Showing posts with label Tortured. Show all posts
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Monday, September 2, 2024

War Cometh For Some, While War Is Already Present For Others +14: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2024:

The general prophecy within the book of Deuteronomy.
Go seek them out. 
How you live your life under the faithful authority of God becomes a blessing to you, your house and to the generations which exceed you.
C.J.MacKechnie 
While the secularists who simply accept the existence of God and believe in Him but at the same time freely choose to live their own free chosen life as full of sin as possible. To them they each become self cursed. 
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Your churches shall be set ablaze, your women abused and tortured, your children murdered before your eyes by the wicked evil doers whom you have allowed entry. Your leaders shall be helpless and defenseless in the dealings of those who profoundly hate you. You shall end. 
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You shall be wholly conquered not by your own leaders but by your own unrighteousness, unholiness and by your rejection of God. 
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You shall stand in anger breathing your last and shaking your fists at God for the things you have done to your own self.
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Those joyful and pleasurable sins which you have freely allowed to come into your own lives tastes wonderful and enjoyable. But shall become like spoiled and poisoned meats you have already eaten. 
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Sins works like this. Just Like any spoiled and poisoned foods you have already eaten. You shall be consumed by terrible pains and suffering until death finally comes for you. This is how sin works. 
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Jesus actually made the concept of sin worse. After Jesus, you did not actually have to physically sin. All you had to do now is just sin within your own mind and heart as well. Your own hatred's is equated to that of a mass murderer. 
C.J.MacKechnie
Note: Plural sins is a mass murderer. Look up the Bible verse where Jesus says if you have hatred in your heart. He speaks of or implies of just one kind of sin.
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The wicked evildoers of Islam shall do terrible things unto you. They have been raised to believe that you are not human as they are. Even if you covert you will never be equal to them as you will only be a foreigner who converted by force. Which makes you a weak coward. They have been taught to hate you. They have been taught that you are not worthy of life. For 900 years they have been teaching these things. Islam even teaches that Adolf Hitler was a hero. Islam teaches their children to hate and to become mass murderers. Islam teaches their children how to make war and how to kill you. All of this that they shall do as each one ritualistically purifies themselves for their own death. 
None of this is secret and the Islamic people freely acknowledges all of it. Since the military conflicts in Iraq. All of these things have been reported. Besides, the less you know the easier it shall be for them to kill all of you and to destroy the memory of your own nation states. This is the end result.
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China has a professional military problem and they have a solution. They have begun many years ago to raise up their children to hate America and to instill within each child basic soldierly skill sets. Thus, by beginning at an early age to hate and to become professional civilian soldiers. They will best the Americans. Which in less than two decades the DEI, woke and LGBTQ mindsets will have destroyed the American will to fight and to be able to put up any kind of effective military force. The instillation of sin and the removal of God shall end the USA in its entirety. Then when the Americans can no longer defend themselves America as a whole shall be carved up especially since the fearsome Gen X'ers begin to age out, become sickly and die. The FAFO Gen X have already begun aging out. Gen X have already been grandparents and are becoming great grand parents.
Check the dates: Videos not in any order. In one check the in classroom clothing.
https://youtu.be/NUaYNhzEq_E?si=8D8-KGL4j-9KEJe-
https://youtu.be/eit2UlgUm-o?si=yiRgL0fFeO9owcp2
https://youtu.be/cHgxogp4Ypk?si=5SJd8dtWxrvtpQ94
https://youtu.be/jksj4ZSBX-0?si=5DTVhbhBOQcmAH_s
https://youtu.be/_5P-ahJ6BHQ?si=McWssQzzOpru1oK_
https://youtu.be/otvzMSPhLcY?si=7g9_UKnMK04qzZqH
https://youtube.com/shorts/NpznCp3D23k?si=oOEsd6lF4o6fjkj-
https://youtu.be/nSJC94a_jfc?si=dM4O47ecTscVBnJe
So do your own research. Validate each video yourself. Do your own due diligence in all things. 
