Thursday, September 25, 2014

Human Degree: (Unedited): 25 Sept 2014:

Apathy to any degree within you is that much of a degree you are away from being fully human. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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The logical approach to apathy and how it relates to being fully human. 
The emotions that we all have and use is what makes us human beings. When we begin to know longer use those good emotions. Then we become less good and less human. It is really that simple. Simple logic.
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Unwise Expectations: (Unedited): 25 Sept 2014:

Expecting those to respect their jobs and your property. When they do not respect themselves is unwise of you. 
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It is really simple. If a person does not care about how they live their own lives. How can you expect them to respect you, your property or business. You cannot and it is to much to expect a person to care when they do not. You cannot make a person to care. You may think you can pay a person to care. But, they do not. They are just pretending to care. Most people who just don't care are not even aware of the degree of apathy that is within them.
Apathy to any degree within you is that much of a degree you are away from being fully human.
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Harsh Life: (Edited): 25 Sept 2014:

The harshness of life is the best test which measures what kind of human being you truly are and have been.  
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 There is always something to learn about yourself. What have you done in your life? What are you doing now? It is all very important and defines the kind of human being you are today.
It seems the easiness of life breeds weakness and yet at the same time the harshness of life seems to destroy a person. What is in common with those people who seem to have excelled in whichever life has been presented to them? A foster kid who knew not acceptance or love goes on to be a member of an NFL super bowl team. A rich kid has the physical talent of a sport, and yet has no heart for it. A youthful foreigner who knows first hand the life costs of not having an educational opportunity digs deeply into the books of learning. Another youthful foreigner brings with him all of the entrapments of an impossible life to live in a free country and yet continues on as a slave in life.
What does it mean for you and the efforts you have made in this life or have not made? Your life is your fault. Ahhh but, what about my bad and sad childhood? It was really bad and sad and some very unmentionable things were done to me repeatedly. For years this happened and maybe for most of your 18 years of being a child. You have experienced and witnessed some very bad things. What do you do now? How do you go on now? What can you do now? Can you do anything?
!!!Fight!!!
Fight for yourself. Fight for your sanity. Fight for your right to live a decent life. You have all of the tools you need, NOW FIGHT and continue to fight even if there are more setbacks. The devil has already tried to end you, when you were at your most helpless and most innocent. Now you're aware and that, my friend, can be enough to defeat the enemy, any enemy no matter how big and tall they are, no matter how many they may be.
So you survived a child's hell. It was not pretty or pleasant. What did you learn from it? Anything positive? Anything positively revealing about yourself? Maybe that you could still be a responsible mother to your own awful mother? Can you see the strength you had, even through all of your weakness and innocence? Can you see through the fog of anger, hatred and apathy toward everyone who should have saved you? You still must resolve these issues within you in order for you to have a healthy life, a life of genuine well-being and happiness. Happiness is very possible for those who have been tortured and abused for long periods of time. You just have to forgive and to move on. You just have to understand that you were just the present body. That if it were not for your presence, they would have abused and tortured another. All of the abuses and tortures you have endured were never ever about you in any way. It was and always will be about them. I learned this lesson because I had to be adopted into it. If they had gone elsewhere and then adopted, then it would have been someone else and not me. I was just the selected body for them to abuse and to torture. It is that simple. That one realization has helped me greatly.
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The movie Sucker Punch is one of those movies which I liked and hated.  You do have to get over the scantily clad women in order to see the deeper meaning of this movie, which is ugly and abusive. That deep meaning of empowerment and self resolve. What are you willing to do for your freedom? Can you love another in a healthy way as to sacrifice yourself? Is that sacrifice just another definition of freedom?
If you cannot see beyond the physicality of the women then do not watch it. Really. I am not interested in causing cheap and disgraceful thrills in anyone. Life can be ugly and has been for me. Life is and has been much uglier to many of my foster brothers and sisters than I could have ever survived.
This movie is about rape from a step-father. Accidental murder. Abandonment. Prostitution as displayed as cleanly as possible. Disillusions and fantasy. Mental illness. Many different kinds of abuses.

