Showing posts with label Loneliness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Loneliness. Show all posts

Thursday, May 18, 2023

The Balloon Is Already Burst +9: (Unedited): 18 May 2023:

Your bad habits will never lead you to good people or good things.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Your bad habits will lead you and others to misery, sadness, loneliness, depression and then death.
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Even the innocence of children shall not be spared from your bad habits as your bad habits gives the children permission to do as you do and maybe better as they physically, mentally and spiritually become the bad habits, as they become pure sin incarnate.
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"You" is the godlike entity that you sing your worship songs to without ever knowing they are worship songs to a god in which you currently know not it's name. Yet, your bad habits, evil ways and sins are evidence of who your god is. 
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As you continue to maintain your own bad habits and evil deeds. You will be the ones who burst the balloons of the good people on this Earth. Thus, leaving the whole of the Earth devoid of anything good, pure or beautiful. 
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As you begin to realize that there is nothing good, pure or beautiful left in this world. Your own delusional balloon shall also be burst as you begin to truly see the truth of what you have done and become. Not even physical death shall bring you any kind of peaceful quiet as you fully awaken into the permanence hell fires torment. 
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It matters not if you know what the meaning of the rising balloon('s). You may cheer at all of the funniness which surrounds the rising balloon('s). But, what will soon follow will most likely be much suffering, destruction and death.
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Joyfully and with celebration release your balloon into the unsuspecting world. Relish in the coming chaos, destruction, suffering and death. While knowing that you did your part to bring forth the calamity which is to come. 
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The fallen ones who are great in their own eyes have always planned for the destruction of humanity by the hands of humans. This is how small and insignificant humans are to any of them. 
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Worshiping the fallen ones as your gods is easy and you do not have to change any part of you. You can continue in your bad habits and sins. You can continue or begin to do hateful and evil things as you desire them. You can do whatever you will without any guilt or remorse. In the end your reward will be release from the prison of your physical life as you awaken into the spiritual permanence of hell fires torments. 
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Friday, July 21, 2017

Lonely Abandon: (Unedited): 21 July 2017:

