Showing posts with label Escape. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Escape. Show all posts

Monday, September 30, 2019

Bringers Of Hell Revealed: (Unedited): 30 Sept 2019:

In Hollywood we often see evil bringing hell with them or making hell into that which the evil tries to conquer. But, this is lie believed as a truth. The evil doers who are imprisoned will flee from hell and all of hell's associated torments. So when the gates of both hell's are opened up. There shall be a desperate escape from hell's depths. All of those lesser beings known as humans will become their new opportunity to know again the human pleasures while at the same time causing the human extinction.
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The truth of the bringers of hell is that hell comes only with pure holiness and pure righteousness.
It is the God of holiness and righteousness who created hell. Just as in our human world it is the governments of the world who create jails and prisons for the bad people. 
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It is assumed that he prisoners are in charge of their lives in hell, prison or even in jails. This is not the case. This is only an illusion which fits their own perspective delusion. Think about it for a moment. If any of the inhabitants had any kind of control, power or authority. Would they choose to be incarcerated or remain in their prison cell and not just go home?
Another self lie and self deception is that people go to hell of their own free will. No, you are judged, sentenced and they delivered into a container in which you know not of. There you remain unable to move or free yourself. Not that you have any awareness of any containment, limits or boundaries. Nor do you have any awareness of up or down, this side or that side. Then all you will ever know is absolute pain and suffering which is beyond measure or control. While locked into reasoned sanity. 
In the Holy Bible we do know of one who was in Hell and was able to see outside and was able to communicate with God. "
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https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke+16&version=AKJV
https://biblehub.com/luke/16-24.htm
https://www.bible.com/bible/compare/LUK.16.24-25
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17 Feb 2023: Corrected errors, fixed title and added content. 
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 To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Monday, July 23, 2018

Righteous Escape: (Unedited): 23 July 2018:

You cannot escape from the storms in your life by fleeing into them. You can only escape from those storms by fleeing from them. You can be protected from approaching storms when your safely hidden within the cloak of righteous prayer.
C.J.MacKechnie
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In any situation which is uncertain. The righteous prays first and all throughout the uncertainty. Then once certainty is achieved. The righteous prayer turns into righteous thanksgiving and gratitude. Gratitude is even given if the outcome is unfavorable to the righteous soul in prayer. The key is always in you actually being a good son or daughter. All founded in your love and not in your fears of trying to save your own skin. Skin which is not yours.
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Amazing lightning storm coming ashore from the Gulf of Mexico. Woke up sons. One took video and the cat took off as she always does. So it is her who inspired this quote. She likes to take off in total fear from the safety of the garage and hide in the tall grasses as the deluge falls. While running crazy like into tall trash cans and other immovable objects. When she found us as a starved and lethargic kitten. I thought she would die and maybe the humans who dropped her off thought she would die or be eaten by the many hawks and eagles around here. But, she came back mostly. Her mind never fully recovered. She really is an inspiration to watch and to know. How many people do you know who are walking inspirations in your life? Those who are perpetually in need, Some may even be in continual desperate need. Know it is they who typically have been abandoned by the Christian worldly churches. How do you know if you belong to a worldly church? What is one of the signs that you belong to a Christian worldly church? You have to assign some criteria. Do you have a lot of members? Are you considered a rich church or even a mega church? These churches will have a list of services for those who are in desperate need. This printed up list that the church offers sends the desperately needy to other places. Think about that for a moment. Your church sends people away. To government agencies and to small churches of less than a hundred people who serve more people than your thousands of rich people. You should ascertain the truth of my words towards you and if they are true. Then I think you should devote time to prayer in this matter and move your membership to the poor church who does more good and expresses more love than a mega church.
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Yes, I know of one local near mega church which sends the hungry to a small church of about thirty people. Yep. The small church was someones converted house about thirty years ago. Yes and the real mission field is where you are. Blessed is the church of twenty with twenty pastors. Blessed is the church of one hundred with one hundred pastors. Blessed is the church of ten thousand with ten thousand pastors.
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Know this pastors, preachers and theologians. God hears and knows your words and your teachings before you do. So when you preach and teach works of duty and responsibility versus works of faith and love or even imply you don't have to do anything once your saved. What is it are you trying to teach? or are you trying to justify the do nothingness within your church? Are you trying to blind the people in your dead church as you fund your retirement accounts and blight your community? Will you hide and lie about your early retirement in the moving to another church in some far away Florida beach locale as being led. Surrounded by gates and security. Surrounded by boats, beaches, pools and parks.
The evidence of faith is in your expression of love to those who are most in need. Your outward expression of love is not from some sense of duty, responsibility or the show of a showman. It is only out of your love for your Father and who is your father? Yahweh or satan? That is OK. You don't have to answer for your father knows who his children are and it is he who will take his children home.
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Note:
Anytime I use the term "Your Church" anywhere I write. You should really consider those words as an insult. They are meant for you to keep those words in the back of your mind to always make sure that what you always do is only for "Whose Church"? So whose church is your church?
Many time when I've written "Your Church" I'm not even aware of it. While only a few times or 1% of the time I'm aware of what I write. Then once I've written it. It is gone to me forever. Which is why you always pray and have your Holy Text handy. If you feel the need to fast before reading. Then do it. After all I'm nobody of importance in the grand scheme of things. I'm just the invisible janitor. I'm your janitor just on the outskirts of your life.
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I've been getting a lot of foreign readers. The kind who go to holy places not called churches. Some of your are very important. When an opportunity arises and your janitor happens to be present in his/her corner of their world. Approach him or her as which is proper. You may require a respected female witness. Allow them to look up to you into your own eyes and humble yourself before them. Express honor and gratitude as you only can. All without public recognition or fanfare. If someone wants to publicize your private action. It was private.
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The Good Father snatches His children out of Hell while the evil father drags his children into Hell with him. Whose child are you?
C.J.MacKechnie
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Monday, September 4, 2017

