Self Defined Limits: (Unedited): 20 Dec 2017:

The limits we think we have are often times those internal self deceptions which are only revealed when we have exceeded everything beyond our own belief system. Often times this happens not by a desirable choice.

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If you ask people who survived horrific events in their lives and have come out of them. You may just find if you inquire or they volunteer the information. That they once thought they were never strong enough and yet they did and are now certainly stronger. These unfortunate and undesirable events are never welcomed or even asked for. As we pray in our own way to be protected from and to be saved from these crucibles in life. Yet, without them we never ever fully know exactly what we are truly capable of. Sometimes even a self fear can grow from this realization. That self fear can either be healthy or very negative for you. From now on it will always be how you govern and restrain yourself in a healthy way.
For instance. I have met and have known of some very dangerous people. They often times present themselves as the nicest people in the world (they are) and you would never know that they could kill you a four or five different ways before you even hit the ground. Literally and that fast. That efficient and there would nothing you could do to stop them or slow them down in any way. But, once they step into the ring or on the battlefield or in the hood with their badge. Their demeanor changes.

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 To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Fewer Police: Underground Church: (Unedited): 29 Sept 2016:

New thought impressions. Updates on 23 Jan 2017, 24 Jan 2017,
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At this time I will no longer be doing yearly prophecy blogs. I am about to close up the 2017. For whatever reason. I feel nothing for doing them any more.  I do know they are tied to the Jewish Calendar. I also, suspect Islamic attacks are associated with the Islamic Calendar. I've learned a  lot about prophecy in the last few years. The most important things I have learned. 1). Is that any bad and sad prophecy ever spoken or written can be mitigated and/or averted. 2) The condition of your heart and your journey towards righteousness and holiness seem to be a key in preventing prophecies to specific groups of people from the individual, family, tribe, community, nation, continent, entire planet and most likely entire solar system and entire galaxy. If we as a people survive the coming extinction level events which will be our own fault.
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In the USA fewer and fewer men and women of honor and integrity shall pursue a career in Law Enforcement. This may be more valid at the local level. The militarization of the police and Sheriff forces all across the country will become mainstream.
Once the balance has been tipped in favor of chaos and it is commonly known. Then the people will take law and judgement into their own hands. Forcing the hands of the Government who has not honored the people to alter the laws and send in the military to violently bring law and order. It shall not matter whether or not the special interest oligarchy or the corporate oligarchy is voted upon. 
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In the USA. Predominantly white churches will need to learn what the black churches had done to survive. They both will come together as they each will go underground. The underground churches will begin to experience miracles as a common occurrence.  This is also to include Latino, Asian and other racially specific churches.
Wisdom and knowledge of how those churches survived around the world will also be of great importance. But, more important than anything is their individual free choice or repentance and righteousness as only accepted by the eyes of God. Then when they all come together in one righteous spirit. Great holy power shall come forth. But this shall be after...
Need to read 2 Timothy:
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NOTE: If you read my writings in regard to race and racism. Then you should know that these words of the colors is not insulting. Nor are they intended to be. 
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Added on 23 Jan 2017: It seems already this year of today's date an increase of 150% increase in cop killings by gunshot. Neighborhoods who seem to be more stressed than others. Have begun to openly walk around with guns in order to protect themselves from police brutality (Read this again). The events at Standing Rock North Dakota are also having an impact on the nation's civilian perception of the police. That the police are becoming a threat to society. People are showing their guns in the face of a wrongly perceived threat. It is only going to get worse. Especially if the Standing Rock Massacre occurs. Even if the Standing Rock North Dakota massacre is prevented. Those who have a deep evil within them will have their massacre elsewhere.
https://www.odmp.org/search/year
http://www.foxnews.com/us/2017/01/23/police-stop-armed-men-patrolling-texas-neighborhood-after-viral-arrest.html
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Added on 24 Jan 2017:
Once a large group of people decide they have had enough. Once there are enough of the civilian population which believes that cops are the enemy. Cops will die as is already happening all over the USA this year alone. A Louisiana cop was just killed the other day for stopping to assist in an accident while off duty and still in uniform. Someone just shot him in the head.

Who is at fault?
WE ALL ARE!!!

