Righteous Trail X4: Forced Hunger: (Unedited): 19-21 Sept 2016:

I have to write even when I don't want to. To be obedient to the words to the best of my ability. In the hopes that the readers will discover the true meaning and intentions of the words I do write in my best uneducated way as possible. I have come to the realization that the purpose of my writing is for those who are gifted in writing.
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Traveling on the righteous trail less traveled means you will encounter more prickly thorns and more tangling briar patches from the world. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Have you ever walked on any trail less traveled by any other human being. It is not very comfortable. The walk is not very easy as there will be uncertain footing and moving stones. There may be thorny vines in your way as well as hanging and slithering critters. You may get sweaty or uncomfortably cold, You may get dirty and tear your clothing. You may remain hungry and thirsty.
If your your walk is contrary to how the disciples of Jesus suffered and died. You may need to re-evaluate your faith. Especially, where sin is welcomed and celebrated.
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You must always focus more on God and of Heavenly things when you freely decide to travel on the righteous trail of the lonely walk.

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The righteous trail can be very treacherous and you may lose your life after much suffering. This may be your call to be a martyr of God. To be able to express love, peace, harmony and life. While under sever threat. Then just before the breath of life leaves your body. You can still express love and forgiveness. By keeping your focus only upon God and of heavenly things. You will be able to hold onto the truths while sever pain is continually inflicted upon you. By remaining righteous and holy in the eyes of God only. Will you be rewarded greater than any other. For even as Jesus died after severe pain. He still loved and as he gave up the ghost. He forgave. To live as Jesus had, to be as Jesus was and to become like Jesus is. Is the way the truth and the life eternal.
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Walking the righteous trail is never as lonely as the person who has never walked it seems to think it is. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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The one who has never walked upon the righteous trail. can see the dangers, the risks, the unsafe situations. They can see movements in the shadows and hear strange vicious animals within the loneliness of that mysterious trail. This is why the few who get onto the righteous trail remain on it for any time. Because, From the righteous trail you still see and hear the parties, the cheering of a winning sports team, The seductions of smiling beautiful women and of manly men manliness. You can experience the speedy thrills which always happen in the world of concrete and steel. There is never a dull moment in the world away from God. Even to the point where God no longer exists. Until you become your own god.
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One is never alone when God is with us/me. When you and Emanuel are on that trail of righteousness. You shall never be alone.

C.J.MacKechnie

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A good father is always close by when the child must do a thing which will guarantee growth and maturity. Even if the child falls off of the bike or takes a big UN-welcomed gulp of water.  Something is always learned. especially, when the child gets back on the bike or jumps into the water again. Still the father is there. It is the same with your heavenly father who is Emanuel to us all. God is with us and God is in us and God is all around us. God Is. When you do feel like you are alone. Know those feelings of loneliness do go away when you spend the correct amount of time in the Bible, in prayer, in meditation and in fasting. Always repent and remain on the righteous path.
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Forced Hunger: (Unedited): 21 Sept 2016:

Forced hunger while walking upon the righteous trail. May not be a suffering discipline forced upon you. Being hungry may be God calling you for a fast, a talk and a listen.

C.J.MacKechnie

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 Many of the righteous people do become hungry. Do not see this in any kind of negative light. Do not see your hunger as a curse or some sort of discipline of sin. If you are righteous, holy and are on the righteous trail which was created by God your heavenly father. Always know that you are his beloved child and God will not give you rocks and stones to eat and drink. A loving God who is your Heavenly father may just desire to talk with you in Heavenly power. In heavenly power the body must be physically tried. Your mindset, your attitude, You humility and your understanding will go a long way in the successful deliverance of the message and or mission. What are you will to give to be like Christ? How much are you willing to give to be as Christ was? So in hunger discipline yourself and ready your whole selfless self. Eat the Bible, Pray in tears of blood, mediate with sweat of blood. Know, know, know. By shedding yourself you become more that you are.
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In no circumstance am I indicating for anyone to ever harm themselves or anyone else. The expression of love, peace, harmony and life is in their most purest form.
The use of hunger is one in which you are not in control of. If you are not in control of the food you have or do not have. Then it could be a sign for you to read the Bible, pray, meditate and contemplate.
You may also be one of the selected righteous souls of the Heavenly Father who has ordained for you to be that witness to how the church no longer cares for those who are the most needy. You may even be disabled to a degree which guarantees you helplessness in this life. The church which does not express love, mercy and compassion shall suffer more than you. This also include those in attendance. because, to them you are their Christ and when their faith is empty and they are apathetic of your plight. Do not think they do unto you. They do unto Christ Because it is Christ who is in you and works through you. Just do as Steven and as Christ. Love and forgive.
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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Sad Shadow: Christ Wash: (Unedited): 02 Aug 2016:

