Showing posts with label victorious. Show all posts
Showing posts with label victorious. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 20, 2023

A Falling United States: (Unedited)+20: 18-20 Dec 2023:

New Reader Note: My quotes are more important than any words that I think I know. The foundational purpose of any and every bad and sad prophecy is to either mitigate or prevent. So, if you cannot prevent any of them from happening. Then you must mitigate the loss of life and the destruction of property. You mitigate first for the benefit of your own family, friends, church, community and other like minded peoples. 
Beware, prophecy is not about being first or being right. I do know what I'm saying and how it sounds. The point of prophecy is to save lives. The point of prophecy is to communicate the need to change ones life/repentance so that everyone may begin to pursue holiness and righteousness. The purple words below. 
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Just how life is in Mexico, Central America and South America, so to shall it be in the former United States of America. 
C.J.MacKechnie
Just as those regions in those nations do not have any governmental authority. So to will many nations inside of the soon to be former USA. Regional corruption will become rule of law just as judges for their own profit will also administer judgements with no justice. Kidnappings of all kinds will skyrocket. Missing persons will become uncountable. Home Invasions with murders will become common place.
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Both the friends and enemies of the United States of America shall continue to do those self serving things even if it means causing the end, suffering and death to the American people.
C.J.MacKechnie
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The United States military will run out of resources, manpower, bombs and bullets fighting foreign military forces inside of their own land.
C.J.MacKechnie
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The United States American civilian will also run out of water, food, medical care, manpower and bullets.
C.J.MacKechnie
The US Military with actual Americans will be forced to conduct warfare against US military forces who are foreign nationals.
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The former United States civilian's will be killed and maybe buried on their own farms.
C.J.MacKechnie
All of the enemies of the USA in the world have already sent and continue to send their own military forces into the USA. Each enemy will carve out their own region of interest and then conduct warfare forms of expansion into every other American place. The former American population will be treated like any other worthless indigenous tribe. The indigenous tribes of North America will also suffer genocide yet again. 
Note: The term worthless is my understanding of how the so called civilized modern day peoples think of the tribal peoples no matter where they hail from. Why value the lives whom you consider worthless. Genocide works this way. 
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Every enemy of the United States is flooding into the USA. Each enemy group is going to silently mass together and await their "Go Orders" in which they each will establish a beachhead and take over those hundreds of places of their interest. 
C.J.MacKechnie
Each city, county, region or state will have to deal with enemy forces who have been militarily trained. The local police officers will not be able to contain this coming threat. The police forces will be brutally killed. Entire cities and sates will be taken over and will become new nations with Asian, African, Hispanic and Islamic names. The United Nations may even accept this new nations as new people groups. While mass slavery of former Americans will become non peoples with no legal human rights. 
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Many foreign national civilians who are capable are rushing into the USA for their own self interests and who also have no desire to become American citizens. They each will happily take for themselves and then become angry and violent when the taking and the giving to them ends. 
C.J.MacKechnie 
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The enemies within are victorious and know they are victorious this is because the do nothing Americans and Christians continue to do nothing.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Do nothing Americans and Christians know they are being invaded and yet they still do nothing.
C.J.MacKechnie 
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Do nothing Americans still remain fat and happy in their own individualistic lives free from proving their American identity. Soon even that identity shall be taken away through brutal force and there will not be any emergency services to come and save each and every American. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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In the same manner that the American government has allowed the drug trade to flourish so to will the unrestricted import of all manner of foreign military weapons into the hands of military foreign nationals. The end of the USA shall be manifest.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Can you and will you still worship God as you live and die in your own blessed nation which has become a blight into the world?
C.J.MacKechnie
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Habakkuk
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The blessed nation is to be a great light of freedom and hope into the world. But, has become its own self chosen blight into the world spreading disease, death and all manner of darkness. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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The blessed nation of the world has turned its back on God. The over pressure of darkness shall cease and the result of the cessation of darkness emanated will result in all of that dark energy rushing back into the void with magnified power and energy.
C.J.MacKechnie
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rewrite poorly written. 
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All of you do nothing Americans think and believe all you need to do is fly your beloved flag and sing your national anthem. You will suffer and die as your identity is taken away all because you allowed sin to enter within. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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sin within is every place from your personal to your professional, from your community to your nation, From your places of profit to your places of religion and every where else. You cannot allow sin to into Israel and Israel is everywhere. 
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Added on 24 Dec 2023: 
The silence and invisibility of your favorite super important people will be a last sign that you should have done something and should be doing something now. 
C.J.MacKechnie
If there is a sudden and unexplained silence of your favorite super important people. Coupled with other fearful evidence may be a sign that your opportunity to save your family and yourself is coming to a close. Which means you may not even have a chance to get to your safe places. 
Actually, this may be a key sign to actively look for. Super important people are those persons who will most likely know that something terrible is about to happen and then quietly disappear. While on the other hand all of the political people will suddenly and at once declare trips and messages of non important things. Just as how all of the corrupt news media sources all put out the same script about "false news". No one knew it until someone discovered the same script read with different emotional inflections. Then how long was it that you found out that odd thing coupled together in one.