1). Bad cops who caused black lives matter to begin and who cause black lives matter to remain a force. (Black Lives Matter organization do have the right to exist).
2). The law enforcement and politicians of the entire state of North Dakota and the 8+ month long protest at the area known as Standing Rock North Dakota.
3). The entire organization called the main stream media. Collective Media Blackout.
4). The Federal Government. It seems like it doesn't matter who is in charge. Same ole same ole.
5). The anarchist and violent minded which have gotten themselves involved with this peaceful protest.
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Added on 05 Feb 2017: The tone in the air of Standing Rock, North Dakota has changed. Anytime a bad and sad prophecy is revealed. It is not to give power to it. It is to give you the power to prevent any and all bad and sad prophecies. You all have the power to decide to take action in order to prevent or mitigate. If you decide to do nothing or to just play your mindless and spiritless part. Then the bad and sad prophetic event may just happen worse than it was foretold. A human created or inspired prophecy can have many variables to it. While a natural event bad and sad prophecy will be more focused on very specific events and outcomes. Although the outcomes can be mitigated if the natural event cannot be prevented.
Back to Standing Rock, North Dakota. The Government of Standing Rock seems to want and are planning a massacre. They will continue to incite as they have done for the past 9+ months. Everything the Government of North Dakota has done is based in strategy and dehumanizing those who are in the way. This is evidenced by voting on laws which makes it legal to run over Oil protestors. This also includes laws which take over all of the tribal lands which were guaranteed by federal Law. Under the guise of doing good for the poor Indian people.
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The purpose of all of my writing is to prevent all death and to save all lives.

To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy or entitlements.
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Sinners Judgement: (Unedited): 16 march 2016:

As guilt and shame settle into the minds of the sinner who has initially survived. They lament for what was and what they once had. All the while cursing God for what they know is yet to come. Extinction and post judgement.
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I do believe that God is all love, all mercy and all compassion.
When we each walk our last walk, breathe our last breath. or can even foresee the end of ourselves. Will you become as the repentant sinner or remain the unrepentant sinner? Only in that last moment and if your even aware of it as the repentant sinner was. For even the unrepentant sinner was still full of his sin and mocking the innocent soul who endured more than was humanly expected.
Everyone knows what is coming for humanity. Everyone has read, listened to or watched those apocalypse documentaries on the Television. Everyone knows that God is gonna receive all of the blame for humanities extinction and destruction of the whole world. This is not the case. The sole blame shall be upon all of humanity. For humanity has walked away from righteousness, holiness, honor, respect, sanity and logical reason. Humanity has walked away from truth and embraced all manor of lies and deceptions because it feels good. So humanity will be allowed to destroy itself and the whole planet shall be purified with a great fire. In which no one/life will survive not even those deep underground.
All we have to do to save this whole planet and ourselves is:
To love one another,
To live in peace,
To exist in harmony,
To cherish life,
To obey the laws of God.
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https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke+23%3A+39-43&version=NABRE
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To love one another.

To live in peace.

To exist in harmony.

To cherish/respect life. 

To obey/honor the Laws of God.

To become the holy and righteous people as The Heavenly Father intended us all to be.

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Earth Saddness: Mournful Laments: Never Known: (Unedited): 19 May 2015:

When the great sadness befalls the whole of the Earth. All will know it is now to late for righteous living. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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It seems everyone wants peace. You see the upside down symbol for the tree of life. The opposite if you will of life. Which is unknowingly embedded into the symbol for the peace is an essential truth. There shall be peace when there is no life. I do not think anyone knows this. maybe, it is one of those more subtle lie and deception in this life. If you have read any of my writings which reveal the mathematical formula for life and for death. You can see it. Here on this Earth the tree is the symbol for life and an upside down tree is the symbol for death. Do you know the third symbol? Which involves the tree symbol? The mushroom cloud of a nuclear explosion. So one symbol is for active life pursuits. The upside down peace sign is a passive sign for death. The nuclear mushroom cloud is the active sign for death.
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The great sadness may begin when their is sudden death everywhere.
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Mournful laments: (Unedited): 19 May 2015:

The greatest of all mournful laments are those cried by all of those who have survived immediately after an event.

C.J.MacKechnie

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I typically do not write in a depressing manor. This may mean something. I may label this as prophetic. If you are merely a religious person. Seek a private and professional life in actual righteousness. This includes you pastors, theologians. If you allow sin to reside within your holy places. What have you done? You will be better off rotting in jail being perpetually abused then to allow sin to reside in your holy places. It matters not the laws of men. 