Then think about this. While Islam, China and Russia are actually teaching their own children soldierly skill sets. While actually receiving actual real education. While China is teaching their own children to think with their minds. You/Me teach our children to think with calculators and computers. You/We are teaching our own children to hate their sex and to not trust the other sex. You/Me are teaching our own children to see themselves as a mistake but it can be fixed with sex changing chemicals and mutilation surgeries. You/We are teaching our children DEI and LGBTQ while our enemies are teaching their children martial arts. You/Me are only teaching social skills and no longer teaching how to read, write, history or to do arithmetic. Even the Boy Scouts hated their name so much that they just removed the term boy. What was the only real civilian type of military training within the USA is just gone. So in about less than 10 years. The idea of America will be dead and the new adults will no longer have any desire to fight for the evil America in which they have been taught. It is really far worse than I write, Because you the reader can easily say what about this and what about that. You will be correct. The end of America is at hand and those being raised up can care less. The children of today are being taught that socialism, communism and Marxism is their preferred preferred ideology. They do not know that humanity fought two world wars and one cold war because of socialism. Before you go off. Nazi Germany was a socialist state. What did the USSR stand for? In today's modern world where socialist continued on with the war we think we won. They effectively changed the hearts and minds of the younger generations into becoming traitors to their own nations and ideologies. 
Deuteronomy 28 and read it all. For this is the sole reason why and not any other evidence. Other than God seeing you as an enemy to His will and then He sends your own enemies to over take you, to destroy you and to kill you. You had your chance, You had your blessings and now those of you who will survive shall become the tail, the slave, the servant, the less than, troubles and woes shall follow you and those that come after you. Even you Americans have exported more evil out and into the world than you have good godly things.
You have failed in life. You have failed in your humanly duties. Now God will send your destroyers into your own holy places, sanctuaries and safe places. Fire shall engulf everything. 
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The repentance of each of your nations is still possible before the blood bath begins. Once the blood begins to flow into the streets, rivers and soil. Your repentance window may have closed. 
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The repentance window of the United States Of America may close sooner than those nations of western Europe. The USA will become the smoking example to the whole world as to why you should not turn your back on God as the Americans have done in the last many decades.
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The Americans have rejected the recent signs of Jonah and as such the United States of America shall end in death and destruction. America shall be no more and carved up like a juicy Turkey. 
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The signs of Jonah are real. Because, you did not believe or simply discounted them as nothing more than simple celestial and Earth phenomenon. 
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Death and destruction shall come to those who have rejected the good things from God and also those wicked evildoers who are not of God shall be used as a tool. Even they who stand in celebration shall also suffer and die. 
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Those of you who think God is for you as you do horrible things to innocent souls. Your believed rewards shall be forever torment and suffering. You shall not know a single pure virgin in the afterlife. You have been lied to. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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NOTE: I'm not an anti-American or even anti-European. I must write what I must write. In order to save lives. To save America??? Once America is gone. There are no safe places to live in. Except maybe in Alaska. But, I have also had visions of Russian retaking Alaska with their regular soldiers and with the Chinese military. They simply kill everyone in their path. Surrender will no matter. This also includes the indigenous peoples as well. They will kill everyone. This is the old way of human warfare.  America is no longer the good guy. I'm not saying that Russia and China are the good guys either. Only God is good. 
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Select certain people will begin to see symbols in the clouds. These will have specific meanings and are direct messages to the human leaders of the world. These cloud messages will be ignored but will also convey intentions or prophecies if repentance is not seen. Vision ends.
Note: Not really sure what these means. This is intended for those who have direct contact with governmental authorities and not for janitors like me. So if I look up at the clouds and see weird shapes then that is all that they would be to me is weird shapes. But, trained and educated people who know a variety of symbols will be able to see and decipher intelligence in the clouds. 
This came right after the sonar like sounds in the Boeing craft attached to the ISS. Even in the sounds of sonar signals there can be intelligent digital signals which require a computer to ascertain the message if any. A signal which also causes magnetic energies across a specific speaker. Which causes the speaker to make those oscillation sounds. I wonder what the message was? If any? Probably "way classified".
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Monday, May 1, 2023