The loneliness from apparent abandonment you feel. May not be because of those who have left you. It may be because it was you who abandoned the good things, the righteous ways. 
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Young people of this modern era seem to be abandoning their families. Without a single care in the world except only for themselves. The cost of this abandonment is huge. The consequences of which will be even the loss of their family title, family position and their family name. Once the family branch begins to die. It dies unless drastic measures immediately takes place. But, if those persons who are genetically responsible for the continuation of their own family name continues being a prodigal. Then the family name dies. If the female children decide they are lesbian. Then the genetic line dies with them even though they may not continue the name. If the male children decide they are gay. Then both the family name and their genetic line dies with them. No matter the reason. The family branch dies. This is what happens when the entire family succumbs to sins. It is the final consequence of lives on the sinful path of death.
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I know my place in the grand scheme of things. There is none lower than me when it comes to family acceptance or worth of relationship. I know this and have come to accept it. It is just what it is. The fate of what life has been dealt to me. I seem to have been dealt a hand of cards in which everyone can see and yet I remain all in. Two of hearts, Three of diamonds, Five of spades, seven of clubs and the next card is an nine of hearts. I remain all in. I know I'm gonna lose and yet. I'm ever present. My adoptive father like gambling. I highly suspect in ran odds of probabilities in his head. Yea, he was that smart.
 I know truths about many smart people. You know like the false wisdom of knowing what the correct answer is verbally, while still not doing what is right, actually. Then continue to sin while in the secrecy of your cell phones. Then when the consequences of life continually pound you into the ground. Then say they are just living the life of Job. While never acknowledging that Job was a righteous man. Righteous men do not commit adultery in their minds, in their heart are upon their physical bodies. Yep, that is three sins in one.
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Go and read my personal note below. You wayward sons and daughters. You who have the responsibility to continue your family name and genetic lineage. Know that I call you murderers. This is not an accusations as more than it is what your actually doing to your families. All because some cultural rule says you can live however you want. This is yet another form of absolute freedom where the consequence is death of your own family. No family is perfect. There was no rule book on how to raise you. For living the lives as you have selfishly chosen. The death of your family is on your hands. There is always hope. There is always forgiveness and acceptance back into your own families. To reestablish your family name and continue on your family genealogy. For once they are gone. It is over. It is all on you. No matter what lies and deceptions you want to believe as your truths. They are still lies and deceptions. No one has the power to change lies into truths and truths into lies. All of that takes place within your own flavor of delusion. Even if your delusion was a learned behavior from the world in which you decided to believe over the traditions of your own family.
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Just go back home to your own family. 
Seek forgiveness and offer forgiveness.
Return to the righteous and holy path as established by the Holy Bible.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Some people never had a home or even a family to return to. It is my intention to help prevent the extinction of your family name and your family genealogy. By hoping you choose to do what is right instead of what is correct for you.
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Personal Note: I'm still a deeply flawed human being. Yea, I have an attitude problem. I'm a man of sin. That animalistic *feralness is still in me. I'm working on it.
I had a flash back the other day. I ran away from a foster home which was abusing/starving me. Of course I'm the one who became the bad criminal as I'm the one who broke the laws. It is just how it is in foster care. The foster child is always guilty. That is until the body is discovered then the foster parents are questioned. Anyway, I went home. Because, I deeply loved the adopted mother who tried to kill me many times and perpetually abused and tortured me. Which includes being knocked out hundreds of times. As an adult I see the insanity. But, I guess the child would rather die then to be without. So, I snuck into the house and my mom was passed out in the bed. So I ate food and drank a lot of coke. Then went outside to find friends. Until dad came home. They all were told that I was run over by a truck and killed. Something very plausible as I was nearly blind (20/900+, astigmatism) and I was well traveled on my bike. Friendships were never ever re-established. Not that I was a good person by any means. I was not a good person in any degree. That is how I obtained the nick name "TAX". Anyone who messed with me paid. That is a law of survival on the streets. The awful memories flood into my mind as I write this.
Parents who have kids in foster care. Seem to always place accusations and blame solely on the child. In list form. All to save themselves from social ridicule and social shame. But, the neighbors, friends and family tend to believe the parents and continue to reject the child. For being bad bad bad. Never questioning as to why. To question a person seems disrespectful.
Personal Note 2:
Like I said. I know my place. From always being on the outside looking inside. I had always hope my dad would have children after his evil wife died. So that way, both his name and his genetics would continue on. That never happened. I would have even surrendered my name and changed it to John Doe. Why I say that is not some deep dark psychology of absolute rejection. Well maybe. It is because I see the importance of family, family name, family honor, family respect, family cohesiveness, family acceptance, Family acknowledgement and family love. I still would if a cousin who has refused to have children wanted my name for his new baby.
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*feralness is a word. I just invented it. Just right click word. Then select add to dictionary. So there. It means a feral person who has become semi civilized and then tends to react to certain psychological stimuli in a typical feral manor.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy or entitlements.
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Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Sad Shadow: Christ Wash: (Unedited): 02 Aug 2016:

Sad and alone even your own shadow becomes when the light of Christ does not illuminate you from within.
C.J.MacKechnie
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The illumination of Christ permeates through the darkest shadows of your soul. Washing away the dirtiness that is within your own darkness
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The loneliness you may feel in life isn't from not have a loving and ever present spouse who supports you and is on your team. The loneliness you have is from not genuinely knowing God. By thirsting for any love by any human being. Is you through your own independent action.  That the love from God or from Christ is not enough to quench your thirst for more. It is really that simple. All things come from God including life and love.
You may feel like your missing out and are starving for a loving human relationship and those feelings are very real. They are also a sign about you and your spiritual condition with God. You can joins all of the clubs and groups you want to. It won't matter if they are operated by the church or by the world systems. The end result will be as it will be.
Go and find your love in Christ and in your Heavenly Father first. Learn how to become a good righteous son and daughter first. Learn how to become clean. Ho do you do this?
1) Be willing and wanting to read the word. The word is Jesus and the word is the Holy Bible.
2) Always be in prayer. prayer is usually where you are talking to your Heavenly Father.
3) Always be in Meditation. Meditation is usually where you are listening to your Heavenly Father.
4) Fast and create a very real history of fasting on a regular basis.
5) Always Reject and Always flee from all manor of sin.
6) Spend quiet time in contemplation on the word of God.
7) Go out into the world and show yourself to be a humble son and daughter of God. 
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Monday, November 9, 2015