Sad and alone even your own shadow becomes when the light of Christ does not illuminate you from within.

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The illumination of Christ permeates through the darkest shadows of your soul. Washing away the dirtiness that is within your own darkness. 

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The loneliness you may feel in life isn't from not have a loving and ever present spouse who supports you and is on your team. The loneliness you have is from not genuinely knowing God. By thirsting for any love by any human being. Is you through your own independent action.  That the love from God or from Christ is not enough to quench your thirst for more. It is really that simple. All things come from God including life and love.
You may feel like your missing out and are starving for a loving human relationship and those feelings are very real. They are also a sign about you and your spiritual condition with God. You can joins all of the clubs and groups you want to. It won't matter if they are operated by the church or by the world systems. The end result will be as it will be.
Go and find your love in Christ and in your Heavenly Father first. Learn how to become a good righteous son and daughter first. Learn how to become clean. Ho do you do this?
1) Be willing and wanting to read the word. The word is Jesus and the word is the Holy Bible.
2) Always be in prayer. prayer is usually where you are talking to your Heavenly Father.
3) Always be in Meditation. Meditation is usually where you are listening to your Heavenly Father.
4) Fast and create a very real history of fasting on a regular basis.
5) Always Reject and Always flee from all manor of sin.
6) Spend quiet time in contemplation on the word of God.
7) Go out into the world and show yourself to be a humble son and daughter of God. 
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Journey Alone: Walks Alone: (Unedited): 11 Sept 2014:

The person who journeys alone may be self led and self empowered. 

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The word alone is not a negative word or an undesired word in both of these quotes.  A person who is self empowered and self led doesn't need anyone to hold their hand or to lead the way. Their path is already chosen in their self described journey. They will not even to need to ask directions. They automatically know exactly what must be done and how to do accomplish all of those necessary tasks.
Do not wait or become helpless into thinking and believing that you can do nothing without any assistance. But, do not become so egotistical and prideful to not ask for assistance when it is justified.
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The person who faithfully walks alone has been purposed by the spirit. 

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The spirit will lead the willing where ever it may. The willing human spirit, the willing human mind and the willing human heart which is open to the gentlest of impressions follows those silent urgings without negative questions or whining complaints.
Every so often two or more Faithful human spirits paths will cross in their journeys. Just like two long lost brothers or sisters who haven't seen each other in a great while. Immediately know one another and expresses great love to the other. Each again may become temporarily saddened when the time comes that their own unique journey separates. Each both knowing that they will know each other in the better spiritual life to come.
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In-spite Of: (Unedited): 31 March 2014:

In-spite of all of your pains and torments. Actively, seek out all that is beautiful. Because, all that is beautiful, is as it is, In-spite of all of your pains and torments. 

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It is very easy for those who have become depressed or have been depressed for some time. To remain in those dark secluded places or to either seek out those dark secluded places. By remaining or or going into those dark secluded places. You merely reinforce those false notions that you are truly alone and that the whole of the world is a very ugly and dangerous place. It is your own false fears which causes you to seek out the dark solitude. 

The truth is, The birds shall sing. The sun shall shine, The moon shall reflect it's beauty within the beautiful heavenly stars. The oceans shall crash along the shores. Children will scream, laugh and run around the playground. Lovers shall hold hands and steal away their kisses. Games will be played on their fields of green. All of this shall happen in-spite of your own perceived self misery, pains, torments, injustice, unfairness. You have to actively free yourself from those forms of bondage. No one is going to free you. Especially, when it is you who have freely decided to remain in bondage.

