Showing posts with label Broken. Show all posts
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Friday, March 13, 2015

Passion Excitement: Exciting Wine: Darkened paradise: (Unedited): 13 March 2015:

The adulterous mind of excitement is also the cheating heart of passion. Creating thorny scars on every soul.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Thorns, thorns everywhere and in every direction. Thorns limiting your freedom and direction in life. Thorns preventing you from making any profound choices. All of the thorns are the evidence of the pains, sufferings and broken souls in which you have ever caused.
The thorns who have unwittingly grown not only harms you but also prevents anyone from ever getting to close for any real meaningful relationship or genuine love.
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Exciting Wine: (Unedited): 13 March 2015:
There is always a cost for the sweet wine of excitement you thirst for.
C.J.MacKechnie
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The wine is just the word used for whatever it is which is forbidden excitement which will cause much harm to anyone who is close to you. Even though you may think, feel and believe that your chosen wine will not harm you. It does and it will in ways you will not know until they manifest themselves into your life. The difference between love and lust. The confusions between sex and love or is it the difference between the absence of love and genuine love.
Weeds tend to be strong and enduring. The weeds tend to have their own beauty. But, in the end the weeds are selfish and taking all and everything for itself no matter the cost of life around them. It is all about what is important for the weed. You are and have never been important for the weed. Except in that moment when there is no others around in the dark stillness of the night. Your assured secrets is a self deception you keep.
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The world wants you to sin without guilt or remorse. Without thinking of those you are to harm. The world wants you to be selfish. The world wants you to be able to feel whatever it is you desire to feel at their greatest heights of pleasures. Without ever thinking about the future and the long lasting harm it will cause to others. Even the worldly and evil songs want you to go and play without any care for anyone else.
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Darkened paradise: (Unedited): 13 March 2015:
The secrets within the darkened paradise shall all be revealed when the lights of truth is illuminated.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Many truths of secret transgressions are already known to the one who has been hurt the most. It is they who also keep your secret in order to protect those who are the most innocent. Because, they already know the innocent ones are more important than their own feelings or state of being. They are the ones who have sacrificed the most while the adulterer plays their nightly games. All of this even though not a single word of the secret sin is even spoken.
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added extra comments on 25 Oct 2017:
Just because I include this song. Doesn't mean you should also view it or even listen to it. My interest in Taylor swift is one of only observation. Kind of like watching a prophetic view of a train wreck, before it even departs on it's own journey. The media of today seems to always give you permission to go and sin as you find remorseful, unrepentant and guilt free pleasures in it. No matter whose hearts you break or how you have made others to suffer. This also includes you making bad decisions and having bad relationships with the wrong people. Especially you knowing that your own heart will be broken. If it is OK for Taylor Smith to sing songs about giving into your own lusts. What do you think the millions of young people are going to do? Not saying that they will. But, lust and pleasure seem to be more important than love, keeping promises, Respect, honor and to cherish forever.
One month and 61+ million views. Here is your sins permission.
Taylor Swift - Style. 25 Oct 2017: 513,648,020 views
https://youtu.be/-CmadmM5cOk
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Added on 19 April 2015: This was published on: http://www.cacofony.com/
http://www.cacofony.com/passion-excitement-exciting-wine-darkened-paradise/
Thank You to the team at cacofony for selecting my works.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Friday, November 22, 2013

Freedom Bound: (Unedited): 22 Nov 2013:

It is impossible for you to experience your freedom, when you continue to refuse to release your broken chains of enslavement, which had bound you. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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To be free. What does it truly mean? If you look below. The definition seems to be only about physical restraint. But, what about mental restraint or spiritual restraint? or coming soon to a life zone near you, genetic restraint?
We have today, mental restraint through legal and illegal chemicals. Restraints through various addictions. Drugs and addictions are restraints and are not something which enhances or magnifies your awareness.
There are also, those people who have been so psychologically traumatized by their past, they continue to live in it. Thus are uncontrollably enslaved by it. Psychologist and psychiatrists of this modern day often time replaced minimize one form of enslavement with a chemical enslavement. Now that person has two and then eventually more form of chemical enslavement. This of course assuming the patient has zero forms of any brain damage which can be seen in a variety of active brain scans.
It seems the old tried and true method of logical reasoning is no longer a useful tool when it is so easy to prescribe a mind altering medication and thus keeping a patient forever. This is an evil marriage. Til death do you part and if you the patient happen to commit suicide. The doctors can claim that they were right all along, you were insane. No one ever questions the doctors and the pills they hand out. Of course assuming there is no conclusive medical test to prove any brain damage. Those doctors should be held accountable for all of the suicides and heart attacks of children who are medicated.
 
