Dangerous Fear: Decided Decision: Every Success: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:

There was a time in my life when I feared my dangerous adoptive mother and yet I desperately needed her love. I also had fear for everything and of everyone else. If I was hurt in any way. I would always respond in anger, violence and misdeeds against those persons. Then one day as I was being beaten. I decided to stop screaming and to stop my panic. This started my adoptive mother. She knew in that moment that I will never fear her again. I could never ever verbally explain it better than this. This is from Will Smith in After Earth.
My adoptive mother was the greatest monster in my life. Then after she died when I was 13 and in Foster Care. I became my own monster in my life. I guess I was just so conditioned. That I needed all of that violence, turmoil, panic, desperation, unnecessary risk, drama and all of those other things which just go along with all of that. It was all I knew. It was all I had. Then to give up all of that bad and sad. just left me in the quiet alone. Which just seemed more awful then the physical pains and traumas. I know I'm being vague. Do I really need to be specific here. If you were abused. Then you just know or have a very good idea. This is supposed to be about you as I have already conquered the bad and sad in my life. There was no one there even though I always expected someone to save me and then when a good person did come around. I bit their heads off (Symbolically). Really. That was smart of me (NOT). There is much hope for you. You are stronger than most as you have survived the worst that life can bring to you. Yes, you deeply feel those who you once knew. Who did not survive. Move forward and choose a better more gooder life. In their memory as well. All the way until you forget their names.
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Short version. 1:18. https://youtu.be/jgjibFrh0CE
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Not as short version: 4:13. https://youtu.be/bgAEHdKuR7Q
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 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/After_Earth
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How many times did she try to kill me? How many times did she knock me out? I am who I am today because of her. She forced me to either become strong or die. She forced me to choose between giving up or to never ever quit. Harsh? yes. Fair? no. Evil? Absolutely. The essence of all of the abuses and tortures is as I stand here alive or really sitting in a broken pink flowery girlie chair. Contemplating all of this. Not reminiscing in any of those terrible dark memories or reliving any of those depressing and hopeless emotions.  To me all of those memories have become just cold historical evidences of my former life. I am no longer who I was back then. In time you can say the same thing about yourself. Once you make that deep decision. Which changes everything that you are now.
I did make that decision. Even though I could not articulate very much back then and still not able to verbally speak those profound words any better than Will Smith in character.
From that very same action within my own mind. That place so deep where words just become inefficient.
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Decided Decision: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:

"I decided and from that very decision changed my base mental programming forever."

C.J.MacKechnie

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From that one decision. Led to others. No more mind altering anything. No alcohol. No drugs. Just No. All of that brutality, negativity, hate, anger, rejection I grew up with ends with me. Period.
I began searching for more lies and deceptions. Then I reject them all. In the same way I decided not to fear my adoptive mother any more.  I found the openly secret truth of racism and reject it.
I have never hit my children or my wife. This doesn't mean I wont lay several knots of understanding across your forehead if you act stupid in front of me. Please don't. I'm getting to old for that. Oh yea love and peace.
This is for you, The abused people. Find your own victory deep within your core being. Become your own hero and save yourself. Stop being the emotional and helpless victim. Become your own hero and save yourself. Hard words which are harsh. But, somehow and by someway your reading  my words. Nothing is working right and all of the answers are just to impossible for you. Of course they are impossible. That is because you have not acknowledged yourself. Your right to live. Your right to exist. Your right for all that you may want to BE possible. All I ever wanted was a family. Those unspoken words in which I shed many tears into the Gulf of Mexico on Clearwater Beach and Dunedin causeway. I knew I was worthless. I just knew it. I knew I was unwanted by everyone. I knew I had no hope. I knew everything was impossible for me. I knew I was dumb, stupid and retarded. I just knew it. I had no chance and zero opportunities. I knew i would be dead by the time I was 24. I just knew it. So why plan for anything.
Then I saw a poster of Mohamed Ali "I'M Possible". That sat in my mind for a long time. Before I could ever put it into action. I had to first Become my own hero and save myself and so should you. Can you see the difference? From impossible to I'm Possible.
So, what are you going to do now? You have been abused, maybe tortured. You may have been forgotten, rejected in every way. Your family members may have even tried to kill you. Maybe, your abuses that you had to endure were far greater than anything I ever had to endure and yet here you are.
I tell you the truth. You are far more powerful than anyone will ever give you credit for. You endured and survived. Make that decision to no longer be the forever helpless victim. Look into the future of your life and start taking those forward moving steps towards that finish line of your own design.
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Every Success: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:

Every success you achieve. Every single one.

