Showing posts with label Hopelessness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Hopelessness. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 13, 2017

Snitching Justice: (Unedited): 07 Dec 2017:

Work in progress.
As the prison culture, gang culture and criminal culture further infects every aspect of society with stitches for the snitches, they all will find that along with perpetual misery, suffering and hopelessness within their hood, they all will also know that there will be no real justice either. It is the police who are the good guys and the heroes. It is not the criminal or gang member which is looked up to as someone they each can aspire to become. The hoodlum gangsta. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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This is another reason why school shootings have risen. If a student from the hood life tells a person in authority of their problems with another student in the hood, they could get badly beaten or become permanently disabled. So the bullied student in the hood is in an impossible situation - to die or go to jail or suicide. If they kill, at least they will earn some respect in jail as they handled the problem without snitching.
This is why when a child gets killed in the hood no one will talk to the police. If they did, the end result is that they will be beat bad or killed. The entire family will be labeled as snitches and they will not be able to safely live in peace with anyone in that hood.
All of this has evolved into the hood mentality. So even if a person leaves the hood. They still take the hood indoctrination with them where ever they may end up. So if Mom moves to a better place and their kids bring with them the hood mentality. They are all still in the hood and all of the hood drama will follow them. Even to the new better place.
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YouTube research term: "Snitches get stitches"
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Good will always be good. Bad will always be bad. You must decide what kind of human being you want to be. If you decide to be good and act accordingly then your own personal prophecies should be good. If you decide to be bad your personal prophecies will always become immediately bad in that moment of reckoning.
The young ones will just believe what you do and they will adapt to the rules of the street. The harder the rules and life on the street and in the hood. The more difficult it will be for them to become good human beings and their souls will be lost forever. Because, that is the point isn't it? The short physical life on this Earth is not as important as eternal spiritual life in heaven. So if the animalistic laws of the hood destroys your spiritual life or the spiritual life of your children. How important is it for you to make these changes right now. Before your children start going to juvenile detention centers then graduating to adult jails and prisons. Assuming they do not die or become permanently disabled first. Below is a key and Jesus Christ is the only way.
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 To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To love one another.
To live in peace with everyone.
To exist in harmony with all.
To Cherish all life.
To be obedient to the Laws of God.
To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Tuesday, July 11, 2017

Failed Fear: (Unedited): ?? July 2017:

Walking without fear means that evil has failed to keep you as a down trodden victim who only knows hopelessness and failure.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Those who have only known a life of victim hood and hopelessness. Those who have only known a life of abuse and torture. Can find hope, purpose, meaning and a beautiful life. Once you begin to look up into the beauty of that which surrounds you. Then as you begin to clean off all of the grime and crud in your life. You will just feel better.
No matter what you have gone through. Shake off all of that fear of dead weight in your life. Shake it all off and then kick that fear which binds you in the teeth(Symbolically speaking).
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Thanks and gratitude to Chase Iron Eyes for inspiring this.
I'm sorry for the lateness of this posting. I have not been responsible to my writing. It is all my fault.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
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Monday, November 23, 2015

Thankful Hope: Memories Hope: Dark Absence: (Unedited): 20 Nov 2015:

All of the hope you will ever need in life, Is deep within the core of your being.
The hope you do have is more than sufficient for any dream you may have.
A good way to see, to discover the hope that is within you. Is to be thankful for what you do have. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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For many people and many young people. They seem to know that they have no hope, never had any hope and never will have hope. If there is to be any hope then it will come from soon to be seen leader. Then when that leader is gone. Hopelessness returns. This is a false belief system. No one can take away your hope or even give you hope. All of the hope you have ever experienced no matter how small. Was all based in your own decision to have hope for that little moment in time.
All of the hope you will ever have is solely conditional upon your own mental decision and emotional desire to have hope. Your hope doesn't have to be focused but it is ok if it is for a time. upon one teacher, one leader, one famous person or even on one family member. It is OK to be excited and hopeful with other people as the hope being around other people seems to become magnified.
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2015 Thanksgiving approaches and as it does occur every year here in the USA. Thanksgiving does not have to be an only American holiday. Thanksgiving should be a holiday for the whole world and celebrated everyday. Being Thankful is a very good reminder of those things which began with hope.
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Memories Hope: (Unedited): 23 Nov 2015: 
The hopes of old become manifest in our memories of gratitude.
C.J.MacKechnie
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 Search your memories for anything good. For some people this can be very tough. Like for me and my childhood. But, there can be some good ones. No matter how fleeting they may be. Playing baseball was good for me. Sleeping in the cradle of my Camphor tree in Clearwater, Fl. The hope of playing a game and of the hope of sleeping peacefully in a tree. Looking forward to a thing is basic hope. No matter how difficult life can be in your life right now. You can allow yourself to have hope. You can plan for yourself to create new and good memories. These are all in your hope. Then when you do create a good memory amongst so many bad memories. They shall always stand out in your own mind as good. The good thoughts/memories which shall begin to overpower the bad thoughts/memories in time.
I am thankful to my "former best friends family" (See Note) for allowing me to sleep over often and feeding me often. i am thankful for my Black Webco Motocross bike which game me freedom to escape.
I am thankful for the short time I played baseball. I am thankful for the few times I slept in the Camphor tree as a child. I am thankful for the few times I slept under the big pier 60 on Clearwater Beach. I am thankful for sleeping inside of Hwy 19 train track bridge. I am thankful for the pizza I ate out of the trash can for Shakey's pizza (Hwy60). I am thankful for the thrown out burgers from burger king in the green pickle bucket. I am thankful for the popcorn at the Clearwater 4 movie theaters.
Even in these awful memories which caused me to go to other places. I was thankful.
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Something happened when I was alone in the dark with myself and being completely distraught and crying into the Gulf of Mexico. All I want is a family. To be not alone any more. To be wanted. To be loved. Is that to much for any one person to have. No matter how worthless they are. No matter how dumb, stupid and retarded they are. No matter how less than they are to everyone else.  These were not words just deep emotions of personal truths of knowing. Even if they were my own lies and deceptions. Pushed into me by the world and of my adoptive family.
From there at this point in be young adult life. That from this point on this darkened lonely beach in Clearwater. I found hope. Even though I had no idea what hope was or was even able to recognize hope as something good. Hope was there. In that time of my life when I was darker than a secluded beach with no moon or stars. The glimmer of hopes light was ever present.
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Note: "Former Best friend" A person such as myself became so bad. That he and his family had to end the relationship with me. It was all my fault. I had become that bad. I had become dangerous. In any of my writings where I include some personal history. Do not assume that it was someones else fault. I was and had become that bad. When there is an absence of goodness in your life. I guess you become a part of that darkness. I had done that.
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Dark Absence: 23 Nov 2015:
Where there is an absence of goodness. You can become a part of that darkness.
C.J.MacKechnie
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The longer a person remains in the darkness the more they lose themselves to the darkness. Until, the life they had of their own is lost forever. Becoming filled with  worthless apathy of lonely meaningless absence. Becoming a darkened shell of nothing important within, with no control, no power, no hope. but, wait. Did you read above?
That is the one thing that I remember most in reflecting. How I started to become so bad that anyone who was good began to absolutely reject me. Shouldn't that be the opposite in life. When a child is in such a dark place that the light of goodness becomes like that life saving beacon of a light house?
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Friday, October 30, 2015

Hood Respect: Hood Life: (Unedited): 29 Oct 2015:

Not Complete
A life in the hood is solely based on the perpetual building of respect through Disobedience, Anti-civility, Lawlessness and Retaliation.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Hood Life: (Unedited): 01 Nov 2015: 
Physically leaving the hood culture for a better life cannot happen when you continue to exist mentally in the hood life. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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Living down here in Port Richey, Fl. of Pasco County. We have a huge transient problem. Families come here all of the time with their children they are trying to save from all of those bad gang member people up in the Yankee northern USA. The parents thinking their children are now safe. Get that rude awakening when only to discover that their precious innocent child is the one who was the cause of all of that drama up North and they brought the trouble down here into Florida.
he hood life and the hood culture. You may be able to leave one and yet keep the other within you. Thus, you may think and wish that your loved ones are now safe. But, it is they who have brought the Hood Mentality down with them to the sunny and safe state of Florida.
When you have grown up with any kind of life style. It is hard to escape from. No matter what it is. This is the same with the Hood life mentality. And yet you continue to listen to the hood life music. You watch the hood life music. You begin associations and relationships with other hood life people. Really, what has changed other than the physical location? Nothing.
Eventually, You will have zero options and opportunities for any kind of peaceful life with any kind of stable family structure. This is because, you have only a short time to become educated and to continue on in college. If you do not become educated and then continue on so that you can be gainfully employed. Your life is going to be really difficult and it doesn't even matter what hood your from. You will remain in one low income hood or another. This is because, all of the rules have changed once in 2001 and yet again in 2008. After, 2008, it is now virtually impossible to obtain quality employment without a marketable college degree. Just go and ask those 40 and 50 year old's who did not have a college degree but suddenly lost their management positions simply because of a corporate policy change in the minimum requirements for that position they held for so many years.
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What are the lies and deceptions of any hood culture? It seems not to matter where ever the hood culture is in the world.
The lies are Life, Respect, Acceptance, Acknowledgement.
Expand on answers.
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The truths of the Hood Culture.
Death, Disability, Addiction, Imprisonment, Anger, Hatred, sadness, Cruelties, Depression, Hopelessness, Continual and never ending fear.
Expand on answers. 
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Sunday, August 4, 2013