Serving Happiness: (Unedited): 26 Aug 2017:

No matter how hard you work and force that friendly smile. You will not be able to serve happiness until you have it for yourself to give away freely.
C.J.MacKechnie
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I like to watch people and how some seem to turn on and off their smiles. Especially when going from privacy to public and back to privacy again. It is easy to do as in the restaurant sector. For those who serve have all their own lives of continuous struggle. Some who have made far to many bad decisions in life. While others struggle through the education process. Now those who have made to many bad decisions in their lives seem like that trapped mouse in a dark box full of cold wet never ending quicksand with no apparent means for escape. Their lives continue in which they must endure their choices. There will be no miracles to save anyone who has made bad decisions in their lives. Unless, of course they each become their own miracle or hero and seek out that way of escape which is not so apparent but sometimes it is apparent in the sense of normalcy and righteousness. Through their new right decisions in life even if they are contrary to all of the wrongness which in each culture declares as right, good, true and legal.
The worldly cultures and worldly traditions has become the spokesperson on how society is to become. All of which is lies and deceptions of promising a better future. The truth of which will be the absolute loss of civility, law, respect, reason, sanity and life.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy or entitlements.
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Thursday, February 23, 2017

Righteous Change Now: Evil Wicked Person: (Unedited): 10-23 Feb 2017:

By facing the ugly truth of what you have become and making those righteous changes in your life right now. The death of who you once were and the rebirth of who you are to become occurs in the same time of your righteous decision.
C.J.Mackechnie
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Ugly Escape: (Unedited): 10 Feb 2017:
You can never escape from the ugly truth of your life and from your unrighteous decisions. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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The memory of your deeds will forever convict you. Even if you drown them out with alcohol. Even if you burn them out with mind altering chemicals. What happens when you do those things is you invite all manor of demonic spirits inside of your physical body. In which they will control you like some dumb robot. Until, the point that you are destroyed and that your repentance is no longer possible. Once the disease of apathy takes deep root and your psychology is twisted upside down to the point where any suffering witnessed or caused by you is enjoyed immensely. So you men of honor and orders. Watch yourselves and your friends. If you joke and laugh about causing harm and suffering. Then your at risk of losing your eternal life. It matters not how often you go to church or even pray. If your deeds are wicked and you continue on with those sins. Then your fate will be that of the demons, fallen angels and satan.
Any time you cause pain, hurt, suffering, bruises, black eyes, busted teeth, broken bones to anyone for any reason. Even if it is justified. It is not supposed to feel good or to be enjoyed or to be entertained by. 
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NOTE: The word satan is purposefully not capitalized.
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Any person who blindly follows orders is not a person who should be honored or respected. A person who blindly follows orders is one who has neither honor or self respect. It does not matter if they wear a law enforcement badge or a soldiers uniform. Any person who willfully obeys orders to brutalize the innocent and defenseless. May have never had any honor. Especially, if they freely decide to participate in any brutal and cruel action just for a paycheck. That makes you a mercenary.
If you even have an idea that you will like to sleep well at night. Then you should pursue honor in your life. But, if the disease of apathy takes hold of you. You won't even care about right or wrong. Just obeying orders. Thirsting for warring actions which matter not who is right or wrong in the grand sens of spiritual law. It is easy to abide by the laws of the world. The wicked who are in charge make laws which benefit themselves only. While giving orders to their bribed forces to make sure their steady wealth is guaranteed. No matter who it harms and who suffers.
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By facing the ugly truth which has been your life. Is that one important first step in changing your future. By facing the alcohol, the lies, the drugs, the worldly living, the wrong doings and the wicked decisions. This is the first step.
The next step is the recognizing the evil person you have become and the corresponding bad and sad feelings associated with it. This also includes you placing yourself into the position of helplessness that you have caused to everyone. In anything that you do. If you have caused sadness, misery, suffering in any way. Then you are evil and have been evil. You can turn your life around if you actually care to do so. It does not matter if you wear a badge, a soldiers uniform or even a suit made for a prisoner. If you actually care now and had not then. Your soul may yet still be saved. Even though your body and the memory of you will be lost to the sands of time. You do not have to remain evil because of your wicked actions. Even if you will die in prison or die in some hospital bed surrounded by loved ones.
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Evil Wicked Person: (Unedited): 23 Feb 2017:
An evil and wicked person can live well in the world or locked away in some prison.
An evil and wicked person can wear a badge in feigned honor or respectfully walk the streets as the feared hoodlum. Either way the spirit of fear follows them all.
C.J.MacKechnie
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https://www.biblegateway.com/verse/en/2%20Timothy%201%3A7
https://www.openbible.info/topics/spirit_of_fear
http://pilotonline.com/life/religion/no-shoes-or-shirt-required/the-spirit-of-fear-is-tormenting/article_8b30f248-00db-53d5-8f98-aa2f0554f968.html
http://paulawhite.org/life-issues/
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.


To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
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Tuesday, December 13, 2016

Empowered Escape: (Unedited): 13 Dec 2016:

Self empowerment is an escape out of helplessness and dependency. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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I was inspired to write this from viewing a 41 second video.
Source: https://youtu.be/JRFNmrc3z7w
Thank You very much for inspiring me to write.
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I've been thinking on empowerment for a while now. Trying to be a good father and trying to figure out how to teach self empowerment to my children.
This is the way and belief of the modern society. Where ancient wisdom's are either of no value or are only for entertaining value.
The words used "Helplessness" and "Dependency" are meant to mean depressive states of being where non-doing is the way of doing.
It does matter and yet it doesn't matter. Where ever or however your origins have been made to manifest in this here and now. In this Country it doesn't really matter if your ancestors were slaves or survivors of genocide. If your ancestors lost wars or were the ones who one the wars in a very ugly and dishonorable manor. It doesn't matter if you have survived severe neglect, abuse or even torture in your youth. I even write this knowing for many my words will seem cold. They are also applied to me as I'm one of those who were abused and tortured. Adoptive mother even tried to kill me at least three times. Enduring Foster Care abuses. My own ancestors were enslaved by the Vikings for about 500+/- years. My own ancestors even survived the ugly clan wars of Scotland. There is a lot of ugliness in the history of Scotland. I really do not know any more about my own family history.
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Personal Note: When I write something that tends to be harsh. I become a mirror to those words. Or at least do my best. So if you see redundant personal information. It is for those who do not know of my past.
Also, You need to know. I'm a very rare bird. Failed adoption and problems in foster care in two different states. They're are not a statistic which applies to me. Adoptions are important and foster care is important. Both saves lives and can be paths for those of becoming productive members of society. For me it just did not work. ...
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Past Remains Present: (Unedited): 13 Dec 2016: 
Decide for yourself to cease being the victim of the past. The past cannot hold you unless it remains a part of your chosen present. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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Trucker wisdom:
What you do as a self empowered individual is all about what you do with your right foot. Are you gonna hold the brake pedal like a panicky Pete or are you gonna mash the gas and get yourself down the road?
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Note: the word use of "Gas" is meant for the rookie, as an experienced trucker would question what flavor of diesel 1 or 2? Then argue with you until your brain goes numb.
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Sunday, November 1, 2015