Your freedom is your to have right now. You just have to let go of that which is keeping you down. The lies of racism. The abuse and tortures of your past. The failures in your life. No matter what ever it may be. Just let it go. This has been a hard lesson for me to do. To just let it go. Even if it is all I had or all you have. You just have to let it all go. I have done that.
 It was after the realization that all of the abuses, the tortures and etc. They were not my fault or even about me. I was just the body. If my bio-mother had that abortion in Mexico. My adoptive parents would have adopted someone else and that innocent child would have had to endure what I did.
It was also after the realization that all that I had endured was in fact not God's fault. The fault solely lies in the hands of my adoptive parents, certain foster parents, certain shelter home parents, counselors and etc. There lies the blame. This led to the further realization that all of the problems we have on earth are all the faults of the humans who reside on this planet, throughout it's long histories.
God is a wise and loving God. However you name him within your own culture. He will not strike you dead if you commit a sin. Why is that? To be fundamentally brief and very fundamentally basic. So, that we can learn from our own personal experience and to choose correctly next time. So, that we all can learn from our collective history as human beings. So, that we do not become slaves but a spiritually wise people whom the great Holy Father (NOT A CATHOLIC TERM) can be proud of.
It was also another realization. Do i continue to live with all of that finger point or just get on with my life and the lives of my wife and children? Blame was stealing a life worth living from me.

After you let go of all that is and has been holding you back or holding you down. Sit and quietly think about what it is you truly want out of this very short life we live. You must do this away from everything that you know. Find that peaceful and quiet place. A place of harmonious solitude. Just be with yourself. No music either. No books. Just you and you and you. What do you want? Allow that to be your new focus. Hold onto it. Work smart. Work hard. Work without cessation. Never ever go back to that place or those places which enslaved you or harmed you. Look forward to the new life you will earn for yourself and maybe your new family as well. Become both the end of the old and the beginning of the new. Allow you own children to only know first hand what continuation of the new ways of life are from you. Uphold love, peace and harmony. If you do and your children can see the wisdom, knowledge and understanding of those truths. You will truly become the father or mother of nations.
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free
frē/
adjective
adjective: free; comparative adjective: freer; superlative adjective: freest
  1. 1.
    not under the control or in the power of another; able to act or be done as one wishes.
    "I have no ambitions other than to have a happy life and be free"
    • (of a state or its citizens or institutions) subject neither to foreign domination nor to despotic government.
      "a free press"
      synonyms:independent, self-governing, self-governed, self-ruling, self-determining, nonaligned, sovereign, autonomous; More
      "a citizen of a free nation"
      antonyms:dependent
    • not or no longer confined or imprisoned.
      "the researchers set the birds free"
      synonyms:on the loose, at liberty, at large; More
      loose, unconfined, unbound, untied, unchained, untethered, unshackled, unfettered, unrestrained
      "the killer is still free"
      antonyms:captive
    • historical
      not a slave.
    • able or permitted to take a specified action.
      "you are free to leave"
      synonyms:allowed, permitted; More
      able, in a position to
      "you are free to leave"
      antonyms:unable
    • denoting an ethnic or political group actively opposing an occupying or invading force, in particular the groups that continued resisting the Germans in World War II after the fall of their countries.
  2. 2.
    not physically restrained, obstructed, or fixed; unimpeded.
    "she lifted the cat free"
    synonyms:unimpeded, unobstructed, unrestricted, unhampered, clear, open, unblocked More
verb
verb: free; 3rd person present: frees; past tense: freed; past participle: freed; gerund or present participle: freeing
  1. 1.
    release from captivity, confinement, or slavery.
    "they were freed from jail"
    synonyms:release, set free, let go, liberate, discharge, deliver; More
    set loose, let loose, turn loose, untie, unchain, unfetter, unshackle, unleash;
    literarydisenthrall
    "three of the hostages were freed"
    antonyms:confine, lock up
    • release from physical obstruction, restraint, or entanglement.
      "I had to tug hard and at last freed him"
      synonyms:extricate, release, get out, pull out, pull free; More
      rescue, set free
      "the victims were freed by firefighters"
      antonyms:trap
    • remove something undesirable or restrictive from.
      "his inheritance freed him from financial constraints"
      synonyms:exempt, except, excuse, relieve, unburden, disburden More
      "they wish to be freed from all legal ties"
    • make available for a particular purpose.
      "this will free up funds for development elsewhere
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Mental Freedom
http://www.kabalarians.com/forum/forum_posts.asp?TID=864
Posted: June-21-2005 at 2:37am | IP Logged Quote Daken

