The Balloon Is Already Burst +9: (Unedited): 18 May 2023:

Your bad habits will never lead you to good people or good things.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Your bad habits will lead you and others to misery, sadness, loneliness, depression and then death.

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Even the innocence of children shall not be spared from your bad habits as your bad habits gives the children permission to do as you do and maybe better as they physically, mentally and spiritually become the bad habits, as they become pure sin incarnate.

C.J.MacKechnie  

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"You" is the godlike entity that you sing your worship songs to without ever knowing they are worship songs to a god in which you currently know not it's name. Yet, your bad habits, evil ways and sins are evidence of who your god is. 

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As you continue to maintain your own bad habits and evil deeds. You will be the ones who burst the balloons of the good people on this Earth. Thus, leaving the whole of the Earth devoid of anything good, pure or beautiful. 

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As you begin to realize that there is nothing good, pure or beautiful left in this world. Your own delusional balloon shall also be burst as you begin to truly see the truth of what you have done and become. Not even physical death shall bring you any kind of peaceful quiet as you fully awaken into the permanence hell fires torment. 

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It matters not if you know what the meaning of the rising balloon('s). You may cheer at all of the funniness which surrounds the rising balloon('s). But, what will soon follow will most likely be much suffering, destruction and death.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Joyfully and with celebration release your balloon into the unsuspecting world. Relish in the coming chaos, destruction, suffering and death. While knowing that you did your part to bring forth the calamity which is to come. 

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The fallen ones who are great in their own eyes have always planned for the destruction of humanity by the hands of humans. This is how small and insignificant humans are to any of them. 

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Worshiping the fallen ones as your gods is easy and you do not have to change any part of you. You can continue in your bad habits and sins. You can continue or begin to do hateful and evil things as you desire them. You can do whatever you will without any guilt or remorse. In the end your reward will be release from the prison of your physical life as you awaken into the spiritual permanence of hell fires torments. 

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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Distant Earth Vision: (Unedited): 08-09 July 2022:

 I'm in a solar system and very far away from a central star. We approach a small outlying planet from the central star. It had the appearance of Pluto.Though I did not know and later I was told that it was. The next planet I saw had strange coloring's of all kinds. It was dark bare almost clean and very rocky. The planet obvious had destructive histories as it appears as an odd shape for such a large rocky planet. It's desolation had it's own unique beauty. For some time. I saw newly active volcanoes begin to spew. Then I was told that this was Earth right after the purification process. There was no evidence that any life had ever existed on the Earth. I can see very dark clouds begin to form and blow in an unknown direction. The Earth is still alive? 

Sadness and grief overtakes me. All of the good qualities that humanity knows is rejected by the vast majority of every individual. They have perished and were judged. I can assume the later. For that information is not privileged for me in this moment in time or that moment in time. In which my time and that time is the same time in that moment I was taken to.  

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At no time did I see the moon or the central star. I do not know what orbit the Earth was in if it was even in an orbit. I seem to be given information as I was about to ask and never was able to ask as the information was instantly known. 

I'm feeling very hopeless for the fate of humanity right now. When I'm outside I try to burn the beauty of this planet into my memory. But, I cannot. I desperately want to be on the Gulf of Mexico beaches but I cannot. Despite that it is only 75 miles away. I'm saddened that humans will be allowed to destroy the beauty of this planet. I have dread and hopelessness. 

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How did some of the so called minor prophets continually worship and celebrate God as He would judge Israel? I do know it is right to always worship and celebrate God in all things. Yet, I'm unable. Does this mean I shall be judged as a wicked evil doer? The end of humanity comes and only a select few shall be saved by God. This is in order to prevent extinction of the entire human species.

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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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You Know: (Unedited): 15 March 2016:

Trials, tribulations, temptations and tests are those things which must be endured in order for you to know your faith, your will, your righteousness and your honor.