Root Evil: (Unedited): 31 Oct 2015:

Disobedience is the root action to all evil which is done. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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All of the disobedience you have done in this life of yours is just one of those absolute factors which have placed you in that exact place you are at right now.  Are you in Jail, homeless, Low paying job or unemployed. Maybe, your that hardworking and self motivating slave driving sole. Who just wants to over come the past.
The most likely reason why you are in your undesirable situation. Is not because of anyone else but you. It doesn't matter if you were born into an undesirable family or was raised in the Hood. You are solely responsible for your own life.  The point is what do you do now? What are you going to do with your life now? How are you going to change your circumstance? Or is it just too late for you? Even if your will and resolve is too weak for your own change. Be directly honest with those young ones and demand of them not to become like you are now. Expect your own children to be better, smarter and wiser than you are. Point out and tell every story of why everything you know is wrong and point the way for them to seek out what is true and right.
By you opening the door for all of them to escape. Means they will be able to create for themselves their own self fulfilling prophecies in their own lives.
Those self fulling prophecies are critically important in every ones life. These are those intangible self reoccurring thoughts we all have within our own minds. You know what I'm talking about. Those repetitive thoughts of negativity, failures, impossibilities. Making those comparisons of how you are just one of the average statistics. Which means all you have to come in your future is disability, death, depression, detention and disharmony. These are all the lies of comparisons we all make with everyone who is in our similar circumstance. If they can't then I can't. If they died then I will. If they are in and out of detention then i will be to. if they are failures in life then so will I. Of course no one may never ever admit to it. Until, That thing happens. Which causes them or forces them to see the truth of their own world of absolute depressing ugliness. As was with me. For me it was genuine Love. To watch my first born son blue and unresponsive with the umbilical cord wrapped around his neck many times. In January he will graduate college. A natural born leader. That is when for me and a new beginning.  
This is like saying to yourself CONTINUALLY.
"I WILL BE DISOBEDIENT"
to everyone 
and
to myself
By being disobedient to anyone. You are causing harm to them as well as yourself. Even though in that moment you think you have won or have gotten away. You harm yourself. Can you see how this is your own self perpetuating evil.  Your own self fulfilling prophecy of perpetual negativity. It is easy to fulfill your own negative thoughts. Just continue to make those wrong decisions in your life. They are usually the opposite of the right decisions. For instance. In the hood you cannot become educated if you pursue any betterment of yourself. Then you will be considered weak and thus targeted. You will suffer greatly in the hood for even thinking you can become better than anyone else. Who are unable to leave the hood life and hood culture.
This is all the continued genetic disobedience of Cain and the continuing disobedient curse of satan.
C.J.MacKechnie
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You can stop it. You can change. You can find your will and resolve. If you cannot or know not how. Then find a goody good person who you know can be your victim at any time. You know what I mean. This kind of person or persons who are so genuinely good with flowers, kindness and gratitude. That you almost want to vomit in their presence. Then you will know that they are those who you need in your life. Know that they do not need you.
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There is also a subtlety to disobedience as well. We are all human beings and are all empathic. Because, we are all empathic we are almost required to act upon our empathy being triggered. But, because of our predestined free will. We all have the ability to act out with love, compassion and mercy. We can absolutely reject are human capacity of empathy. We can even be entertained by others dire circumstance in that moment through some kind sick and twisted form of humor. Any time we, you or me refuses to act out with love, mercy and compassion for any poor soul. We are all being disobedient. From this subtle disobedience we are all exercising evil behaviors.
Being obedient is an aspect of the formula for life.
Life = Love+Peace+Harmony+Law.
Being disobedient is an aspect of the formula for death.
Death=Hate+War/Conflict+Chaos+Lawlessness
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https://youtu.be/q0qD2K2RWkc
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To love one another. 
To live in peace.
 To exist in harmony.  
To cherish life. 