Become an inspiration of those around you. Over come and over power all that which pains you. Actively achieve everything which is beyond you today. Even if victory always seems to elude you. You will become the inspiration in which many others will find their own victory through their witness of your daily routine. 

Even if all you can do is hold down a job. Then go to it, always be present and on-time.

For it was you who has inspired this write.

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More Apathetic: (Unedited): 09 July 2013:

Apathy tells you it is to risky to love, show compassion or care for others.  While apathy does not tell you is that the more you become apathetic the more you are alone, separated and isolated.  

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The apathetic thoughts and emotions you begin to allow a recognition of importance. Seems to be self protecting and self beneficial. But, as time goes on. That self protectionism cases you to become more and more alone over time. Separating you from friends and family. Then from the rest of the world. To the point that even to be among other people causes you to much stress and anxiety. You become a home body. Enjoying the anonymous privacy of the computer and Internet. Reality T.V. becomes more important than news, Religion, politics or even the loss of those things which are very important. Like your life even though you still exist.
Eventually you may become so home bound that you die alone. That is extreme. But very probable.
To care. To Love. to show compassion is apart of your humanity. To deny those aspects of you for self protectionism only De-evolves your whole being. You actually become less than what you were.
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You can return to what you once were a fully intact human being. Quit your smoking, drinking and any mind altering drugs. You may have to ween yourself off of them. That is a beginning. Go outside and find something to care about. Like the family you have forgotten. Assuming that is possible. Call them and ask for help.

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Stolen Life: (Unedited): 05 July 2013:

Always, living within an artificial fantasy world. Will steal away the short time you have within the real universe. 

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I have known people who have spent the majority of their childhood playing games. They became very good at those games. Then when the time game and they were forced in some manor to stop playing games. Those same people often found themselves ill equip to function successfully in the real society. They spent so much time playing games that their education suffered and their friends were associated with the games.
Now, not only are they alone with no friends. They also have virtually no real life skills.
What can they do? How can they transition into this real life from a life of fantasy?

The exact same time, energy and effort you had put into the fantasy world. You do the same in this real world. You start like everyone else at level 1 and then you progress in accordance to the known and unknown rules and laws of the land. Training and education is the same first steps as in the fantasy world. Go and get it in real time with real effort. There is no re-boot. You cannot save the session. You must attend real life every single day. Yes, you will sweat and shed tears, you will get blisters and you may have many head aches. You can be just as successful in this real life as you were in your fantasy life. You will make new real friends. Whom you will actually know and see in real life.
When you go forth with that same intensity and zeal in this real life as you have in your fantasy life. You should be as successful if not more so. With very real rewards and benefits that you can actually touch, fell and use.

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Inexhaustible Love: (Unedited): 29 May 2013:

By actively and intentionally remaining connected with the Divine. You can become the constant conduit for the inexhaustible outpouring of Healing Love.
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It is fear some to stand before the divine and source of all. You are helpless as a single grain of sand in any ocean wave or caught in the flow of any mighty river. There is absolutely nothing you can do and you are already caught up in the ALL. Even if you are unaware or even asleep. Yet, You remain unharmed to the awesome majesty of it all. Even if you are just looking away. You are not nor have you ever been alone or invisible or insignificantly small to the whole of everything there is, was and ever will be. You are safe, You are loved, You are cared for. The true nature of you is safe and always have been. Even when you were caught up in the wars that were not of your choosing. Your brothers who were lost in the fight are still OK and always will be, even though their bones have become forgotten dust. Just as you are and will be OK. No matter what ever it is you are going through right now. You are OK. Even though you feel my words are contrary to your own self defined truth of sadness and misery. You are OK.
Just as I was OK when my adopted mother tried to kill me many times, When I had to sleep in a tree or under a rail road bridge or under Big Pier 60 as a child. I was OK just as you are. Even if your abuses and tortures were and are far more severe than mine ever was. Your OK. 
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Dark Place: (Unedited): 12 May 2013:

The knowing soul, aware of it's purposeful sins. Will always seek to cover-up and find it's place within the darkness. C.J.MacKechnie

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To hide and keep secret your sins is impossible. Becoming angry and upset over the discovery of your sins, does not change your heart when you only correct the errors of discovery.