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Failure of life's real tests are those opportunities to grow from the sadness, guilt and embarrassment. In order to become a better human being. Their not fun. Some of those mistakes, failures and sins revealed are meant to hack away at your pride, ego and arrogance. Thus, bringing you more in line with those very important spiritual lessons of wisdom and understanding.
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One of the greatest forms of arrogance, pride and ego is to never admit your failures, sins, mistakes, faults and weaknesses. Even when you commit crime, get accused or even caught. You continue to deny it all. It matters not what the evidence proves conclusively or how many believable witnesses there are. All the while, You are doing more harm to yourself than you have done to your victim. Because, maybe your victims will survive and go on leaving all that you are behind them as an eventual forgotten memory. You to will go on. You may even forget their names. But you shall never ever get away from their curses upon your own living soul. The more harm you do. The more harm you do to yourself and it shall all be magnified to an unbearable level. Beyond that tolerance which destroys all of your own sanity and reason.
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Hood Respect: Hood Life: (Unedited): 29 Oct 2015:

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A life in the hood is solely based on the perpetual building of respect through Disobedience, Anti-civility, Lawlessness and Retaliation.

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Hood Life: (Unedited): 01 Nov 2015: 

Physically leaving the hood culture for a better life cannot happen when you continue to exist mentally in the hood life. 

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Living down here in Port Richey, Fl. of Pasco County. We have a huge transient problem. Families come here all of the time with their children they are trying to save from all of those bad gang member people up in the Yankee northern USA. The parents thinking their children are now safe. Get that rude awakening when only to discover that their precious innocent child is the one who was the cause of all of that drama up North and they brought the trouble down here into Florida.
he hood life and the hood culture. You may be able to leave one and yet keep the other within you. Thus, you may think and wish that your loved ones are now safe. But, it is they who have brought the Hood Mentality down with them to the sunny and safe state of Florida.
When you have grown up with any kind of life style. It is hard to escape from. No matter what it is. This is the same with the Hood life mentality. And yet you continue to listen to the hood life music. You watch the hood life music. You begin associations and relationships with other hood life people. Really, what has changed other than the physical location? Nothing.
Eventually, You will have zero options and opportunities for any kind of peaceful life with any kind of stable family structure. This is because, you have only a short time to become educated and to continue on in college. If you do not become educated and then continue on so that you can be gainfully employed. Your life is going to be really difficult and it doesn't even matter what hood your from. You will remain in one low income hood or another. This is because, all of the rules have changed once in 2001 and yet again in 2008. After, 2008, it is now virtually impossible to obtain quality employment without a marketable college degree. Just go and ask those 40 and 50 year old's who did not have a college degree but suddenly lost their management positions simply because of a corporate policy change in the minimum requirements for that position they held for so many years.
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What are the lies and deceptions of any hood culture? It seems not to matter where ever the hood culture is in the world.
The lies are Life, Respect, Acceptance, Acknowledgement.
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The truths of the Hood Culture.
Death, Disability, Addiction, Imprisonment, Anger, Hatred, sadness, Cruelties, Depression, Hopelessness, Continual and never ending fear.
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Bad Memory: Their Abuse: (Unedited): 21 Sept 2015:

Bad things happen and this sadness can inflict our souls to the point where we continually remain within the perpetual memory of those bad things. Thus, we may never grow or evolve from them.

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 A bad and terrible thing has happened. maybe, this bad and terrible has happened to you. Maybe there is an infinite number of bad and terrible things which has happened to you. What do you do? Where do you go from here? How do you resolve them?
What if you think your at fault? Well are you?
It is difficult to live the life you have had. But, the longer you choose to remain within those bad and sad memories of the past. Also, means that the joy and happiness you so desperately want and need will also not be possible or just fleeting. So how can you obtain joy and happiness after have suffered through years or decades of abuse and torture? Well, are you reading this? I cannot say that I know your pain and what you have gone through. But, I do know this. If you are free of the abuse and tortures. Then. You have been victorious and your abusers and torturers have lost and failed in their miserable actions of you.
I have spent decades trying to figure out why? There is a reason why the answers are not easy to reason. Because, there isn't any reason why anyone should be abused or tortured. If you were abused and tortured. Then none of it was ever your fault. You were just the body present. That is all. You could have been someone else and they would have been the ones who endured all that you have had to. Except they may have been the ones who died.
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Their Abuse: (Unedited): 21 Sept 2015:

Your abuse and torture was never meant to be yours. It was always theirs.

