20/20 Election Results +29: (Unedited): 16 Nov 2024:

The 20/20 flip flop was defeated because there were just too many who voted for the winning candidate.

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The 20/20 dual reversal could not over come the total number of voters who voted for the victor from both sides of the ideology aisle. 

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The pride and arrogance of the wicked evildoers simply became blinded with their own self delusion of self intelligence.

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Many people may believe in the losers belief system. But, they believe more in their own money, wealth, retirement and ownership. Once you mess with those things the people will get angry and vote accordingly.

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Self survival will always kick in when your own team player threatens your money. This is when your own team will vote for the enemy.

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When your own leaders begin to threaten those things which guarantee your own freedoms, liberties and human rights. This is when you freely vote to change out your leaders in favor of the accused enemy.

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People do not like to be lied to or deceived. When it becomes more than obvious that your own beloved leaders lie and deceive their own followers openly. This is when the freedom to vote for the apparent enemy takes places. 

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The victor who has been defined as worse than any other famous wicked evildoer will have an opportunity to prove even more lies and deceptions once sworn into office.

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The victor who has been defined as worse than all wicked evildoers shall be seen as such if continuation continues. 

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The new apparent wicked evildoer of a leader has been elected. If a sudden revelation of that were lies and deceptions were to come to the forefront of the citizens of the country. Then those accusations will become known lies.

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The demise of one party shall be at hand as many thousands of former leaders become incarcerated, leave the country or commit suicide. 

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A warning of too much truthful revelation is when those old friends becomes so upset that they disavow the once great nation and may even plan their own attack strategies. 

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Cheaters, Cowards and undisciplined losers always seems like they will retaliate with any loss even to the degree of destroying their own nation. Watch the wicked evildoers money leave and you will know the time is close at hand.

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Cheaters, cowards and undisciplined losers will even viciously attack the victor thus guaranteeing their own dishonor and disgrace. 

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Your own beloved leaders who are wicked evildoers will destroy everything which includes harming or killing their own followers if they lose even after cheating. 

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Truthful revelation without prosecution for any revealed crimes committed is a wasted effort and proves that the new leadership are wicked evildoers replacing the old wicked evildoers.

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Hidden and kept secret truthful revelations without any real revelation and exchanged for promises of any kind. Shall be proof that the new leaders are wicked evildoers especially in the absence of information to the citizenry. 

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Once the swearing in ceremonies have concluded if the citizens have not genuinely repented then it will most likely mean the continuation of vile and wicked activities. 

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If the citizens of the world have not repented of their sins. Then the book of revelation shall be physically experienced by all. Many sufferings shall rain on the just and unjust.

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Even if the new leaders are good and just as determined by God and if the citizens of the world do not repent in a timely manner as which is only known by God. Then all that you know shall end and never ending suffering, destruction and death begins. 

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There comes a time when God shall close the door and then no one will be able to get in or out. Which do you prefer to be the ones who are in or the ones who are out? 

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Visions: The numbers 20 and 20 have been in my mind for the last week or so. I think it is related to the voting and how up to 20,000,000 votes have been switched. I do not know if 20 million is a total or if 20 million votes were switched to benefit the loser. While an actual 20 million voters voted for the victor instead of their own preferred party affiliation. So is that an actual total of 40 million switched voters?

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I did learn something. That I can check to see how I have voted in past elections. I had always thought they were anonymous. If this is true. Then everyone should evaluate their own voting history.

If you know how many actual voters are at your own address. Then you should be able to ascertain how many people voted from your address at any election cycle. How do I know that my votes were not flipped or flopped out of the system? This should be public information. 

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Those people who are in a position of authority and who are apart of the weaponization of federal agencies as well as orchestrating law-fare practices must all pay the consequences.

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If there is no definitive justice as determined by God alone and in His time frame. Then shall begin the never ending suffering shall come to you all, until you are no more.

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Even if the good men and women who are to hold positions of power and authority able to clean house and to fully execute blind justice, if the people still do not repent. Then all shall still end and be lost to them as they are added to the sands of time. 

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Victory is assured and yet no one has been sworn in. When the corruption and crimes are as deep as the ocean. Even good men and women can drown or become like a fat and happy manatee.

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Victory is guaranteed and yet the office you do not have. When the wicked evildoers go into full panic is when they will be capable of burning everything down. 

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Your victories are a certainty. But while crimes are being committed in full view of the citizenry. You need to realize the extent and degree that the treasonous criminals will go through just to avoid prison or execution.

