Showing posts with label Endured. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Endured. Show all posts

Saturday, July 7, 2018

Hard Works Sacrifice:+1: (Edited): 20 June 2018:

A little behind. Posted on 07 July 2018:
The hard work done for another is not an endured hardship or sacrifice when all of the endured hard work originates from your love for one another.
C.J.MacKechnie
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A sacrifice seems to be something which has been stripped from your spirit, body, mind and heart, like a deep wound made from a whip with bone, metal and stone, always present for you to see and know - the raised scar which glows red hot with every thought.
All continuous hard work born out of your Christ-like love has no scars, wounds or stripes. These have already been received by The Christ who died for you out of His own love for you, even though in the here and now you are still dirty and filthy. Jesus did this thing just for you, even while you are still a wolf, snake or goat within the church for decades. Jesus still awaits you on the cross. Jesus knows you're still stealing. Jesus knows you're still lying. Jesus knows you're still accusing Him and still conspiring against Him. Jesus knows you will still deny and still curse Him thrice and before the cock crows. Jesus still knows how you will  still continuously sin every sin, even though you have been forewarned many times before each occurance. Yet he still loves you and awaits your free genuine choice.
--Pastors, Preachers, Theologians, Reverends, Clergy--
Jesus even knows the self-proclaimed masters of prophecy and yet He waits for them to to become members of the holy family. For even those masters of prophecy will still endure the same judgement as if they were one of the unbelievers who rejected the truth.
It is the basics of faith which is of importance. Then everything else is second.
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Hardships endured are not sacrifices made when their origins are founded in love.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Have you ever done continuous hard work for a love one? Did you expect rewards, accolades or proclamations of how great art thou? Most likely all you got was a good hug, kiss on the cheek and a profound thank you. This is how we are supposed to be for every human being, especially those not only in need once in their lives but for those who are always profoundly and desperately in need. For when the works you do for others are founded from your Christ-like love for them all, you won't be thinking about how this is your righteous duty with your chest stuck out walking around with your own impression of a John Wayne swagger. When you're centered and balanced in The Holy Word, you may even experience how exhaustion and the stresses of the task at hand have been already taken by Christ. You may just experience the effects of true joy and happiness within that moment. However, you will lose much in this process - your filthiness, your dirtiness, your pride, your ego, your arrogance, your supremacy, your entitlements, your titles which makes you greater than a simple brother or sister.
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Wednesday, March 23, 2016

You Know: (Unedited): 15 March 2016:

Trials, tribulations, temptations and tests are those things which must be endured in order for you to know your faith, your will, your righteousness and your honor.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Failure of life's real tests are those opportunities to grow from the sadness, guilt and embarrassment. In order to become a better human being. Their not fun. Some of those mistakes, failures and sins revealed are meant to hack away at your pride, ego and arrogance. Thus, bringing you more in line with those very important spiritual lessons of wisdom and understanding.
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One of the greatest forms of arrogance, pride and ego is to never admit your failures, sins, mistakes, faults and weaknesses. Even when you commit crime, get accused or even caught. You continue to deny it all. It matters not what the evidence proves conclusively or how many believable witnesses there are. All the while, You are doing more harm to yourself than you have done to your victim. Because, maybe your victims will survive and go on leaving all that you are behind them as an eventual forgotten memory. You to will go on. You may even forget their names. But you shall never ever get away from their curses upon your own living soul. The more harm you do. The more harm you do to yourself and it shall all be magnified to an unbearable level. Beyond that tolerance which destroys all of your own sanity and reason.
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Thursday, June 4, 2015

Common Righteous rejection: (Unedited): 01 June 2015:

When the common people have endured to many lies and deceptions. 
When the common people Have cause for mistrust and a lack of justice.
When the social suppression of any fairness in life has all but muted any hope.
The common people may outright reject the unknown hand of a righteous stranger.
C.J.MacKechnie
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 What is it that a common person is supposed to believe? What is truth? Why is bad-good and good-weak? Any person who twists the true meaning of any word is either a purposeful deceiver or a mindless deceiver. (I myself have the habit of improper word use and am doing my best to change the wrong habit).
we each must strive to seek out the truths and make all of them important again. It will be very difficult as anger and hatred may rise up against those who have continuously deceived you. Knowingly or mindlessly. Do not become angry and do not act out in violence. For the end result shall be our whole extinction on this planet. We as a species are at that point in our development. Either way a Human Righteous Era or Era of Human Righteousness shall begin as prophetically foretold. Actually, I do not believe those words have actually been spoken like that. Let me go and Google it. Nope. No matches. Interesting isn't it. Must be classified.
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Sunday, March 15, 2015

