Some people know how to pretend to be other people who they are not. Children are really good at that. For children it is more of a game of play. I have noticed that people are getting very confused about their own identity. Even to the point where an older man becomes a little girl. He is celebrated even as he abandons his family and the responsibility he has for his family. Apparently in this world it is now OK and permissible. This is just not about this odd man. It is about all of us and maybe not to the extreme as that older man who loses himself to a delusion of his own mind.
Even fantasies and cosplay can become idols to you. They can become more important than anything else. That is where the sin abides. The fun and escape of sin. In this case the fantasy of cosplay does become a cover of you who seems to be boring, unattractive, lacking any real strength or power. That is what cosplay and fantasies do. They cover over your real true identity of who you truly are. Maybe, unto the point that you even forget yourself and mentally become that who you think you are. Isn't that what the covering over of anything really does. To hide and to forget that which is under the covering.
Fantasies and cosplay are truly lies. You cannot become the fantasy or cosplay of your own mind. You do not have secret powers greater than your own humanity. In which your own humanity is a power in to itself. The power of you is something very significant and is lost when you stop digging into your own being to discover your real true nature of your own being. Through your own discovery of who you truly are. You do learn to love yourself in a very healthy manor. Unlike the selfie stick kind of self love and admiration. When you devote the time to discover who and what you truly are. Then make those necessary internal corrections of your own negativity. A better and more beautiful you will blossom in it's own time of genuine expression of beauty.
There is even deep and profound confusion of those who have chosen military careers and discovered they have become really good at killing and cruelty. Over time, they each forget the good people they once were and become complete aliens to themselves. Over time, A deep disconnect from their own guiding spirit is created and that gulf becomes deeper and wider as they commit more and more atrocities against their own brothers and sisters whom they see as their new found enemies. That is reality of what their own unrecognized soul has become. That cold darkness which emanates from within them even to a point where all of their enjoyment can be seen in their own outward expression of cruelties against those who are defenseless and helpless. They laugh and smile at the harm and suffering they cause. They are invigorated at the possible coming violence in which they thirst for in victory of killing anyone who is in the way. Their power and identity is death itself.
All is not lost nor is it forgotten. The return to innocence and original identity of self can be had once again. A genuine cleansing must occur from within the spiritual showers of goodness and truth. You must be washed over and washed thoroughly, through and though. From this spiritual cleansing with pure clean holy water. Can you become reborn and reconnected to the good person who you were supposed to become.
There is a cost and payment must be made for this cleansing shower. You will suddenly realize all of your evil deeds and all of the sufferings you have ever committed. You will live with them all daily. You wanted to be a warrior or you were made into one. Now as a warrior you will war with the memory of your own freely chosen evil. This includes the evil perpetuated by you for a paycheck. The return to humanity is possible and there is a cost to you. Which may include losing your life to save you soul in that most honorable manor. Losing your life does not necessarily mean in the physical sense. It can mean economically and respect from those who continually perpetuate suffer and death. But, it can mean losing your life as well. Only the spirit will lead you in the way the spirit wills it. For no man can judge what shall become of you when and if you return to your humanity and to the spirit. "Re-knowing". The purple words dude.
To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
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