Darkened Soul: Soul Restoration: (Unedited): 14 July 2017:

A beautiful soul becomes darkened and aged when ugliness of heart, thought and action becomes predominantly universal within their whole being. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Soul Restoration: (Unedited): 14 June 2017:

A darkened old and tired lonely soul which reaches out to the light of love, mercy and compassion. Receives forgiveness and restoration when the outward lies and self deception are no more within or forever expressed. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Lightning storm Had to unplug.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Righteous Trail X4: Forced Hunger: (Unedited): 19-21 Sept 2016:

I have to write even when I don't want to. To be obedient to the words to the best of my ability. In the hopes that the readers will discover the true meaning and intentions of the words I do write in my best uneducated way as possible. I have come to the realization that the purpose of my writing is for those who are gifted in writing.
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Traveling on the righteous trail less traveled means you will encounter more prickly thorns and more tangling briar patches from the world. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Have you ever walked on any trail less traveled by any other human being. It is not very comfortable. The walk is not very easy as there will be uncertain footing and moving stones. There may be thorny vines in your way as well as hanging and slithering critters. You may get sweaty or uncomfortably cold, You may get dirty and tear your clothing. You may remain hungry and thirsty.
If your your walk is contrary to how the disciples of Jesus suffered and died. You may need to re-evaluate your faith. Especially, where sin is welcomed and celebrated.
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You must always focus more on God and of Heavenly things when you freely decide to travel on the righteous trail of the lonely walk.

C.J.MacKechnie

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The righteous trail can be very treacherous and you may lose your life after much suffering. This may be your call to be a martyr of God. To be able to express love, peace, harmony and life. While under sever threat. Then just before the breath of life leaves your body. You can still express love and forgiveness. By keeping your focus only upon God and of heavenly things. You will be able to hold onto the truths while sever pain is continually inflicted upon you. By remaining righteous and holy in the eyes of God only. Will you be rewarded greater than any other. For even as Jesus died after severe pain. He still loved and as he gave up the ghost. He forgave. To live as Jesus had, to be as Jesus was and to become like Jesus is. Is the way the truth and the life eternal.
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Walking the righteous trail is never as lonely as the person who has never walked it seems to think it is. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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The one who has never walked upon the righteous trail. can see the dangers, the risks, the unsafe situations. They can see movements in the shadows and hear strange vicious animals within the loneliness of that mysterious trail. This is why the few who get onto the righteous trail remain on it for any time. Because, From the righteous trail you still see and hear the parties, the cheering of a winning sports team, The seductions of smiling beautiful women and of manly men manliness. You can experience the speedy thrills which always happen in the world of concrete and steel. There is never a dull moment in the world away from God. Even to the point where God no longer exists. Until you become your own god.
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One is never alone when God is with us/me. When you and Emanuel are on that trail of righteousness. You shall never be alone.

C.J.MacKechnie

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A good father is always close by when the child must do a thing which will guarantee growth and maturity. Even if the child falls off of the bike or takes a big UN-welcomed gulp of water.  Something is always learned. especially, when the child gets back on the bike or jumps into the water again. Still the father is there. It is the same with your heavenly father who is Emanuel to us all. God is with us and God is in us and God is all around us. God Is. When you do feel like you are alone. Know those feelings of loneliness do go away when you spend the correct amount of time in the Bible, in prayer, in meditation and in fasting. Always repent and remain on the righteous path.
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Forced Hunger: (Unedited): 21 Sept 2016:

Forced hunger while walking upon the righteous trail. May not be a suffering discipline forced upon you. Being hungry may be God calling you for a fast, a talk and a listen.

C.J.MacKechnie

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 Many of the righteous people do become hungry. Do not see this in any kind of negative light. Do not see your hunger as a curse or some sort of discipline of sin. If you are righteous, holy and are on the righteous trail which was created by God your heavenly father. Always know that you are his beloved child and God will not give you rocks and stones to eat and drink. A loving God who is your Heavenly father may just desire to talk with you in Heavenly power. In heavenly power the body must be physically tried. Your mindset, your attitude, You humility and your understanding will go a long way in the successful deliverance of the message and or mission. What are you will to give to be like Christ? How much are you willing to give to be as Christ was? So in hunger discipline yourself and ready your whole selfless self. Eat the Bible, Pray in tears of blood, mediate with sweat of blood. Know, know, know. By shedding yourself you become more that you are.
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In no circumstance am I indicating for anyone to ever harm themselves or anyone else. The expression of love, peace, harmony and life is in their most purest form.
The use of hunger is one in which you are not in control of. If you are not in control of the food you have or do not have. Then it could be a sign for you to read the Bible, pray, meditate and contemplate.
You may also be one of the selected righteous souls of the Heavenly Father who has ordained for you to be that witness to how the church no longer cares for those who are the most needy. You may even be disabled to a degree which guarantees you helplessness in this life. The church which does not express love, mercy and compassion shall suffer more than you. This also include those in attendance. because, to them you are their Christ and when their faith is empty and they are apathetic of your plight. Do not think they do unto you. They do unto Christ Because it is Christ who is in you and works through you. Just do as Steven and as Christ. Love and forgive.
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Go and sin no more.