Stop The Rain: (Unedited): 15 March 2015:

For many souls, life has only brought them rain storms. No matter how far they travel the rain storms seems to always follow. No matter how long they journey, the rain is never ceasing. So they continue their journey in the hopes of out running the persistent rain in their continuing lives. They assign blame and plead for the sun to finally shine on them even if for a little while. The rain just kept pouring.
In my younger days I identified with songs of persistent misery and sadness. Like this song by Credence Clearwater Revival https://youtu.be/lIPan-rEQJA.
It was safer for me to stay out of my house even after the bad kids had to be home at their predetermined time at night. Leaving me all alone within the sad rain and wet misery of my life.
A lot of times if not most of the time. We are responsible for the rains which comes tomorrow and all of the bad moons in all of our evenings. Sometimes if not most of the time when all that we know is bad and sad. We begin to expect it and actually want it. Because, for many there is that deep down fear if they didn't have all of the doom and gloom. Then there would be nothing.  Something like that bad negative phrase in which I have myself stated many times in my old and dead self. If it were not for bad luck. I would not have any luck at all.
I have often told many people who have endured much. Many more than I and some on going drama and abuses. You just have to have that courage to walk away and leave it all behind. That is tough to do and is not the whole truth. You have to leave your old self behind as well. But, How can I do that? It is like some old guy(Jesus) saying you must be born again. To be born again your old self must die. Because, If your old self does not die or is left behind. Then all of those material things, those bad friends and awful family. Will just be recreated by you with different faces. So leave your old self behind and begin a new life with a new you. Far away from all of that bad and sad. As you are now a new person you must only put into your new self those things which are good and true. By adopting good and true things. Your life from hence forth will be one of meaning and purpose. The only person who can stop the rain is - you(King David).
Then the rains shall always be beautiful and welcoming. Every moon shall enlighten your nights. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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CCR
Who'll Stop the rain.
https://youtu.be/lIPan-rEQJA

Bad Moon Rising
https://youtu.be/5BmEGm-mraE
Not Credence

Singing and dancing in the rain. HD. Old.
https://youtu.be/D1ZYhVpdXbQ

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origin: Rejected and stopped flashback. This afternoon. Adopted mom.
From a different vantage point. I can see myself deep asleep under the tigers and lions covers. Laying on my back. My mother walks in quietly. Gently Sits upon the edge of my bed and places her hands around my neck. I can hear myself gasping. With only little movements of slight struggle. Then I awaken and speak "mom" after hearing how she loves me. I end this vision of torment and reject it wholly.
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Added on 08 Dec 2023: This is a memory and not a vision. This actually happened when I was a child.  Even though I was their. My adoptive mother tried to kill me on many occasions.
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Added on: 22 March 2015:
Spiritual Gifts within each of  us manifest differently and with great variety. For any of us to limit ourselves because some established religious authority claims much goofy-ness in your claims. Unless you get a direct Email from God himself or some neon lighted sign hanging from the stars above. Then I wouldn't listen to them nor should you take their pills. Many problems and much confusion arises when the gifts of the spirit manifest. Especially, if you no nothing about any such thing called the spiritual gifts. Then that person may begin to think what is wrong with me? Which of course is the wrong question. The real and more positive question is. What is going right with me? If you think that positive question sounds weird. Then your own psychology is revealed. But, It's OK. Knowing your thoughts and discovering the realization of your own emotions is a growth and developmental process. It's OK and so are you. Even if your gifts will never profit you in a world of absolute spiritual rejection. They will profit you as well as profit those to who you positively inspire to make that effort to look towards the divine light and to take those essential first brave steps of a new journey which has already begun. A Journey in which you have been both gifted and burdened. You gift shall help and inspire many with wisdom learned all along the journey. The burden of the gift(s) can be difficult. But, you were chosen for a decisive victory and not for any kind of failure. Find your strength and solace in the wisdom of truths all along this journey.
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Thursday, August 28, 2014