Breakaway Republic: Breakaway Society: (Unedited): 14-30 April 2023:

 It is happening now more out in the open than at any other time. If you are a devout Christian then the time is coming where you will be unable to participate in any aspect of a worldly society. If you do continue to participate in a modern worldly society you will be forced to surrender your children to their educational standards. Which is anti-good, anti-God and anti-Christian. So what are you going to do? and how are you going to do it? There isn't any empty space on this planet unless you go underwater. You can go to other planets? Oh wait there all dead and currently non-survivable. 
Christian prophecy dictates that Christians and Jews will suffer greatly in this coming end of days as which is foretold. While at the same time you will have to live through the possible lies that the rapture is valid or not. I do not know but I really, really want the coming rapture to be valid prior to all of the suffer to come against the genuine good people as which is deemed by God alone. Your own self determination about your own self condition is not valid. You can hope and pray. You can flee from and reject all sin. You can read your Bible, pursue holiness and righteousness. But, if you do all of these things to only save your own skin, What then? If your absent of love for one another, what then? What about Hebrews 10:26-27? Don't remember that one do you? Take that to your populists church.
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Historical Truth: In this world the good guys do not always win. The good people do suffer and die because of the actions of the evil doers. So if a breakaway republic or a breakaway society is formed under the Christian ideals. Then when the evil doers come. They will easily kill and destroy all of you who are in that one centralized place. The evil doers can even launch bunker busting missiles from many hundreds of kilometers/miles away and sleep well at night. This is what evil doers do even if they are delusion under their own self described heading of they/"We are the good guys". The Germans, Soviets, Communists all think they are the good guys and their sworn enemies are the bad guys. The good guys won the Chinese civil war for the Communists by their own perspective. Mostly the Americans have no clue that China is the enemy of the USA and that the Chinese are actively planning on a war with the USA as they teach their own elementary school aged children how to quickly take down and reassemble a hand gun. Can you as an adult do that? While the USA is teaching children that they are something they are not and legally cutting out their sex organs. The level of sin is becoming humanly unbearable to the actual good people. 
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How do you start a breakaway republic or a break away society? How would you even enforce not allowing sin into your society or on the property? How would you even defend yourself when your supposed to be all pacifist like and lovey dovey? Do you copy the purest Amish or Mennonite models? Yet, their pacifist unarmed families and way of life is always threatened by armed police raiding a farm with military clothed Federal Agents with machine guns. Or do you become like that ranch in Waco Texas where the government on purpose burned all of them down while the media convicted them all to the entire American civilian population. The truth didn't matter and the children killed didn't matter. But, lets fill the building with flammable fluids and then light it all up. The government won and no one questioned it as it seemed. This is what will happen to you if you start any kind of breakaway republic or society. So what do you do? The American system is the last stand on this planet.
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As a Christian you cannot participate in sin. As a Christian you cannot tolerate any kind of sin, no matter what human laws have established those sins as rights. C.J.MacKechnie
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Added on 16 May 2023: Written on 11 May 2023: 
Over these last many decades we have seen education diminish. While indoctrination increase. The children raised in sin and becoming sin. (original)
C.J.MacKechnie
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Over the last many decades we have seen education diminish. While indoctrination increase. The children taught and raised in sin. Becoming sin incarnate.
C.J.MacKechnie
Noah Note: Can this be related to how only 8 adults survived the flood?
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In the occult as ordered by the fallen angels. By their own perspective they define sin, holiness, righteousness. Their human followers shall be disfigured and mutilated. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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Added on 14 May 2023: You as a Christian can no longer permit your children to participate in the American public school system or even the public collegiate system. If you as a Christian continue to allow your children to participate in the public school systems. Your children will be raised in sin and thus become sin. Thus abandoning the Christian way of believing and living. Thus, abandoning their own families.
It is already becoming clear that a Christian will not be able to participate in the public society as the Christian becomes more and more criminalized, abused, tortured and killed. Because, what do you think is going to happen when more insane delusional people begin to legally buy guns and sacrifice themselves in the killing of Christians? What do you think is going to happen as the Christian become more and more criminalized and thus denied the right to buy any kind of weapon because the government has declared them as indigenous right wing terrorists. Christians are already being declared as evil in public format. Insanely delusional people are already believing that Christians attack them everyday and causing their suffering. Look at how the news media of the left expressed mercy and compassion towards the Nashville Christian school shooter. This will only get worse as which is indicated through prophecy. Actual devout Christians must become a break away republic/society. Just like the purest Amish and purest Mennonites.
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Devout Christian families must begin to develop relationships with other families and move to those determined safe locations and begin to develop their own self sustaining micro economies. Devout Christians must also understand that they will begin to live their lives without participating in any aspect of worldly society. 
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Added on 15 May 2023: As the awareness of prophecy becomes more and more relevant into our physical reality. You will have to start living your Christian lives with degrees of secrecy. You will need to become more and more hidden. You will begin to see the difference between authentic Christians and worldly Christians. This vision will be associated with God sending a delusion unto the whole world. So do not become deceived or allow yourself to become deceived. 
But, what about Going out into the world and proclaiming Jesus Christ? 
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Worldly Christians:
https://youtu.be/F1dZIfKHjx8
https://youtu.be/d166q_4mcak 
https://youtu.be/EX9CqGYA4UQ
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Sunday, March 1, 2015

