Showing posts with label Memory. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Memory. Show all posts

Sunday, January 14, 2024

Doll House Perception: (Unedited): 14 Jan 2024:

 I usually always wake up some time around 0500. So what happened? Bad sleep for the last few weeks? Demonic attacks? Dramas with a variety of humans? Painful and non pain migraines? Yes, to all. Being honest. Good sleep last night.
This day as in today, I feel like I'm living in a doll house in a toy city. My perception of this reality seems very small. I feel like a toddler sized person trying to make my way among people 50 feet tall. I feel like I have been in places where the 50 foot tall people reside. My perception of myself is very small and my perception of this rental house is also small. I almost feel claustrophobic even though I have lived in smaller places. Everywhere I have looked today was from looking up very high to down to my human level. Almost like I had a habit of looking up first and often.
This almost feels like another ?spooky? like event occurred and then no memory of anything. Yet my physical body has to readjust to new perceptions after being in another place where the perceptions are or were very different. I do not like my memory messed with. But, maybe it is all of everything which has happened in the last few weeks and not related to anything not in a humans normal environment. 
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Thursday, December 14, 2017

Christian Sin Haunt: (Unedited): 13 Dec 2017:

The memory of sin can haunt a Christian. The word of God fills a person up as the memory of sin is overflowed out of that person. The Christian who drinks up the word of God. The thirst for sin becomes vanguished.
C.J.MacKechnie
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No matter how deep the sticky sin is in your whole being. Sin is the trash which floats and the Word of God is the pure water which cleanses and scrubs you thoroughly from within. The regular reading of The Word of God is just one hose filling you up completely. Regular prayer is another clean and pure water hose which also completely fills you up. Regular and purposeful meditation upon the Lord is yet another purifying hose filling you with a rush holy water. All of this will be like a great and pure tsunami flowing out of you. Over time along with your own purposeful rejection of all sin. Your rejection and fleeing from all sin is you turning off the contaminated gray waste water mixed with bio-hazard fecal matter from entering your whole being.
You shall become holy and righteous as God has always intended for each of us.
Jesus Christ is the only way and the truth. A few minor keys below are in purple.
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 To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Sunday, June 25, 2017

Perfect Fig Tree: (Unedited): 22 June 2017:

The symbol of the fig tree was once a perfection of creation until the sin of man and the corruption which became from that sin was manifested. Eden was a place of absolute perfection even in thought of memory until man dirtied it with sin. So much so that when God in man form comes to one of His fig trees in creation and all it has is the leaves and no fruit. Could this be the origin of His uncharacteristic anger? What man had done to perfection created?
C.J.MacKechnie
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cursing_the_fig_tree
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parable_of_the_barren_fig_tree
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+21%3A+18-22&version=NIV
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Mark+11
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Figs_in_the_Bible
http://www.hope-of-israel.org/symbolfigtree.html
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Monday, September 21, 2015

Bad Memory: Their Abuse: (Unedited): 21 Sept 2015:

Bad things happen and this sadness can inflict our souls to the point where we continually remain within the perpetual memory of those bad things. Thus, we may never grow or evolve from them.
C.J.MacKechnie
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 A bad and terrible thing has happened. maybe, this bad and terrible has happened to you. Maybe there is an infinite number of bad and terrible things which has happened to you. What do you do? Where do you go from here? How do you resolve them?
What if you think your at fault? Well are you?
It is difficult to live the life you have had. But, the longer you choose to remain within those bad and sad memories of the past. Also, means that the joy and happiness you so desperately want and need will also not be possible or just fleeting. So how can you obtain joy and happiness after have suffered through years or decades of abuse and torture? Well, are you reading this? I cannot say that I know your pain and what you have gone through. But, I do know this. If you are free of the abuse and tortures. Then. You have been victorious and your abusers and torturers have lost and failed in their miserable actions of you.
I have spent decades trying to figure out why? There is a reason why the answers are not easy to reason. Because, there isn't any reason why anyone should be abused or tortured. If you were abused and tortured. Then none of it was ever your fault. You were just the body present. That is all. You could have been someone else and they would have been the ones who endured all that you have had to. Except they may have been the ones who died.
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Their Abuse: (Unedited): 21 Sept 2015:
Your abuse and torture was never meant to be yours. It was always theirs.
C.J.MacKechnie
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A gift is not something you ever have to accept. You can be nice and friendly. But, you don't have to accept all gifts given to you. Just like the gifts of abuse and torture. You can refuse to accept these gifts from black hearts of wrath and hate. Just refuse them and deny their acceptance into your being.  You do not ever have to accept any ugly memory into the home of your soul. 
By you making your abuses and tortures your own. You are accepting of those unwanted and unasked for actions done to you. All that has ever been done to you. Was always because of those who had done those bad and terrible things to you. You were not ever at fault. Nor were you ever deserving of those bad and terrible things done to you. 
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Those persons who had done those bad and sad things to you. Would not have had any remorse or guilt if you had died. They would have felt great fear of getting into trouble. There is a distinction. maybe, they would have felt bad that you died. Because, now they have no one to endure their own internal wrath and hatred of life. In which your represented the hope of a good life. You still do. But, now for yourself and for the family you can now create without any abuse or tortures to be endured.
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How is it again? That you are victorious when you don't feel victorious. It is always like that after any great battle. The ugliness still fresh in your mind. But, right now is that key time in your life. You do not need or you should not want to blame yourself or to even own those memories. You are not to blame. no matter how many thousands of time you were made to be the blame. By keeping and holding onto those memories will block the creation of you choosing to make good and peaceful memories full of love, happiness and joy. 
So, put all of your bad and sad memories into the trash and put the trash to the curb. Just think about that for a moment. All that we have ever used is placed into the trash and remembered no more. Do you still think about the trash you threw away? ever?
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Sunday, April 12, 2015