WW ME: Unedited: 28 Aug 2014:

Happiness can begin when you realize that all of the harsh abuses that you have endured have ceased. Thus, it's time to celebrate. You have won your own World War of ME.
  C.J.MacKechnie
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I know the abuses suffered and endured are awful. I do not and am not making light of any of it. But, after any great struggle in your life no matter the outcome. You should celebrate. This is healthy. Even if in your own mind at this moment in time you are at a loss as to why or even how you were victorious.
It is simple and yet so very difficult to explain. All of the abuses you have ever had to endure was never about you. It was always about the abuser. You were just the body present. If it was not you then it would have been someone else. Maybe, someone else who would not have been as strong and as determined to survive as you were.
You survived! Isn't that enough! Can't that be enough! Well it should be enough. Go forth and begin your life, this new life of your emergence from suffering, darkness and loneliness.

You survived and your survival is evidence of your abusers failure. Your successful life to come if you choose to make that effort without cessation. Will be those nails in your abusers coffin of absolute failure. Make sure there are many, many nails. Do so without a vengeful heart but out of your celebration that you become so empowered to be absolutely happy in life. Even if that happiness does not seem very possible in this moment. Because, every moment in this life is possible if you believe it to be. So, believe in your internal strength which have been proven worthy in your own fires of hell in which you have successfully endured. You are victorious. So celebrate and reject any and all other attempts of anyone to ever abuse you again. Because, the abuse which comes shall all be the same but with different faces.

During the World Wars on this planet. Many peoples experienced much hardship and many kinds of hell's. Yet, after each war. The signs of victory went up. The celebrations began. You the one who has been so greatly abused for so very long. Put out your signs of victory. No matter your immediate outcome. Because, either way all of the abuse will end via your own decision to end it all now.
Celebrate, celebrate, celebrate. It is OK and acceptable to do so. Because, tomorrow begins the rebuilding of you and rebuild yourself in a most grand way. You're worthy of this and deserving of it. Your rebuilding shall not be easy but is very necessary. See this essential truth, Know this essential truth and become the architect of a great new you without all of the pride which can become a part of your re-building.  
Never ever and do not ever put into the new building of you, any of your abuses suffered endured in order to remember them forever. Let them all die like the unknown criminals they all were. Happiness shall be found by you in the time of your happy awareness.
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Apparently there are 24 hours of Happy
this is just one hour.
http://youtu.be/7tiD1xKDmeo
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Time shall go by in your life of victory and over that time you may even doubt your victory and battles which you seem you  did not actually win. The monsters which had been in your life and who have done many terrible things to you. Tried and tried to end the person of your most basic essence. They failed and failed miserably. Yes, and yes all of those terrible things that have been done to you, you were absolutely powerless against their onslaught. You must see the battles against you was only done through your body and mind to get to your spirit. Can you see this truth? This was spiritual warfare against your spiritual essence. Yet, your here reading this. Which means you have won your victory as hard and difficult as it had been.  So be Happy and make that journey to actually be happy. The only thing holding you back from now until then is --YOU.
So free yourself from the burden of your traumatic history and stand tall in the light and walk out of the hell of your own mind. There before you is your own gates of hell. Can you see where I am pointing. Those gates have been busted open by a brother long ago and all you have to do is walk through them under your own power. You may feel weak and you may be weary. You are very strong still and just walk out of this mental prison and never return. Now walk. Now run. Never look back and take nothing with you.
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Added on 24 June 2024:My 6 word book I wrote a long time ago. 
"I survived, not by me, Jesus. 
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Added on 14 July 2024: 
For those of you who have not been abused. The odds are that you know someone who has been severely abused if not tortured for a large portion of their lives. Think about this at 58 years old I'm down to 31% of my life has under threat of abuse and torture. So if the abused person never mentions anything about their past. It is not necessarily about trust as much as it is how they are saving you from their bad memories and awful stories. So, be merciful and understanding. But, be a good friend. I would lay odds that if the abused person considers you a friend. They will never leave you and they will always be there with you. Even if they have to walk into your hell to find you. To them hell was home and a place they can easily navigate.
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Perfect Complete: (Unedited): Years Ago:

"Possible Repeat posting"
I Am now and always completely healed and perfectly healthy. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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This is the most perfect and complete prayer, meditation and affirmation. Which has ever come to me.
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Lets break it down.

