Alter Conditioning: (Unedited): 23 Aug 2012

A child who endures and survives great cruelties put into or upon them. Can find awareness within the self and an urging to alter ones own cruel conditioning. In the internal hope of becoming a better human being.
C.J.MacKechnie

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The internal hope is key. Some children become so destroyed that they lose all knowledge of hope. Some children have been tormented and abused from such a young age. That they have no concept of what anything good is. Let alone the existence of hope, love, compassion, kindness and charity. Happiness, acceptance and satisfaction is as alien to them as real and genuine space aliens are unknown or unreal to you.  The good ending to any story is not for the abused child as they are undeserving of anything good. Fairness and equality is not fair for them either as the good people seem to shun and reject them as well. Like we/they are some kind of disease which must be avoided. The police and counselors seem to treat them as the future criminals they are to become. Can you feel the misery and hopelessness of an abused child. These are some of the things in which I experienced in my childhood. Some foster children were much more braver than I ever was. As they made that unwise logical connection that it would be safer for them to live on the streets then it would to remain in the foster care system.
No matter
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Can you imagine the below videos having children in them

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http://youtu.be/zZN76BuM2TA
Abandoned children.
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http://youtu.be/mfVj5pICWC0
Can you imagine a child who has this as their only expectation in life.
My first night in the foster care system for the second time. Was spent in the juvenile detention Center. My only crime was being adopted by bad parents. 
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Foster Care Child Abuse News:

http://youtu.be/7VcB0o252Ls ------ http://youtu.be/GDwJSWje1co

http://youtu.be/S0E0QOxsGIY ---- http://youtu.be/yJjigE2KD5s

http://youtu.be/s6molQ2VXas -------- http://youtu.be/ZiD7p1irHCY

http://youtu.be/KOXuEOSvv78 ------ http://youtu.be/jK6QDJHM2E0

http://youtu.be/Mc55Ev5Sj7k ------- http://youtu.be/oUYpvTDXnH4

I can go on with the videos. The problem isn't entirely in the foster care system. It is also with the original parents or in my case the adoptive parents. Those parents who have done terrible things to their own children. All of the abuses, tortures that a child endures can all be altered with love, kindness, compassion and acceptance. The conditioning of abuse can be altered. There is hope. There is always hope.

John

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Added on 07 Feb 2016:
My story was an impossible one to endure and yet not as impossible as the millions who have endured far more than I could have ever endured. Yet, In this day there are hundreds of thousands of children who will be abused by their own parents, step parents or by the boyfriend. Some will die, disappear and forgotten.
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https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0bHZiw9zh7bFKxw5wtmuxw
***************Removed*****************

http://removedfilm.com/
https://www.facebook.com/removedfilm
https://youtu.be/lOeQUwdAjE0
https://youtu.be/I1fGmEa6WnY
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Foster care abuse just in the last month. Just one month of research in a few minutes.
http://www.cincinnati.com/story/news/2016/02/04/nky-church-youth-leader-accused-rape/79808012/
http://www.wtvm.com/story/31144279/exclusive-lee-co-couple-indicted-for-child-abuse-of-foster-child
http://www.pe.com/articles/foster-791879-case-child.html
http://www.courant.com/news/connecticut/hc-watertown-adopt-abuse-0130-20160129-story.html
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YouTube videos. Some videos a couple of years old.
https://youtu.be/YlnslWwftp8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNMQG4RS-Co
https://youtu.be/SjjlJU2fab8
https://youtu.be/Mc55Ev5Sj7k
https://youtu.be/xtWLk2t9wVg
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To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Good Days: (Unedited): 20 Dec 2006

Always prepare and plan for the good days to come. Always prepare and plan for the bad days to come. This may diminish  the effects of the bad occurrence and may save lives. Do not become so single minded and focused on the possible unknown upcoming bad days. That you forget to live a good life in these good days in which you planned. C.J.MacKechnie

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Plan for both good and bad days. Live and have a good life as planned for. Do not exist in the mind set of bad and sad always happen and will happen tomorrow. There is always an accident, a great storm and a great shaking. Plan for them all is wise. Living that it will all happen is total misery.

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Boots: (Unedited): 16 Dec 2006:

Doing good works and protecting the innocent is a worthy cause for muddy boots. 
You will always remain pure when you keep your boots disciplined and pointed in the righteous direction.
When you choose to allow your boots to take you onto the path of disgust and dishonor. No amount of cleaning and polishing will keep you from feeling dirty and wrong. When a man continues on the path of filth his guilt will eventually subside. C.J.MacKechnie

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A person should not be pridefully concerned about the perfectly clean condition of their clothing. Especially, in the  moment when an effort must be made to save a person, to complete a job, to end an emergency or just being in the presence to cause another to not become dirty, sweaty or muddy. Its all good.

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Righteous Man: (Unedited): 29 Dec 2006

A righteous man seeks holiness and not religion. A righteous man pursues the right path, the right action and right thinking. C.J.MacKechnie

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Acceptance from the Religious authority or from the social cultures within any religion will not be the motivational factors when following the traditions within the religion. The laws and rules for living a life of GOD/ALLAH/GRANDFATHER are followed by logical choice without any threat or fear applied. There is no self flogging, self abuse, self torture or struggle. By his or her choice and without any outside conditional manipulation on anyone's or anythings part. The person decides to live a life in accordance to GOD/ALLAH/GRANDFATHER will.

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