Suggestion without delusional worshiping of those famous people. Keep an eye on them and what they are doing. Then when you know their common patterns or speech and travel. When you see something odd. This can also be a sign that something traumatic is happening to them. This is above and beyond psychological care or detox.  
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Added on 03 Feb 2024: 
Once you begin to realize that the leaders of your own country wants the bulk of their own populations to die. All of humanity is in dire straits. Once you realize that there is no more justice in your nation all of the common peoples can be enslaved, incarcerated/forced labor or just killed at any time. Once you begin to see that certain groups of people have more rights than other groups of people. Know that your suffering, misery, torture and death is near. Also know this that when sin is publicly accepted as a human right and freedom. Know that your belief in holiness and righteousness shall be criminalized. Just as it shall become a right to the new privileged(Ancient Rome term) or preferred citizen shall be able to accuse you for making them feel guilty/remorseful and to have any other sad feelings as this shall be hate speech. Your existence as a godly and righteous person shall be an offense which must be exterminated. 
This does include corporate leaders as well. But, with the corporate leaders who have become vile, wicked and evil. You can just stop buying any of their products and services. 
Here is the kicker though and it is the God thing. Once God sees that justice has ended in His selected nations and peoples as which is only judged by God alone. It matters not what we lowly humans think or believe God will do or not do if and when in His own selected time. But, we can go by history. Justice is usually one of the last things to depart or to be taken away by the evil wicked rulers of the land. All manner of hardships will befall the land and the people as which has been written before. All of it will seem natural and may even prove global climate change or whatever they are calling it now. But, that is a lie as it is now evident the rulers of the world wants to depopulate this planet as indicated by their own term use of a post human world. So by stating that global climate change is the reason it will be used to mask all of the evil and wicked things the rulers of this world are doing. God responds to evil wickedness with weather events, asteroid events, global flood and God will purify this Earth in fire. So the purple words below is of importance. 
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In the USA, A new preferred citizen group will be established by the new American government. In which new and different terms may be used. If the coming elections are deemed unwinnable a new emergency event may emerge which will not be from God. It will be a planned disastrous event. This begins the end of the United States experiment and the rise of a new nation with a new constitution, rights, freedoms and liberties which all must be earned. Just like in ancient Rome where citizens were expected to participate in order to keep their citizenship.
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The super elites or whatever they call themselves now or in the future. They and their families will be excluded from all laws which will restrain the common peoples. This is not about being above the law and more about how the laws of this world do not apply to any of them so as long as they follow their own rules and keep their mouths shut. 
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In order to quell any future uprising as which is being seen all over the modern world. Freedom of speech must end. Freedom from being overly *educated will stop. Freedom to bare arms must end. Freedom to learn any kind of martial art must be eliminated. This is only for the common people.  
*NOTE: In the USA education is now seen as a racist action. This is how you enslave a population. When your population cannot communicate(reading, writing, speaking), logically think(math and science) then they all will begin to revert to their base animalistic human natures. Then when you remove meats and other what was once wholesome foods the physical size of the common people will be more like the North Koreans. Then when you administer more and more vaccines the life span of the common people will be in their thirties or early forties. The common peoples will not be able to give birth to healthy children. These will not be curses from God and God will be blamed. No one will even consider it is all Scooby Doo. Go forth and watch the old Scooby Doo shows and wait for the end when the source of the fear and suffering is revealed. It is always a revealed human who always wants more for themselves. No matter what it costs for the innocent ones. So to are the worlds leaders who only want more and more for themselves and to rule over a world as self created gods.  
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Added on 04 Feb 2024:
 In human history there always seems to be commonalities to how any significant nation falls. When the people and leadership no longer repents of their sins and no longer live their lives in truth, righteousness and holiness. Then all of the blessings they have known will be taken away. As the people and the leadership begins to live their lives in lies, sin and all manner of immorality. They will heap upon themselves all manner of stench and curses. God will then curse the modern day nations as He had the ancient nations. It will not matter how much technology and advancements the once blessed or beloved nation has. All efforts made shall be erased and met with calamity. 
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As the numbers of vile wicked evildoers grow in numbers the ignored voice of the holy and righteous ones will become less. So as it seems that there is no one to tell these fallen people to repent from their evil ways. The truth of the matter is that they have always known and God knows the contents of each individual heart and each mind. So, those curse which come for everyone in that fallen nation will be perfect and pure justice. Where as tens of thousands of souls will receive their judgement with weeping and the gnashing of teeth. The few innocent and righteous souls who perish at the hand of the wicked evil doers. Shall find their reward in Glory. 
Once a wicked evildoer has committed an unforgivable sin their heart and mind becomes locked and unchangeable as determined by God alone. When the immediacy of judgement is administered the final judgement from God on each soul shall be perfect and righteous.
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Added on 05 Feb 2024: 
When the governments of the world no longer serve their own people. Then the people no longer have to pay taxes or honor any unrighteous, anti-freedom, anti-liberty and anti-constitutional laws. 
C.J.MacKechnie 
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The criminalizing of the good civilian who begins to defend themselves when crimes are committed against them is a sign of an emerging Sodom and Gomorrah. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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Anti martial arts and anti gun training in the land of the free and home of the brave are only preludes to eliminating the constitution and bill of rights. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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https://www.congress.gov/bill/118th-congress/house-bill/6981/text/ih?overview=closed&format=xml
https://www.congress.gov/bill/118th-congress/senate-bill/3589/text
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Added on 13 Feb 2024:
In the United States there are now preferred citizens and non preferred citizens. Your status can change on any whim which is profitable to the political leaders. 
C.J.MacKechnie
In the United States there are now those people who are excluded from law and justice while there are those who are under the brutal thumb of the law. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Sunday, November 15, 2015