Dark Life: (Edited): 09 Nov 2015:

There is no joy or happiness in the life of darkness. There is however the perpetual state of loneliness and the feeling that no one really cares.
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There is a lot in the life lived in darkness. You can do whatever you want and no one will ever really ever know who you are. But, they all will see what you are becoming and they will not care. You shall become as apathetic as they all are.  It is all your free choice of endless sin in the life of darkness.
So as long as you're a part of the party of loners, you will always be accepted. But, once you decide to stop living in darkness, they all will angrily hate you and accuse you of trying to be better than they are. But, if and when you ever return into the life of darkness, you will have to endure ridicule and then their apathetic acceptance.
Then when you die amongst them they will drink a toast to you, tell a few stories and maybe make a few jokes. Then they will all forget you were ever there as someone else sits in your seat.
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There is a cost to all of this life of darkness. No one who is living a life in darkness even cares what the costs are or will be. This is the apathy taking a hold over your mind. So as long as you get what you want in that moment you want it, who cares what the future bill will be? Those who live in the darkness don't even want to hear about the light. They will even get angry if you come to them with how wonderful it is in the light. There can even be forgiveness from the light.
They know the truth. Those who freely choose to live in darkness know that if they reach out for the light, go forth into the light, all of their sins, crimes, mistakes and misdeeds shall be known and remembered. They will all know that they decided to live in the darkness in favor over their own family and the good friends who could not  go into the darkness to live their lives.
For those who already live and remain in darkness, many have already judged themselves and have been found deserving the solace of the final judgement to come from God.
These who freely choose to live and remain in darkness have already been judged by God. This is evidenced by their apathy, selfish desires and anger toward you who are good. For it is solely your goodness which reminds them just how bad and evil they were, are and have become.
Is there any hope for those who live in darkness? Sure there is and only God will know for certain.
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For you who are in the light who have family members who have chosen to live and remain in darkness, continue to pray for them. Continue to love them. Continue to express compassion and mercy for them when needed, even if that mercy is in their own homelessness, hunger, medical care and burial.
For myself, it was with my adoptive father, his medical care and cremation/burial. His so-called girlfriend wanted to take care of him and use his money to fix a hot water heater, roof, car. Set up her children in a rented house. I denied all of it and banned her from any contact. After his bills were paid. There was no burial and I could only afford for him a cremation. At least he is with his own family by blood. After years and decades of total rejection of me and mine, I was the only one who he could trust in the end. At least his sister saw him take his last breath. Roll Tide.
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There are many stories of people who have come out of the darkness and into the light. But those numbers are rare. Sometimes a person has to get so low and hit bottom without dying. Then for some reason, they either seek help or continue down the gutter's drain until they finally find death. In the end, no matter how it happens, you must find your comfort that you did not abandon them or walk away. It is always those who have chosen to live within the darkness who had walked away from you.
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Note: Historically, I was not considered a good person by anyone who ever knew me. I brought embarrassment to my adopted father and to his family in many different ways. At least in his end. I could honor him.
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Edited by: RLD.

Thursday, May 7, 2015

Protective Negativity: Apparent Flower: Negative Roots: Negative Leaves: Negative Shield: (Unedited): 06 May 2015:

The protective embrace of your own negativity is only the apparent self saving technique from false threats.
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Apparent Flower: (Unedited): 06 May 2015:
Negativity is only an apparent and self deceiving beautiful flower. In which you grow within yourself to protect yourself from the harshness and true beauty of the universe.
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Negative Roots: (unedited): 06 May 2015:
The roots of your own negativity shall grow deeper than any other reasonable thought. Until, there is nothing left which is beautiful within you.
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Negative Leaves: (Unedited): 06 May 2015: 
The weeds of negativity shall stretch forth it's branches out from you. Their leaves stealing away all of the joyful sunshine from your life. 
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Negative Shield: (Unedited): 06 May 2015: 
The cool shade of negativity may shield you from the sun and conceal you from the rest of the cruel world. But, in time that cool protective shade of self deception becomes a cold darkness of absolute despair and loneliness. 
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Tuesday, August 26, 2014

25 Aug 2014 Flasback: (Unedited):

All of a sudden. There I am in many paces at a single moment of time. All of them based in my own sense of loneliness within this world of many. Even in those places where fun isn't supposed to be so lonely.
Walt Disney,  Busch Gardens.

