Showing posts with label Desperately. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Desperately. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

Christian Love: +5: (Unedited): 16 Oct 2018:

The poor, The suffering and the hopeless cannot at times be required or expected to be reasonable or to make the best decisions for themselves. So it is the faithful to act in the best interest of those who are desperately in need. Especially those who have been in their dire state for the longest of times. The expression of Christian love should always be administered first and foremost without any expectancy.
C.J.MacKechnie
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This just happened recently. The true act in faith. I know of a wheelchair bound woman. She does both give tithes and offerings. She isn't rich but she has more than enough. They made the right decisions in their life and her retirement is comfortable.
She met a young man who is struggling, praying, in the Bible, meditating. He had an unfortunate life. She had cried for him many times. He works hard for his wife and kids. Well, she offered him some money and he politely rejected it. Instead he told her to give it to her own church along with her prayers and by faith he will receive it in some other form as which is directed by God. Within a week the young man received money from his church. Two different churches. He didn't say anything to his pastor or anyone else from his church. She does not know which church he attends. Yet, he received necessary money to get him and his family the needed rent money. Yes, they were that tight for the month.
This is one way of how faith works. So if you have that family member who is not responsible or reasonable. Then giving to the church in prayer for your troubled love one is an act of faith.
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Prophecy:
Separated Wheat: (Unedited): 16 Oct 2018:
Just as the wheat and chaff are to be separated so to will be the professed Christian and the righteous Christian.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Grown Together: (Unedited): 16 Oct 2018:
The wheat and the tare shall be allowed to grow together until the harvest which is to come. The weeds shall appear strong and tall. While the wheat appears diminished. This shall only be a false manifestation. For the wheat of God must be low in order to lift up the hopeless and helpless to God.  
C.J.MacKechnie
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Sinners Lowly Church: (Unedited): 16 Oct 2018:
The lowly church of God feels the pain and anguish of the hopeless and helpless in the world and accepts them as they are. While at the same time compassionately teaching the sinner how to be clean and how to freely chose to sin no more.
C.J.MacKechnie
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There is no acceptance of sin of any kind. God will not allow sin to be present.
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Holy Sin: (Unedited): 16 Oct 2018:
The signs of sin and of the worldly weeds shall always be easily seen. For the worldly weeds shall pridefully stand tall and profess their sin to be holy and righteous. The worldly weeds shall profess that God accepts them as they are and they do not need to be anything different than they are now.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Tall Tares: (Unedited): 16 Oct 2018:
The tare shall always stand tall, proud and strong never to notice or be concerned with anything less than its greatness.
C.J.MacKechnie
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https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+3&version=NIV
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matthew_3:12
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+13%3A24-30&version=NKJV
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A split in Christianity has already begun and most Christians are unaware of this split. The split is along these lines. The church which worships the world and of the self. The church which worships God and cares for the needy. The differences in these two kinds of churches is easily seen. One has been rewarded by the prince of the world and the other has been condemned by the prince of the world.
One kind of church is focused on giving, building and expanding of itself. While the other kind of church suffers along with the poor and hopeless while not giving into negativity and sinful thoughts. For their focus is upon the Lord only. For they are obedient from a foundation of love to remain clean, righteous and holy in the accepting eyes of God only.
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Wednesday, September 2, 2015

Dangerous Fear: Decided Decision: Every Success: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:

There was a time in my life when I feared my dangerous adoptive mother and yet I desperately needed her love. I also had fear for everything and of everyone else. If I was hurt in any way. I would always respond in anger, violence and misdeeds against those persons. Then one day as I was being beaten. I decided to stop screaming and to stop my panic. This started my adoptive mother. She knew in that moment that I will never fear her again. I could never ever verbally explain it better than this. This is from Will Smith in After Earth.
My adoptive mother was the greatest monster in my life. Then after she died when I was 13 and in Foster Care. I became my own monster in my life. I guess I was just so conditioned. That I needed all of that violence, turmoil, panic, desperation, unnecessary risk, drama and all of those other things which just go along with all of that. It was all I knew. It was all I had. Then to give up all of that bad and sad. just left me in the quiet alone. Which just seemed more awful then the physical pains and traumas. I know I'm being vague. Do I really need to be specific here. If you were abused. Then you just know or have a very good idea. This is supposed to be about you as I have already conquered the bad and sad in my life. There was no one there even though I always expected someone to save me and then when a good person did come around. I bit their heads off (Symbolically). Really. That was smart of me (NOT). There is much hope for you. You are stronger than most as you have survived the worst that life can bring to you. Yes, you deeply feel those who you once knew. Who did not survive. Move forward and choose a better more gooder life. In their memory as well. All the way until you forget their names.
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Short version. 1:18. https://youtu.be/jgjibFrh0CE
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Not as short version: 4:13. https://youtu.be/bgAEHdKuR7Q
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 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/After_Earth
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How many times did she try to kill me? How many times did she knock me out? I am who I am today because of her. She forced me to either become strong or die. She forced me to choose between giving up or to never ever quit. Harsh? yes. Fair? no. Evil? Absolutely. The essence of all of the abuses and tortures is as I stand here alive or really sitting in a broken pink flowery girlie chair. Contemplating all of this. Not reminiscing in any of those terrible dark memories or reliving any of those depressing and hopeless emotions.  To me all of those memories have become just cold historical evidences of my former life. I am no longer who I was back then. In time you can say the same thing about yourself. Once you make that deep decision. Which changes everything that you are now.
I did make that decision. Even though I could not articulate very much back then and still not able to verbally speak those profound words any better than Will Smith in character.
From that very same action within my own mind. That place so deep where words just become inefficient.
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Decided Decision: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:
"I decided and from that very decision changed my base mental programming forever."
C.J.MacKechnie
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From that one decision. Led to others. No more mind altering anything. No alcohol. No drugs. Just No. All of that brutality, negativity, hate, anger, rejection I grew up with ends with me. Period.
I began searching for more lies and deceptions. Then I reject them all. In the same way I decided not to fear my adoptive mother any more.  I found the openly secret truth of racism and reject it.
I have never hit my children or my wife. This doesn't mean I wont lay several knots of understanding across your forehead if you act stupid in front of me. Please don't. I'm getting to old for that. Oh yea love and peace.
This is for you, The abused people. Find your own victory deep within your core being. Become your own hero and save yourself. Stop being the emotional and helpless victim. Become your own hero and save yourself. Hard words which are harsh. But, somehow and by someway your reading  my words. Nothing is working right and all of the answers are just to impossible for you. Of course they are impossible. That is because you have not acknowledged yourself. Your right to live. Your right to exist. Your right for all that you may want to BE possible. All I ever wanted was a family. Those unspoken words in which I shed many tears into the Gulf of Mexico on Clearwater Beach and Dunedin causeway. I knew I was worthless. I just knew it. I knew I was unwanted by everyone. I knew I had no hope. I knew everything was impossible for me. I knew I was dumb, stupid and retarded. I just knew it. I had no chance and zero opportunities. I knew i would be dead by the time I was 24. I just knew it. So why plan for anything.
Then I saw a poster of Mohamed Ali "I'M Possible". That sat in my mind for a long time. Before I could ever put it into action. I had to first Become my own hero and save myself and so should you. Can you see the difference? From impossible to I'm Possible.
So, what are you going to do now? You have been abused, maybe tortured. You may have been forgotten, rejected in every way. Your family members may have even tried to kill you. Maybe, your abuses that you had to endure were far greater than anything I ever had to endure and yet here you are.
I tell you the truth. You are far more powerful than anyone will ever give you credit for. You endured and survived. Make that decision to no longer be the forever helpless victim. Look into the future of your life and start taking those forward moving steps towards that finish line of your own design.
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Every Success: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:
Every success you achieve. Every single one.
Shall become your abusers badges of ultimate failures.
For their goal was to destroy you wholly.
Your light they could not extinguish.
They tried and failed.
You're already victorious.
C.J.MacKechnie
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