Mental freedom, by definition, means you are a clearer expression of the constructive qualities of mind. Therefore a mentally free person should be more individual, more diplomatic, more self-expressive, more patient, more analytical, more responsible, more placid, more objective, and more understanding of others. Greater mental freedom does allow for a greater freedom of dealing with people without judging them.
One can learn from every experience. If people see things differently, it is either an opportunity to understand why and learn from them, or try and explain your own perspective. A logical perspective should elicit reasonable responses from most people.
In association, the great lesson is to learn to merge ideas without loosing one's own clarity of concept. Mental individuality is a higher level of mental freedom, and represents a state of complete self-mastery where the mind is an individualized instrument with a free expression of the inner potential. This generates a greater power of logic and analysis, because emotion is under the constructive control of the mind. Many people suffer the consequences of a lack of mental individuality, being swayed by propaganda and mass-minded influences.
Therefore, in theory a person with a degree of mental individuality is a more controlled and positive mind. No one is perfect, and we recognize that mental freedom is a growing and evolving attainment that comes in steps based upon effort. There is no magic involved...just a study of mathematics and an application to evolve the mind to be a more balanced instrument.



Edited by Daken on January-29-2008 at 6:32pm


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open for more understanding. The spirit is confined in the body. For some it seems to be by choice, for others it is confinement and for another group they just don't know.
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Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Unreachable Fruit: (Unedited): 14 Aug 2013:

It is unwise to cut down the tree which bears the unreachable fruit. C.J.MacKechnie
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My son the Bam Bam says this quote should be named "Anger Management" or "Unbearable fruit".
He is 15 and looks like the cartoon character. Except, way smarter.
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I went out exploring the other weekend and found my way into the middle of a small forest/abandoned citrus grove in a rain and lightning storm. Not good for a guy who has issues with lightning and other electrical products. I came across an area where some homeless reside. No one was around. Then I came upon a citrus tree with still ripe oranges. I noticed an ingenious tool up in a branch where the oranges were. They were to high to be reached in any natural human way. There was a dead oak branch which could be easily pulled upon which lowered the branch where the oranges were. I thought very smart and very wise of that homeless person. No harm to the tree and the fruit is still alive on the branches until he/she was ready to eat.
When I got home. The family was upset and had gone out to look for me.

Yesterday afternoon as I was on my way home from work. I noticed the community Banana tree had been broken down and it's fruit taken. I was sad. I felt the greed and selfishness. I felt the anger which was needed to harm this tree. Thus, The writing of this quote today.
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It is interesting that the homeless person or persons seemed to have more wisdom than those who lived in actual houses. 
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Saturday, July 6, 2013

Used User: (Unedited): 06 July 2013:

A user who may be being used. Will always try to get more out of the person whom they think is using them. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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 A person who believes that everyone is a user will attempt to use everyone more than they perceived to being used by them. It won't matter if the person whom they think are using them is being honest, honorable, Loyal or trustworthy. If the person is of a good nature. They will become greatly damaged with a broken heart from the person who believes everyone uses everyone else. This is another aspect of Apathy.
A user is one who employs many lies and deceptions in order to get what ever they can. They will even pretend love or even confuse certain intimacy, lustful practices as love when it is just a means and ways to get what they want for as long as they want.
This is evidence of an individual who has been greatly damaged. A person who is in great need of psychological counseling without medications. A person who is in need of salvation in spite if they speak the words "I'm already a Christian. The fruits which is seen by others is your evidence of your Christian faith. If you have no fruit. Then that is your evidence. If your fruit is sour, frail and hidden in secret  darkness. Then that is also your evidence. If your church life is separate from your family life, personal life, professional life. Then this is why your so confused and worn out. Once you become a Christian there is no other life but the Christian life. Everything else leads to death.
There will always be users and those who are used. Christians will always be used by evil and wicked people and become happy with what they take or destroy. Fear not and become weary not. Do not allow apathy to sink into your heart and mind from any or every attack from any evil doer. Just continue to pray, meditate and contemplate upon the Lord Jesus Christ. While keeping your nose in the Holy Bible.
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Separate Preservation: (Unedited): 06 July 2013:

A person who distrusts much. May separate and isolate themselves as a method of self preservation. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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 What do you do when you have been hurt or have been hurt often? You tend to be more careful and you tend to be more self protective.
How old were you when you heart was first broken? Remember that first girl or first boy who promised everything to you and then discarded you when something better came around. Remember those friends who only wanted you around because you had a car or was a source for excitement/entertainment? Those were hard lessons as your heart was broken time and time again.
You can see this distrust within the lies and deceptions which keep the races separate and isolated. Even when it has already been scientifically proven that their is only one race and it is human.  You can see the distrust between the white collar and blue collar workers within business. There is even more distrust within business between those who are the shareholders and with the managers. There is nearly perpetual forms of division through the belief of distrust.
Distrust can also be a learned behavior. Taught to the new recruit at a particular level within any organization. Distrust is taught to the young children. Even parents teach distrust without even being aware. Governments teach distrust through active propaganda programs. Which then propagates through society via person to person.
Eventually you get a cat or a dog as your primary source of companionship. The dog is always loyal no matter what. We as a modern and civilized society have forgotten the importance of loyalty in favor of me and what about me right now. Selfishness in society can be measured in the stuff we own. Which the more stuff we have is a measuring stick for the depth of our own apathy. The lie is that you own anything. It doesn't even matter if you have some kind of legal document proclaiming ownership of those things. Those things own you. Because, when there is a problem with that thing you will go running with check book and credit card in hand. Then you will be concerned and worried over that thing which isn't even alive and will show zero gratitude. So who owns what or who?
The person with much distrusts the person who lacks. The person who lacks distrusts the person with much. One person believes one will take. While the other believes one will steal. The divide between those who have little and those who have much is created. The person who has much should not give to the person who has little. The person who has much should empower the person who desires to free themselves from poverty. Through conditional gifts of housing, food, educational grants and transportation. Some people require little while others will require more.
Beware of takers who only want for the now while manipulating you into their desire of free greed without the productive progression of works.
Honesty leads to being trustworthy. Being trustworthy during a persons times of trials and tribulations changes souls.
A free meal only makes for a happy tummy and changes nothing else. Even gratitude may only be spoken in order to get more free stuff. When you sense the illusion of gratitude. The heart and soul of that person is beyond your ability to assist with any transition into a more positive life free of curses. Give it to GOD and move on to those whom you can assist or help.
A person who expresses no gratitude is the worst kind of thief. They are not only stealing from you but they are stealing from those who need the most. 
Do not allow those who take advantage of you to spoil or persuade you to cease your activities. Trust and have faith that GOD will see this through. For every act of compassion and kindness your freely give away without any expectation. The greedy selfish and blackened heart who takes without genuine gratitude, will answer to GOD for every offense. Just wash your hands and move on to those who truly need.
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Sometimes it is interesting how some of what I write just evolves into something that I know not of. I had no idea when I sat down. Maybe this is for a specific person. It would be interesting to have a follow up story with non-identifying information.
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This is how you the individual change the world. Re-embrace honor, integrity and honesty as it was taught to our early ancestors. Cause no harm. Accept the Ten Commandments not as laws but as a reasonable path to perpetuate life. 
Love one another. Without exception.
Live in peace with your brother and sister.
Exist in harmony with all life.
So that life becomes worth living for all equally. 
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:The Lies and Deceptions of RACE:
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We are all one humanity, one species and one family. When all of the common peoples unite together to love one another, to live in peace with each other and to exist in harmony. Then we all can find a very rich life we all can live with great meaning.
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If you cannot separate yourself from the lies and deceptions of the separation and division of the races. Then you, your family and your entire church will/may not be one of the elect, protected, saved or raptured. You must begin to know and believe that we are a single race of beings called humans. We are all brother and sister to one another.


The DNA fingerprinting was established in 1984. Read it well. Believe the truth and reject the lies you have only known as truth. 
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_profiling
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_%28human_classification%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_Genome_Project
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The history of humanity told by many different traditions. 
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noah
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_and_Eve
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From about 8 minutes and 50 seconds to the introduction of the European leader. Listen good. This was in 26 June 2000. President Bill Clinton Library.
http://youtu.be/Y_8XRkb-wbY
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Research for yourself the Human skin. learn how it is the largest organ of the human body. Learn about all of the primary functions of the human skin. Then learn about the minor function of the coloring of the skin. Learn how if you lose a primary function of the skin. You can die. Where as if you lose your skin coloring. You will just be uncomfortable, but still living with possible social ridicule. Now, after you have learned all about your human skin. Ask yourself this. Why do we not compare other organs of the body with other people such as the liver, kidneys, gall bladder and etc. How come there isn't racial stereo types for those who can drink much alcohol and those who cannot drink? Why? Race or the coloring of the skin is illogical and without any actual fact. 
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Prophecy is only probable, when a simple revelation can alter everything. Which must be followed with good and righteous works of prevention.
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Monday, June 18, 2012

Shake Yourself (unedited). 18 June 2012

The binds that seem to have perpetually bound the tormented helpless victim. have already been broken by your savior Jesus Christ. All you have to do is shake yourself free and stand tall. C.J.MacKechnie
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