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If the wicked evildoers cannot plan and execute all of the good peoples assassinations then they will invite a self destructive war in which they each delusionally think they can remake a country in their own heroic image.

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The panicked wicked evildoers may even execute a multi-pronged plan in which each of the plans will create a complete destruction event. Their many plans put into play will succeed as they hope that only one would be successful. 

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Watch the wicked evildoers. Watch when they all hide their wealth and simply disappear. Watch when the store shelves simply become empty and there is no valid reason why. They are in their secret bunkers as they begin the end of the world. 

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As I'm writing these last few. I wonder how insane someone has to be to kill and destroy an entire nation. I see plans being formulated and then the plans being given to many different leaders who are all supposed to execute each of those plans. Then they each depart the meeting and go their own way to do their evil deed. It seems like the kind of plan that once implemented they cannot be stopped. I see vaguely a few of the plans in which they each can end the USA and they each are put into action and they each had become successful. Then after many months and invasion begins by many different nations in order to claim their share of the former American pie. It becomes a free for all as they battle one another and former American civilians are shot on site. I'm going by memory of what I've written previously. 

It is stuck in my head that their own followers will suffer and die. Just as their professed other political color shall. They do not care. They will only protect themselves and their most favorite servants. But, there will be those who are of the opposite political color and they to shall do their part against the country they all lead. All of them are the worse kind of traitors. 

Just in case your wicked evildoers read this. I also saw how when you're discovered by invading forces in your secret bunkers. They will not honor any of the deals you have made. They will kill all of you on sight once your secret bunker is secured for them. Those who are thought to have intelligence will be interrogated first before they are killed. Hence the purple words below is for everyone. When you scoff and mock this is a probable sign that you have already been judged and thrown into the hot place. To God this time and space is not of importance to His presence. So when I say you're already judged and in hell. You actually are already. Even though your still in this select present time and space. 

Do remember the fundamental purpose of prophecy is to either mitigate or prevent. My free form style of writing is not as important as the quotes. You probably should not read any of my free form writings. 

For now the election is over and yet leaders are still counting publicly proclaimed illegal ballots in full public viewing and will count them official. This is desperation. With no fear of any consequences for their treasonous criminal actions. 

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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Sin Bred: (Unedited): 19 Nov 2014:

The fall and destruction of any family is bred in sin. 

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This is a truth and it matters not what you believe in. If you have a family and one person commits a sin against the family. The family can come to ruination? If either the husband or wife goes out and commits adultery. Isn't the other faithful spouse not deeply saddened and hurt? Do not the children become hateful and angry? These are natural responses and does not matter if the family is religious in any way.
Just from that one act of sin. The children can become so deeply affected that they choose to never get married, choose a gay/Lesbian lifestyle or just never have children or just not accept the children they create. Some adult children of sin go on to have many babies by many different people. Some adult children go on to have several spouses. Even to the point that a marriage vow/promise is just meaningless. Then so to any other vow or promise ever made.

This is not just about the sin of adultery.  It is about all sin. Sin of any kind destroys the true freedom to live a life with meaning and righteous purpose. If you are a parent and your sin is easily seen by your own children and other family members. Then just by your own actions have given them all permission to do as you. It doesn't really matter what you say about the evils of your sin. Only your actions have weight.
Keeping your sins secret will not work either. If if no other human being knows. Your genetic memory will be passed down to your children in the form of genetic curses. No one likes to talk about this as it works the same way as a child who is born from musically gifted parents. The likelihood of the musical gift being passed down is probable. As with any other gift. All that you do as a parent is passed down to your children genetically. All of the good, the bad and the ugly. As well as all of your mistakes in those moments of weakness. Which can destroy your family before it is even born.
Again, It doesn't matter what you or I believe. The results of any of your sins becomes the logical consequences of those sins. Sin promotes death, disease and depression. This is all very logical. Where as righteous living promotes on going life, love and living.
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Exact Future: (Unedited): 03 Oct 2014:

The probable future events of tomorrow will most likely be exacting in their timely occurrence.   

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 No matter you do or what you do not do. The probable future will automatically react to your actions or inaction's. Even that which you think about. The probable future will also react to each individual thought you have. So if you and everyone thinks negatively. Then the world automatically becomes negatively created. So if you internally hate. The world becomes hateful. So if you are internally angered. Then the world becomes angry.

So do you want a better world? A world free of bad and sad prophecies? A world where a mentors words of profound positive direction is looked for and heeded?

Then begin by thinking about loving one another.

Then thinking about living in peace.

Then think about existing in harmony.