For each of you religious persons to agree and to allow this. Each of you religious persons will become responsible for the death of your nation, your cities, your families and your world. You know the prophecies of old. Do the math. Do the math of death immediately after an event and then those who die from the aftermath. There are two sets of numbers. Those known and those not known. The not known numbers can be statistically revealed. 

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Never Known: (Unedited): 19 May 2015:

Flee from sin. Even if you have to flee from your churches. Those persons who remain in the churches where sin resides within the holy places shall perish and become as they were never known.

C.J.MacKechnie

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abomination_of_desolation

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This is not just about the churches. It also include your synagogues, Masques, Temples, any holy place/land and sanctuaries. 

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For the rapture shall be denied after the fact that so many were not known by God. The rapture shall be for the righteous and not the religious. For instance read the stories below. Just in the Tampa region of Florida. Just copy and paste.

http://www.wftv.com/news/news/local/clearwater-pastor-accused-aiding-755900-tax-scam/nk84K/

http://www.tampabay.com/news/courts/criminal/sons-sold-cocaine-as-tampa-deeper-life-pastors-ministered-to-addicts/2229598

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WW ME: Unedited: 28 Aug 2014:

Happiness can begin when you realize that all of the harsh abuses that you have endured have ceased. Thus, it's time to celebrate. You have won your own World War of ME.
  C.J.MacKechnie

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I know the abuses suffered and endured are awful. I do not and am not making light of any of it. But, after any great struggle in your life no matter the outcome. You should celebrate. This is healthy. Even if in your own mind at this moment in time you are at a loss as to why or even how you were victorious.
It is simple and yet so very difficult to explain. All of the abuses you have ever had to endure was never about you. It was always about the abuser. You were just the body present. If it was not you then it would have been someone else. Maybe, someone else who would not have been as strong and as determined to survive as you were.
You survived! Isn't that enough! Can't that be enough! Well it should be enough. Go forth and begin your life, this new life of your emergence from suffering, darkness and loneliness.

You survived and your survival is evidence of your abusers failure. Your successful life to come if you choose to make that effort without cessation. Will be those nails in your abusers coffin of absolute failure. Make sure there are many, many nails. Do so without a vengeful heart but out of your celebration that you become so empowered to be absolutely happy in life. Even if that happiness does not seem very possible in this moment. Because, every moment in this life is possible if you believe it to be. So, believe in your internal strength which have been proven worthy in your own fires of hell in which you have successfully endured. You are victorious. So celebrate and reject any and all other attempts of anyone to ever abuse you again. Because, the abuse which comes shall all be the same but with different faces.

During the World Wars on this planet. Many peoples experienced much hardship and many kinds of hell's. Yet, after each war. The signs of victory went up. The celebrations began. You the one who has been so greatly abused for so very long. Put out your signs of victory. No matter your immediate outcome. Because, either way all of the abuse will end via your own decision to end it all now.
Celebrate, celebrate, celebrate. It is OK and acceptable to do so. Because, tomorrow begins the rebuilding of you and rebuild yourself in a most grand way. You're worthy of this and deserving of it. Your rebuilding shall not be easy but is very necessary. See this essential truth, Know this essential truth and become the architect of a great new you without all of the pride which can become a part of your re-building.  
Never ever and do not ever put into the new building of you, any of your abuses suffered endured in order to remember them forever. Let them all die like the unknown criminals they all were. Happiness shall be found by you in the time of your happy awareness.
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Apparently there are 24 hours of Happy
this is just one hour.
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Time shall go by in your life of victory and over that time you may even doubt your victory and battles which you seem you  did not actually win. The monsters which had been in your life and who have done many terrible things to you. Tried and tried to end the person of your most basic essence. They failed and failed miserably. Yes, and yes all of those terrible things that have been done to you, you were absolutely powerless against their onslaught. You must see the battles against you was only done through your body and mind to get to your spirit. Can you see this truth? This was spiritual warfare against your spiritual essence. Yet, your here reading this. Which means you have won your victory as hard and difficult as it had been.  So be Happy and make that journey to actually be happy. The only thing holding you back from now until then is --YOU.
So free yourself from the burden of your traumatic history and stand tall in the light and walk out of the hell of your own mind. There before you is your own gates of hell. Can you see where I am pointing. Those gates have been busted open by a brother long ago and all you have to do is walk through them under your own power. You may feel weak and you may be weary. You are very strong still and just walk out of this mental prison and never return. Now walk. Now run. Never look back and take nothing with you.