To obey/honor the Laws of God.

To become the holy and righteous people as The Heavenly Father intended us all to be. 
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Friday, May 22, 2015

Crab Shack Calm: (Unedited): 22 May 2015:

Only at the Crab Shack can you experience the calm before the rocking storm. While the band is on a break.
C.J.Mackechnie
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It is interesting how when you go to many different places. You always get the same background noises. The same dulled mental droning of various states of intoxication.  It is the same for virtually every bar, bar/restaurant, bar/club, and etc.
Except at the Crab shack. When the band goes on break. Just enjoy the calm. While drinking your drink and eating your meal. Just reach over to the one your with and smile. Can you feel it? It is there. The calm nothingness. Just reach out with the nothingness of your own mind and let the calm envelop you. Can you do that? Can you let go of the world systems which have brought you to this state of digital mindedness. Are you even aware of it?
Do not reach for your rectangular digital light bulb. Do not text or even read that text. Stay in this very real moment of Earthly calm and leave the worldly system of your mental state behind.
If you can. You will free yourself and escape from that which is unreal and into that which is genuine. Can you tell the difference? Even here in little Port Richey, Florida. You have this invisible bubble of some kind of mystical calm and you were/are another worldly bubble within a bubble. Can you pop your own prideful and egotistical bubble to feel what is real?
It's OK. If you don't feel it now. If you keep going to The Crab Shack, one day the Earthly calm shall flood into your worldly bubble. Then you will wonder why everything is so beautiful. I hope you get their one day.
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Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Escape shell: (Unedited): 17 Sept 2014:

Ran out of time. Worky worky. 

The shell in which you escape from. Is something you leave behind. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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The butterfly does not take with it along its journey their chrysalis. It is no longer needed.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Just as the butterfly, the reptile and the bird must destroy their shell of protection for their own life to continue and to evolve. So to must you. Leave behind all of the history which may have vexed you. Even the good and heroic things which can be celebrated from time to time. Leave it all in the past. Just as VE day is celebrated every year. Do not forget there was great horror and suffering which led up to the victory. The past is in the past. Do not even re-align your rear view mirror to continue to see that which you have left behind.
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Sunday, June 2, 2013

Life Expected: (Unedited): 29 May 2013:

The majority of what comes in life can be expected and predicted. C.J.MacKechnie
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Doing good things today and tomorrow. Creating the good memories of the past. What can any person expect and predict in their lives? If they do only good.
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The 55 year old medical doctor who has saved many lives only did so by excelling and suffering through school.
The school teacher who inspired many every single year only did so because they were actively present and intentionally trying to inspire and motivate.
The life of a police officer or the firefighter.
The lowly construction worker, plumber or any other person of service. Your life in which you actively engage in has a direct affect upon the people you encounter daily. You each get to experience daily a job well done. Those seeds will become the sweet fruits to be enjoyed later.
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You spend your time working hard and working smart. Your life in 10, 20  or even 50 years can be easily expected and predicted. Until, You fall victim to crime or an immoral decision. Even then your life will still be predictably expected.  Every emotional choice will have it's own corresponding logical reaction. Even if the logical reaction is hate, anger and violence. Which leads to loss of freedom, Loneliness, death, loss of wealth and a broken family. Which again leads to extinction.
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If all you do is try and figure out how to secretly fracture and escape from the law. You will eventually be imprisoned or die.
If you become successful in crime and the law just cannot touch you. Your number 2 or 3 or 500 man may want it all one day. Why should he get a crumb when he can have the whole? It is just good business planning.
The honest drug dealer gets robbed and shot by the good customer who wants what you got. Plus, he gets a deep discount on the products he uses. Until he can't pay his secret distributor. Then dies. 

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Even if you have lived badly and have made only selfish decisions. You can today alter your expected and predicted life's logical outcome.  Just by simply doing good things, thinking good things and believing in good things. Yes, even if you are already in jail or prison forever. Those dice you have already rolled. Your fate is already tied up in the games you have already played. So, just stop playing. Sure, Your bad friends will be angry and they will speak poorly about you. This is why they are bad and you are bad. Stop being bad and walk away. Even if the cost of successfully walking away is of spirit. You still become free and your memory will be of one for inspiration. The bad man who walked away a good man in spirit.
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