C.J.MacKechnie

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A gift is not something you ever have to accept. You can be nice and friendly. But, you don't have to accept all gifts given to you. Just like the gifts of abuse and torture. You can refuse to accept these gifts from black hearts of wrath and hate. Just refuse them and deny their acceptance into your being.  You do not ever have to accept any ugly memory into the home of your soul. 
By you making your abuses and tortures your own. You are accepting of those unwanted and unasked for actions done to you. All that has ever been done to you. Was always because of those who had done those bad and terrible things to you. You were not ever at fault. Nor were you ever deserving of those bad and terrible things done to you. 
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Those persons who had done those bad and sad things to you. Would not have had any remorse or guilt if you had died. They would have felt great fear of getting into trouble. There is a distinction. maybe, they would have felt bad that you died. Because, now they have no one to endure their own internal wrath and hatred of life. In which your represented the hope of a good life. You still do. But, now for yourself and for the family you can now create without any abuse or tortures to be endured.
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How is it again? That you are victorious when you don't feel victorious. It is always like that after any great battle. The ugliness still fresh in your mind. But, right now is that key time in your life. You do not need or you should not want to blame yourself or to even own those memories. You are not to blame. no matter how many thousands of time you were made to be the blame. By keeping and holding onto those memories will block the creation of you choosing to make good and peaceful memories full of love, happiness and joy. 
So, put all of your bad and sad memories into the trash and put the trash to the curb. Just think about that for a moment. All that we have ever used is placed into the trash and remembered no more. Do you still think about the trash you threw away? ever?
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Earth Saddness: Mournful Laments: Never Known: (Unedited): 19 May 2015:

When the great sadness befalls the whole of the Earth. All will know it is now to late for righteous living. 

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It seems everyone wants peace. You see the upside down symbol for the tree of life. The opposite if you will of life. Which is unknowingly embedded into the symbol for the peace is an essential truth. There shall be peace when there is no life. I do not think anyone knows this. maybe, it is one of those more subtle lie and deception in this life. If you have read any of my writings which reveal the mathematical formula for life and for death. You can see it. Here on this Earth the tree is the symbol for life and an upside down tree is the symbol for death. Do you know the third symbol? Which involves the tree symbol? The mushroom cloud of a nuclear explosion. So one symbol is for active life pursuits. The upside down peace sign is a passive sign for death. The nuclear mushroom cloud is the active sign for death.
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The great sadness may begin when their is sudden death everywhere.
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Mournful laments: (Unedited): 19 May 2015:

The greatest of all mournful laments are those cried by all of those who have survived immediately after an event.

C.J.MacKechnie

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I typically do not write in a depressing manor. This may mean something. I may label this as prophetic. If you are merely a religious person. Seek a private and professional life in actual righteousness. This includes you pastors, theologians. If you allow sin to reside within your holy places. What have you done? You will be better off rotting in jail being perpetually abused then to allow sin to reside in your holy places. It matters not the laws of men. 

For each of you religious persons to agree and to allow this. Each of you religious persons will become responsible for the death of your nation, your cities, your families and your world. You know the prophecies of old. Do the math. Do the math of death immediately after an event and then those who die from the aftermath. There are two sets of numbers. Those known and those not known. The not known numbers can be statistically revealed. 

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Never Known: (Unedited): 19 May 2015:

Flee from sin. Even if you have to flee from your churches. Those persons who remain in the churches where sin resides within the holy places shall perish and become as they were never known.

C.J.MacKechnie

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abomination_of_desolation

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This is not just about the churches. It also include your synagogues, Masques, Temples, any holy place/land and sanctuaries. 

