Ugly Escape: (Unedited): 10 Feb 2017:
The memory of your deeds will forever convict you. Even if you drown them out with alcohol. Even if you burn them out with mind altering chemicals. What happens when you do those things is you invite all manor of demonic spirits inside of your physical body. In which they will control you like some dumb robot. Until, the point that you are destroyed and that your repentance is no longer possible. Once the disease of apathy takes deep root and your psychology is twisted upside down to the point where any suffering witnessed or caused by you is enjoyed immensely. So you men of honor and orders. Watch yourselves and your friends. If you joke and laugh about causing harm and suffering. Then your at risk of losing your eternal life. It matters not how often you go to church or even pray. If your deeds are wicked and you continue on with those sins. Then your fate will be that of the demons, fallen angels and satan.
Any time you cause pain, hurt, suffering, bruises, black eyes, busted teeth, broken bones to anyone for any reason. Even if it is justified. It is not supposed to feel good or to be enjoyed or to be entertained by.
NOTE: The word satan is purposefully not capitalized.
Any person who blindly follows orders is not a person who should be honored or respected. A person who blindly follows orders is one who has neither honor or self respect. It does not matter if they wear a law enforcement badge or a soldiers uniform. Any person who willfully obeys orders to brutalize the innocent and defenseless. May have never had any honor. Especially, if they freely decide to participate in any brutal and cruel action just for a paycheck. That makes you a mercenary.
If you even have an idea that you will like to sleep well at night. Then you should pursue honor in your life. But, if the disease of apathy takes hold of you. You won't even care about right or wrong. Just obeying orders. Thirsting for warring actions which matter not who is right or wrong in the grand sens of spiritual law. It is easy to abide by the laws of the world. The wicked who are in charge make laws which benefit themselves only. While giving orders to their bribed forces to make sure their steady wealth is guaranteed. No matter who it harms and who suffers.
By facing the ugly truth which has been your life. Is that one important first step in changing your future. By facing the alcohol, the lies, the drugs, the worldly living, the wrong doings and the wicked decisions. This is the first step.
The next step is the recognizing the evil person you have become and the corresponding bad and sad feelings associated with it. This also includes you placing yourself into the position of helplessness that you have caused to everyone. In anything that you do. If you have caused sadness, misery, suffering in any way. Then you are evil and have been evil. You can turn your life around if you actually care to do so. It does not matter if you wear a badge, a soldiers uniform or even a suit made for a prisoner. If you actually care now and had not then. Your soul may yet still be saved. Even though your body and the memory of you will be lost to the sands of time. You do not have to remain evil because of your wicked actions. Even if you will die in prison or die in some hospital bed surrounded by loved ones.
Evil Wicked Person: (Unedited): 23 Feb 2017:
To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
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