You must know or become aware of that all humans are empathic in nature. Which means the discovery of your sins by caring good people who care for you will be possible. Your only recourse for the prevention of discovery. Is to rid yourself of all of the good, caring compassionate people in your life. Especially those persons who have your back and look out for your best interests. After you have become alone, Then you can embrace all of the heartless, apathetic people who shares in your sins. You shall find them hiding and living within those dark places of sin. You know where they are. So does everyone else. They reside within the hells torment of their own lives. A hell created by them who are willing to mutually share their place with you.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.  

To exist in harmony with all.  

To Cherish all life.  

To be obedient to the Laws of God.  

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.  

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Truth Journey: Selfish Path: (Unedited): 03 May 2013:

When confronted by a truth. That singular conceptualized truth may be the single motivation which inspires the journey towards meaningful purpose in this life.
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A meaningless life without any real purpose, is one who has been on the selfish path to personal accumulation.
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Sometimes the choices have been made for you through other peoples expectations. You young college kids pursue worldly wealth at all costs. Do whatever you must to gain more, including lie, cheat and steal. After all, it is only wrong or illegal, when you get caught or convicted. Then you continue to lie and deny. Hire a lawyer for legal protection. Preferably a lawyer who has no interest in justice, right, wrong, truth, honor or integrity. Because, life is only about the accumulation of wealth, power and authority and then you die. This is just one of the many lies and deceptions on this world system. You wonder why many middle aged people of great wealth are empty and alone. Alienated by their own Family/children and left to die alone in some nursing facility.
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Attack safety: (Unedited): 18 Jan 2013:

You're asleep, unconscious or alone. You're drunk or drugged, it matters not the legality or cultural acceptance. Your life is full of sin, which you don't believe in. You feel it gently at first. Giant fingers under your body pulling you up while yet you still remain heavily upon your bed. You feel an oppression all around you like a heavy weight much more dense than the surrounding atmosphere. Your mind's eye is clouded, preventing you from seeing that which is both present and not. In a long instant you are gone, no longer in control or having authority over your own physical body. You are gone and yet you are still there. Still present and yet only being able to observe bits and pieces of the movie in which you perpetually live. You're out of control. More accurately, you are not in control. That which is in control of your body will kill you then to release it back to you, if for some reason it does release you. You will now have to live with all of that mental baggage, mental defects, physical diseases and prison. Think about it, if you're no longer any fun and are physically restricted. 

OOOH, I forgot you don't believe in the demonic, God, angels and ghosts and etc. Oh but, maybe you do believe in ghosts because all of the fun and stylish ghost shows express how we lowly humans have power and authority over them. But, how can you from your drunkenness and undisciplined life? You cannot even control your own life, let alone control that which has already died and yet still lives. But, you don't believe in that do you? Yet, you seem drawn to the ghost shows and movies. Maybe you do believe in ghosts but not in all of that God and demon stuff. You cannot logically have one and yet not the other. Maybe you believe also in super psychic powers and ghosts and not in demons or God? Again, that cannot be logically true. Am I repeating myself a little? Yes, just to prove a point.
You do not have the right to accept one unreal thing and deny the others, simply because of your pride's superiority and your illogical manner of thinking. 

But, now for you this is after you have been awoken from passing out. The hangover already expresses its power over you or your need for another hit of your chosen drug. But something is different, maybe muted or dulled. In the beginning it only seems you're still in control, but you are not. That which is in you has already begun to mimic your own mind's thoughts, style of thinking and how you think. From within your own mind, that which is within begins to change you. It is very easy, because you do not know the difference between your own true thoughts and the thoughts of others. The occult of your own mind has begun and you know not nor are even aware.

Angels can be incredibly powerful beings. The most powerful of them can turn you off like a light switch at a distance. They can alter your mind's thoughts, memories and emotions to their will at a distance. These powerful angels will even pretend to be gods. All just to deceive you into following their will, with absolute minimal effort on their part. The size of these angels can be huge or small. We humans are just bugs to them in comparison and that may not even be a realistic comparison.

So, what can you do? There is a lot you can do and of course it requires continual boring effort on your part to achieve a level of real protection over your entire being.