Then after you think it. Believe it and take actions upon that which you believe in. 

Then maybe we can save ourselves from extinction.
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Show Face 1 and 2: (Unedited): 22 Oct 2013:

1). Your peaceful, loving and merciful heart will brightly show on your face and in your Compassionate mannerisms. 

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2). Your enraged, hateful and merciless heart will eventually permanently show upon your face and in your everyday angry mannerisms. 

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Sometimes it is easy to see people for who they are. Just by looking at their face. From a distance you can observe people acting angrily, even when there is nothing to be angered about. When a person becomes older and nearing the end of their life. You can almost choose who has had a good life and those who were always angered in some way. All of their anger and hate has become permanently etched into their face. It is the same with those who spent their lives outwardly expressing love, compassion and kindness. What kind of face will they always show? I'm not talking about a forced facial response like you see from people who are paid to smile and to be gracious. This is a natural and automated physical response. Over time becomes a permanent feature upon your face. The condition of your heart will always translate into your face. If this scares you then I suppose you can pay for plastic surgery and the injection of poisons into your skin. Being nice maybe a little cheaper.

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Prophecy God: (Unedited): 23 May 2013:

Should it be the GOD of your understanding saving His creation from themselves or should it be His creation saving themselves from their own self created messes? C.J.MacKechnie

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Which is more empowering?

Which is the greater or better achievement?

Do you really want an angry God to return to right all of our wrongs? Especially if the interpretations of prophecies have been altered, omitted or defined to fit nicely in the human governed religion.

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Dark Place: (Unedited): 12 May 2013:

The knowing soul, aware of it's purposeful sins. Will always seek to cover-up and find it's place within the darkness. C.J.MacKechnie

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To hide and keep secret your sins is impossible. Becoming angry and upset over the discovery of your sins, does not change your heart when you only correct the errors of discovery.

You must know or become aware of that all humans are empathic in nature. Which means the discovery of your sins by caring good people who care for you will be possible. Your only recourse for the prevention of discovery. Is to rid yourself of all of the good, caring compassionate people in your life. Especially those persons who have your back and look out for your best interests. After you have become alone, Then you can embrace all of the heartless, apathetic people who shares in your sins. You shall find them hiding and living within those dark places of sin. You know where they are. So does everyone else. They reside within the hells torment of their own lives. A hell created by them who are willing to mutually share their place with you.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.  

To exist in harmony with all.  

To Cherish all life.  

To be obedient to the Laws of God.  

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.  

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Apathetic Administrator: (Unedited): 12 March 2013:

The apathetic administrator will weigh all of his selfish decisions on how it will impact his bonus. 
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So, Do you think you have an apathetic administrator or have you just fired one? Either way, The duration of his tenure will become a multiplication of monies which must be spent to restore. You the controllers must find a remarkable person. One who is intelligent, professional, caring and compassionate. Then you must free up the monies for this person to restore the way things should be. Do not be surprised nor allow your anger swell in the discovery of those hidden cheap fixes, which could have even brought everything down in flames. Rid yourself of the apathetic administrator(s) and feel for what he had not done, no more. Become mission orientated and mission focused. Get the mission done with no emotion. It is only the way it is. Thinking how and why a person would do such a thing is irrelevant and will only get in the way of completing each task.  Create your priority list which can be easily altered, upon the discovery of the new problem which has been cheaply repaired. Then just simply add it to your priority list. Without any negative emotional attachments. Even the new creations just before his departure should be suspect. The apathetic Administrator will even want to profit for himself in every financial transaction. The quality of any project must be suspect.
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You controllers. Do ye fear finding the right person? Be warned. The one who may be selected may very well be a caring pretender. So as long as his/her monies add up. The smiling man who dresses nicely worships his paycheck as he can't wait to leave your employ for home.

