 

My brother and I have not had a fair opportunity to share each others lives. In which we have missed so much from each other. I can also say this about my other brother and my other sister. As well as the rest of my biological family whom I know and do not know of. We have missed out and are now strangers to each other. There is no blame just the ways things have come to happen. which have been beyond our own decisions or even fore knowledge. Yes, I was a secret. Although personally I did not accept but do see why the decision was made in order to hide a potentially embarrassing problem in the 1960's. That is just how things were done back then. I am sorry that I was a secret kept from any of you and hope you can find it in your own hearts to forgive those who created this secret.

Family is important and I am thankful for the family I do have. That is what Thanksgiving is all about and not just a "Turkey Day". To be thankful and to acknowledge gratitude. Which should be done more than one day a year. Even despite the errors of your actions or of others. Which includes those unfortunate things which were and are beyond your control. This is where forgiveness comes into play.

Life is precious and is way to short for us mortal human beings. Life is even made shorter by sicknesses, diseases, conflicts and accidents. We should all celebrate what we are allowed to have with our loved ones. Never hold onto your anger, unforgivable heart and/or other negative emotions in regards to your family. In the end all of your negative feelings do, is harm you and steals joy from your life. 

I have always had trouble with time. For me time is not constant. Time is never consistent with it's linear flow. I can almost see how time moves even though it doesn't move. It is the fluctuating frequency which moves as a linear wave. Time has no emotion and thus is never forgiving and also never plotting against you. So it is up to each one of us as to live how we are aware of what little time we do have. Once we each decide that every day is important. Then so to is every hour, every minute and every second of each of our living existence in this reality. 

I hope each of you can forgive me of my actions or from my words of the past. Especially, If they have harmed you in any way. I am truly sorry. John

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"Thanksgiving" can be exchanged with any other holiday. 

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First Night ferguson: (Unedited): 26 Nov 2014:

The first day. I had to think about this for some time.
Well the police officer who shot the very large teenager. I did some basic research on his size. Will not be prosecuted in a court of law. I cannot say what I think on the matter or not. Because I have not been presented with the evidence. I have seen some very questionable actions by different individuals as well as from some various organizations.

I purposely stayed away from the mainstream media as well as any official reporting. This is what I saw from the point of view of people with camera phones.

From a distance to the right. I saw a police line and a lone police car which was not inside of any established perimeter. I quickly forgot about it. So did the camera person who was streaming. If he even noticed the police car.
The camera person was on the sidewalk with what looked like a simple police blockade. Some but not all of the police officers were using the strobe function of their high powered tactical LED flashlights at those who had camera phones. Word was getting around in the crowd that there was no where for them to go as the police had blocked every entry and exit points. This to me was evidence that many wanted to just go home and have had enough of their own defined peaceful demonstration. While others had no intention of leaving. I still had a sense that this group which seemed to be constantly moving around and just socializing with one another was just what it was. A peaceful social demonstration.

Comment: When you have rioters of any sort whether they are peaceful demonstrators or something more violent. You as the authority would want to create avenues for the demonstrators to move. Even if it is just a planned circle route. You would want the demonstrators physical stress to be tapered off by controlled gradual physical exertion.You do not want under any circumstance for any of the demonstrators to even think/believe that they have been trapped. That just creates many kinds of possible unfortunate psychological actions.
The streaming camera guy I was viewing began to move towards the other police line many blocks away to his right. Stopping many times to talk with friends or acquaintances. 
I saw a camera man drop and destroy his camera. Oh yea big bucks. I noticed no civilian bothering any media person. I noticed some fair skinned people walking around. Again, not being bothered.I had no sense of any violent intentions with this particular group of people. They seemed to be only a presence.
Then suddenly off to the left. Tear gas being shot off at  or near a primary location of major media. All attention was turned to that area for a period of time.
I thought it was interesting of how the lighted sign "Seasons Greetings" became more pronounced with tear gas smoke in the back ground.