Spirit Lifting Souls: (Unedited): 28 Feb 2015:

The disharmony of many tortured souls coming together. Can create their own spirit lifting joyful song of celebration. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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There will always be a time when the abuses and tortures end forever. When that time comes celebrate your freedom. Celebrate this new beginning of your life. Celebrate with others who have had similar experiences as you had.
Do not relive those awful things but understand that you were the stronger one. That you endured it all. That is was never about you. You were just the body present and if it weren't you it would have been someone else.
So celebrate your victory. Make new life goals and achieve them. Then make more goals and achieve those. Then repeat.
Then write that book and publish it. Even if your only readers is to be your own family and friends. Tell that story of yours. It is that important. Just as you have always been that important. Even in those very dark, ugly and lonely times of your life. Document everything.
Celebrate life. Forgive them. Move on into joy.
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Monday, December 29, 2014

Giving Beyond: (Unedited): 29 Dec 2014:

When those who have done you great harm and after a time become the gift giver. All without admittance or apology. Know that their giving may be beyond their capability.
C.J.MacKechnie
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This does not involve admittance and repentance.
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This is about the hardened heart. God alone has the power to make any being do His will without their knowledge or awareness. So when very bad people appear to suddenly do a good thing. This does not mean that they have become good. Be gracious and kind and express your gratitude. Then depart from them and have no more business or association with them.
Go into your private place of quiet prayer. Give all thanks, praise and glory to God. For it is he alone who has done this thing on your behalf.
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Great harm does include. Those who have abused, tortured and terrorized you for a long period of time. A singular great gift of value is not and should not be considered an invitation to renew any kind of association. Especially if there has been no believable apology or of any admittance of any wrong doing. If these things have not happened. It is not up to you to encourage your abusers to admit or to apologize. That is now between them and God. Especially, If you are now safe and free from any harm.
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Even in the time of Moses. God hardened the heart of the mangod known as Pharaoh. The Pharaoh became unable to repent or even to relent. The Pharaoh had no knowledge and was not even aware of what the God of Moses had done to him. Look it up in the Holy Bible for yourself. It's in there.
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Be warned of the free use of gifts. These are gifts of high value in which you are not given or entitled to ownership rights. These can become very dangerous things for you as you may be required to repay in some way or to exalt the owner in other ways. You may even have to admit guilt for your part in your own abuse and torture. That you were solely at fault for all of the problems you caused towards your family. That maybe your were the only bad person in the whole family.
By accepting the free use gifts. You are accepting their power and authority over you.
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Friday, October 17, 2014

Your Daily Prophecy: (Unedited): 17 Oct 2014:

The prophecy of your life is and has been fulfilled daily. This is a fact. Everything which happens to you today was your prophecy of yesterday. It doesn't matter if you were told about it or not. Everything which is supposed to happen, happens. 
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Here you are in this life of yours. Everything is great or average or enduring or unbearable. So shall be your tomorrow. So, you need to ask yourself. Do I need a prophet or a mentor? This is an important question. Because, if your really at that point in your life where you genuinely want a profound change in your life. Then you will listen and follow through with advice. Otherwise, A prophet/prophetess who speaks their words to you will either be for entertainment value or just more bad news. What shall you do if anything? Can you do anything? Will you do anything?
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Abused and tortured children is a concern of mine and I just read the news about two in Pennsylvania. Typically, these kids spend the vast majority of their lives being trained negatively. To the degree that so much negativity occurs. That their future can be easily seen as one which shall be negative. The FBI statistics pretty much show that.
But, then there are that ten percent of these incredibly abused children who for some reason. Prophecy cannot be spoken to them in a predictable manor.
Wait, it gets even better. There are those one-per-centers in which prophecy is impossible to predict.
These ten and one percenter's are the ones who have thrown up their hands and have declared to the whole of the world. ENOUGH! They each in their own way have cast away all of the old and wrongful things they have learned from those awful adults who were supposed to love and protect them but instead only used and abused them. They have had enough. They are just done with that life and just completely leave it. So alone they begin to walk in a world and to make their mark upon it as defined by each of them.
These are the ones who become amazing people. even though daily they still endure the psychology of their own awful past. But, for some reason that psychology just becomes a pushing force which continues to push them away from all of that bad and sad. All of that bad and sad psychology becomes a positive motivating force which propels them forward in this life of theirs.

