Monday, June 11, 2012

Been Wanted (Unedited). Personal Content:

Have you ever been wanted? Have you ever been loved? Have you ever been cared for?
Like foster kids are wanted, loved and cared for? Do you know what I'm going to write about? or reveal?
Before, I met the love of my life. I knew what is was not like to be wanted, to be loved and to be cared for.
I knew my adoptive mom only wanted to blame me for everything. I knew that my adoptive mom loved to beat me and lock me in the closet. I knew my adoptive parents cared more for their liquor, beer and cigarettes.
Most of the foster parents I had only Wanted the extra income. Loved their own biological families while keeping us/me separated, isolated and divided from them. They even seemed to care about the extra savings and deceptions told to case workers about the meals served. Three hot meals a day may be the truth spoken to the case workers. Three hot meals may sound good until you realize they are sample portions. Its just to bad the case workers never had time to physically look at the skin and bone kids, Let alone really look at my bones showing through the skin.
Some foster parents would even abuse the kids in accordance to their own psychological defects. Which is often times over looked as the foster kids have been psychologically damaged by their own biological families. These kids are easy targets. How can you prove anything? No case worker ever asked me or even cared to ask, my side of the story, They automatically assumed I'm the guilty party every time.
 Foster kids often come to a very real decision. That it is safer to live on the streets than it is in a foster home.  Being wanted, loved and cared for can be found everywhere. It is often defined by the ones who is doing it and not who is receiving it. So, have you been wanted, loved and cared for? just like a foster kid in the USA or even in this world? C.J.MacKechnie

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 My story of abuse is rare. Being an adopted person from the age of 5 months. Find the positive message and positive inspiration. If you are a devout Christian family. Your needed by the 500,000 kids who have only known a life of abuse and torture by their own biological families. Today as in right now, There seems to bot be 500,000 good Christian families who are willing to take in these unwanted and unloved Children. These kids who continually suffer from their first crime in life. That is being born to bad parents. Remember the words of Jesus in regards to children. Pray and take the necessary actions from the out pouring of your own hearts.

Research on YouTube these words. Former foster kids stories. abused foster kids. foster kids.
The failure rate of a foster kid is nearly 90%. That is because they are not loved or cared for. They are not educated or even have a marketable skill. Still in many states these foster kids become homeless at the age of 18. When they "age out".

What would you do in life if you knew that no one ever cared for you and that you only had value so as long the money was coming in? Street life and prostitution. Think about these last words and relate it to prostitution. A foster kid psychologically knows so as long as they are bringing in money they have value to the foster parents. Are you getting my words. Drug dealing to prostitution. The pimp loves the young girl who brings in the most money and hates/beats the girls who do not. The high level drug dealer loves the kid who sells the most and kills the ones who runs their mouths and sells the least. Simple rules that former foster kids have already learned from the foster care system.
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Without Appreciation (unedited). 01/31/2011

The person who has sold their soul. Can take all they can from you without appreciation. Even your life. C.J.MacKechnie
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 The great mortal human deception. The selling of your soul in the receiving of your selfish desires. To receive the gifts from the evil one who rules this world. The false illusion that when you die, all of you dies. Yet, you refuse to believe that your soul is eternal and that you even retain your identity. Minus environmental and human genetic dispositions. You are you and you will always be you, even when the physical body, the real you resides in stops working/dies.
The selling of your soul is possible and it is a no win and a losing situation for you.
Just search YouTube for "Selling your soul". It is sad.

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Holiness Wickedness (unedited). 01/31/2011

The difference between holiness and wickedness. Is the holy person always gives unconditionally. While the wicked always takes. If the wicked person does give a little back. It is usually because he has already stolen a lot more. C.J.MacKechnie
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A person who gives only that which is required by a minimum standard or requirement, or even less than. Is the evidence of their heart and of their life's intentions. A man who loves does not stop giving at 10 %. A man who genuinely cares does so until the end of the problem or drama.
C.J.MacKechnie
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 Holiness and wickedness can be found in people, organizations and in churches. Which can easily be seen logically and in the math. If your a member of a large church and the amount of money received stays within the church and enriching those physical humans who are in control of it. There is your answer to wickedness. If the people in your church numbers in the many hundreds and thousands and the true out reach programs cannot be manned and operated full time. Your church has a big problem.
If your church primarily located in a marketable area projected for huge financial growth. Then the god of your church is green.
If your church often ignores the helpless and hopeless, in the hopes they will go elsewhere. You have deep issues in your church.
If your church has a single ministry, divorce ministry, teen ministry, ladies ministry, men ministry and which ever else social related ministry. All the while your church cannot cannot man a full time food and clothes bank, embrace foster parents and former foster kids, just for instance.
If the name of your church has been neutralized.  That is evidence that your church has separated itself from the one true GOD of all.
Wickedness is where you find it. Amongst the godless and unholy. Led by the selfish and greedy.