Empowered Soul: (Unedited): 04 Aug 2013:

An empowered soul is not a victim to become. 
C.J.MacKechnie.
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Becoming an empowered soul can prevent your victim-hood. This means taking the necessary continuous training of martial arts and firearms training in order to basically defend yourself.
Becoming empowered is being responsible for your own education despite the limitations, attitudes, accusations, belittlement's of those who reside in your world. This includes your family, friends, teachers, religion and culture.  Just because they have chosen to become slaves does not mean you are subject to that very same fate of hopelessness.
Becoming empowered frees you to further develop more than yourself. You will have the ability to fundamentally alter the destiny of your entire family for generations to come. Becoming empowered enables you to freely evolve in your chosen direction. Becoming empowered also enables to to see the true gifts of your own children and allow them the means to become self empowered themselves. Thus, remaining a free and victimless family for generations to come. This is how important self empowerment is. As a parent, empowering your own children frees you from stress and wonderment that you had not prepared your children for the world. Empowerment causes your families survival to become better than probable as oppose to becoming a statistic in chaos theory.

Without becoming empowered. You become the victim of your daily life. You become the mindless slave of someone else deciding thought.
Becoming empowered is hard and difficult. Becoming empowered requires of you continuous effort while those slaves of victimization go out to parties and drinks. The lives of slaves and victims will become as empty as a slammed down shot glass. The lives of slaves and victims will become as nasty as old flat beer in a nearly empty beer can.
You may be one of those slaves and victims right now. You have seen and heard those who left the culture become accused of trying to be another race. Yet, They are still gone and have mostly become better off for it.
You have witnessed your inability to get quality employment. This is because you may have minimal education. So, become empowered and change your own fate. The fate of your life is all yours to alter. The fate of your children's lives will be emulated by them in what they physically witness by your actions in your entire life.  If you are a drunken drugged out failure of a human being. Then your children shall follow you down your very same foot path of a greater failure than you could achieve. This leads to eventual extinction. First of family name then of your genetics.
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Empowerment comes from your own initiated origin or even from your acceptance of someones gifts.
Either way empowerment is from you. It matters not the origin of thought or intention.
Personal empowerment can save you from victim-hood, slavery or even the fate of hopelessness. In today's civilized modern society where slavery has evolved into non-ownership of actual physical bodies and has been redefined as manpower, migrant workers, undocumented workers, illegal immigrants, day labor work force and temporaries.
Empowerment frees you from such designations of the modern slavery trade.
Think about this. Since the American civil war. Corporations and owners of all sorts did not have to invest a huge sum of money for slaves. The housing of slaves and their general daily care. Corporations and owners can now basically hire a man for a set wage without assuming any other responsibility. That is until the unions changed everything. Then state and federal laws dictated fair and safe treatment of the worker class. Medicaid and medicare which are all state run now assumes responsibility of those workers who become to ill or disabled to care for themselves.
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Added on 11 Oct 2013: The importance of education.
The education in anything which originates from truth is empowerment.
http://www.thedailyshow.com/watch/tue-october-8-2013/exclusive---malala-yousafzai-extended-interview-pt--1
http://www.thedailyshow.com/watch/tue-october-8-2013/exclusive---malala-yousafzai-extended-interview-pt--2
http://www.thedailyshow.com/watch/tue-october-8-2013/exclusive---malala-yousafzai-extended-interview-pt--3
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:The Lies and Deceptions of RACE:
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We are all one humanity, one species and one family. When all of the common peoples unite together to love one another, to live in peace with each other and to exist in harmony. Then we all can find a very rich life we all can live with great meaning.
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If you cannot separate yourself from the lies and deceptions of the separation and division of the races. Then you, your family and your entire church will/may not be one of the elect, protected, saved or raptured. You must begin to know and believe that we are a single race of beings called humans. We are all brother and sister to one another.
The DNA fingerprinting was established in 1984. Read it well. Believe the truth and reject the lies you have only known as truth.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_profiling
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_%28human_classification%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_Genome_Project
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The history of humanity told by many different traditions. 
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noah
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_and_Eve
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From about 8 minutes and 50 seconds to the introduction of the European leader. Listen good. This was in 26 June 2000. President Bill Clinton Library.
http://youtu.be/Y_8XRkb-wbY
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Research for yourself the Human skin. learn how it is the largest organ of the human body. Learn about all of the primary functions of the human skin. Then learn about the minor function of the coloring of the skin. Learn how if you lose a primary function of the skin. You can die. Where as if you lose your skin coloring. You will just be uncomfortable, but still living with possible social ridicule. Now, after you have learned all about your human skin. Ask yourself this. Why do we not compare other organs of the body with other people such as the liver, kidneys, gall bladder and etc. How come there isn't racial stereo types for those who can drink much alcohol and those who cannot drink? Why? Race or the coloring of the skin is illogical and without any actual fact. 
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Friday, July 12, 2013