Then back to the right. The police car which was not inside of any established perimeter was now on fire. The ammunition begins exploding.
Questions:
Why was that police car outside of an established perimeter and why was it not protected?
Who was assigned to that car? and will that police officer become responsible for that car?
Was that police car used as some sort of free invitation to be burned and by whom? or which organization?

I saw person's near the rears with some very high quality breathing equipment/filters. I found that suspicious. They were not talking about what the police were doing to them. They were planning strategy as to where to go next.

The police decide to reestablish a new perimeter in front of the person whose camera I was viewing. Thus, encompassing the burning police car. At an established safe distance. This was after the ammunition had burned off.
Note: If this group was of the violent sort. The best time to attack any police is when they are in movement or transition from one established police line to another. There was absolutely no action from the civilians. Other than observe the brand new and freshly painted heavy military vehicles into place. That was noticed by everyone. This police force is a military unit. I noticed some police officers who were not in any kind of offensive or even defensive stance. Then I saw a few who were very defensive and it was those three men who were overtly in a physical defensive posture who caused the most fear amongst those on the sidewalk.

The streaming video guy I was watching decided to remain in place and I went to yahoo news/ Reuters news. For something about the riots. There was a news report and I made a comment. In which it was not accepted and I could not even back page to retrieve it. But those who made off handed accusations and other stupid comments were left on.

I had already had a long day. So, I shut it down.
This was just my observation after an hour or so of viewing. 

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:The Lies and Deceptions of RACE:

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We are all one humanity, one species and one family. When all of the common peoples unite together to love one another, to live in peace with each other and to exist in harmony. Then we all can find a very rich life we all can live with great meaning.
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If you cannot separate yourself from the lies and deceptions of the separation and division of the races. Then you, your family and your entire church will/may not be one of the elect, protected, saved or raptured. You must begin to know and believe that we are a single race of beings called humans. We are all brother and sister to one another.

The DNA fingerprinting was established in 1984. Read it well. Believe the truth and reject the lies you have only known as truth. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_profiling

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_%28human_classification%29

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_Genome_Project

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The history of humanity told by many different traditions. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noah

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_and_Eve

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From about 8 minutes and 50 seconds to the introduction of the European leader. Listen good. This was in 26 June 2000. President Bill Clinton Library.

http://youtu.be/Y_8XRkb-wbY

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Research for yourself the Human skin. learn how it is the largest organ of the human body. Learn about all of the primary functions of the human skin. Then learn about the minor function of the coloring of the skin. Learn how if you lose a primary function of the skin. You can die. Where as if you lose your skin coloring. You will just be uncomfortable, but still living with possible social ridicule. Now, after you have learned all about your human skin. Ask yourself this. Why do we not compare other organs of the body with other people such as the liver, kidneys, gall bladder and etc. How come there isn't racial stereo types for those who can drink much alcohol and those who cannot drink? Why? Race or the coloring of the skin is illogical and without any actual fact.

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Defiled Leader's: (Unedited): 19 Nov 2014:

The leader's who defiles all of those whom he/she leads. Destroys and murders all they are responsible for.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Those leaders who are in the knowing of the true nature of things and yet still defiles their position, their office, their responsibility and their people. Will destroy all of them who are under their thumb/rule.
In an instant moment of time. All of those freedoms and opportunities in which every person in the world has known of. Will be gone. It matters not who is guilty or innocent. It matters not who is righteous or evil. All will be equally gone for everyone.
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Why would this happen?
The evil people become active.
The righteous people become inactive.
Laws are changed/amended or added in order to give more rights and protections to the evil ones while forsaking the righteous.
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This is a prophecy for anyone, anywhere and anytime. 
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In just a little while the portions of the book of Daniel will be in play for the USA.
There will be no revival.
Only the loss of all. 
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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Sin Bred: (Unedited): 19 Nov 2014:

The fall and destruction of any family is bred in sin. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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This is a truth and it matters not what you believe in. If you have a family and one person commits a sin against the family. The family can come to ruination? If either the husband or wife goes out and commits adultery. Isn't the other faithful spouse not deeply saddened and hurt? Do not the children become hateful and angry? These are natural responses and does not matter if the family is religious in any way.
Just from that one act of sin. The children can become so deeply affected that they choose to never get married, choose a gay/Lesbian lifestyle or just never have children or just not accept the children they create. Some adult children of sin go on to have many babies by many different people. Some adult children go on to have several spouses. Even to the point that a marriage vow/promise is just meaningless. Then so to any other vow or promise ever made.