Crab Shack Rain Adventure: (Unedited): 12 April 2015:

The beginning of a beautiful Florida adventure. Can begin in the falling rain under the tiki hut at the Crab Shack in Port Richey.
C.J.MacKechnie
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While everyone wants the perfect holiday or vacation. Many seem to hide when the rains come at their predetermined times. The weather in Florida is usually known to occur within a half hour. Be brave and go to the Crab Shack during the rain. Be safe and be careful. But, go and experience the weather and your fellow customers. You just make some new friends who are just like you-brave and not sad or miserable because it's raining..... It is interesting and may even be that key fun memory of your short holiday. If it is late in the day. Call first to make sure they are open.
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Sunday, January 18, 2015

Was Will Exists: (Unedited): 18 Jan 2015:

Everything that is, was and will come. All exists in the here and now.
C.J.MacKechnie
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All that we know exists in the here and now. Even all that we knew and experienced. Were in the here and now in that moment of time. Just as all that we will know and experience will also be in the here and now.
Each of us are biological time machines. At least in the past. We can relive the moments in our past. Some who have even suffered great harm can somehow even become do immersed into the memory (PTSD) that they remain in that time.
Those very special people who can visualize their own futures. Can even fantasize everything they are about to create for themselves. Thus, working diligently towards their dreams and goals. Until, such a time that all of there mental efforts are manifested in a future here and now.
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So what is the key to time travel. Ceaseless focus upon one intention. Until, your where you desire to be. 
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Saturday, January 3, 2015

Mind tattoos: (unedited): 03 Jan 2015:

The errors, sins and wrong doings of your life are like tattoos upon your mind and spirit. You may forgive yourself and God may even forgive you. But those tattoos will always remain on your memory.
C.J.MacKechnie
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The representation of the tattoo can be anything. It can be that permanent disease. It can be loss of limbs. It can be brain damage. It can be that unfortunate birth of a child who has to start life addicted to your drugs. It can be that child born as a FAS baby. http://kidshealth.org/parent/medical/brain/fas.html

Your tattoos of mind or even spirit can be those bad awful things you have done and are not those tattoos which burn your mind and soul. This can happen after you have that wide awakened feeling that good is necessary and badness should be avoided.
Have you ever seen the meanest of the mean or baddest of the bad. Just cry after having been spiritually awakened? Well, It's a sight. The life change is instantaneous. For those types of persons. The spiritual and mental tattoos cannot be bleached away or covered up.

God can wash away all of your sins which burdens your spirit. It seems like in every case God leaves the memory alone as well as any physical ailments which resulted from your poor choices. As that reminder, to you, for you. Possibly enabling you to become that real life teacher as to why other people should not ever do as you have done. Yes, You may suffer and endure daily. You have that choice to internalize it all daily in a very dark and negative way. OR you can be positive and be a teacher to those young ones. Sure it is most likely very embarrassing for you to go out in public and reveal all of your deep dark secrets. In doing so. You may find that unexpected healing or even a spiritual awakening. That is between you and God.

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Saturday, November 1, 2014

Nothing Line: Mixing Elements: (Unedited): 01 Nov 2014:

The line between right and wrong, good and bad, Holy and evil can never disappear into nothingness.  
C.J.MacKechnie
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The human mind is currently a weak thing even though it is considered the most marvelous thing of biological calculating machinery seen today. The human mind can change and alter it's own internal programming. By simple selfish choice or even by circumstance. Sometimes a fundamental change can happen which is beyond any explanation. No matter how much education you have and from which ever prestigious University.
Even the theologian can know so much about their own chosen religion. That the Divine Holiness of their religion knows them not. This is because they have not perceived the line even though they know all about the line.
Some theologians and even those men/women of holiness as defined and awarded by various religions and institutions may know of the line and yet are so blinded by the life of their own successes that they lead many into hatred, death, chaos and war. Which is completely against the teachings of the Holy One who is above all. Yet, they study this one being and yet they fall victim to the directives and teachings of those fallen ones. The line yet still remains. Even those fallen angels know exactly where the line is and where their own lines are. They do not cross it or them. This is not because they cannot logically do so. It is purely out of fear that they do not.
Where as for all of humanity.  We can and do cross the lines and any other line as we will it. By doing so is going to lead to our eventual extinction on a global scale. But, for the individual, extinction of the self, of family is more of a certain result. Which can be seen in the family history of each family.
God may by divine grace saves one lonely boy child and then saves another girl child. Then create many circumstance in order for the each of them to fall in love. To re-create the family in which HE intended. This is how the remnant works. It can even happen at a point when the boy child is destructive and apathetic and the girl child is worldly. Then deep within each of them begins the journey on the path to holiness. A new family is reborn out of two families which are on the ending road. They are the remnant. Their children are the new beginnings. While the parents must endure the end of it all. The end of it all in accordance to this physicality. Spiritually however is yet another story. Oh. I was talking about lines. Can you see the line between life and death and the subtlety of it? The dyeing family only exist within the sin of the world system of freedom. While not even aware of just how close they are from the ending of their family. They continue on with their lives of ever lasting drama. Until, the loss of sons, the loss of name and the loss of memory that your people ever existed.
The human being can become blinded by the obscurity of circumstance that no line is actually there. Over time forgetting that any line was ever there. It is of no matter how the line or lines of life seems to disappear. There are many more lines than in my simple quote. Such as in the logical formula in which I've written about many times.
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Love Peace Harmony = Life
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Hate War Chaos        = Death  