My adopted dad took me to these two theme parks only once each. In each case. He refused to ride any rides with me. It seemed like I had to drag all through the parks and knew he really didn't want to be there or with me.  How is this important in the grand scheme of things? Just the sense of loneliness I have always felt in life. Not ever having anyone who truly wanted to share a positive childhood with. If you have read some of my other personal notes you may know the rest.

Flashbacks will come and go and it is of importance to deal with each one in a timely and safe manor with a strong and sober mind.
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Sometimes humor just works even if it is from a lizard.
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Sometimes your current life is a lot different then it was. Simply because I choose not to drink, smoke, drug or medicate. In which all of those things would have taken from me the ability to heal from those woes of long ago. Those decisions were that important. To do those things would have inhibited in some way the happiness that I wanted.

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Sometimes you have to just change the way things are to the best you can. Even if your best may not be good enough for your own children and wife. Because, deep down you know they all deserved much more then you could ever provide for them. Such is one of the reason for all of my writings. It is all for them and for the next new generations.
When you have nothing and no one. You just have to do all you can without rest and just hope with all of the hope you can muster that your efforts will eventually work. Even if those efforts are only realized through your adult children and Grand Children.
This is how you combat, confront, conquer any PTSD related events. You must endure them with a sober mind. Is it fun to be drug and or medication free. Nope. It is the best choice for eventual freedom from the bad and sad of your former life. That is also another key. You must choose to make all of the bad and sad, your former life.

So, if that means you need to obtain an education. Then go and get it. Beyond that which you think you need today. Just to prove a point to yourself. That your greater than any minimum standard. After all, You have already survived what truly a bad and sad situation really was. Aren't you that much stronger than the average and normal. So, do not fall into that trap or box of wanting to be average or normal. Your much much more than that. The average and normal may not have the strength or courage to endure or even survive what you have had to in this life. I the writer of this may not have been able to endure or survive your life of woes. So, seek and find solace in that.
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The difference between a spiritual attack and a PTSD. A PTSD is one created by your entire memory of the event. You experience everything. The sounds, The smells, The emotions, The actions, The visions and much more. Sometimes the PTSD can be so intense that somehow you believe you are actually there even though you know you are not. Which brings logical conflict and confusion to your own mind.  You may even confuse others as those who wanted to harm you and take action upon them. The intensity is very high.
The spiritual attack is somewhat different. The demonic spirits which begin an attack upon you are not perfect and thorough in their attack. The simulated PTSD or spiritual attack seems to be much less in the use of complete memories. The entire experience of a spiritual attack is lacking in the sounds, the smells, the emotions, the actions,the visions and much more. The spiritual attack occurs because you have began some sort of righteous journey in life or maybe you are about to decide to begin a righteous journey. So the spiritual attack pieces together all of your memories. In the hopes that you believe these inserted false memories are your own. If you believe, your own brain will or should fill in the rest of the information of their attack upon you. The logical part of your own brain, if you choose to listen to that part will send up warnings that something is odd in some way. That is when you should take the time to just stop, to just pray and to just meditate. Just by doing so. The spirits who are attacking you become embroiled and know of their failure. Because, their attack upon you was purposed to prevent you from continuing on the righteous path and yet you logically resorted to being righteous right then and right now. The essence of a spiritual failure on the fallen ones part. Always know that many of these fallen ones are greatly superior to any human being. Yet, for all of their superiority they failed with you. Your victorious in that one attack.
Then repeat your righteous actions and live your righteous life.
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Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Lie Mask: (Unedited): 13 Aug 2014:

The mask of your lies only covers the deceptions within. C.J.MacKechnie
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Those who pull away your mask of lies will witness all of your own internal deceptions will are hidden under your mask. Causing you to become enraged and accusatory. This does seem to be a typical response to those who live outwardly on the cusps of their lies.
What is really interesting is that hidden under the mask of lies is a place of darkness and loneliness.
You who discover the lies may also become hurt and enraged. There is great sadness from beneath the liars outward show. The lies which may have hurt your feelings was never and will never be about you. It is about the person behind the mask and how they feel. This may be their own self diluted action in life to feel special or powerful.
What can you do? What will you do? when confronted by a person with a mask which hides their being? Will you see the delicate soul within who hides with great fear and insecurity or will you just see the awful person whom you should hate?  
To love one another means to even love the liar.
To live in peace also means to live in peace with the liar.
To exist in harmony also means to exist in harmony with the liar.
such is life among humans. Just gotta be smart and wise about it all.
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Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Living Righteous: (Unedited): 11 Nov 2013:

Living a righteous lifestyle. Which is free of sin. Reinvigorates an exhausted and weary soul. 
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There is something peaceful and calming about living a righteous lifestyle. You actually have greater freedoms than if you followed the lies and deception of living however you decide is right for you. That line of so called rationale thinking is absolutely delusional.
I would suppose in the beginning it would seem very fun and very thrilling to live any manor of lifestyle you choose free of any guilt. That sort of living free just introduces every manor of misery and loneliness. Which of course leads to thoughts and depression of wasting your entire life. A life consumed with absolute selfishness becomes devoid of love. A life where you only endeavor to live how ever you desire. Is a life with out a profound purpose or meaning.
 The righteous lifestyle is the purest form of living where you are love, peace, harmony all merge together to become your life with profound meaning and purpose. From this lifestyle brings forth a level of joy and happiness that others who live any alternative lifestyle will find alien and crazy to them.

Saturday, July 6, 2013

Noise Maker: (Unedited): 06 July 2013:

Silence can be a reminder of loneliness to the troubled mind. Out of that reminder of loneliness can create a noise maker out of you. C.J.MacKechnie
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The troubled mind can often times become fearful of a great many things.  Silence can be one of them. So a person begins to talk and talk and talk. This is not to be confused with those who are verbal communicators. This kind of person will just stand or sit next to a person and begin talking. Then continue talking even if that person just walks away. Maybe this kind of person needs to be recognized and accepted by everyone who just comes by.
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This is a person whom I saw today. Homeless and she knew all of the homeless or mentally ill people about the area. I'm starting to sense that they as a group are beginning to fear me. Maybe, I'm still a stranger.
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Lonely Trust: (Unedited): 06 July 2013:

Becoming Trustworthy eases the feelings of loneliness in others.
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Those who have been hurt time and time again. Tend to begin a process of separating themselves from society. This can lead to isolation of the individual at all levels.
How amazing would it be if people reacquaint themselves with being trustworthy. A person who can trust another without question or doubt is comforted down to the soul.
This is important. One of the symptoms of apathy is the loss of trust. Apathy is not caring about what other people think. Thinking always leads the emotion in a healthy mind. Can you see where all of this is going yet? Do a label search for other writings about apathy. You cannot care about everyone's emotional state and not care about what they think. It is impossible. Can't have one without the other. This too is another false teaching in society which is believed as a truth. A lie will always be a lie even if you wrongly believe it to be a truth.
You cannot experience the heart of Christ when you believe the lies and deceptions in society are true. Yes, you may be a Christian. But the false beliefs within you will block any of the spiritual gifts from GOD/ALLAH from ever manifesting or even be intimately recognized by you.
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Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Lost Unity: (Unedited): 21 Oct 2012:

In the post modern era. Wealthy families will lose their unity. In the consumer distractions of modern day technology. C.J.MacKechnie
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Just as any mind altering substance. Steals away your humanity. So, to does the personal entertainment devices steal something from you. Your personal relationships from your family, friends and other people.
In the future. Homes will be made with technology free rooms. Possibly even with RF and EM shielding. Homes will be made with technology in the common area rooms in which time will have parental programmed time limits.
Families used to work together, play together, ate together, prayed together, worshiped together and was just together. They were intact family units.
There will be a time when family members will become absent and forgotten by those who completely become immersed in their personal technology. The friends each person make will be with those of similar technological interests and whom they may never even see or meet in real life. Technology brings forth loneliness.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
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Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Selfish Impatience (unedited) 30 Sept 2006

The impulsive act of impatience that causes another to suffer is an effect of selfishness which in itself is a symptom of a man on the evil path/wrong path. In the end it will lead to his own long term misery, loneliness and self destruction.
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