"I Am"
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Am_that_I_Am

"now and always"

This is time based. Meaning past, present and future.

"Completely Healed"
The healing process is complete.
Does not identify the ailment, disease, abuse, torture, source of suffering or misery. To mentally repeat which causes you harm also reinforces your ownership of it. So stop saying to yourself and to other "I HAVE a headache, MY disease is treatable. Even the word treatable is not a healing. You must change how you think and communicate. Within yourself and outside of yourself.

"perfectly healthy"
The healthy lifestyle is always maintained.
End of ailment, end of disease, end of suffering, end of misery. No aspect of that which has afflicted you is identified or remembered. From here on and moving forward. Do not even address anything negative, bad or sad as what I had or any variation of ownership. It matters not if it is inward or outward ownership. Ending your torment means forgetting it and releasing it from your possession. This is not just about sickness, it is also about abuse, torture and any other mistreatment you have survived and endured.

BEING perfectly healthy means living a life which is healthy. This includes foods, social decisions, cultural decisions,  religious affiliations, political affiliations and lifestyle choices.
If it is not right and correct as defined by the old ways. Then it is not healthy for your physical body and is not healthy for your spiritual body. 
This also includes anything which chemically alters your mind. It matters not the legality, cultural acceptance or social practices. To chemically alter your mind also weakens your physical and spiritual connections for protection of the whole self. So do not take, inhale or consume any mind altering substance.


http://www.esotericonline.net/profiles/blogs/drugs-alcohol-and-the-aura
http://www.assatashakur.org/forum/spirituality-connect-your-center/22204-how-drugs-damage-aura.html
http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread436704/pg1

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The partial phrasing can proceed anything positive you want or need to express.

"I AM now and always_____________________________________."
You fill in the blank. So as long as you do not add anything negative or harmful. Change the way you think and act. Become positive and hopeful. You can do it. When you begin this new process of thinking. It will be difficult and hard. Especially, when there is so much pain and hurt. Especially, when you may have no memory of ever feeling anything good, ever. The bad and sad may be all you have ever known. Ownership of all of your bad and sad maybe all you have ever had and to put it all behind may cause you much fear and trepidations. It is all OK and so are you OK. This is a spiritual make over of your new spiritual home. Your new spiritual home does not need for you to bring in the trash from your past. The broken and infested furniture of the old. Or anything else which perpetuates any of the sadness you have ever felt.
Most people who have purchased a new home. Become excited of obtaining new and better things for their new home. So it can be for you. When you begin to feel empty and alone inside of your new spiritual home. This is a very good opportunity a positive one. because, now all of the negativity is absent. All of the bad and sad is gone. That emptiness of your new spiritual home is a new and wonderful opportunity. Everything is new and fresh. A wonderful time for your new beginning to begin.

A new line to this. Although these tend to be absent of GOD.
"I can now and always_______________________________________."
"I will now and always________________________________________."
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Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Life Storms: (Unedited): 11 June 2010:

Even during the rain storms of life. Something good and positive can be found if searched. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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If you are reading this and your life has been hell. Then know right this very moment. Your a survivor. Your a conqueror. Your victorious. Yes, You do not feel like one. Neither did I. But, never the less you are. Yes, the abuses and tortures you have endured were evil, bad and terrible. Yet, here you are reading this goofy quote.  Of all of the hell you have had to endure. Your strength and will defeated those who tried to end you. Your strength and will to live is proof that you won. I do understand, what I am trying to prove to you. I did not feel strong let alone a winner. I felt very much the opposite.
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No matter what you have already endured in this life. Even if you think and believe that all this life has ever been is Hell on Earth. There always is something positive to learn. Even if it is a simple positive thing that people can smile at in a weird way. Such as for me. "It is not good to try and kill your adopted son (me)". I know that was probably a failed attempt at humor. That is a basic lesson to learn. It is not good to kill your children, to abuse your children, to torture your children and etc.
There are about 500,00 kids in foster care every single year in the USA and the majority of those kids have parents who did not know that one simple truth and still don't. 
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Search for those positive good things which are within you. You are of great value and importance. 
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You are worthy of the life you know you should have. You can give to your own children the life you always ever wanted. make the effort and make it happen.

