Free Flight journey: (Unedited): 18 Dec 2014:

The beautiful butterfly must emerge unaided out of it's own self created darkness. Just to discover their journey of free flight. 

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A basic truth. We are all of our own isolated minds and bodies. We do not share each others actual minds and or bodies. Except in extreme situations. Which I shall not go into. Basically, we each are alone within our own skull. Spiritually we are also isolated from one to another. This is a basic truth.
So when you free your own mind from the continual entrap-ping's of the world systems. It is you who must discover your own journey into the new found freedom of flight. It is the same for spiritual freedom as well as physical freedom. The butterfly must must exert force in order to free itself from it's own self created chrysalis. This is crucially important and is beyond my understanding.
Helping a person is not doing for them. To do for them causes much unseen harm. Even is much gratitude is expressed and happy freedom is greatly felt. It is the same with the butterfly. If you cut it free from it's chrysalis. The butterfly will never fly and will die. It is the same with those who are on their own isolated journey in this life. Through our encounters we can learn from one another we can advise one another and we can express what we did wrong. But, we cannot journey to elsewhere in your shoes. We cannot learn what it is is essential for you to learn in this very life journey. Walk your walk in the shoes of your own creation. Fly into the winds with the wings you grew yourself. See and witness a new kind of perception from the greatest of heights. For it is only your journey to make by the freedom of your choice. So choose your direction and go. Where ever you may journey to. There will be other like souls which have journeyed in a similar manor as you. Even for a short while or even through the completion of this life. Journey well beautiful butterfly. Go in peace and love.

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Beautiful Emergence: (unedited): 18 Dec 2014:

Those persons who become entrapped by their own self conceived anxiety may never emerge from their darkened chrysalis as a beautiful butterfly. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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It seems to be easy for us human beings to become anxious over many many things.
The psychology of being cared of everything, any thing or many things. seem to be common amongst people. Everyday, I meet people who are scared of something or many somethings.
I met a young woman who actually turns her back to the world and resides within her own self created fantasies. To the degree that if she forgets to eat or drink it is just not a valid concern. Well, you can see where this can lead to. So, if someone who notices that she isn't eating or drinking and goes and gets it for her. She becomes offended but she still eats and drinks what is in front of her.
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Personal:
I myself still get very anxious if anyone pays any attention to me.  I do not even desire any sort of accolades of any sort. I still do not have birthdays or celebrate them. Just the fact that people would all of a sudden pay attention to me is just to overwhelming for me. There is a story behind it and much psychological conditioning as well. I'm pretty much over it, I think. But, I have conditioned those around me to not to celebrate my day of birth and I've said nothing about it. Which is also a possible sign that I still do not desire the attention. But, I can go to any other sort of party and it won't bother me. So as long as I'm useful or along the perimeter. I think a big part of that is being a very sensitive empath. If to many people are focused upon me. Then it's like sitting directly in front of very large concert speakers at a high volume.

Physical contact used to be a very real cause of anxiety for a number of reasons. Physical control which equates to eminent physical danger. This is directly related to my adoptive mother who beat me on a regular basis. The arm grab. Which led to the beatings if I could not escape. Did she already have a belt or not? A belt meant a long time. The hand on the head meant knocked out quick. If she was indecisive, then escape was possible.
Physical contact is also difficult for me in another way. The wind is the wind of oneness to the normal person. When the wind blows upon you, you feel one wind. When the wind blows upon my skin. I feel every single hair follicle reacting to the wind or even the temperature differences of sun light and shadow. So one grab on the arm was essentially a thousand grabs all at once. Loose clothing feels traumatic to me.

Sounds have also caused me anxiety. For in a room full of people. I could hear many different conversations at once and keep up with them. I could also feel many more emotions. A walk in the mall can cause me more anxiety then lets say a college game with 80,000 people. The 80,000 people are typically of one mind and emotion. The people in the mall can have a variety of mindsets and emotions. So crowds are not something i prefer encounter. Though now I am better at it and can adapt to crowds much better now. Which is based solely on the awareness and development of my gifts. Many young people have gifts and know not they have them. Which becomes curses to them.
I also had a gift for music. To the degree that I could hear in between the notes and individual instruments. Which was never realized.