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For the rapture shall be denied after the fact that so many were not known by God. The rapture shall be for the righteous and not the religious. For instance read the stories below. Just in the Tampa region of Florida. Just copy and paste.

http://www.wftv.com/news/news/local/clearwater-pastor-accused-aiding-755900-tax-scam/nk84K/

http://www.tampabay.com/news/courts/criminal/sons-sold-cocaine-as-tampa-deeper-life-pastors-ministered-to-addicts/2229598

http://www.abc15.com/news/region-central-southern-az/tucson/james-ty-flanders-arrested-ex-florida-pastor-wanted-in-disappearance-death-of-his-wife

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Lie Mask: (Unedited): 13 Aug 2014:

The mask of your lies only covers the deceptions within. C.J.MacKechnie

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Those who pull away your mask of lies will witness all of your own internal deceptions will are hidden under your mask. Causing you to become enraged and accusatory. This does seem to be a typical response to those who live outwardly on the cusps of their lies.
What is really interesting is that hidden under the mask of lies is a place of darkness and loneliness.
You who discover the lies may also become hurt and enraged. There is great sadness from beneath the liars outward show. The lies which may have hurt your feelings was never and will never be about you. It is about the person behind the mask and how they feel. This may be their own self diluted action in life to feel special or powerful.
What can you do? What will you do? when confronted by a person with a mask which hides their being? Will you see the delicate soul within who hides with great fear and insecurity or will you just see the awful person whom you should hate?  
To love one another means to even love the liar.
To live in peace also means to live in peace with the liar.
To exist in harmony also means to exist in harmony with the liar.
such is life among humans. Just gotta be smart and wise about it all.
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Freedom Valley: (Unedited): 02 May 2014:

Embrace one another in suffering. Encourage each other in loves hope for better times to come. Relinquish your sadness. Then march forward arm in arm as you gain your freedom from this valley of the shadows of death. 

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The valley of the shadows of death is believed to be a lonely and desolate place.  The place in which suffering and torment exists. A valley in which people believe they are alone in. They are not. You are only alone in your belief and by your own choice.
It may be true that each person is truly alone in their suffering. But, it doesn't have to be this way. Your suffering does not have to be a lonely venture on your part. You are not protecting anyone by omitting caring and compassionate family and friends from your life.  By reaching out to others who have similar sufferings or even different sufferings. All of you can lift one another up from the quicksand in the valley of the shadows of death. Those who are healthy and who have freely chosen to serve you doing this trial of yours. Because, a witness to your struggle, your wisdom, your triumph and the final demise of the physical body. All of the possibilities there in may occur.
No matter what journey you finally take. The shadows of death may be quite fearful but only until that final moment your physical body expires. Then as your spirit is freed you will begin to realize the continuation. It won't really matter if while residing in physical form you believed that you would only become fertilizer as your only means for perpetuation in the physical life cycle.

While in your suffering. To show mercy, to express love, to show gratitude, to reveal your weakness. Is all important lessons for all to witness. Especially, those who would become the celebrants of your life. Their is great honor and respect in your struggle. So go forth in your life and live it as best you can even if your time here in the physical is short.

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Do not be like the selfish and unwise. Who forgets all whom they have loved to go out and burn the candle at both ends. To do so reveals who you always were to everyone who has ever known you. Shame, dishonor and disrespect will come to you as full revelation of your out come is instantly known in your demise. This is truth. When you become fully aware in spirit. You shall know all of those things which cannot be fully contained within the human brain.
You selfish physical final acts may even be a cause to the eventual extinction to your physical blood lines and to be forgotten in the sands of time. In which no one will ever remember.

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Do not be like the selfish old dog. Who wonders off to die alone. protecting those whom they love form grief. What actually happens is a great sadness envelopes them as they are unable to express their love and prayers. They are unable to properly take car of your body with respect and honor.

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 To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Profound extinction: (Unedited): 16 Nov 2013:

Distinctively profound changes in your life. Will always become your extinction as you continue on anew.  

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To suddenly become something you have never even considered. Is past tense. The fundamental change to you has already occurred. You are now a new creature. Hopefully a better and more positive one. But, sometimes the change can be the opposite of good and positive. The extinction of a good man often brings sadness to your loved ones.  While the extinction of the bad man brings a rejoicing to your loved ones.
Strive to be a good person by putting away those things which were once considered bad and evil.
Fight the apathy which has been put into you from the world. Regain your whole humanity by discovering you compassion and empathy for others. Even if you do not know them. Learn to love all of your brothers and sister. No matter whose mother they were born to or what lands they happen to be from.
Merge into your life the basic principles of love, peace and harmony. This is the only for everyone to have a life worth living and for the continuation of all life on the planets.
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Personal:
Before I began writing and just before I met my last girlfriend who became my one and only wife (22+ Years of marriage). i was a bad person. There is no better way to explain it. i just did not care about other peoples feelings. i did not even care about myself. The fading scars on my knuckles, knees, arms, feet and other places are those reminders. Which i desire to be gone. The nick name of TAX which meant (Everyone will pay and they did). Is a long ago name which still at times burdens my soul. That bad person who was TAX is dead and extinct. Who i was is not who i am today. Hopefully a change for the better.