You controllers. Look first to the ones who had to endure the evil you hired on, long ago, Who smiled at you and promised those promises. Who had the acceptable car, lived in the acceptable place and spoke those acceptable words. Who you perceived to have an air of authority. Yet, he turned out to be your apathetic administrator. The hidden costs of his lies and deceptions will burden you. Those hidden costs may even burden you for years to come.
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You controllers. Sit and look. Be still and listen. Be present and witness. Discover who the go to person is? Every one will go to the person who is of the most importance. No matter their title, status or pay rate. This person will most likely be your chosen selection.
WHY? The apathetic administrator is one who typically needs to feed his laziness. So, he will have a remarkable person or persons, who he can bully to do his work better than he can. Then he takes credit for everything. Thus, becoming your deceptive hero.
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You controllers. Look for separation and isolation of groups of people. When you find division, you will find troubles. Even in the upper tiers of management. If those uppity upper class managers, see no need in any association with any of the regular/common help. Then they have an issue of pride, which will lead to your quality and most productive persons departing. To lose your quality and productive persons may be just that symbolic death blow. Watch, you controllers. Watch those who seem to know and can handle it all. If they separate and isolate themselves from the common staff. Then they are the new Apathetic managers/Administrators to be selected by you. To select them, will only continue the financial misery. Because an apathetic manager with cheaply fix what has already been cheaply fixed. While proclaiming heroic deeds suffered by them to get those seemingly impossible re-fixes done below projected budget and on time.
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You controllers. Listen and watch for those supporters of the apathetic administrator whom you had to discharge. For, they will cry foul and continually accuse your new administrator of all sorts of atrocities. Which like the foundations poured by your former apathetic administrator, Those accusations will all crumble in their time.
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The apathetic administrators will deny 

The necessary tools for the corporations lowest workers.
The necessary wage increases for those workers who care the most for the corporation and is reflected in their professionalism.
The necessary hiring of new people especially when the work load has already become burdensome.

The primary reason for this kind of administrator to do these things is to maximize his corporate bonuses over the needs of the corporate entity.

The apathetic administrators will also put forth new corporate policy changes which only inflame his/her arrogant pride and egotistical supreme attitudes toward anyone who is outside of the corporate walls. Even if those policies are essentially wrong and can even be a practice of controlling his/her slaves.
A policy which controls an employees free time and where they can spend there legally earned monies.  These kinds of policies are of the most evil as they are born from the fear of an arrogant heart. Even if the corporation is a nonprofit and does much good within all of the communities in which they reside. There is no love for the least of their employees and those corporate officers who have agreed with any policy which forbids how any employee uses their own free time and the monies they have earned. Is absolutely wrong. Especially, when there is no involvement of any law enforcement, litigation or no trespass warrants.


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Empathic Slave: (Unedited): 01 March 2013:

The Empathic Slave. Some of us are unfortunate to have been born in undesirable families. The degree of undesirable can be from mild to wild. As an empath you do have emotional, physical and spiritual connections. Which no matter where you are in the universe. You are going to feel what they feel, with intensity. It is you who must learn how to change the channel, re-direct your empathic antenna, to squelch the signal or to unfortunately turn them off forever. Turning them off forever isn't a permanent solution as if they have made real life changes which is beneficial to all. Then you can re-program their channel back into your empathic radio.
Some people are incredibly negative and hateful. Yes, this includes your own family members. I'm sorry about that. But, you the claimed empath must protect yourself, just to save yourself.
Have you ever noticed that you get sad, angry, or hateful when your mother does? How about that aunt or sibling or father? Especially, when there is absolutely no valid or reasonable reason why you should have negative emotions? Especially, when your not even involved with their continuous drama anymore. You may have even moved across town or to the other side of the country. Yet, The negative emotions, the angers and hatreds are still there. Most of this could be from a life of psychological training and conditioning. You have to do that hard psychological work within your own self to change and stop all of your stinking thinking. If not you will remain a slave to that life training of stinking thinking. You cannot ignore the psychology of you and blindly pursue the way cool powers of being a super psychic hero. If you ignore your defective psychology and we all have our own defects in our own psychology. All of the skills you learn in being a psychic or empath will only magnify your specific defect(s) in your psychology. Which means if you think your miserable now. Just wait til after you begin skill development of your gifts. Without addressing and correcting your psychology. You may be a car wreck now, but you will evolve into a train wreck later. So, fix your stinking thinking before and during your empathic growth. 

The Empathic Slave Part 2. Being an Empath may be a genetic part of your family. Guess what, It doesn't matter if they believe in the spooky gifts or not. For you who have just made the realization, That you have a history of knowing things without ever being taught them or without ever being communicated by any acceptable method. Right now it just sux being you. Your a helpless slave to your gifts and those gifts are quickly becoming a curse to your life, if they aren't already. What do you do? As a slave, your typical action to get someone to fix it for you. That is the slave mentality. All a slave does is to do as they are told, without having to think or do for themselves. A slave must be taken care of by an authority figure. Who are the spooky authority figures here is this Journey group? The needy slaves will seek out those slave masters (The Journey authority figures) to take care of all of their problems. The Journey authority figures must not feed the hungry slave but rather teach and empower the hungry slave to go and feed themselves. It is a tough lesson to learn by the slave and the slave may even consider you as mean and cold hearted person. But, The slave who learns how to fish, how to plant their seed, how to tend the seeds growth and how to harvest. Will never be a hungry slave again. As a matter of fact they will never be a slave again. The new realized empath is the hungry slave. The new realized empath must be taught that the journey is not the place for needy slaves. But, It is a place for those hungry needy slaves who desire to learn to fish and to plant their own seeds. So that they may choose their own righteous journey as free thinking gifted individuals as designed by God.