I had much anxiety as a child. Being very small. I tended to stay away from any person or groups.

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Each of us is a beautiful butterfly. Even before we enter into the Chrysalis as a fat caterpillar. That which becomes beautiful must have already been beautiful to begin with. That which is ugly in mind, in heart and in spirit. May in fact be physically beautiful. But, this will only happen for a short while. Until the ugly mind, ugly heart and ugly spirit completes the transformation into total ugliness. So always be on your guard and reject anything which is ugly while accepting all that is beautiful. You will surely become what you take into you.

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Escape shell: (Unedited): 17 Sept 2014:

Ran out of time. Worky worky. 

The shell in which you escape from. Is something you leave behind. 

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The butterfly does not take with it along its journey their chrysalis. It is no longer needed.

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Just as the butterfly, the reptile and the bird must destroy their shell of protection for their own life to continue and to evolve. So to must you. Leave behind all of the history which may have vexed you. Even the good and heroic things which can be celebrated from time to time. Leave it all in the past. Just as VE day is celebrated every year. Do not forget there was great horror and suffering which led up to the victory. The past is in the past. Do not even re-align your rear view mirror to continue to see that which you have left behind.
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Love Essence: Love Happiness: Love Movement: Butterfly Love: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2014:

Love essence

Love freely given is the true essence of love expressed.  C.J.MacKechnie

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Love Happiness

Love freely Expressed leads to internal happiness realized. C.J.MacKechnie

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Where is your love and happiness? is it over there or under here? Can it be in this city or that? Maybe someone has taken your love and happiness. Maybe your love and happiness is lost within the sands of time.
Your love and happiness is no where to be found. You have searched, you have wanted, you have prayed and yet love and happiness has always been so elusive for you. Why, Why I cannot be loved or happy as you have cried many nights alone? Because, the deepest love and happiness you need and deserve is and always has been deep within your own heart.

Love and Happiness has a cost to it. To love without any expectancy of loves returned. Love freely given is the true essence of love expressed.
If you always say and think that Love can't, Love won't, Love hasn't and Love don't. This is and has become your truth and you become your final and most essential reason as to why your love and you happiness has been experienced. It won't matter how many tears you have shed in the loneliness of your lonely places.
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For you to taste or to even know happiness, You should express love without any movement of your lips. 

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You already know the liars and their movements of their lips. Often times if not many more than that the spoken words of loves promises has always been absent of substance. Love expressed has much substance while love spoken into the air is most times lighter than the air and floats away.
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Butterfly Love

Love freely expressed stretches out the butterfly wings of your heart. The joy of loves free flight becomes experienced. Happiness truly begins. 

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Developed Butterfly: (Unedited): 15 July 2013:

The young Children who seem to develop more slowly may just be an indication of more time required for their more complex natures to manifest into the unique butterflies they are to become. 

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Do not automatically assume that if your child is developing slowly. That there is something wrong. Because the truth may be that there is something right and it just needs more time to evolve, develop and grow.
Yes, do see the doctor. Only accept proven facts from tests taken. Not the assumptions from the logic of a doctor. ADHD does not exist and is a lie and a deception. So deny the medications. The medications do more long term harm than any good what so ever. 
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Emerging Butterfly: (Unedited): 24 May 2013:

The energetically glowing butterfly heals all with her emergent beauty. C.J.MacKechnie

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Butterfly Dreams: (Unedited): 08 April 2013:

A butterfly dreaming of flight just needs to look behind herself at her own wings. C.J.MacKechnie

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All that you need in this life is already with you. All you have to do is recognize your gifts and talents. Have faith and believe in your gifts and talents. Then flex your wings and fly without any doubts or hesitations. 
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Become your own prophet or prophetess and manifest the destinies of your own creation and free will.