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Inspite beauty: (Unedited): 05 May 2013:

Beauty is, was and always will be, In-spite of your sadness or misery. C.J.MacKechnie

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Day Next: (Unedited): 10 June 2010:

The value of who you are, is who you have chosen to become this day and the next. Despite all that you have had to overcome in the previous days. C.J.MacKechnie 

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It is to bad. That not everyone chooses to become stronger. Even after surviving great horrors of abuse and torture. Others choose to maintain their misery, sadness, Suffering or to just completely give up.
Just the fact that you did survive is evidence of your enduring strength. A strength which you may not even see or even accept. You are strong and stronger than most. Do not give up now, not ever. Do not give in to the negativity of your own minds creation. Fight, Fight, Fight. 

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It is always nice to discover that solid rock. When you are pulling yourself out of the mud that your drowning in.
Drowning in a river of sadness and misery. It does not matter who or what the solid rock is. Grab a hold of it and pull yourself free of the deadly torrents of negativity. You can do it. Become your own hero and free yourself. Your already strong enough. You have already proven it by simply surviving your life's horrors. Pull yourself up and pull yourself free. I will be standing upon the rock cheering you on.
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Loves Light: (Unedited): 03 June 2010:

The intensity of love is what fades the misery and sadness from your memories pain. C.J.MacKechnie 

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Remembering the love you have had. Remaining in the love you have now. All leads to the love which will continue on for you. So, no matter the misery or suffering you have known. Seek out genuine love which is beyond the physical. Becoming the outpouring of love which the world is ever thirsty for. Become the brother or daughter of the one called the Christ. Become the disciple of him who was nailed upon a cross. Become the son or daughter of GOD. With a humble heart which becomes filled with Christs love. You will be able to do all of the miracles that Jesus had done and more.
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Loves are lost by a variety of means. A lost love is by no indication that love has ended. A dear friend of mine has just recently passed over. He is not dead. Who he is remains on. Just like who he was before he was even born into that now deceased body. He is and he was, which is just as he is now. A free spirit. With his own unique identity and purpose.
My friend Glen had a beautiful death. He was surrounded by his family and he did not pass over alone. Glen's Sickness was short and quick. Which was a blessing in itself.
Glen was survived by his wife and adult children. As I understand it. There was a reunification of certain family ties. Hearts were softened and tears were shed. All physical deaths should be as beautiful as his was. I shall miss him and hope to find him one day amongst the rocks. Hopefully he and his Indian brothers won't mind me running on their mountain peaks with a Kilt on and a claymore in my hands.  The Highland Way.
Maybe now my physical brother and friend can be my spiritual brother and friend.
My prayers are with you Diane. Hold onto your love for Glen. It's OK.
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Begin by Praying, meditating and contemplating to GOD. This is a beginning action to first hand knowledge of GOD. This will be your beginning of miracles becoming an everyday ordinary occurrence.
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Seen Sadness: (Unedited): 16 Jan 2013:

The sadness behind your forced smile can easily be seen by those who care. Even if they are a stranger. C.J.MacKechnie

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The apathetic will not care what falsehood of happiness you put forth. Where as a genuine caring heart will feel your pain, your hurt, your suffering. A caring person can be anyone, even those whom you have never met. The apathetic can be anyone, even those family and friends who you falsely believe that care about you.