This is not just about the sin of adultery.  It is about all sin. Sin of any kind destroys the true freedom to live a life with meaning and righteous purpose. If you are a parent and your sin is easily seen by your own children and other family members. Then just by your own actions have given them all permission to do as you. It doesn't really matter what you say about the evils of your sin. Only your actions have weight.
Keeping your sins secret will not work either. If if no other human being knows. Your genetic memory will be passed down to your children in the form of genetic curses. No one likes to talk about this as it works the same way as a child who is born from musically gifted parents. The likelihood of the musical gift being passed down is probable. As with any other gift. All that you do as a parent is passed down to your children genetically. All of the good, the bad and the ugly. As well as all of your mistakes in those moments of weakness. Which can destroy your family before it is even born.
Again, It doesn't matter what you or I believe. The results of any of your sins becomes the logical consequences of those sins. Sin promotes death, disease and depression. This is all very logical. Where as righteous living promotes on going life, love and living.
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fetal_alcohol_syndrome
http://ncadd.org/programs-a-services/alcoholdrugs-related-birth-defects-awareness/191-ncadd-alcohol-a-other-drug-related-birth-defects-awareness-week
http://www.cdc.gov/std/pregnancy/stdfact-pregnancy.htm
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Leonard Nimoy Respect LLAP: (Unedited): 20 Nov 2014:

I just awoke from a dream of Leonard Nimoy's passing. Of course all I saw was a physical newspaper article that states. "Spock dies or Spock is dead". The iconic actor will most likely be remembered for his Star Trek Portrayal of his legendary character Spock.
This is meant with respect and honor. Mr. Nimoy is my favorite Star Trek related actor's. 
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Lenard Nimoy is sick with COPD
http://www.cnn.com/2014/02/07/health/nimoy-copd/
 
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There is a rumor. That Mr. Nimoy has passed away yesterday 19 Nov 2014. There is zero news about that. The name Lenard Nimoy isn't even trending on twitter. Idiots.
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There is a rumor of he and his partner have split up. There is only one story from an observation of Mr. Nimoy walking alone on his driveway. Sounds like one of those stupid stories.
 http://en.mediamass.net/people/leonard-nimoy/break-up.html

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On 17 Nov 2014: The Nimoy Foundation Junior Board Gives a grant to a foster family and adoption agency. That's cool. I'm a former foster kid twice from two different states and I was adopted.
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leonard_Nimoy
http://www.theofficialleonardnimoyfanclub.com/
https://twitter.com/therealnimoy
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LLAP= Live Long And Prosper.
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With respect and honor. I hope Mr. Nimoy's passing is/will be peaceful and surrounded by family members.
I do hope that Mr. Nimoy and the rest of his family and close friends say to one another all of those important things which should be spoken before Mr. Nemoy does pass into that greater and better spiritual life in which we know not of.
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Living Funeral's
are For Everyone

What I call the living funeral is so much more important than the after death funerals.

A living funeral is your last opportunity for you to have that last moment with your loved ones and close friends. This is where you apologize and forgive in a most gentle of ways. This is where you express your appreciation and deep felt "logic" for the one who is about to pass.

In those moments you can express those happy and funny memories/stories so that the elder one can pass with a smile. Express much gratitude.

The living funeral is also for the one who is about to pass. This is your last opportunity for you to ease the minds of those who shall remain. By your own forgiveness and apologies. After all wouldn't be nice to leave this physical world to those who may feel bad and sad at your attitudes for them? Tell funny stories and express funny memories. Especially those things with deep meaning and wisdom. Express your hopes and dreams for those who shall remain. Give permission to those to follow their own dreams and make it a gentle expectation.  Express all manor of love and peace. To do so would mean you shall have a good passing and that those who experience your passing. They shall not be so sad for long. They shall have joy at knowing you and keep those good memories of you in the forefront. Express much gratitude.