Am I really being judgmental or am I stating the obvious in which the socially correct doesn't want me to rock the boat. Is it because, your church has become a fortune cookie church. In which the message is always positive until you reach your car door and your unable to remember what was taught. But, the professionally paid singers and musicians were great.
If your church has become an entertainment center. Then your tithes and offerings are your paid admission.
 Am I really the bad person here. Is it OK for a bad man to wear a suit while it is not OK for another bad man to smell bad and be poorly dressed, maybe even homeless? Is it OK for a bad to to smile and beg for money while it is not OK for a different bad man to have a knife?  Oh yes, you Luke warm and easily deceived Christians. Watch out and step aside for those homeless types, They may lead you to a cross.
If you are in a large wealthy church and your truly searching for GOD. Go find that poor church who has the food bank and clothes and etc. You may have to dress down, when you go. Be come the missionary for the poor churches. these are the ones who are out in the mud, where the poor are. Where the perpetually sick go to. Where those with no hope find a welcoming place. This is where you should be. 



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Hateful Cacophony (unedited). 01/31/2011

World peace cannot come from aggressive anger. Brotherly love cannot come from vile hatred for your human brother/Sister. A cacophony of demonstrative organized marching voices. Cannot bring harmony's joyful beauty into your being.
C.J.MacKechnie
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World Peace cannot come from anger, hatred, dissent, violence. Which always leads to death and destruction.
World Peace can only come to the world. When the whole population of the world begins to love one another, live in peace with their neighbor and exist in harmony with all things and peoples. Only then can all life begin to truly live. each individual must decide to live as I've taught. Not by any threat. Not by any fear or intimidation. Not by prophecy of hell fire and damnation. Purely by your own individual choice. you must see the logical formula of this: It is the only way. Pray to GOD and ask HIM to free you of your taught hatred and anger. Pray to GOD to free you from the murder and violence deep within your heart. Pray to GOD to free you from the lies and deceptions which have been told to you. Pray to GOD to fill you your new found emptiness with Divine love, Divine Peace, Divine Harmony. Then witness for yourself the overwhelming joy and beauty of all life. Be sure to take a hanky.
Love plus Peace plus Harmony equals Life
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A hanky or handkerchief is?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Handkerchief
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
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Vile Leader (unedited). 01/31/2011

Beware of evil leaders who inspire their followers with vile hatred and aggressive anger. These evil leaders who may clothe themselves in  holiness. Will only complete the total loss of all of your freedoms. C.J.MacKechnie
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 Anyone who wears or stands in a position of perceived holiness. Then proclaims their followers to hate any other human being is themselves evil doers. The only reason why an evil doer who stands in a position of holiness and proclaims for you to hate and murder whom they define as evil. They selfishly want more of something. More wealth, more power, more control and more authority. Think about it logically. All throughout human history, who has always been the ones who profited the most from any war? Who profits the most, when your directed to hate and murder those people who appear differently from you? Who profits the most when they who are over there are in your land. Which was taken from your rightful ancestors? Think long and hard about this. Who actually owns and has authority over the place you live in now? The truth is tough to handle. Especially when you and your people have been lied to for generations. Just remember the division of the races is another lie and deception.
 Decide right now. Do not go to war for anyone anymore. Do not fight because some person proclaims injustice has been done. Know that you the follower will not see justice while the pro-claimer of injustice will become enriched, more powerful and wield more control. You the follower will just go home and go to work the next day. Your life will essentially will not change. But, you may feel better about it. That's all. 
Decide right now. To love one another. To live in peace with your neighbor. To exist in harmony with all you see and touch. Embrace life as a divine logical result of your actions in this life in which you live. 
Know that to struggle for peace is a lie. know that to war and murder for peace is a lie. Know that you cannot love one another if you go to war and murder your brother who has been defined as your enemy. Because, your defined enemy has also been falsely led to believe that you are his enemy. You both have been lied to.
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If you cannot separate yourself from the lies and deceptions of the separation and division of the races. Then you, your family and your entire church will/may not be one of the elect, protected, saved or raptured. You must begin to know and believe that we are a single race of beings called humans. We are all brother and sister to one another.  
The DNA fingerprinting was established in 1984. Read it well. Believe the truth and reject the lies you have only known as truth. 
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_profiling
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_%28human_classification%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_Genome_Project
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The history of humanity told by many different traditions. 
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noah
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_and_Eve
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From about 8 minutes and 50 seconds to the introduction of the European leader. Listen good. This was in 26 June 2000. 
http://youtu.be/Y_8XRkb-wbY
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Research for yourself the Human skin. learn how it is the largest organ of the human body. Learn about all of the primary functions of the human skin. Then learn about the minor function of the coloring of the skin. Learn how if you lose a primary function of the skin. You can die. Where as if you lose your skin coloring. You will just be uncomfortable, but still living with possible social ridicule. Now, after you have learned all about your human skin. Ask yourself this. Why do we not compare other organs of the body with other people such as the liver, kidneys, gall bladder and etc. How come there isn't racial stereo types for those who can drink much alcohol and those who cannot drink? Why? Race or the coloring of the skin is illogical and without actual fact.
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Not Fundamental & Outside Not (unedited). 06 June 2012