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It is tough to have all of those dark and torturous memories freely floating at the forefront of your thinking. Hopefully the abusers and those who had tortured you are out of your life. I hope you never return to them unless some very clear and profound changes occur within each of them.
But what of you? How will you go forward into the unknown, not being able to trust? You just have to soldier onward. You have to crush and destroy all of the negativity within you. Yes, it is possible. Yes, you can have a normal life. You just have to realize that all of the negativity, all of the abuses, all of your sufferings were not created by you or caused by you. All of those bad and sad memories were given to you by evil people who had done you a great wrong. This is why you should let all of that go. None of that bad stuff originated from you. It was all outside of you, all without your permission. So now by your own permission tell all of those bad and sad memories that they belong to someone else and they will no longer have power over you any more. Empower yourself to go and get your college education, to stop using all mind-altering intoxicants, to begin to create new and wonderful memories that you want to have within your own mind.
Your memories are your own and of your own creation.
Just watching a hundred sunsets and a hundred sunrises will offset some bad and sad memories.
Taking a hundred walks in parks will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Watching a hundred funny movies will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Learning something new and developing the new skill will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Volunteering to be of service to others will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Continuing your education will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
These are just the beginnings to a new you and they will only cover over your bad and sad memories. The final decision is all within you. If you assign those bad and sad memories importance or give them control over your life, then they shall. It will not matter how many good and happy memories you create if you consider the good to have a low value within you. You have to decide for yourself. No one can do it for you. You have to face your internal demons and conquer them. All of them. If you're reading this and you are safe now, then move forward as a good soldier. Fight for yourself, your sanity and your life. You are and have always been worth it, no matter the untold thousands of times those evil people whom you loved told you awful and hurtful things. Always remember every success you have is a failure to them who did you wrong. Seek no revenge even though all of your successes shall be nails within their own coffins. For they could not conquer you.
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Edited on 12 June 2017:
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Witness Evidence: (Unedited): 24 Sept 2014:

Being concerned that there are to many witnesses and to much evidence to be collected. is not a valid reason as to why you should not do an evil deed. 
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You who think in this manor are in error in your whole life. To only consider not doing an evil thing simply because of the greater probability of getting caught is truly not a reason for not doing an evil deed. Not doing an evil deed is not an indication you are a good or righteous person. That which you entertain on a regular basis is your daily evidence of what kind of person you truly are. You do not need to do the evil deed.
All that which is and has ever been thought of within your own mind is all the evidence the God of all needs to convict you. I am not saying you should believe in a God or that you should fear a God.
You should ask yourself these things. If there is a God is it important to be a good and righteous person as defined by the ancient written texts? If there is no God then there is no laws which should govern you and you should act in whatever manor in which pleases you. That is what many learned persons proclaim. If it feels good then do it. If it makes you happy then do it. That is all fine and wonderful until the person who sees you have more than them. Thinks to them self. That they would be happy if they took your stuff. They would be happy if they raped you. They would be happy just to drive your car for a little while. They would be happy if they can abuse you. No really, Think about it the insanity of this. Worldly criminals are in jail and do not think they did anything wrong except get caught. Criminals are seen on video doing an evil deed and proclaim it is not them even in the court room. Refusing and denying the facts is delusional to the person proclaiming it is not them.
What is the truth? Where is the truth within your own mind and heart? Do you even care?
Is being good and righteous really a good thing or is it a sign of weakness?
Is being good and righteous really valid in the world today? or is only being good as defined as what ever you can do without getting caught.
Here is a trucker quote. Not one of mine.

" If you can't be good then be good at it"

That really sums up the world we live in. To be a good criminal means not to be caught and convicted in a court of law.

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Output Potential: (Unedited): 24 Sept 2014:

To achieve your greatest potential today. You must put forth your maximum output.
To achieve your greatest potential tomorrow. You must intelligently train and tax all aspects of your being today. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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 Doing the best you can do today is absolutely the best you can do today. Is what you have done today you actual best or was it just the specific amount of energy you only wanted to express in your way? There can be a difference between the two. Friendly and fun competition may not entirely bring out the most you can do. They are just that friendly and fun. The actual tests are those that you take seriously and have properly prepared for. The challenge of competition which when taken seriously reveals who you truly are in that specific moment of time.
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