Once the passing process is complete. You shall become more a live then you ever were and it can be wonderful.

For those who are suffering from those age related diseases of the mind. The living funeral takes place before the progression of those diseases robs your loved ones or friends ability to understand anything or to even recognize anyone.  So, this living funeral should take place at the or near the time of diagnosis. With respect and honor. You must be delicate. But, for you to say those important things with deep and profound meaning may very well be crucial to decrease the time of your loved ones suffering.
Some people are so spiritually and mentally stubborn. That virtually no disease or even it's progression can limit their stubbornness. Really, People will actually force themselves to live. Until that long lost loved one has arrived at their bedside for that one last moment. For compassion's sake. Soften your heart and make that visit while your loved one is still coherent enough to make a reasonable agreement of forgiveness or apology or even to express their love to you one last time. You should also express your own forgiveness, apology and love as well.
But, this is not only about yours or theirs misdeed. This is also about celebration of a life lived. So celebrate with memories retelling.
If I'm repeating myself. It is because this is important.

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I do hope that all of the media outlets as well as bloggers everywhere. Have and give respect and honor. You have mine.
If you or your group is a fan to Mr. Lenard Nimoy. Then I would highly suggest that you begin to celebrate/award Mr. Nimoy's legacy while he is still living. 
Do you have that important memory of how Mr. Nimoy has done in some unknown way which has changed your life for the better. No matter how goofy or silly you think it is. I invite you to only send your wonderful stories to the official website of Mr. Lenard Nimoy.
Oh yea, Don't go to his house or make any kind of unsolicited personal contact. That's just weird if not a little wacked, psycho, loco, crazy, insane. If you do, I really hope some cop lays those all important knots of logical understanding across your illogical forehead.

http://www.theofficialleonardnimoyfanclub.com/

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Star Trek

I'm A fan and I married a Vulcan. Yea, I'm Klingon. LLAP sir.

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2017 Babylonian Queen: (Unedited): 19 Nov 2014

Beginning works. Just because there is content in this early work. Does not mean it will remain in the end of this work. As a matter of fact this work may be deleted in it's entirety. If your inspired to add content or to add advice or to even begin your own inspired works. Then please do so. Please message me if you want to.
Please pray and meditate before you read and/or add any content. You will be credited and etc.
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https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Daniel+5&version=NASB
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Book_of_Daniel
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Belshazzar
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_writing_on_the_wall
http://timeoftheendbiblecode.com.p9.hostingprod.com/blog1/wp-content/uploads/2014/06/chart2.png
http://www.theforbiddenknowledge.com/hardtruth/america_babylon.htm
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Questions are just questions and may not end up in the final work. Wrong Questions may lead a person into the wrong direction.
2017?
Will A modern Belshazzar be a US President?
http://www.beaconoftruth.com/babylon.htm
Is Hillary Clinton to be the USA's Babylonian President queen?
A day the USA ends? or in a day?
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The title year I wanted to write 2019
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Added on 23 Nov 2014:
Have no idea what to write. Nothing is coming. Wait.
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Psychological Difference: (Unedited): 18 Nov 2014:

The difference between victory and defeat is psychological. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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This seems to always be true. No matter the situation or circumstance. It doesn't matter if you are in a competition, war, life in general or in some other personal/professional disaster.
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A person who is in any form of competition may win or lose and there shall only be one winner. This is why some egotistical people proclaim that second place is for the first losers. There is some sense of truth in that comment. But how that negative comment is is taken in by any person is defined as positive or negative in motivation. Can it be healthy? yes. Can it be self destructive? Yes. It is dependent on how the teacher/coach teaches it and how the student/player decides how it is meant. 
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A person who is always involved and seems to only be able to achieve a place which is always less than first place can become defeated and demoralized. While another person who may not even know or be aware of their placement becomes excited at a new personal best, The mean prideful people who have placed much higher than the person who has achieved their personal best may belittle them with ugliness. While at the same time that person who achieved their personal best may very well be thankful to those who placed higher for driving them onward. Can you see the psychology.
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The darkness of post defeat can do more harm than than the actual defeat. The leader of warfare may lose badly from their ill made plans. The soldiers and warriors involved have died, been injured and may have been captured. Who is at fault? Did God curse them or you? Being at fault or being cursed always leads to an answer. But, after you have your answer. It is your psychology which forms how your life is self perceived tomorrow.
On the matter of curses. Are you or were your righteous? Have you asked for forgiveness?
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The effects of absolute defeat and enslavement can last for hundreds of years in how the new generations are taught. The teaching of the psychology of perpetual failure, defeat and enslavement is evidenced everywhere in the human world. This is seen within many Native American tribes and many African American peoples. Even though they themselves may not even be aware.
This can be seen in how any group of people live, have lived and will live their lives tomorrow.
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The abused and tortured souls can live in absolute failure. While others have forged for themselves nearly absolute success in life as defined by them. Despite how badly their lives began within the shadows of cold nothingness. This can also be easily seen in former foster children, Abused spouses and those who have left their Countries of absolute horror for the hopes of America. How has each of these individuals achieved their dreams in the life they have lived is and was all defined by them and their own dreams.
So what happens when the dreams have been stolen away into the abyss of forgotten self identity? All that person has to do is re-remember and to become self empowered to create new ones. To become aware that they still have that power to self create in spite of what ever evil or hardship has befallen them. It is possible when the person believes again they are still possible.
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The ill perceived loser who loses everyday in life in comparison to anyone else. May see themselves as a genuine winner as they achieve something new daily and exceed their personal best daily. Where as you who proclaims a loser to be what you think they are. When have you exceeded your personal best or have achieved something new?
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Please find those positively inspiring gold nuggets within this writing. If you only see the negativity. Then it is your choice and not mine. I only offer a way to look at things and genuinely hope you find that which is ONLY positive for your own life to live. But, how you live your life is still your free choice and it matters whose or what thumb your under. The thumb is and always has been your accepted illusion. Which is the lie of your life which you wrongly believe as truth.
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Educational Flashback: (Unedited): 15 Nov 2014:

:FLASHBACK:

Incredible Headache right now. Pressure and tension in the back of my neck. I feel heat.
My body is here in this time and Now. But, my mind is back when I was 17 years old. Spring is in full swing in Florida of 1983. Most everyone I knew were all excited about their college prospects and their futures as adults on their own for the first time. Of course I'm writing this with my current adult perspective. But, back then. I didn't understand. I didn't even understand the concept of wearing gowns for graduating. I did not even understand the importance of graduating high school or the symbolic importance of it. After all, most kids have worked hard for 12 years in order to prepare for college and then onto their selected careers.
For me there was no preparation. School was only that something that I had to go to because it was the law. School was a place where I was not welcomed. I have wondered why I was not strong enough to work beyond those limitations that I believed in. That everyone believed in. I was a defective person with an IQ of about 70. I believed it. I was prescribed 50 Mg of Cylert and 50 Mg of Ritalin. I was raised in a house of abuse and torture. I never did any home work and never had to. Yet, I was still passed along. Then those foster care years. Where education was not important at all and every teacher in school didn't expect very much from me. I had a guardian and they all seemed to know that I was a trouble maker. That why kids are in foster care? right? because we have caused all of the problems in our families and our parents could not control us kids. Even though I was adopted. Yea, the adoptive mother told me that she should have never adopted me. So, how could I have even had a fair chance/opportunity for any type of an education? There wasn't.
Back to 1983. That is where my mind still is and I'm coping as I type it.
I knew there was a college and it was called St. Petersburg Junior College. I knew those adults studied something but I wasn't really sure nor was I even aware what for.
Some of those whom I hung out with were going to colleges far away and to Florida State and to other Colleges. They were excited and I felt their excitement and wanted that for myself. So, I talked with my dad and I sent out for information to the University of Alabama's engineering dept. That is what my dad was and where he went to college. So, why not. I had a very deep admiration for him. The respect he garnered from everyone else. He was incredibly intelligent and everyone knew it who worked with him. I could see this and feel it as well. I wanted that for me.
The end of the school year was coming and the beach was calling me. The graduation celebration was going on and ended and I still could not fathom as to why. Some friends were packing up and making more arrangements for after high school. Spending more time with their parents as opposed to going out to Clearwater beach.