1). Spiritual direction and focus.
2). Pure logical mental control and awareness.
3). Clean physical strength and endurance.

These three are only the beginning, because it is only the beginning levels to the defense of you. In defense you can never be victorious. In a purely defensive stance, you can only prepare for the next attack, then the attack which follows that one, and so on and so forth.

There are offensive abilities which I shall not speak of - offensive abilities which also evolve as humanity does. But you may not believe in the Bible. which won't matter much. Why are you still reading this? Probably because you have felt the fear of coming too close to a genuine superior being like a fallen angel. You have come close to some very real, unexplainable miracle, which surrounded some unknown incredibly gentle soul who exercised complete authority over the dire situation. Yet, no one knows. Maybe the being who looked acceptably human to you was somewhat forceful and yet they never existed. Yet you are alive when you are supposed to be deader than dead in the absolute sense of this description. How can you explain the illogically unreal, when it absolutely was? I just know that if you are now aware of them, then they do not really have to hide themselves from you anymore. This will be more evident with these walking remote controlled humans who are under direct control. When these internally controlled people just come into your presence, they will only hate you for no apparent reason. Then when these demon-controlled humans feel directly threatened by your simple presence, they will call upon those fallen angels who are much more powerful than you to take you or to teach you true fear, the kind of fear which may cause you to hide in seclusion forever. In the absolute of the wholeness of what true reality really is, there is no hiding of any content or beings. This is why your sins have never been secret, even though you deceived yourself and other humans.

So you're sober and free of all mind-altering contaminants. You're working on the discipline and control of your own thoughts and emotions. You're even doing that prayer, meditation and contemplation thing. Are you in the Bible? Are you creating that Bible-reading habit? Are you actively and continually rejecting and fleeing from all sin? Most importantly, are you doing these things because it is only the right thing to do and not based in some kind of fears or threats? This is key.

So now you're asleep and alone. You begin to feel very large fingers attempt to lift you up, without actually moving your body. Its incredibly large fingers press into your skin. You move not. You open your minds eye and see nothing, maybe even glimpses of something which causes you great fear. You remain resolute. You begin to call upon God, angels, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. You wake up and begin meditation. You walk to obtain your Bible and open it up to anyplace and begin reading. It is gone. The evil light of great fear, torment and suffering disappears. You remain. You go back to bed, knowing that you did not even completely read that psalm 91 correctly.

The next new morning you awaken. You wonder and realize that the battle for you had already begun before you were even aware that there was an ongoing fight over you. There wasn't just one fallen angel. There were also the heavenly hosts protecting and defending you while you were asleep. You just happened to wake up to be a witness.

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Our Own: (Unedited): 28 Sept 2012:

No matter the community of life in which we belong. We all must speak our own words. we all must dance our own dance. We all must sing our own song. We all must stand alone in the presence of the Great Grandfather.
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GOD, GREAT GRANDFATHER, and however you identify the ONE DIVINE BEING of all.
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In the presence of GOD, Grandfather. We all must stand alone and must be judged. So with honor and respect for all living things. Let all of your actions and in-actions be filled with and be the expressions of  love, harmony, peace and life. By doing this. GOD almighty may declare you son or daughter.
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The belief that our individual communities are separate and isolated from one another is a false one. To remain exclusive in your tribe, clan, family, club, religion, culture and nation is a false illusive decision which has been made by you or for you. Even though you may identify yourself as a genuine card carrying member of that which you belong to. The very first fundamental truth that we all need to accept. Is that We are first human beings and thus brother and sister to one another. No matter the personal affiliation by your choice. Just as my blood burns as the ancient Celts and yours may flame with the tribes of your ancestors. We are truly brothers or you are my sister. By the fundamental beginning blood of our creation. From that very moment of our origin, we were one and still are one people. We have never been separate or isolated in reality. The only thing which has caused or separateness and isolation from one another is a false decision in which we believed to be true. Even today. Let us all re-unite in peace, love, harmony and life into a singular human family. C.J.MacKechnie
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Fresh Empty: (Unedited): 15 May 2010:

Letting out all of your dirty ugliness will leave a empty clean you behind. Ready to be filled with a new fresh beautiful you. 
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This is a hope and a promise. Often times a person who flees from a wrong life or from an addiction. Often returns back to it. There is of course a myriad of reasons for this. There can be great acceptance from those who live wrongful lives and lives of addiction. It is a permanent welcoming committee just for you. Cheers.
Where as those who are living good and correct lives are less accepting of just anyone. This seems counter intuitive but is in fact a protection mechanism for the whole. It takes time to unlearn behavior which is unclean and impure.  Unlike learning wrong and sinful lifestyles which takes a short period of time to learn. Then when your own guilt's wane is when you know that this life style is become a DE-evolutionary aspect in your life. Which means if you change or decide to change back to what you once were. You will have to work at it, just to get back to where you originated. It is like getting lost in your vehicle. You have to back track or retrace your incorrect actions to get to that point where you deviated wrongly.
When you leave the life of ugliness and dirtiness. You can feel empty and alone. This is when you can become clean and renewed. From this clean and renewed emptiness you can refill it with righteous and holy living. This takes time and effort. Where returning to that bar and lifestyle is easy and the people always welcoming. Returning to that bar or lifestyle  may even allow you to become a better sinner or a better addict. But, That path is one you have been down before. That is a road in which the final destination is certain.
A beautiful life and a beautiful you will not be found on any commonly used highway.
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Human Animal: (Unedited): 19 April 2010:

The caged and entrapped human may become a dehumanized animal. C.J.MacKechnie 

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It matters not if you have been Imprisoned, Alone, Forgotten and abandoned. You may become a dehumanized animal. It matters not if you have endured much time of severe abuse and torture. You may become a dehumanized animal. There is always hope for you and within you. Even though the word hope may have been long forgotten or is an alien concept to you. The feral De-humanistic animal in which you have become is what was needed for you to survive your horrors. Once in the place of safety. Once in the environment of love, peace, harmony and life. You can now remember who you are supposed to be. Who you were supposed to become. You can now remember that you are more than an Earth animal.
Even if right at this very moment your in a prison or a cage. You do not have to become the animal the prison keepers think you are. If you are that animal. You do not have to be anymore. Search for your own spirit. Reach for that pure and holy light deep within you. That is where you will find your peace, your love, your belonging, your joy and the forgiveness of your Heavenly Father to be.
 From the depth of you. You must endure the full memory and emotion of all of your evil. From there a hard and true wisdom will grow. The kind of wisdom that incinerates the old you. Leaving behind an empty lifeless shell. This too must happen. Now begins the birth of the new wise you. A new you which can now live with your memories and a full knowledge of the terrible emotional damage you have caused. Yes, you are guilty. Yes, You must admit to all of your crimes. Yes, You are forgiven.
Now is your time to become the wise teacher. To become the soft humble destroyer or hardened prideful hearts. This is your repayment. This is your duty to freely walk the wrong way through the open gates of Hell and point the way for the souls to exit. It was Jesus who burst open the gates to free all of us. There are still those who are so entrapped by guilt that they know not the way.


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Your Forgotten (unedited). 18 June 2012

In the deepest darkness of your despair.

In the frigid wet cold of your misery.

In the lonely forgotten corner of your life. 

Know that all you need is already within you. Become the welcoming light you desperately need and illuminate all. Become the comfortably warm joyous soul and show love to all, all of them. Positively engage all of those who need and willingly give your all for them. When you become the warm welcoming light to those in need. The only forgotten things in your life. Will be despair and misery. C.J.MacKechnie

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No matter where you are from. Know matter what you have had to endure. The despair in which you have may be deep than any dark cold place. No one could have ever been more alone and unloved than you. The years of continual abuse and torture has forgotten and killed many. Yet, here you are. There is a positive reason as to why you have survived the terror and horror that you have. The light of GOD is just a simple prayer away. By your own simple choice. You can become that next story of positive encouragement. Which is solely your choice. The world needs your story. So, that awareness is raised and possible preventive measures could be actively taken. Lives can be saved. You may become that necessary story of inspiration which may save or positively change many lives. Through your absolute darkness of hopelessness. There is your light and hope. Choose to become the light and hope for all of those who are willing to hear you.

I wish for all of you who had endured as I have and those who have endured much more, love, peace, harmony and life. C.J.MacKechnie