Shall become your abusers badges of ultimate failures.

For their goal was to destroy you wholly.

Your light they could not extinguish.

They tried and failed.

You're already victorious.

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Travel Away: (Unedited): 08 March 2015:

The further away the population travels away from righteousness and holiness. The greater and more severe lawlessness shall be openly committed. 

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(Repeat) De-evolved Humans: (Unedited): Unknown date: By Memory. 

The degeneration of humanity will De-evolve human beings back down to a basic animal species. With Minimal ability to be civilized, educated/trained or socialized. 

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There is a very deep problem. When the laws of man are founded in the laws of God. Especially, when every human being knows this. No matter their argument against it or the human laws created to separate the laws of God from the laws of man.
Everyone still knows this to be true. That is until the children of men become generations separated from this truth. Then it will be believed to be however the well educated person explains it in some future time. If humanity makes it that far.
While those who are very well educated see this as something to look forward to. They do not have the understanding nor the wisdom to predict the long term effect upon the population.
Such as who defines truth? When it is known that every politician lies and deceives as an every day occurrence.
Who defines honor. When those very same political leaders do not even honor their families or the office elected to?
When the population begins to have nothing to believe in or even have faith in. Then they will each do as accordingly as they see fit. In a court of law. Those who oppose you have to prove that you have done the deed and they have to prove whether or not you lie. Your friends will even save you with their own lies on your behalf. How will those who oppose you in court prove it? Law and justice begins to fail.
Then there are those who have wealth and fame. It is easily known by the slave waged common person that the wealthy and famous get away with crimes all of the time in a court of law. The common person sees it everyday in the news media.
When the common person begins to see that there is no justice and the law is against them. or that law enforcement only arrives after the crime and then claims since I(Officer) did not witness the crime. I (Officer) can do nothing. Because, they cannot afford a lawyer. Then it can be emotionally concluded that the common person must take the law into their own hands. Just to see any manor of justice.
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What will happen.
Violent crimes will rise sharply. 
Law enforcement officials at every level will become harmed or killed.
The common person will automatically resort to violence as a natural response.
911 or what ever emergency response call may happen after the fact.
Gun violence will occur by any person at any age. Their will be so much weapons violence. That over time. More than guns and ammunition will be banned. Swords, Knives, Baseball bats, axes and etc. Even martial arts training and those who are deemed as trained and dangerous must register just as if they were a child rapist. Of course all of this won't happen all at once. Most likely after each new election cycle.
The reemergence of family feuds. Such as the Hatfields and McCoys. When a family is threatened or offended in some way. That family will remain quiet, go forth and murder the entire offending family. Simply because there is no more law even though there are vastly more law enforcement personnel.
Why obey or respect any law or representative of any law when the population is taught there is no god. If there is no god. then there is no right or wrong. Only each individual has the power to define what is right and what is wrong. Hence lawlessness created by governmental entrainment (Brainwashing).
This is prophecy. 
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Anger Stokers: (Unedited): 11 Dec 2014:

Friends and family who stoke your hatred and anger. Have never been your friends or family.  

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Some people like to only be present when something which is exciting is happening. If you are the source of their excitement and entertainment. Then they will stoke your hatred and anger so that you would react in kind. Thus, guaranteeing nothing boring will happen in their lives. If you get hurt, disabled or dead. It matters not if you go to jail or not. They will just find another source of entertainment. That is your value to them. It matters not if you share blood or not.
Here is something funny. Well not really. Assuming your disciplined enough. Become boring for more than a few weekends. Become a person who goes no where and does nothing. See what happens to your friends. See if they actually stay longer then the standard 30 minute visit then go off in search of excitement. If they leave you. You will know.
If they do leave you for something more exciting then you are now. Know this.  They will also stop primary association with you. In favor of someone more exciting then you. This will be good for you. Probably won't feel to good. But, real truth learned out of a false truth never does. In today's world. False truths is much more prevalent than real truth.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Sin Bred: (Unedited): 19 Nov 2014:

The fall and destruction of any family is bred in sin. 