Destiny Walkers: (Unedited): 07 April 2013:

A destiny manifests in your life without your permission or certain expectancy. May cause those unbelieving loved ones to walk away from you. C.J.MacKechnie

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You have spent your life  or have only just begun your life in search for that specific purpose and meaning to life. Only to find out that the narrow mindedness of your own being cannot even fathom the true and real nature of your destiny to come or even the choices which will be thrust upon you.
You could spend a dozen or more years of life living the mundane, meaningless and purposeless existence. Only to be placed in some position where an extreme phenomenon must happen to evolve attitudes, minds, spirits and lives. This extreme new mission will cause those whom you love to become jealous over the sudden importance of your new found purpose. These unbelievers whom you may love with all of your heart may cause you strife in your life. So much so that you may have to choose your unbelieving loved ones or your mission. This is a truth. These missions which suddenly manifest may be from God. It matters not if you believe in God or not. The importance of this sudden mission may even change the bleak probable outlook for your city, state, nation or even world.
Could you or would you give-up the love of your life or your family, If it meant that you could cause possible effective change for the whole world in the future? Could you do so without self serving pride or ego?
Could you or would you be satisfied if the mission was only temporary? Would you be saddened if you had to do a certain thing. Which would harm a feeling, while at the same time ensuring authority?
Could you become a destiny walker? One who walks into someone else life to boost, assure, aid, assist and maybe even protect if necessary. Then be able to walk away when their footing is strong and certain. When their bravery and courage is just more then budding. Can you just quietly walk away just like a father who teaches a child to ride a bike to let go and follow beside no more? Now it is up to them.
If the father always holds on and runs beside their child. The child never becomes certain or brave. The same is with a butterfly. If you free the butterfly. The butterfly will never fly.

Become a wise destiny walker. Know when to leave. Constant and continuous prayer and meditation often reveals a certain timing. A wise destiny walker is a positive prophet of good change in action. 
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Butterfly light: (unedited): 20 July 2010:

Becoming a beautifully transformed butterfly. Does require you to be surrounded by darkness for a time. While the light within you begins to grow stronger. Until, the darkness can no longer contain you.

C.J.MacKechnie 

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Darkness can only contain the weakness which is within you. When you choose to leave behind those weak parts of your being and choose to embrace something as new and odd as wings. Fly you will into the heavens when the darkness can no longer hold the light within you hostage.
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Transformed You: (Unedited): 12 Jan 2013:

Just as the caterpillar must die, to be born again as a butterfly. So to is the transformation of you, when you have accomplished that which has been difficult or when you have conquered a fear. C.J.MacKechnie

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All of that which you have accomplished.
All of that which you are in the process of accomplishing.
All of that which you are considering on accomplishing. Is all apart of your identity.
All of it together. No matter if they are deemed positive or negative.

All of the fears that you have conquered.
All of the fears that you still have.
All of the fears that you create. Is all apart of your identity.
All of it together. No matter if they are deemed positive or negative.
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First Joy: (unedited): 12 Oct 2012:

Joy fills the butterfly watcher, who sees for the first time a butterfly. C.J.MacKechnie

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It must be absolute amazement for a person to see the spirit of a recently deceased person emerge. The light of the human butterfly which emerges from the newly dead body is as varied as any other commonly known butterfly in our natural universe. Except, these human butterflies are that of colors of lights.
All proof which is unprovable in today's factual physical world trying to prove something which is not physical as we know it. Proof of all of our continuation after the expiration of our human body.
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Precious Butterfly: (Unedited): 12 Oct 2012:

Precious is the soul who witnesses the emerging butterfly. C.J.MacKechnie

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There is more to this than a simple butterfly. The transformation of the caterpillar into a butterfly means the caterpillar must die and the butterfly must be born. Most people never consider this as the caterpillar and the butterfly are both the same life. So, too, it is with people. When the human body begins to die, it is natural for all of those involved to be greatly saddened. From the human body's death emerges the spiritual butterfly. Those persons who are joyful, yet are often in the presence of people who are dying, must be butterfly watchers in secret.
These precious souls are witnesses to the continuation of life and not the final end of it.


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Beautiful Blue (unedited). 24 March 2012

The blues of sadness isn't seen in the beautiful blue sky. C.J.MacKechnie

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 Even in the beautiful day in your part of the universe. The sadness you feel is all within your own being. The flowers still will bloom. The butterfly flutters and the birds still sing. Even all the while your embraced by deep sadness. Just look up and look forward and know your new day shall come with new beginnings and new hopes.

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