Self Grown Apathy: (Unedited): 03 Sept 2016:

The new calm and peace you feel especially after unresolved stresses or torments may have their origin from your own self grown apathy. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Living in this world is very stressful. Trying to be or being successful in this world especially when you have not been properly prepared is very stressful. Maintaining profitable employment especially when the rules change every so often is very stressful. All requiring more and more out of you.
The idea that continual education is becoming a new thought to people who have never considered it as far as advancement and promotion is concerned. This just adds to the stresses.
The idea of multiple and mutually related bachelor degrees will become more desirable for first time employment. This just adds to the stresses.
Family stresses, working spouse stresses. The difficulties of truly getting to know your spouse and your children. In other words becoming and remaining in the lives of your family.
Then people resort to smoking, alcohol and drugs. Maybe, seek the stress releases of various sorts of sins. This is often times when apathy has already begun to sprout within you. All without your awareness. Even though you may say "I don't care".
Internalized calm and peace comes from you choosing to use all of your humanity. Which means not being drunk or even partially. Which means not being drugged up and it does not matter if those drugs are legal or not. Then to seek out various kinds of sins or even those sins manifest upon you out of the internalized turmoil of your life.
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Accusing Devil: (Unedited): 20 July 2016:

Be warned of those within your organization who always accuse others. For their attitude only pretends to be a caring employee when in fact they are just a devil spirit who finds power and thrills in others torments. 

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It is interesting how only one can make it into an organization. Gain the trust of the leadership and/or managing team. Then become the eyes and ears of them. The vast majority of these are very beneficial. It is the few whom I'm talking about. It is those who only accuse others of wrong while offering zero benefit to the company by any other means. These devil spirits spend so much time spying and accusing others that their productivity is very low. But, everyone in management/leadership likes him/her. The management and leadership teams have all been blinded by this one person. This one person is or can be the sole cause of a demoralized workforce.
It would be better off to fire this person outright and even pay for their unemployment benefits. In doing so. Your entire corporate structure will breathe and feel the pleasant atmosphere you once had. All aspects of your business will improve. Virtually over night. there will be a positive shock that your employees will feel and this may cause sluggishness in your recovery. But, once your workforce gets your train steaming and heading with a decisively forward momentum. They will smile and wont be stopped. Until you the leadership and management team screws up again.
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Defending Fight: Stoking Anger: Refusing Fight: (Unedited): 19 JUly 2015:

The freedom to fight and the confidence gained from defending yourself when the innocent ones are absent. This kind of journey or path never ends in love, compassion or peace. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Stoking Anger: (Unedited): 19 July 2015: 

 Confrontational blame and accusatory finger pointing only stoke the fires of anger and frustration. With the resolve of a peaceful calm, remain one with Christ and the Holy Spirit. Remain in prayer and in meditation. Remain connected within your righteousness and holiness as only accepted by God only. Through theses actions of choice shall you over come the coming barbs of spiteful torments. 

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Refusing Fight: (Unedited): 19 July 2015:

Refusing to fight does not mean you shall be defeated or conquered. Only by continuing to fight can you win or lose. By not fighting or being combative you cannot be defeated or conquered. Refusing to defend yourself is not a sign of weakness or helplessness. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Professionally Religious: (Unedited): 08 June 2015:

The professionally religious shall suffer many torments when they cannot or will not become spiritually righteous.

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I would suppose this would be prophetic/prophecy as in one of the torments would be the taking away of free choice. While still doing that which is completely against The God of all. Think about it. Lets say you absolutely know the difference between right and wrong, Good and evil, God and gods. You may even be an achieved theologian with many accreditation's, awards, accolades and books.  Yet, you can only do as you do even while being in the full knowledge that what you do is an absolute sin. This is beyond caring or even apathy. You are just unable to alter or prevent the sin you are about to commit. This is also far beyond out of control habits or addictions. You remain in the full knowledge of your wrong doing. Where as an addicted person just doesn't care anymore.
You see God isn't going to send you an email or a memo. There won't even be a visitation by a divine angel of judgement. Stating the judgement which has already befallen you. With fiery sword in hand as the angel desires to slay you and save the ass.
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The first use of the word ass is related to the donkey. The reference is related to a story in the Bible. Find it yourself. Then ask yourself who is the ass? The third use of the word ass is a derogatory comment. Hint below.
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This is only one of the torments to come for the commonly or socially religious and professionally religious. This includes those who are musically religious as well. 
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Balaam
Even in ancient days. The prophets knew how to get around the blessings of God. By causing those who are blessed to curse themselves. Sound familiar to the USA. The USA is really New Jerusalem or New Israel. This is the original name for all of us. This history has all been scrubbed away and destroyed to the common person to find. So we the people have cursed ourselves by allowing sin to come into our country and by all of the legalized sin shall we become destroyed by our own will/choice or suicide by our own free will. Our free will can keep us healthy and inside the blessings of God our Heavenly father. Our free will can purposefully remove ourselves into the realms of spiritual and physical helplessness and self cursing.
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Numbers%2024&version=NASB
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Numbers%2025&version=NASB
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In-spite Of: (Unedited): 31 March 2014:

In-spite of all of your pains and torments. Actively, seek out all that is beautiful. Because, all that is beautiful, is as it is, In-spite of all of your pains and torments. 

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It is very easy for those who have become depressed or have been depressed for some time. To remain in those dark secluded places or to either seek out those dark secluded places. By remaining or or going into those dark secluded places. You merely reinforce those false notions that you are truly alone and that the whole of the world is a very ugly and dangerous place. It is your own false fears which causes you to seek out the dark solitude. 

The truth is, The birds shall sing. The sun shall shine, The moon shall reflect it's beauty within the beautiful heavenly stars. The oceans shall crash along the shores. Children will scream, laugh and run around the playground. Lovers shall hold hands and steal away their kisses. Games will be played on their fields of green. All of this shall happen in-spite of your own perceived self misery, pains, torments, injustice, unfairness. You have to actively free yourself from those forms of bondage. No one is going to free you. Especially, when it is you who have freely decided to remain in bondage.

Become an inspiration of those around you. Over come and over power all that which pains you. Actively achieve everything which is beyond you today. Even if victory always seems to elude you. You will become the inspiration in which many others will find their own victory through their witness of your daily routine. 

Even if all you can do is hold down a job. Then go to it, always be present and on-time.

For it was you who has inspired this write.

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Letting Go Empath: (Unedited): 18 March 2013:

Let go of those emotions which has no logical content, before you create them from memory. Let go of those emotions which were never yours to begin with. Let go of the memories of other peoples hurts and torments. Let go of those fears and anxieties which may grow within you and cause you to avoid human contact. Let go of those internal uncontrolled feelings of being cursed by this great empathic blessing. Let go of your own history of faults and failures. Let go of those feelings of being overwhelmed and over powered. Let go of being owned and controlled by your empathic gift. Letting go of the negativity has always been your choice. Just as embracing the positive feelings of others is a very relevant side to being an empath. Letting go of the undesirable will leave an empty space within you, which is to be filled with that which you deem desirable. C.J.MacKechnie

Conflict Participate (unedited). 11 Jan 2011

Every conflict, fight and debate you have ever been in. You had to first agree to participate.
 C.J.MacKechnie

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 No matter what is said, done or not done. You must first decide to respond. No one makes you, causes you or forces you to do anything. You decide. To lay blame your words or actions upon another is a lie and a deception. It is also, pain and suffering in which you want another to feel. Its all your fault. All of the pains and torments you have caused. All of the excuses all of it is wrong.

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