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This is a truth and it matters not what you believe in. If you have a family and one person commits a sin against the family. The family can come to ruination? If either the husband or wife goes out and commits adultery. Isn't the other faithful spouse not deeply saddened and hurt? Do not the children become hateful and angry? These are natural responses and does not matter if the family is religious in any way.
Just from that one act of sin. The children can become so deeply affected that they choose to never get married, choose a gay/Lesbian lifestyle or just never have children or just not accept the children they create. Some adult children of sin go on to have many babies by many different people. Some adult children go on to have several spouses. Even to the point that a marriage vow/promise is just meaningless. Then so to any other vow or promise ever made.

This is not just about the sin of adultery.  It is about all sin. Sin of any kind destroys the true freedom to live a life with meaning and righteous purpose. If you are a parent and your sin is easily seen by your own children and other family members. Then just by your own actions have given them all permission to do as you. It doesn't really matter what you say about the evils of your sin. Only your actions have weight.
Keeping your sins secret will not work either. If if no other human being knows. Your genetic memory will be passed down to your children in the form of genetic curses. No one likes to talk about this as it works the same way as a child who is born from musically gifted parents. The likelihood of the musical gift being passed down is probable. As with any other gift. All that you do as a parent is passed down to your children genetically. All of the good, the bad and the ugly. As well as all of your mistakes in those moments of weakness. Which can destroy your family before it is even born.
Again, It doesn't matter what you or I believe. The results of any of your sins becomes the logical consequences of those sins. Sin promotes death, disease and depression. This is all very logical. Where as righteous living promotes on going life, love and living.
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fetal_alcohol_syndrome
http://ncadd.org/programs-a-services/alcoholdrugs-related-birth-defects-awareness/191-ncadd-alcohol-a-other-drug-related-birth-defects-awareness-week
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Lie Mask: (Unedited): 13 Aug 2014:

The mask of your lies only covers the deceptions within. C.J.MacKechnie

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Those who pull away your mask of lies will witness all of your own internal deceptions will are hidden under your mask. Causing you to become enraged and accusatory. This does seem to be a typical response to those who live outwardly on the cusps of their lies.
What is really interesting is that hidden under the mask of lies is a place of darkness and loneliness.
You who discover the lies may also become hurt and enraged. There is great sadness from beneath the liars outward show. The lies which may have hurt your feelings was never and will never be about you. It is about the person behind the mask and how they feel. This may be their own self diluted action in life to feel special or powerful.
What can you do? What will you do? when confronted by a person with a mask which hides their being? Will you see the delicate soul within who hides with great fear and insecurity or will you just see the awful person whom you should hate?  
To love one another means to even love the liar.
To live in peace also means to live in peace with the liar.
To exist in harmony also means to exist in harmony with the liar.
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Harmed Brother: (Unedited): 24 Aug 2013:

The brother who hurts their own brother in ignorance from deception. Will become more harmed when the truth is finally revealed.  

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Who is your brother or your sister? I tell you the truth it is every human being in the universe. Here in our world there are many lies and deceptions which are old and perpetuated by all. There are no innocent among us. Only those who have begun to ask the questions which lead to the new truths which are as old as time itself. 

Think about how you would feel when you discover all of the men and women you have killed in war. Were in truth all of your brothers and sisters. You have killed your own brothers and sisters. It matters not If they were Asian or European or African or Middle Eastern or any other ethnic group known or unknown.
Then think about how all of the leaders, rulers, presidents and dictators for the last many thousands of years have continually lied and deceived their entire populations into believing that the enemies they are to kill are less than human, savages, barbaric and no more important than dogs. All just so you would go off into another land to kill and destroy in the name of your beloved rulers. What would you do upon realization of this truth. Would you seek angry vengeance for the all of the harm that the world leaders have caused to humanity through all of the wars won and lost. I beseech you to just go home and and live your life in peace. Follow not the blood path of war no more.  When the warriors and soldiers all make war no more. All of the worlds leaders will no longer possess the power of the common peoples. A new time for humanity will begin and be enjoyed equally by all. 
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The automation and robotics technology being created can be and will be used by the power hungry controllers of the world who will no longer be able to trust the commanded human response. This will also enable them to do as they want, however they want. 
If the common person continues to to support their current governments. Then destruction and possible extinction will result. Truth shall be revealed.
This is prophecy.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Separate Preservation: (Unedited): 06 July 2013:

A person who distrusts much. May separate and isolate themselves as a method of self preservation. 
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 What do you do when you have been hurt or have been hurt often? You tend to be more careful and you tend to be more self protective.
How old were you when you heart was first broken? Remember that first girl or first boy who promised everything to you and then discarded you when something better came around. Remember those friends who only wanted you around because you had a car or was a source for excitement/entertainment? Those were hard lessons as your heart was broken time and time again.
You can see this distrust within the lies and deceptions which keep the races separate and isolated. Even when it has already been scientifically proven that their is only one race and it is human.  You can see the distrust between the white collar and blue collar workers within business. There is even more distrust within business between those who are the shareholders and with the managers. There is nearly perpetual forms of division through the belief of distrust.
Distrust can also be a learned behavior. Taught to the new recruit at a particular level within any organization. Distrust is taught to the young children. Even parents teach distrust without even being aware. Governments teach distrust through active propaganda programs. Which then propagates through society via person to person.
Eventually you get a cat or a dog as your primary source of companionship. The dog is always loyal no matter what. We as a modern and civilized society have forgotten the importance of loyalty in favor of me and what about me right now. Selfishness in society can be measured in the stuff we own. Which the more stuff we have is a measuring stick for the depth of our own apathy. The lie is that you own anything. It doesn't even matter if you have some kind of legal document proclaiming ownership of those things. Those things own you. Because, when there is a problem with that thing you will go running with check book and credit card in hand. Then you will be concerned and worried over that thing which isn't even alive and will show zero gratitude. So who owns what or who?
The person with much distrusts the person who lacks. The person who lacks distrusts the person with much. One person believes one will take. While the other believes one will steal. The divide between those who have little and those who have much is created. The person who has much should not give to the person who has little. The person who has much should empower the person who desires to free themselves from poverty. Through conditional gifts of housing, food, educational grants and transportation. Some people require little while others will require more.
Beware of takers who only want for the now while manipulating you into their desire of free greed without the productive progression of works.
Honesty leads to being trustworthy. Being trustworthy during a persons times of trials and tribulations changes souls.
A free meal only makes for a happy tummy and changes nothing else. Even gratitude may only be spoken in order to get more free stuff. When you sense the illusion of gratitude. The heart and soul of that person is beyond your ability to assist with any transition into a more positive life free of curses. Give it to GOD and move on to those whom you can assist or help.
A person who expresses no gratitude is the worst kind of thief. They are not only stealing from you but they are stealing from those who need the most. 
Do not allow those who take advantage of you to spoil or persuade you to cease your activities. Trust and have faith that GOD will see this through. For every act of compassion and kindness your freely give away without any expectation. The greedy selfish and blackened heart who takes without genuine gratitude, will answer to GOD for every offense. Just wash your hands and move on to those who truly need.
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Sometimes it is interesting how some of what I write just evolves into something that I know not of. I had no idea when I sat down. Maybe this is for a specific person. It would be interesting to have a follow up story with non-identifying information.

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This is how you the individual change the world. Re-embrace honor, integrity and honesty as it was taught to our early ancestors. Cause no harm. Accept the Ten Commandments not as laws but as a reasonable path to perpetuate life. 

Love one another. Without exception.

Live in peace with your brother and sister.

Exist in harmony with all life.

So that life becomes worth living for all equally. 

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:The Lies and Deceptions of RACE:
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We are all one humanity, one species and one family. When all of the common peoples unite together to love one another, to live in peace with each other and to exist in harmony. Then we all can find a very rich life we all can live with great meaning.
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If you cannot separate yourself from the lies and deceptions of the separation and division of the races. Then you, your family and your entire church will/may not be one of the elect, protected, saved or raptured. You must begin to know and believe that we are a single race of beings called humans. We are all brother and sister to one another.