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Psychological Danger: (Unedited): 13 Dec 2012:

An angry and bitter empath is a psychological danger to young ones, who are unable to mentally defend themselves.  C.J.MacKechnie

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Life can be hard and rough for some people. Especially, those persons who have been abused, abandoned and forgotten in some point in their lives. An older person who is an unknowing and unaware empath can have the ability to project into other highly sensitive people their own anger, bitterness, frustrations and negativity. Causing any person or any young person to always feel these negative emotions all of the time. So much so, that the young person grows up thinking and believing all of these negative feelings are their own. When they are not, but belong to an elder who is just angry and bitter with the whole world. It is very important to protect and teach the sensitive young person that their gifts of empathy is natural and from GOD. It is important to teach the sensitive the methodologies in how they can identify their own emotions and how to ascertain those emotions which are not their own.

These kids must learn these fundamental lessons of their natural selves and to know it is not from the occult or witchcraft. The sensitive child must be taught that these gifts are not what is wrong with them but rather what is right.  How the sensitive uses these gifts can be wrong and evil. Right and wrong needs to also be taught also the wisdom associated with them.
Being an empath is not just about receiving a feeling or feelings from other people and animals. There must be a complete pathway or a complete circle for an empath to feel. There must be a sender and a receiver. It is not necessary for a person to believe or disbelieve in empathy. An empath is and will be one in association to their natural abilities. I think there is much confusion with the Bi-polar diagnosis and the mind altering medication roller coaster. Which of course will not work in a person who is a natural unknowing and unaware empath. For the Christian to be diagnosed with bi-polar disorder and then medicated. This removes their ability to use the Christs gifts as Jesus had used them during his walk.
One of the ongoing false teachings with the whole of the Christian faith is the absolute rejection of anything which could be identified with the occult. This of course needs and should be guarded against. But, to such as an extent as to prevent the Christs gift from ever manifesting? This is wrong. No matter if it is from any religion, any defined place of holiness or the medical profession. Which after, decades of being on a medical roller coaster. The medical professional may advise on the use of electro convulsive therapy. Which of course will damage those regions of the brain until the Christs gifts are burned away forever.
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http://paranormal.wikia.com/wiki/Empathy
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Empathy
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bipolar_disorder
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognition
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mood_%28psychology%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Occult
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True Responsibility: (Unedited): 24 march 2008:

Once you realize and accept that the quality of your childhood is not your fault. The quality of your life today and tomorrow is your fault.
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I got caught up in all of that. Blaming everyone and everything for the misery of my life. Then it occurred to me. What now? and whats next? And who is exactly responsible for my failures in life today and tomorrow? The hard answer was ME?
So, You had been abused and tortured in your childhood and here you are now. You are now safe and free of the abuse and torture from your very own flesh and blood family. What now? Continue to be angry? Continue to hate? Continue to not care for anyone or anything? To do these things means your awful and terrible parents was right about you and they win. Don't let them be right and don't let them win. But, Then again it isn't about winning is it? Its about you right now. Its about your future that you can have. A good future worth living. A good life worth having. You survived the worst and may have almost been killed by them numerous times. This is the evidence that you are stronger than they ever were. So, Stop being stupid. Be your own hero and save yourself. Suck it up and stand firm. Go forth and achieve your dreams. Yes, it is OK to have your own dreams now. Build with your own hands the foundation of the education needed to build your dreams. To do allow the thinking of being years or decades behind your age group to hinder you, to stop you or to prevent you from achieving.
I guarantee when you begin to move forward slowly people will notice that your moving and take minimal notice. But, when you get up to speed like a massive freight train. People will move out of your way and maybe even hop aboard for your wonderful ride to come.
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Stranger Lies. "unedited". 04 Jan 2011.

Confronting the lies and deceptions of a stranger is counter productive to your own peace of mind.
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 Some people just want to make you angry. They find their own entertainment value in causing you to become angry.

If you think someone can make you angry. Then you know not the truth of your own self. It is they who is in control of your emotional outburst. Which means you have given that freedom of yours away in that moment.
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