I Less: (Unedited): 15 Nov 2015:

Holy Spirit
Please permanently permeate my whole being.
Until, I become less than.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Pride, arrogance and ego. Is something I fight/struggle with always. I guess we all do.  It seems we must fight/struggle to not be something or to become something else. That is where we always fail is when we force ourselves to fight/struggle.
To overcome.
To conquer.
To defeat.
To be victorious.
To become more than we are.
To become greater or superior.
To achieve or to gain more. 
It seems we never consider just to stop. To just cease doing. That is where this key message resides. The victory over ourselves and undesirable traits and all definition of sin is within the nothing. But, even in doing nothing. There shall be something which you may discover in your time or in the time in which God has chosen for you.
By simply beginning a prayer, meditative life. begins a process of doing nothing. Your prayer life is your focus on those things which are of God. Your meditative life is your beginning on controlling your thoughts, focusing on those things which are godly and righteous. By remaining motionless. You are not causing or perpetuating any harm in the world.
When you journey from here to anywhere. Just refuse to speak any negativity. just refuse to do anything wrong, sinful or evil. Become a singular cause of not doing anything harmful.
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No matter your religion of faith. If your religious leaders primary tenant is based in either love, Peace, harmony, life, law or all of the above. Then expresses the opposite or gives celebrated permission for you to/or cause hate, war, chaos, death, lawlessness or all of the above in the name of God. Then you need to reasonably deduce within yourself. That this man or those religious leaders are evil. Plain and simple. Even though you may like them, love them and respect them. They are still evil and you have been deceived.
If in your religion you have the Laws of God. They should all be absolutely honored by your own free choice. If in that religion you are taught to disregard certain laws of God. Know that they are all evil and you remaining within that church or religion is against God.
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If Apple Corp. created a device or app for their prideful and arrogant users it would be called
Apple "i Less".
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Saturday, February 28, 2015