This is why the tortured soul who does a complete anti-typical 180 degree turn around becomes unpredictable. The prophet cannot predict just where the tortured souls life will begin to level off if ever. The tortured soul becomes self determining and self willing. Thus becoming the soul creator of their own future. They in fact have become their own prophets and mentors within their own life. Any reliable predictions which is about these ten and one percenters can only come by their own reasoning's. This is wonderful and everyone who become self determined also becomes their own prophet and mentor.

So what does this all mean. Well, it means that if you do not like your present, then your future is also gonna be disliked. Without any effective positive changes. It is just logical. Unless you make those positive changes today and right now. Then continue on with those positive changes while your own predictive future becomes altered. It all takes time, resolve and patience. Coupled with the attitude that you will not relent in your positive changing endeavors. No matter what. No matter what.

This is what these incredible people do.
They become self inspired. Why? because they have had no one to inspire them.
They become self motivating. Why? because there was no one there  to encourage them
They become self led. Why? because there was no one there who pointed the positive way.
They have become their own prophets and mentors.
They are trail blazers in life.
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If you don't like what the future has in store for you. If you do not like or agree with the words of the prophet or prophetess. Then change it.
Ignoring the words of the prophet/prophetess and doing nothing does alter the outcome of the future. This logical end result is most likely to be worse than what was spoken or written.
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Saturday, June 1, 2013

Everlasting inspiration: (Unedited): 26 May 2013:

Those long suffering souls who have been the most abused and tortured. Can become those persons who espouses the greatest in everlasting inspirations in life.
C.J. MacKechnie
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Who can positively inspire more than someone who has survived a horrible/horrific life story?
Who can teach the truth behind confronting and conquering your own inner demons than someone who has already done it?
Who can better teach about adapting and overcoming all of life's trials and tribulations than someone who has already done it?

Can you and will you begin a new life of teaching those who are suffering through their own life. That they to can find it through to the other side of perpetual misery and sadness. The only difference between you and those who are enduring or even just barely holding onto sanity. Is that you have done it and so can they. Go forth and reveal your cold dark and lonely secrets. inspire others to motivate themselves. Find and search for them are are lost in the valley of the shadow of death. Point the way towards the exit sign for hell.

Isn't this a reason why your insignificant self has survived and even thrived after your own harrowing tails of woes? This is very important. You should be just a little upset at my word use of calling you insignificant. You are not insignificant. You are a genuine teacher for meaning and purpose. Your training and education was from within the blast furnace of hell itself.

 You are a teacher/leader. Teach and lead those out of the hells fire. The gates have already been broken. The only thing holding them down is them. The only thing holding them inside of their hell is them. Encourage, Inspire and point the way out.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.
To live in peace with everyone.  
To exist in harmony with all.  
To Cherish all life.  
To be obedient to the Laws of God.  
To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.  
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Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Spiritual Wisp: (unedited): 02 April 2013:

The spiritual wisp may even be afraid of it's own presence.

The spiritual wisp flees from her own tears which falls upon her cheek.

The everlasting spiritual wisp , jumps free from her own body before the final impact and flies away without ever knowing there is a physical loss.

The little spiritual wisp who is forced to face her very real giant monsters of impossibility. Becomes the immortal force to be reckoned with. C.J.MacKechnie
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We often tell ourselves lies and deceptions. We believe them. I have met giants of men who were small in spirit. I have met severely tortured souls who became powerhouses of intention and purpose.
I have met incredibly intelligent people who refuse to feed their intellect or pursue a good purpose which would benefit all of humanity.  I have met females of slight stature who continually have to struggle for equality and they never even consider the impossibility of that thought, That need or that want.
SLOW DOWN - BE CAREFUL.
It is impossible for a particular female of slight stature to become equal or recognized as an equal in any professional environment. REALLY. SO STOP IT. Worry no more. It's OK. It's OK.
Are you thinking negative about this? BE CAREFUL. I will say it again. I know how some of you just love repeats. It is important.
It is impossible for a particular female of slight stature to become equal or recognized as an equal in any professional environment. Why? Why? Why?