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To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Love Essence: Love Happiness: Love Movement: Butterfly Love: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2014:

Love essence

Love freely given is the true essence of love expressed.  C.J.MacKechnie

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Love Happiness

Love freely Expressed leads to internal happiness realized. C.J.MacKechnie

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Where is your love and happiness? is it over there or under here? Can it be in this city or that? Maybe someone has taken your love and happiness. Maybe your love and happiness is lost within the sands of time.
Your love and happiness is no where to be found. You have searched, you have wanted, you have prayed and yet love and happiness has always been so elusive for you. Why, Why I cannot be loved or happy as you have cried many nights alone? Because, the deepest love and happiness you need and deserve is and always has been deep within your own heart.

Love and Happiness has a cost to it. To love without any expectancy of loves returned. Love freely given is the true essence of love expressed.
If you always say and think that Love can't, Love won't, Love hasn't and Love don't. This is and has become your truth and you become your final and most essential reason as to why your love and you happiness has been experienced. It won't matter how many tears you have shed in the loneliness of your lonely places.
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For you to taste or to even know happiness, You should express love without any movement of your lips. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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You already know the liars and their movements of their lips. Often times if not many more than that the spoken words of loves promises has always been absent of substance. Love expressed has much substance while love spoken into the air is most times lighter than the air and floats away.
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Butterfly Love

Love freely expressed stretches out the butterfly wings of your heart. The joy of loves free flight becomes experienced. Happiness truly begins. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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25 Aug 2014 Flasback: (Unedited):

All of a sudden. There I am in many paces at a single moment of time. All of them based in my own sense of loneliness within this world of many. Even in those places where fun isn't supposed to be so lonely.
Walt Disney,  Busch Gardens.

My adopted dad took me to these two theme parks only once each. In each case. He refused to ride any rides with me. It seemed like I had to drag all through the parks and knew he really didn't want to be there or with me.  How is this important in the grand scheme of things? Just the sense of loneliness I have always felt in life. Not ever having anyone who truly wanted to share a positive childhood with. If you have read some of my other personal notes you may know the rest.

Flashbacks will come and go and it is of importance to deal with each one in a timely and safe manor with a strong and sober mind.
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Sometimes humor just works even if it is from a lizard.
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Sometimes your current life is a lot different then it was. Simply because I choose not to drink, smoke, drug or medicate. In which all of those things would have taken from me the ability to heal from those woes of long ago. Those decisions were that important. To do those things would have inhibited in some way the happiness that I wanted.

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Sometimes you have to just change the way things are to the best you can. Even if your best may not be good enough for your own children and wife. Because, deep down you know they all deserved much more then you could ever provide for them. Such is one of the reason for all of my writings. It is all for them and for the next new generations.
When you have nothing and no one. You just have to do all you can without rest and just hope with all of the hope you can muster that your efforts will eventually work. Even if those efforts are only realized through your adult children and Grand Children.
This is how you combat, confront, conquer any PTSD related events. You must endure them with a sober mind. Is it fun to be drug and or medication free. Nope. It is the best choice for eventual freedom from the bad and sad of your former life. That is also another key. You must choose to make all of the bad and sad, your former life.

So, if that means you need to obtain an education. Then go and get it. Beyond that which you think you need today. Just to prove a point to yourself. That your greater than any minimum standard. After all, You have already survived what truly a bad and sad situation really was. Aren't you that much stronger than the average and normal. So, do not fall into that trap or box of wanting to be average or normal. Your much much more than that. The average and normal may not have the strength or courage to endure or even survive what you have had to in this life. I the writer of this may not have been able to endure or survive your life of woes. So, seek and find solace in that.
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The difference between a spiritual attack and a PTSD. A PTSD is one created by your entire memory of the event. You experience everything. The sounds, The smells, The emotions, The actions, The visions and much more. Sometimes the PTSD can be so intense that somehow you believe you are actually there even though you know you are not. Which brings logical conflict and confusion to your own mind.  You may even confuse others as those who wanted to harm you and take action upon them. The intensity is very high.
The spiritual attack is somewhat different. The demonic spirits which begin an attack upon you are not perfect and thorough in their attack. The simulated PTSD or spiritual attack seems to be much less in the use of complete memories. The entire experience of a spiritual attack is lacking in the sounds, the smells, the emotions, the actions,the visions and much more. The spiritual attack occurs because you have began some sort of righteous journey in life or maybe you are about to decide to begin a righteous journey. So the spiritual attack pieces together all of your memories. In the hopes that you believe these inserted false memories are your own. If you believe, your own brain will or should fill in the rest of the information of their attack upon you. The logical part of your own brain, if you choose to listen to that part will send up warnings that something is odd in some way. That is when you should take the time to just stop, to just pray and to just meditate. Just by doing so. The spirits who are attacking you become embroiled and know of their failure. Because, their attack upon you was purposed to prevent you from continuing on the righteous path and yet you logically resorted to being righteous right then and right now. The essence of a spiritual failure on the fallen ones part. Always know that many of these fallen ones are greatly superior to any human being. Yet, for all of their superiority they failed with you. Your victorious in that one attack.
Then repeat your righteous actions and live your righteous life.
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Everlasting inspiration: (Unedited): 26 May 2013:

Those long suffering souls who have been the most abused and tortured. Can become those persons who espouses the greatest in everlasting inspirations in life.
C.J. MacKechnie

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Who can positively inspire more than someone who has survived a horrible/horrific life story?
Who can teach the truth behind confronting and conquering your own inner demons than someone who has already done it?
Who can better teach about adapting and overcoming all of life's trials and tribulations than someone who has already done it?