Divergent Confluence: Many Confluence: (Unedited): 28 Feb 2015:

Achieved confluence of unity cannot be disrupted by any outside divergent source. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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An outside force which promises much in the way of worldly profits and comforts. Almost will always take away from the achieved confluence of that which has become naturally beautiful and sacred.
The outside source will always see emptiness and desolation. The outside source does not have to have any victorious conclusion to cause a divergence of the achieved confluence. Just the mere idea, the plans, and the promises of a better life for all. Which shall become a slavers life of minimum wages. While the true owners reap all of the benefits and profits. While sucking the life and sanctity out of all they invade like a virus.  
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Those who have achieved the confluence of unity. Must always be on guard and immediately deny all ideas and suggestions for any man made improvements to that which is already deemed spiritual and sacred. To even listen can cause contamination. To even consider can cause corruption. To even go through with those plans will separate you from that which is holy and wise.
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Are you searching for something worthwhile to save? Something pure, natural and spiritual? Well, Here you are. These people seem to be already in year 3+ of their battle. 
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http://savetheconfluence.com/
http://www.grandcanyontrust.org/
https://www.facebook.com/SavetheConfluence

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzY7OZDOnhziqabl11Pfr3g
http://youtu.be/cRP8WKcb9uE
http://youtu.be/e2UeZgQm3AQ
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News.