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Hidden Easily: (Unedited): 25 Feb 2012:

Even though you choose to remain hidden deep within the dark smokey noise. Your exact location and complete nakedness is still easily seen and your cries of sadness still easily heard. C.J.MacKechnie 

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Even the actions, deeds and words are listened to by others in the unaccepted cultures of our world. Even from their darkness. Some still do look for the light.  Yet, they all seem to get excited when the light is shown to them. But, they seem to remain hidden in dark lonely cloud.
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 Though you may laugh and smile in your dark hiding place. The music may be thumping and the drinks may be flowing. The worries and stresses of your day is fading away. The unfair abuses of your youth is being clouded by the lies and deceptions of those who only want your attention for a short time. All of the feelings may feel good and your fun may seem exciting. But, what happens at last call and the party ends. You end of in a quiet place all alone or awake watching IT sleep.
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In your sober state look around you and witness the common despair and loneliness of all who is within the flashing smoke filled darkness. Can you be sober? Can you see all of the selfish desires of everyone within? It is all there. Those who are within only want whatever they can get from you. While giving the least they can. What would you expect from those who only offer up the lies of one liners in order to have your attention until their pleasures are plateaued.

There is more to life. A life worth living in the light of the spirit and of the day. Your life can have real meaning and purpose. A meaning and purpose in which you can define for yourself. You can have a life which is of great worth to this world of human beings. It is all decided by you.  All you have to do is to take that first step out of that darkness and into the light. All you have to do is take that first step up out of the gutters of your life. It is simple and easy. Just take that first step up and out. Keep taking those steps and it matters not the destination. just keep going. Then decide to never to return - EVER.
Welcome to the light of your new birth - your new beginning. Your freedom.
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Subjective Cost: (Unedited): 19 May 2010:

The subjective action of thought feeds all of our own selfish wants and physical desires. Even if the outcome is abject misery and sadness within the world that directly surrounds us. This long term cost is merely the partial price for short term fun. C.J.MacKechnie

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Unhappy Servant: (Unedited): 11 June 2004

A wife who desperately tries to make her husband happy, when he is not. Will simply become his servant.
C.J.MacKechnie

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A person cannot make another person happy. A person can feel happiness for a short time, but once the happy event is concluded the temporary happiness fades. A person can even drown out their misery and sadness with  alcohol, drugs, cigarettes and medications. The misery and sadness still remains, just temporarily subdued and temporarily forgotten. The good and dutiful wife who sees sadness and misery in her husband will begin to do all she can to make her husband happy. This can be a fruitless effort as the problem whatever it may be is not addressed. The problem or problems must be addressed, confronted and conquered. The problem or problems if they cannot be solved, Then you must adapt and over come. You must learn new skills and new talents.
As the years go by for the good wife who continually endures and confronts all obstacles in her life. Will become like her husband when the grey and silver arrives.
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Beautiful Blue (unedited). 24 March 2012

The blues of sadness isn't seen in the beautiful blue sky. C.J.MacKechnie

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 Even in the beautiful day in your part of the universe. The sadness you feel is all within your own being. The flowers still will bloom. The butterfly flutters and the birds still sing. Even all the while your embraced by deep sadness. Just look up and look forward and know your new day shall come with new beginnings and new hopes.

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Familiar Habit (unedited). 05 Jan 2011

Creatures of habit will always prefer which is familiar to them. Even if it is misery, hardship and sadness. They may even angrily reject anything you say that is contrary to their life. C.J.MacKechnie

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 You good people. Do not flee from the young ones who know not anything good. All that a young person may know may be only bad and sad, misery and chaos, hardship and difficulties, sadness and despair. So when you introduce any new concept which is absolutely alien and foreign to them. They may unknowingly reject it outright. This is a self protection mechanism which to them is a natural response. Think about it. These young people have survived and are surviving in hell. So any new content or concepts which you provide may be perceived by them as some form of an attack. In which their typical response is anger, hatred, apathy and retreat. Your dealing with a feral cat or another kind of animal. 

You good people. Earn their trust. Express love without a promise for them to repay you. In time. They may soften or they may flee forever. Either way the seeds of love in which you plant may begin to grow. You good people do not be like the religious who only does a good thing once for one person. Be like the good Samaritan. Who was there from the beginning and into the end of that mans healing process. This is the same thing. A good person who is on the path of holiness will do the good thing for the entire duration. Where as the religious person may only cut and run after the writing of a check. The healing process may be more than physical. There is the emotional healing process. The spiritual healing process. There is also the empowerment of an injured person. Enabling  a person to becoming self sufficient. 

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