Can you and will you begin a new life of teaching those who are suffering through their own life. That they to can find it through to the other side of perpetual misery and sadness. The only difference between you and those who are enduring or even just barely holding onto sanity. Is that you have done it and so can they. Go forth and reveal your cold dark and lonely secrets. inspire others to motivate themselves. Find and search for them are are lost in the valley of the shadow of death. Point the way towards the exit sign for hell.

Isn't this a reason why your insignificant self has survived and even thrived after your own harrowing tails of woes? This is very important. You should be just a little upset at my word use of calling you insignificant. You are not insignificant. You are a genuine teacher for meaning and purpose. Your training and education was from within the blast furnace of hell itself.

 You are a teacher/leader. Teach and lead those out of the hells fire. The gates have already been broken. The only thing holding them down is them. The only thing holding them inside of their hell is them. Encourage, Inspire and point the way out.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.  

To exist in harmony with all.  

To Cherish all life.  

To be obedient to the Laws of God.  

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.  

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Dark beauty: (Unedited): 11 June 2010:

From within the shadows of your own darkness. You will never witness or experience the real beauty that can truly come from you. You can still smile your lonely smile. From that far away dark secluded place. Look and gaze at all that which is beautiful within the light. Know that you will not know such beauty, so as long as you choose to remain hidden within the darkest corner of your souls being. C.J.MacKechnie 

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Find the positive. Find the light. Then choose. The beautiful spirit that hides within that dark far away corner is still beautiful. Its OK to go out and into the light. It's safe and feel wonderful.

The Lord is your good shepherd. As a good shepherd he shall lead you to those green pastures.  If you are willing and brave enough to come out of your dark and secluded hiding place. Know this the good shepherd knows where you are and respects you enough to leave you be. You do not have to be alone in the dark corner of your soul. Come out into the divine light. Rejoice and dance. 
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psalm_23

Ye Source: (Unedited): 08 June 2010:

Ye, Who have only known darkness, despair and depravity. Have courage, compassion and a caring heart. Become the source of light, life and love. To those who are desperately lost, lonely and left behind.

C.J.MacKechnie
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Photon Friends: (Unedited): 16 Jan 2013:

The lonely and miserable gather together to stare into their phony photons. C.J.MacKechnie

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Watch them. Those that sit in circles or other such groupings. They all stare into devices hoping for communication with some one more important or better than who they are with right now. They have become real life chat rooms. Where no one interacts with the other. They wait for someone any one to pay attention to them. Yet, when excitement comes across their photon screen. The person may get up and leave the flesh and blood people whom they are with to keep their contact a secret.

They never see the illusion which is projected from the photon screen. Especially, when the more important and better people has always been in their presence. To bad they have become blinded by technology.
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Towards GOD: (Unedited): 12 Nov 2011:

When you turn away from sin. You turn towards GOD. C.J.MacKechnie

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Seems self explanatory.
 Sometimes it is not enough for a person to only turn away from sin. One must flee from it. Not just physically, also mentally and spiritually. Then that same person who may have received pleasures and other entertaining feel good rewards. Need to also not return back to the old ways of sins life. The sinners life always leads to a lonely death and possibly an untimely death.
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 GOD is the same as ALLAH, Grandfather and however you name the ONE.

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Your Forgotten (unedited). 18 June 2012

In the deepest darkness of your despair.

In the frigid wet cold of your misery.

In the lonely forgotten corner of your life. 

Know that all you need is already within you. Become the welcoming light you desperately need and illuminate all. Become the comfortably warm joyous soul and show love to all, all of them. Positively engage all of those who need and willingly give your all for them. When you become the warm welcoming light to those in need. The only forgotten things in your life. Will be despair and misery. C.J.MacKechnie

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No matter where you are from. Know matter what you have had to endure. The despair in which you have may be deep than any dark cold place. No one could have ever been more alone and unloved than you. The years of continual abuse and torture has forgotten and killed many. Yet, here you are. There is a positive reason as to why you have survived the terror and horror that you have. The light of GOD is just a simple prayer away. By your own simple choice. You can become that next story of positive encouragement. Which is solely your choice. The world needs your story. So, that awareness is raised and possible preventive measures could be actively taken. Lives can be saved. You may become that necessary story of inspiration which may save or positively change many lives. Through your absolute darkness of hopelessness. There is your light and hope. Choose to become the light and hope for all of those who are willing to hear you.

I wish for all of you who had endured as I have and those who have endured much more, love, peace, harmony and life. C.J.MacKechnie