http://news.yahoo.com/navajo-nation-eyes-grand-canyon-development-170019476.html
http://indiancountrytodaymedianetwork.com/2014/04/04/raging-rivers-navajo-nation-council-vote-grand-canyon-escalade-project-154321
http://indiancountrytodaymedianetwork.com/2014/07/17/controversial-grand-canyon-gondola-grounded-year-155911
http://www.upworthy.com/its-the-8th-wonder-of-the-world-and-a-sacred-place-but-they-want-a-hotel?c=ufb1
http://www.nbcnews.com/nightly-news/grand-canyon-development-plan-sparks-dispute-among-navajo-n302521
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2014/08/140814-grand-canyon-national-park-threats-developments/
http://azdailysun.com/news/local/controversy-at-the-confluence/article_31377a0e-3955-11e3-bdd8-0019bb2963f4.html
http://www.dailyfinance.com/2014/09/22/grand-canyon-development-plan-stirs-deep-controversy/
http://www.nytimes.com/2014/12/04/us/where-2-rivers-meet-visions-for-grand-canyon-clash.html
https://roadtrippers.com/blog/worst-idea-ever-theres-a-proposal-to-build-a-massive-shopping-mall-in-the-grand-canyon
http://www.americanrivers.org/blog/grand-canyon-under-siege/
http://www.bbc.com/news/blogs-echochambers-28204598
http://www.npr.org/2014/08/04/337144825/proposed-gondola-for-grand-canyons-rim-has-community-on-edge
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Petitions.
https://www.change.org/p/navajo-nation-president-ben-shelly-stop-plans-to-develop-the-grand-canyon
https://www.change.org/p/confluence-partners-whitmer-hale-gamble-friends-stop-the-east-grand-canyon-resort-project-respect-our-sacred-sites
https://www.change.org/p/confluence-partners-whitmer-hale-gamble-friends-stop-the-east-grand-canyon-resort-project-respect-our-sacred-sites/u/2384595
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Grand Canyon Escalade Confluence Partners LLC.
http://grandcanyonescalade.com/confluence-partners-llc/
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added on 05 March 2015: Foreign ownership with zero regard for history, traditions or for the identity of holy sites. It is only about money. PERIOD.
http://www.gruppostilousa.it/
http://www.gruppostilousa.it/MISSION.html
http://www.gruppostilousa.it/UNITED_STATES.html
http://www.latimes.com/nation/la-na-grand-canyon-20140706-story.html#page=1
http://www.nytimes.com/2012/02/18/us/grand-canyon-town-in-arizona-weighs-huge-development.html?pagewanted=all
http://knau.org/post/tusayan-receives-20-acres-land-part-development-deal
http://policydevelopmentgroup.com/portfolio-view/tusayan/
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Make a donation to Save the Confluence.
http://savetheconfluence.com/donate-now/
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Make a donation to the Grand Canyon Trust.
https://grandcanyontrust.secure.nonprofitsoapbox.com/donate
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Added on 09 March 2015: Just found this. Probably of no relation to the confluence dispute.
http://www.confluenceproject.org/
http://www.confluenceproject.org/about/
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Added on 10 March 2015:Seems to be directly related to grandcanyontrust.org.
http://grandcanyontrust.nonprofitsoapbox.com/escalade
http://www.grandcanyontrust.org/grand-canyon-trust-staff
http://www.grandcanyontrust.org/newsroom
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Added on 11 March 2015 : Important timely news about politics of tribal nations.
Information on whom to comment to. This info is sourced from Save the Confluence. I do not know the accuracy of any information. So please be nice, respectful and polite.
https://www.facebook.com/SavetheConfluence?fref=nf
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Ya'ah'teeh (Hello) Everyone,
We hear that the Navajo Nation Council is waiting for a number to be placed on the proposed Grand Canyon Escalade bill. When the bill gets a number, there will be a five-day comment time.
Navajo Nation President Ben Shelly and his chief of staff Deswood Tome, are fast-tracking the bill because of the upcoming president's election. The bill is an agreement about an idea for a project, which lacks funding and investors.
In addition, many local families, including grazing permit holders, have not been given proper notice and or have not signed off to give authorization to this project. The bill also ignores federal and tribal laws required of the project. This includes whether a mall, a tram is appropriate for the environment.
We ask for your help. Thank you!
Please contact your council delegate and recommend the council postpone the decision about the project until after the elections.
Council Delegate Contact List:
Lorenzo Bate lbates@navajo-nsn.gov 480-280-1423
Kee Allen Begay Jr. keeallenbegayjr@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-6345
Mel R. Begay melrbegay@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-5366
Norman M. Begay nmbegay@navajo-nsn.gov 928-286-7335
Nelson BeGaye nelsonbegaye@navajo-nsn.gov 602-317-9732
Benjamin Bennett bbennett@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-2761
Nathaniel Brown nbrown@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-2273
Tom Chee tchee@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-2756
Amber Crotty acrotty@navajo-nsn.gov 928-286-7968
Seth Damon sdamon@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-0284
Davis Filfred davisfilfred@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-0425
Jonathan Hale jonathanhale@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-6057
Lee Jack, Sr. leejacksr@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-1674
Jonathan Nez jonathannez@navajo-nsn.gov 928-277-6291
Jonathan Perry jperry@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-2031
Leonard Pete leonardpete@navajo-nsn.gov 505-488-3834
Walter Phelps walterphelps@navajo-nsn.gov 505-906-1721
Alton Joe Shepherd ajsheperd@navajo-nsn.gov 505-906-1613
Tuchoney Slim, Jr. tslimjr@navajo-nsn.gov 928-380-2246
Raymond Smith, Jr. rsmithjr@navajo-nsn.gov 928-286-7325
Otto Tso otso@navajo-nsn.gov 928-255-2912
Leonard Tsosie leonardtsosie@navajo-nsn.gov 928-814-7283
Dwight Witherspoon dwitherspoon@navajo-nsn.gov 505-906-1520
Edmund Yazzie edmundyazzie@navajo-nsn.gov 928-679-5398
Office of Legislative Services
P. O. Box 3390
Window Rock, AZ 86515
Main Phone: (928) 871-7254
Fax Number: (928) 871-6623
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Added on 16 March 2015: About Life:
http://jetsonorama.net/
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“The best way to take control over a people and control them utterly is to take a little of their freedom at a time, to erode rights by a thousand tiny and almost imperceptible reductions. In this way, the people will not see those rights and freedoms being removed until past the point at which these changes cannot be reversed.”
Adolf Hitler
From the wisdom of evil people. It is easy to see their plans and their patience. 
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If this project begins to falter and it may. There will be a call for an expansion for a Casino. Surely this will ensure the success and profitability of the project.
If this project becomes very lucrative, successful and populated. There will be a call for expansion  for the benefit of all of the people. Thus a casino will rise up out of the sacred ground. Guaranteeing the loss of the historical and ancestral spiritual connectedness.
Either way a win-win for the Grand canyon Escalade Confluence Partners LLC.
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As of right now. I do see more than one gondola ride. Does this mean the entire project will go through an ever lasting expansion phase? A city will rise from this. An Airport.
As of right now. There is not enough support to stop this project. The Grand Canyon Escalade Confluence Partners LLC. will win and will move forward. Unless, there is much support from all peoples, not just those from the Tribal community.
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Many Confluence: (Unedited): 28 Feb 2015:
From the confluence of the two rivers. Which is made up of the confluence of many more waters. The racism which envelopes the tribal peoples must be abated.
C.J.MacKechnie

