Thursday, August 23, 2012

Alter Conditioning: (Unedited): 23 Aug 2012

A child who endures and survives great cruelties put into or upon them. Can find awareness within the self and an urging to alter ones own cruel conditioning. In the internal hope of becoming a better human being.
The internal hope is key. Some children become so destroyed that they lose all knowledge of hope. Some children have been tormented and abused from such a young age. That they have no concept of what anything good is. Let alone the existence of hope, love, compassion, kindness and charity. Happiness, acceptance and satisfaction is as alien to them as real and genuine space aliens are unknown or unreal to you.  The good ending to any story is not for the abused child as they are undeserving of anything good. Fairness and equality is not fair for them either as the good people seem to shun and reject them as well. Like we/they are some kind of disease which must be avoided. The police and counselors seem to treat them as the future criminals they are to become. Can you feel the misery and hopelessness of an abused child. These are some of the things in which I experienced in my childhood. Some foster children were much more braver than I ever was. As they made that unwise logical connection that it would be safer for them to live on the streets then it would to remain in the foster care system.
No matter
Can you imagine the below videos having children in them
Abandoned children.
Can you imagine a child who has this as their only expectation in life.
My first night in the foster care system for the second time. Was spent in the juvenile detention Center. My only crime was being adopted by bad parents. 
Foster Care Child Abuse News: ------ ---- -------- ------ -------

I can go on with the videos. The problem isn't entirely in the foster care system. It is also with the original parents or in my case the adoptive parents. Those parents who have done terrible things to their own children. All of the abuses, tortures that a child endures can all be altered with love, kindness, compassion and acceptance. The conditioning of abuse can be altered. There is hope. There is always hope.
Added on 07 Feb 2016:
My story was an impossible one to endure and yet not as impossible as the millions who have endured far more than I could have ever endured. Yet, In this day there are hundreds of thousands of children who will be abused by their own parents, step parents or by the boyfriend. Some will die, disappear and forgotten.
Foster care abuse just in the last month. Just one month of research in a few minutes.
YouTube videos. Some videos a couple of years old.
 To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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