Mixing Elements: (Unedited): 01 Nov 2014:
 You cannot have what is above, mixed with any element which is below. To do so ends with the final result. Below the line. 
C.J.MacKechnie
A typical fallen angel philosophy is out of chaos comes peace. If you can create chaos out of peace and then step in to bring forth peace. You will be looked upon as a truly great man. This philosophy of the fallen angels never gets into the reality if you get caught. But, that is the point of these kinds of philosophies. Not getting caught and if you do lie, lie and lie so more. How many lines do you have to cross? More than I can even perceive. If you get away with it, then it is good. The truth is No it isn't good and never was good. It was only good for you. Which is the point of the matter. What is good for you?
The fallen angels and all of those associated with them. Only wants you and the rest of us dead. Which the more they deceive us, confuse us. The closer to death we all get. For them a thousand years is just but a day while a hundred years is just a life time for humans. So, these fallen angels can do as they do for a very long period of time over many human generations and just sit back and watch all of their own handiwork as humanity self destructs. Which is what they all want. All of the fallen ones cannot allow humanity evolve to the point that we become superior to any of them. Do you understand? Do you understand that there are a rather large number of fallen beings on this planet as you read this. A number far larger than the military term legions and each of them is far superior to any human being. If they were allowed. They could over take the entire population of this planets entire military in minutes. Yes, Minutes. There are that many of them. They they could re-establish all of their own goddoms as they had once done before. But, they are prevented in some way. Which seems to be unknown to the entire general public of humanity.
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 New word alert. (goddoms). No capital letters is ever used.
Kingdoms is the same as goddoms. Except the rulers causes everyone to believe they are gods.
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Sunday, June 16, 2013

Phantom Concepts: (Unedited): 15 June 2013:

From your most recent memory. Ocular phantoms may fill in those inconceivable concepts encountered. C.J.MacKechnie
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 What this means is if and when you visually within your own mind or minds eye. perceive a "thing" in which you cannot fathom. Your most recent visual memory will be used to fill in the unknown. From the absence of information within your own understanding and knowledge base does come a made up image.
So if you perceive a pillar or an obelisk of an extreme unknown nature. It is energetic to an unknown and in conceived energy source. You may see absolute blackness, which is just an absence of information. You cannot even logically conclude whether or not it is  evil, good or neutral.
Your mind is not tricking or deceiving you when it pulls a random shape from your most recent visual memory. Your mind is just trying to fill in the blanks in your awareness. Those blanks are just blanks. They are not good or evil just an absence of information.

A brief explanation.
What is the absence of information that you are not aware of right now. Think about your natural senses for a moment. Is the night sky dark? No it is not. The darkness you see is just the evidence of the limitations of your human eyesight. Now, think about all of the animals who have more enhanced senses than a human does. Dogs and elephants can hear better than you. Which means the sounds you do not hear is the absence of information. The sharks nose and the alligators vibration sensor is more absence of information. The sonar used by bats and dolphins is more information which is absent from you. AND ETC. This is important to understand very important. This is a logical part of discovering the truth of any "thing".
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phantom_eye_syndrome
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charles_Bonnet_syndrome
This is about visual hallucinations. From a non illness related psychological stand point.
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Monday, March 18, 2013

Letting Go Empath: (Unedited): 18 March 2013:

Let go of those emotions which has no logical content, before you create them from memory. Let go of those emotions which were never yours to begin with. Let go of the memories of other peoples hurts and torments. Let go of those fears and anxieties which may grow within you and cause you to avoid human contact. Let go of those internal uncontrolled feelings of being cursed by this great empathic blessing. Let go of your own history of faults and failures. Let go of those feelings of being overwhelmed and over powered. Let go of being owned and controlled by your empathic gift. Letting go of the negativity has always been your choice. Just as embracing the positive feelings of others is a very relevant side to being an empath. Letting go of the undesirable will leave an empty space within you, which is to be filled with that which you deem desirable. C.J.MacKechnie