It is a sin for you to even try to become the equals of those who are superior to you. It really is. WATCH THE ANGER. BE CAREFUL WITH THE NEGATIVITY. After all your just a helpless female. Yea, I know bad me.

It is a sin for you to become less than what you were meant to become. It is a sin for you to dumb yourself down or to hide your true capability and potential from your surrounding world. Just to be an equal. Just To be an equal to intellectually inferior males/people who can stand taller than you. I don't think so. The little delicate wisp of the tortured being you once were is dead and gone. You have emerged as the force which must be reckoned with. Do not revisit that place or those places where you continually die.

You are not a delicate wisp in which all things and everything can harm you. Nothing and no one can hurt you. Nothing and no one can take away anything of genuine worth which already belongs to you.

Go forth with all strength and power as the sister to Christ Jesus and the daughter of GOD Almighty. You are empowered. You have been strengthened.

The stumps and boulders have been removed from your fields. Do not allow those stumps and boulders to regrow or to come back. The rest is your crucible. Meet this crucible of yours with an open learning mind and with determination. Correct your errors which will be identified and re-enforce your strengths. Do not attach any negative emotion to your faults revealed.

Watch out for pride.

C.J.MacKechnie
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Monday, June 11, 2012

Been Wanted (Unedited). Personal Content:

Have you ever been wanted? Have you ever been loved? Have you ever been cared for?
Like foster kids are wanted, loved and cared for? Do you know what I'm going to write about? or reveal?
Before, I met the love of my life. I knew what is was not like to be wanted, to be loved and to be cared for.
I knew my adoptive mom only wanted to blame me for everything. I knew that my adoptive mom loved to beat me and lock me in the closet. I knew my adoptive parents cared more for their liquor, beer and cigarettes.
Most of the foster parents I had only Wanted the extra income. Loved their own biological families while keeping us/me separated, isolated and divided from them. They even seemed to care about the extra savings and deceptions told to case workers about the meals served. Three hot meals a day may be the truth spoken to the case workers. Three hot meals may sound good until you realize they are sample portions. Its just to bad the case workers never had time to physically look at the skin and bone kids, Let alone really look at my bones showing through the skin.
Some foster parents would even abuse the kids in accordance to their own psychological defects. Which is often times over looked as the foster kids have been psychologically damaged by their own biological families. These kids are easy targets. How can you prove anything? No case worker ever asked me or even cared to ask, my side of the story, They automatically assumed I'm the guilty party every time.
 Foster kids often come to a very real decision. That it is safer to live on the streets than it is in a foster home.  Being wanted, loved and cared for can be found everywhere. It is often defined by the ones who is doing it and not who is receiving it. So, have you been wanted, loved and cared for? just like a foster kid in the USA or even in this world? C.J.MacKechnie
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 My story of abuse is rare. Being an adopted person from the age of 5 months. Find the positive message and positive inspiration. If you are a devout Christian family. Your needed by the 500,000 kids who have only known a life of abuse and torture by their own biological families. Today as in right now, There seems to be about 500,000 good Christian families who are willing to take in these unwanted and unloved Children. These kids who continually suffer from their first crime in life. That is being born to bad parents. Remember the words of Jesus in regards to children. Pray and take the necessary actions from the out pouring of your own hearts.
Research on YouTube these words. Former foster kids stories. abused foster kids. foster kids.
The failure rate of a foster kid is nearly 90%. That is because they are not loved or cared for. They are not educated or even have a marketable skill. Still in many states these foster kids become homeless at the age of 18. When they "age out".
What would you do in life if you knew that no one ever cared for you and that you only had value so as long the money was coming in? Street life and prostitution. Think about these last words and relate it to prostitution. A foster kid psychologically knows so as long as they are bringing in money they have value to the foster parents. Are you getting my words. Drug dealing to prostitution. The pimp loves the young girl who brings in the most money and hates/beats the girls who do not. The high level drug dealer loves the kid who sells the most and kills the ones who runs their mouths and sells the least. Simple rules that former foster kids have already learned from the foster care system.
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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