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Humanity was once a singular source and then became many. With deep understanding of those ancient wisdom's. Humanity can once again become a confluence of many into oneness.  The tribes and clans of mankind becoming as it once was - One humanity.
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Added on 24 March 2015: Spiritual Connections.
Have you ever thought about how your ancient tribe or clan becomes forgotten? It is very easy and does require only a few generations. Which in the grand scheme of the totality of time. Is barely a quick blink. The importance of your families history is a crucial key to gaining wisdom and understanding which is beyond just knowing knowledge. Knowledge can lead to wisdom and wisdom to understanding. When ancient historical knowledge is something which is tangible not only to the physical senses but to those senses which are beyond the physical. The aha of wisdom and the amazing emotion of understanding is brightly gleaned. This is why ancient lands are crucial in the protection of any tribes/clans history. All of the lands upon this Earth, above and below the waters are sacred.  This sacredness and respect of it all is necessary for all of our starting points in life. You do have to know where you have begun in order to begin and continue your journey of free choice.
This is what is going to happen. Just as what is happening with those wealthy Native American tribes. Everyone knows they are Indians or the politically correct term of native Americans. In which neither description is a true description. That is all the people know. Maybe, they will know they are Seminoles of Florida. Then that may be the extent of that knowledge.
As each of those Native American tribes begin to chase the wealth of the world. They each will forget themselves in the hopes of bringing opportunities and jobs to their people. Which will of course happen but at the cost of self identity and a fracturing of their spiritual connectedness.
That is the cost. Your self identity, your tribes identity and the continued fracturing of your spiritual connectedness.
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Thursday, August 28, 2014

WW ME: Unedited: 28 Aug 2014:

Happiness can begin when you realize that all of the harsh abuses that you have endured have ceased. Thus, it's time to celebrate. You have won your own World War of ME.
  C.J.MacKechnie
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I know the abuses suffered and endured are awful. I do not and am not making light of any of it. But, after any great struggle in your life no matter the outcome. You should celebrate. This is healthy. Even if in your own mind at this moment in time you are at a loss as to why or even how you were victorious.
It is simple and yet so very difficult to explain. All of the abuses you have ever had to endure was never about you. It was always about the abuser. You were just the body present. If it was not you then it would have been someone else. Maybe, someone else who would not have been as strong and as determined to survive as you were.
You survived! Isn't that enough! Can't that be enough! Well it should be enough. Go forth and begin your life, this new life of your emergence from suffering, darkness and loneliness.

You survived and your survival is evidence of your abusers failure. Your successful life to come if you choose to make that effort without cessation. Will be those nails in your abusers coffin of absolute failure. Make sure there are many, many nails. Do so without a vengeful heart but out of your celebration that you become so empowered to be absolutely happy in life. Even if that happiness does not seem very possible in this moment. Because, every moment in this life is possible if you believe it to be. So, believe in your internal strength which have been proven worthy in your own fires of hell in which you have successfully endured. You are victorious. So celebrate and reject any and all other attempts of anyone to ever abuse you again. Because, the abuse which cometh shall all be the same but with different faces.