The DNA fingerprinting was established in 1984. Read it well. Believe the truth and reject the lies you have only known as truth. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_profiling

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_%28human_classification%29

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_Genome_Project

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The history of humanity told by many different traditions. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noah

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_and_Eve

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From about 8 minutes and 50 seconds to the introduction of the European leader. Listen good. This was in 26 June 2000. President Bill Clinton Library.

http://youtu.be/Y_8XRkb-wbY

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Research for yourself the Human skin. learn how it is the largest organ of the human body. Learn about all of the primary functions of the human skin. Then learn about the minor function of the coloring of the skin. Learn how if you lose a primary function of the skin. You can die. Where as if you lose your skin coloring. You will just be uncomfortable, but still living with possible social ridicule. Now, after you have learned all about your human skin. Ask yourself this. Why do we not compare other organs of the body with other people such as the liver, kidneys, gall bladder and etc. How come there isn't racial stereo types for those who can drink much alcohol and those who cannot drink? Why? Race or the coloring of the skin is illogical and without any actual fact. 

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Prophecy is only probable, when a simple revelation can alter everything. Which must be followed with good and righteous works of prevention.

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Lonely Trust: (Unedited): 06 July 2013:

Becoming Trustworthy eases the feelings of loneliness in others.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Those who have been hurt time and time again. Tend to begin a process of separating themselves from society. This can lead to isolation of the individual at all levels.
How amazing would it be if people reacquaint themselves with being trustworthy. A person who can trust another without question or doubt is comforted down to the soul.
This is important. One of the symptoms of apathy is the loss of trust. Apathy is not caring about what other people think. Thinking always leads the emotion in a healthy mind. Can you see where all of this is going yet? Do a label search for other writings about apathy. You cannot care about everyone's emotional state and not care about what they think. It is impossible. Can't have one without the other. This too is another false teaching in society which is believed as a truth. A lie will always be a lie even if you wrongly believe it to be a truth.
You cannot experience the heart of Christ when you believe the lies and deceptions in society are true. Yes, you may be a Christian. But the false beliefs within you will block any of the spiritual gifts from GOD/ALLAH from ever manifesting or even be intimately recognized by you.

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Historical Experience: (Unedited): 16 Aug 2012:

When the logic of your historical experience is contrary to your current existence. There was and still is GOD.
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This is for all of you who have endured great abuse and torture in your life. For all of you who have escaped certain death and destruction more than once. It matters not if you are still completely angry with GOD or have even rejected HIS existence. If there is no logical explanation as to why and how you could have survived. But you did. It was GOD who skewed the incredible odds against you into your favor. You have escaped doom. You have escaped more times than should have been possible. Yet, here you are. So, What do you do now? Do you continue on your apathetic path in your current state of merely existing? Do you continue to hate and be angry while causing innocent souls to have a taste of what victimization that you have had to continuously endure?  All without mercy and compassion for you. There were no humans who came to your rescue. The good people who discover your nature outright rejects you. So, What do you do now? The apathy, hate and anger will kill you from the inside. The victim that you are or were is still within you and your nightmares. Will you allow fear and distrust guide your existence?
GOD saved you. There is a reason for him allowing you to live. Pray and meditate to GOD with all of your hate and anger. Discover for yourself the truth of your own reality as well as HIS reasons and purposes for you. If you want answers to your questions. That is the only way to get your answers. No one can speak for GOD but GOD himself. Just be watchful for the message of an answer to be presented to you.
You may discover that you were just worth it. You have value. That HE cared for you. That you have a message to tell. So, that others can learn and evolve. Not everyone can walk through hell and survive. Not everyone can stay and remain in hell and yet retain their identity. Not everyone can live in hell, escape and return again. Have you done that? Can you do that?
Jesus Christ broke the gates of hell and yet souls remain. Can you see or are you still blind? Can you hear my message or are the sound of these photons deafening?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7C2o0jHNRuU
You are Beautiful.
You are Treasured.
You are Sacred.
You are HIS.
Love, Peace, Harmony, joy, Freedom and Life can still be yours to have. It is His gift and desire for you.
This was written by a person who was once not worth a dime. Someone who was too dumb, to stupid to be worth educations time. Someone who was told that he should have never been adopted. And etc.
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