Well, A bomb hit me. I had to go to summer school in order to graduate high school. Some class I never took in the ninth grade was a required course and was necessary in order to graduate. No one even caught it. Well, My attitude was. Oh well, i quit.  I'm done with it all. I just don't care. Yes, that is right. I had made that decision over one single class. Well, the dad didn't accept that decision at all and proclaimed that I would go and that I would finish. So, I did. He had never really been forceful with me over anything. This time he made that difference.
So I went to that one ninth grade social studies class and passed it. It was easy and the teacher had mercy upon me.

I received the University of Alabama, School of Engineering welcome and information booklets. I wanted so much to be positively excited about something in my life. Even though I had no clue and no direction. I read everything with anticipation and excitement. The history and going to a school my dad went to as well as the rest of the family. This is the next step in a young persons life and I was clearly seeing it. This leads to more opportunities. Even though I wasn't exactly clear on what that meant.
Then I got to the minimum requirements page and my heart just sank. My high school GPA was a 1.81 something. Which doesn't really qualify you for entry to anywhere let alone a top notch university. What little self esteem I had was lower than ever. I watched people say good bye to their old friends and said goodbye to them as well. Never saw them again.
I would assume they went onto college. Celebrated graduation and entered adulthood with excitement.
Sitting on the living room floor. My dad was quiet and I just threw it all away. I'm useless. Now all of a sudden I'm thinking about my future. The other kids had 12 years to prepare and plan for college and adulthood. I only thought about this for less than 45 days+/-. That quickly I was denied.
My hope was again gone. What little bit of hope I had and I wasn't even aware of and now I'm aware of hope and it was gone. This has been a brutal joke and just accepted that my life would end in some tragedy. Thus ending it all. It would probably be the best thing for my dad if I died. He never really cared as I knew I was an embarrassment to him and yet again I proved it.
So I just went on living my life as I had done. Until, I died. I figured I could not live past 24 years of age.
End of Flashback. Though the head ache is still very painful. Sounds hurt. Lights hurt. The typing rings echoes in my brain.
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:Prophetic Observations:

Back in 1983. A four year college degree would support your family pretty well. With only one parent working. Today, This what I am about to say seems to still be some secret. You now must have and be able to obtain multiple related college degrees. In order to have a comfortable lifestyle. In which both parents must work. In thirty years. These are the changes in which I have witnessed.
I do foresee more education for more advancements and income potential. The day where all you need is a single four year college degree is over. Do not become forty years old with only one singular four year college degree and do not get entrapped with one of those fake college degrees from Phoenix, Devry or ITT type of phony schools.
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Please learn this wisdom and understand it's message. Make those right and correct decisions in your life. Plan your progressing educational future accordingly. Accept this truth that education is forever and is necessary for promotion and more income potentials.
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I am exhausted from this. Back pain and tensions. I work through this one. I do not drink nor take drugs. I do not smoke anything. I do not take any mind altering medications.
When you have much trauma in your life. You just gotta let it flow and learn all you can from those flashbacks. It also, helps to have much hugs while your enduring through them.
You must understand. To take any mind altering medication does not help you through the healing process. It hinders and stops it. Drinking alcohol and smoking also do not help you in healing from what ever trauma in which you have survived. Even if the end results of your trauma is, that there is no logical way or reason as to why you have survived. But you/I did. Because, of that fluke of nature. We must choose to march forward and onward.
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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