During the World Wars on this planet. Many peoples experienced much hardship and many kinds of hells. Yet, after each war. The signs of victory went up. The celebrations began. You the one who has been so greatly abused for so very long. Put out your signs of victory. No matter your immediate outcome. Because, either way all of the abuse will end via your own decision to end it all now.
Celebrate, celebrate, celebrate. It is OK and acceptable to do so. Because, tomorrow begins the rebuilding of you and rebuild yourself in a most grand way. Your now worthy of this and deserving of it. Your rebuilding shall not be easy but is very necessary. See this essential truth , Know this essential truth and become the architect of a great new you without all of the pride which can become a part of your re-building.  
Never ever and do not ever put into the new building of you, any of your abuses suffered endured in order to remember them forever. Let them all die like the unknown criminals they all were. Happiness shall be found by you in the time of your happy awareness.
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Apparently there are 24 hours of Happy
this is just one hour.
http://youtu.be/7tiD1xKDmeo
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Time shall go by in your life of victory and over that time you may eve doubt your victory and battles which you seem you  did not actually win. The monsters which had been in your life and who have done many terrible things to you. Tried and tried to end the person of your most basic essence. They failed and failed miserably. Yes, and yes all of those terrible things that have been done to you, you were absolutely powerless against their onslaught. You must see the battles against you was only done through your body and mind to get to your spirit. Can you see this truth? This was spiritual warfare against your spiritual essence. Yet, your here reading this. Which means you have won your victory as hard and difficult as it had been.  So be Happy and make that journey to actually be happy. The only thing holding you back from now until then is --YOU.
So free yourself from the burden of your traumatic history and stand tall in the light and walk out of the hell of your own mind. There before you is your own gates of hell. Can you see where I am pointing. Those gates have been busted open by a brother long ago and all you have to do is walk through them under your own power. You may feel weak and you may be weary. You are very strong still and just walk out of this mental prison and never return. Now walk. Now run. Never look back and take nothing with you.
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Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Life Storms: (Unedited): 11 June 2010:

Even during the rain storms of life. Something good and positive can be found if searched. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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If you are reading this and your life has been hell. Then know right this very moment. Your a survivor. Your a conqueror. Your victorious. Yes, You do not feel like one. Neither did I. But, never the less you are. Yes, the abuses and tortures you have endured were evil, bad and terrible. Yet, here you are reading this goofy quote.  Of all of the hell you have had to endure. Your strength and will defeated those who tried to end you. Your strength and will to live is proof that you won. I do understand, what I am trying to prove to you. I did not feel strong let alone a winner. I felt very much the opposite.
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No matter what you have already endured in this life. Even if you think and believe that all this life has ever been is Hell on Earth. There always is something positive to learn. Even if it is a simple positive thing that people can smile at in a weird way. Such as for me. "It is not good to try and kill your adopted son (me)". I know that was probably a failed attempt at humor. That is a basic lesson to learn. It is not good to kill your children, to abuse your children, to torture your children and etc.
There are about 500,00 kids in foster care every single year in the USA and the majority of those kids have parents who did not know that one simple truth and still don't. 
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Search for those positive good things which are within you. You are of great value and importance. 
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You are worthy of the life you know you should have. You can give to your own children the life you always ever wanted. make the effort and make it happen.

Friday, January 25, 2013

Breaking Yourself: (Unedited): 28 May 2010:

Breaking free. Breaking out. Breaking under the weight of lies illusions that once governed you. Enslaved and imprisoned by the heavy burden that once threatened to break you. Standing firm. Standing strong. Victorious from winning the war over yourself. C.J.MacKechnie
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 Lies, lies and more lies. Believed as truths told to you and expected from you by those who were supposed to love, comfort and protect you.  Yet, Here you are today. You remain a broken person. Your free of all of those abuses and tortures you have endured. Today and right now begins the discovery of who you are supposed to be. Do not fear this now. Today can begin your search for your true identity. Just like that show "Diggers". Those incredible things of value which will define your true identity is all buried beneath the dirt and filth of the lies told to you. Some of the valuable gems which are buried are forgotten. But, most of of those valuable gems need to be re-discovered by you and all of them will fill in those empty spaces of your true nature. Just like a missing puzzle piece which finally reveals a new thing about you.
Getting to those places may be hazardous for you and you may have to relive some old memories. Just keep digging carefully. Walk down those dangerous crevices with care. Seek and search for the beautiful contents of your soul. It's worth it and you are worth it. Your beautiful and always have been. Despite the ugliness of the life you have had up until right now. Go and find your beauty with as much zeal as those digger guys.

http://channel.nationalgeographic.com/channel/diggers/
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Formerly Titled "Breaking".
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Partial Inspiration is from Mercy me "Beautiful"
http://youtu.be/1vh7-RSPuAA
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Original content titled "Breaking"
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