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Added on 24 June 2024:My 6 word book I wrote a long time ago. 

"I survived, not by me, Jesus. 

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Added on 14 July 2024: 

For those of you who have not been abused. The odds are that you know someone who has been severely abused if not tortured for a large portion of their lives. Think about this at 58 years old I'm down to 31% of my life has under threat of abuse and torture. So if the abused person never mentions anything about their past. It is not necessarily about trust as much as it is how they are saving you from their bad memories and awful stories. So, be merciful and understanding. But, be a good friend. I would lay odds that if the abused person considers you a friend. They will never leave you and they will always be there with you. Even if they have to walk into your hell to find you. To them hell was home and a place they can easily navigate.

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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25 Aug 2014 Flasback: (Unedited):

All of a sudden. There I am in many paces at a single moment of time. All of them based in my own sense of loneliness within this world of many. Even in those places where fun isn't supposed to be so lonely.
Walt Disney,  Busch Gardens.

My adopted dad took me to these two theme parks only once each. In each case. He refused to ride any rides with me. It seemed like I had to drag all through the parks and knew he really didn't want to be there or with me.  How is this important in the grand scheme of things? Just the sense of loneliness I have always felt in life. Not ever having anyone who truly wanted to share a positive childhood with. If you have read some of my other personal notes you may know the rest.

Flashbacks will come and go and it is of importance to deal with each one in a timely and safe manor with a strong and sober mind.
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Sometimes humor just works even if it is from a lizard.
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Sometimes your current life is a lot different then it was. Simply because I choose not to drink, smoke, drug or medicate. In which all of those things would have taken from me the ability to heal from those woes of long ago. Those decisions were that important. To do those things would have inhibited in some way the happiness that I wanted.

http://youtu.be/y6Sxv-sUYtM
 
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Sometimes you have to just change the way things are to the best you can. Even if your best may not be good enough for your own children and wife. Because, deep down you know they all deserved much more then you could ever provide for them. Such is one of the reason for all of my writings. It is all for them and for the next new generations.
When you have nothing and no one. You just have to do all you can without rest and just hope with all of the hope you can muster that your efforts will eventually work. Even if those efforts are only realized through your adult children and Grand Children.
This is how you combat, confront, conquer any PTSD related events. You must endure them with a sober mind. Is it fun to be drug and or medication free. Nope. It is the best choice for eventual freedom from the bad and sad of your former life. That is also another key. You must choose to make all of the bad and sad, your former life.

So, if that means you need to obtain an education. Then go and get it. Beyond that which you think you need today. Just to prove a point to yourself. That your greater than any minimum standard. After all, You have already survived what truly a bad and sad situation really was. Aren't you that much stronger than the average and normal. So, do not fall into that trap or box of wanting to be average or normal. Your much much more than that. The average and normal may not have the strength or courage to endure or even survive what you have had to in this life. I the writer of this may not have been able to endure or survive your life of woes. So, seek and find solace in that.
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The difference between a spiritual attack and a PTSD. A PTSD is one created by your entire memory of the event. You experience everything. The sounds, The smells, The emotions, The actions, The visions and much more. Sometimes the PTSD can be so intense that somehow you believe you are actually there even though you know you are not. Which brings logical conflict and confusion to your own mind.  You may even confuse others as those who wanted to harm you and take action upon them. The intensity is very high.
The spiritual attack is somewhat different. The demonic spirits which begin an attack upon you are not perfect and thorough in their attack. The simulated PTSD or spiritual attack seems to be much less in the use of complete memories. The entire experience of a spiritual attack is lacking in the sounds, the smells, the emotions, the actions,the visions and much more. The spiritual attack occurs because you have began some sort of righteous journey in life or maybe you are about to decide to begin a righteous journey. So the spiritual attack pieces together all of your memories. In the hopes that you believe these inserted false memories are your own. If you believe, your own brain will or should fill in the rest of the information of their attack upon you. The logical part of your own brain, if you choose to listen to that part will send up warnings that something is odd in some way. That is when you should take the time to just stop, to just pray and to just meditate. Just by doing so. The spirits who are attacking you become embroiled and know of their failure. Because, their attack upon you was purposed to prevent you from continuing on the righteous path and yet you logically resorted to being righteous right then and right now. The essence of a spiritual failure on the fallen ones part. Always know that many of these fallen ones are greatly superior to any human being. Yet, for all of their superiority they failed with you. Your victorious in that one attack.
Then repeat your righteous actions and live your righteous life.
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Thankful Present: (Unedited): 28 Nov 2013:

Being thankful for what is present now. Is more important than the bad and sad memories of the past you survived. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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 My childhood story may sound bad and sad. But, there are a large number of children who have survived more abuses and tortures than I have. Then there are those children who died at the hands of their evil parents and relatives.
If you are reading this now. You have survived your awful past and stand victorious. Be thankful. Yes, thankful for your past. Because, your enduring strength is proven. Even though you may feel like the damaged victim. You survived it all and hopefully you are now in a safe place.

I am today, very thankful for what I have endured. I am very thankful for my wife and children. I am thankful for the life I have and had. I have experienced much and evolved from all of those negative experiences. This is important. So is the life you have had and will have. I hope you can find the positive in your whole life. Even if it does seem like that golden needle in a sea of golden hay. Your search for the positives in your life is well worth it.All of the abuse and tortures you have had to endure. Was never about you. It was always them, those who did those terrible things to you. You were just the body present.

Everyday is a Thanksgiving. I hope everyone can live everyday of their lives in a joyful celebration.
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Everlasting inspiration: (Unedited): 26 May 2013:

Those long suffering souls who have been the most abused and tortured. Can become those persons who espouses the greatest in everlasting inspirations in life.
C.J. MacKechnie

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Who can positively inspire more than someone who has survived a horrible/horrific life story?
Who can teach the truth behind confronting and conquering your own inner demons than someone who has already done it?
Who can better teach about adapting and overcoming all of life's trials and tribulations than someone who has already done it?

Can you and will you begin a new life of teaching those who are suffering through their own life. That they to can find it through to the other side of perpetual misery and sadness. The only difference between you and those who are enduring or even just barely holding onto sanity. Is that you have done it and so can they. Go forth and reveal your cold dark and lonely secrets. inspire others to motivate themselves. Find and search for them are are lost in the valley of the shadow of death. Point the way towards the exit sign for hell.

Isn't this a reason why your insignificant self has survived and even thrived after your own harrowing tails of woes? This is very important. You should be just a little upset at my word use of calling you insignificant. You are not insignificant. You are a genuine teacher for meaning and purpose. Your training and education was from within the blast furnace of hell itself.

 You are a teacher/leader. Teach and lead those out of the hells fire. The gates have already been broken. The only thing holding them down is them. The only thing holding them inside of their hell is them. Encourage, Inspire and point the way out.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.  

To exist in harmony with all.  

To Cherish all life.  

To be obedient to the Laws of God.  

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.  

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Lifes Death: (Unedited): 07 June 2010:

I have often wondered why some people often have so much death in their lives. Yet, they are the ones who must suffer through the memory of each one. Maybe, it is the school of "JOB" that they have to work through in this life. I do not think most of the people who have outlived family and friends ever realize it. Much like me. I always thought that death, misery and suffering surrounded me. I was the cause of it all. I even thought that I had the power to kill. Just by wishing it on a person. After all, My mother died two weeks after I called her every bad name That this once 13 year old could think of. Then I said; I hate you and I wish you were dead. My very last words. Then there was all of the foster kids that died in various ways or just disappeared. It took me a long long time. To realize that it was not me who was surrounded by death. It was my life that was experiencing all of the death, misery and suffering that was happening to other people around me. Even to the matter of me not dieing. I have come close to death many times and each time I survived in an logically unexplainable way. So, why must you and me continue to witness all of this death, misery and suffering? I think there are many reasons mostly related to you individually. I for myself have left those who are creators of drama of any kind far behind. Those of you who still are witnesses of death, misery and suffering. You to have control and power of your own life. You are the authors of the very next chapters of your own biography. Go and do what is positive for you in the here and now. Then discover what rewards will manifest for you several chapters later. There is and always be love, hope and compassion for those who seek it out. C.J.MacKechnie
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Job_%28biblical_figure%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Book_of_Job
http://www.bibletutor.com/level1/program/start/books/oldtest/psalms/job.htm