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Tish: (Unedited): 16 Jan 2013:

From the darkest of foreboding nights emerges, The Inside Stars Horizon. C.J.MacKechnie
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No matter the abuses and tortures which you have endured. No matter the pains and sufferings which you know. No matter the endless losses and defeats which seem to be never ending. You are the star, the bright morning star. You are that which rises to conquer all darkness.

Even now as you awaken to witness the rising of this morning star. You must know you came from this star. You must also know that you and the star are a divine creation of God's purpose and intention of thought. For you to exercise in the gifts of God's son is his direction for you, if you are brave enough to rise above the thumb of religion and pursue the divine path of holiness. The path of holiness is for everyone and not just for a select few. Do not allow a crack to be all that separates you from your Heavenly Father.
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http://bible.cc/philippians/4-13.htm
(John 14:12)
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%2014&version=NASB
http://www.presenttruthmag.com/verses-noframes/second-adam.htm
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans+5%3A12-21&version=NASB
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Even though the Catholic church has filled in and covered up the Earthquake crack which separated God and man (Adam). The crack still remains no matter how much the catholic church may cover it up. That crack is the everlasting symbol of the church which has become the separating force between God and man. Even Jesus and man. This crack may very well remain until the destruction of the church. The church or religion is not supposed to be the intermediary between God and man. There is supposed to be a direct connection or reconnection between God and all of man. As it was with both Adams. The first Adam and Jesus the second Adam.

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Despite The: (Unedited): 25 Feb 2012:

Despite the unfairness and loves lacking. Despite the abuses and tortures endured. Despite the rejections and unimportant ignoring behaviors. The remarkable person never walks the victims path or becomes the recognizable victim.
C.J.MacKechnie 
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 Fostering hope. Teaching others to discover that hope is and always has been within them just waiting for that light to be turned on.
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Become a remarkable person by not becoming a helpless victim any longer. During the abuses and tortures you have endured. You were being the one victimized. Decide to let that victim you are become that victim you once were. Know, understand and teach those, that it did not matter who was in your place. There would have still been someone who was to be that evil persons victim. It was never about you. It was never your fault. All of the abuses and tortures endured by you was all because of the evil person and for their own defined insanity.
To complete that evil persons failure in their evil deeds. Become a success in what ever it is you decide to do with your life. Become that hero and save yourself. Become that brilliant light which burns their souls. Shatter their spirit with a genuine forgiveness and the love which exudes from the depths of you.
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Searching for peace, you will find life, harmony and love.
Searching for harmony, you will find life, peace and love.
Searching for Love, you will find peace, harmony and life.
If you search for one and do not find the other three. Then there is deception. You must have the other three to have completeness.



Thursday, May 31, 2012

Conquered Scars (unedited). 06 Feb 2012

Celebrate your scars. That are both seen and unseen. These are the real evidence of conflicts, hardships and adversities. Which you have faced, endured and conquered in your life. C.J.MacKechnie
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Scars are not unsightly nor are they ugly. They are the permanent reminders of your errors and mistakes. They are reminders of your selfless sacrifice. They are proof that you went forward by choice in harms way to conquer evil or to be evil. Either way the sadness you endure from your scars can be a positive emotion instead of a negative emotion. The logical choice of deciding which emotion to place upon your scars is all your. Even if your scars were a result of youthful stupidity. Ask yourself are you the same stupid person today? have you grown and matured into someone more positive and respectful? Has your scars led you to GOD who became your Heavenly Father? Can you now love everyone equally as your brother and sister? Even if they wish you harm? If you can answer yes? Can you answer yes? even while sitting in a chair with lifeless legs? Even while needing assistance to eat, drink or go to the bathroom? Even if your alone is some forgotten hospital?
I can tell you this as a truth. This is a blessing. This is a gift. This life in which you must endure is the crucible of your resolve and humility to be the son or daughter of GOD
Peace be unto you my brother and sister. C.J.MacKechnie
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