Not Fundamental
A positive marketing/advertising campaign is not an indication of any fundamental corporate change. C.J.MacKechnie
Outside Not
A positive Marketing/advertising campaign is not an indication of any fundamental corporate change. Which may benefit anything or anyone outside of the corporate structure. C.J.MacKechnie
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 I've seen in the history of corporate blunders. The immediate advertisement of a better change for you the customer. Often times this is only a lie and deception. The bad corporations know the people are typically trusting and have a innate desire to believe that which is being told to them is the truth. These corporations use this common psychology for their own best interests. Thus perpetuating their own evil desires for the gathering of their own monetary gods.
Any marketing or advertisement campaign which voices their fundamental change is often times a lie and deception. Fundamental change comes from the top down. Which means the entire leadership must be fired and replaced. If not, then there is not. A greedy and selfish person only feels guilt when there sin is revealed. This outward guilt is merely the correct response that is given and may not be the internal change from within. This is a form of psychological warfare.  The change which is not seen is only in the form of the question internally posed by the evil person or leadership. How can I/we still do as I/we do and not get caught again?
You must see that there is a difference between that which is correct and that which is right. That which is correct is merely the correct response made or proclaimed. This is because the evil person wants to respond correctly to those who expect it. Giving the correct answer which is expected is often times not the right answer. The right answer is the true answer. 
In school it is important for the student to give the teacher, instructor or professor the correct answer that they expect from the student. What is right or true does not matter in the educational system. Especially, when dealing with political, cultural or psychological thinking processes.

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All Man (unedited). 31 March 2012

When all of the catastrophic prophecies for man converge. Know that it was all of mankind who allowed it and worked towards its manifestation. It will be all of mankind which perishes. Save for the remnant protected and saved. C.J.MacKechnie
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You must fully know that all of the catastrophic prophecies of man which leads us all to extinction is all the fault of all human beings and not of GOD. It is from GOD who revealed the warnings of our own extinction. Humanity is to blame for the extinction of humanity.
 "Prophecies are predictions of probability", and as such all prophecies can be altered, mitigated, managed, prevented and manifested. No matter who speaks any prophetic words. Know that the prediction can be created or prevented. It is solely up to each individual. It is the collective individuals who has the real power and not of the political powers or of any other organization. Because, It is always the organization which seeks and actively manipulates the populations or so called common peoples to it's own special, selfish and entitled will. 
Beware of the evil which espouses and looks forward to death and destruction. It can only be evil which embraces death and destruction. 
To begin a holy path, one must embrace Love, Peace, Harmony and life. By choice and without any expressed fears, intimidation's, Hells promise or threats. To continually grow and evolve in the holy path. One must embrace a strict morality, honor, integrity, "secret" and public righteous living, To live and exist in purity. From this logical thought process. The eternal spirit, which is within us begins to show itself through the daily expression of miracles worked from GOD through each of us. So much so, That super natural miracles becomes like breathing or blood flowing through our veins.
Our commune with GOD becomes constant and personal. With no intermediary needed.