Animal Choices: (Unedited): 10 July 2013:

Supremacy, Existence or Victimization are the only life choices in the animal kingdom. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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If all that which is important to you is being supreme or just existing or keeping from becoming a victim again. If those are your only options in life. Then you are slowly De-evolving back into a basic animal. Something to be compared to an ape. Hope seems to have escaped your own reality, even to the point of not being aware of hope or hopelessness anymore.
In the animal kingdom those are not really life choices either. They are what each animal has been born into. A basic animal is only aware of the low stature of family, their skin color, their social class, their common cultural normalcy. An animal cannot stop being a predator or prey, constantly foraging for food or just existing, being victimized or killed. Nothing else really matters to the animal except for procreation and often.
Just think about this for more than a moment. Ask yourself some basic questions. Like.
Are you an animal? Well, yes the human Being is a mammal. A mammal of Earth genetic origins.
Are you more than just an animal? well are you? Are you living like an animal? Do you think like a un-evolved animal?
Does your belief system prevent you from attaining more than you have now?
Does your social class prevent you from achieving more than those who are also in your social class?
Do the social classes above you and below you reject you in hateful speech and actions?

Can you not see the comparison between animals in the wild and the human animals everywhere?
Are you a slave? It matters not how you define slave? Here in the USA slavery is thriving under different titles. In the world slavery is still slavery. To end your slavery look at what you are denied by law, society and culture. You will find one word. That word is education. Education from the sources and not from those who want to educate you in how they want you to think? That is brain washing. Asking questions of your teachers is a sure fine way of identifying the brain washers. Asking if you need to learn math without a calculator or computer is important? If there answer is "NO", Then you have discovered a teacher who is brainwashed or knows they are brain washing the students. probably the former. No you need to have a proper command of your language? If the answer is "NO". Then you have found someone who wants to keep you enslaved. Do you need to know history? If the answer is "NO". Then how will you learn the mistakes from the past and not repeat them, such as slavery. Here is a slave which shares my birthday. Nat Turner. His owner said the slave will not be happy slaves if they are educated.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nat_Turner
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nat_Turner%27s_slave_rebellion

Any person, religion, politic, culture, society who denies you the ability to achieve more than you are now,  is your slave master. Look to even the laws. Look to even the use of alcohol, cigarettes, legal drugs and illegal drugs. All of which is allowed to exist in order to make you into controlled cattle and keep you as cattle. So as long as you partake of any mind altering substance. You will not grow, develop or evolve into a better human being than you are now. In fact you will De-evolve or remain a basic animal.

Your spiritual growth when you are absent from any mind altering substance is your greatest freedom. that no one can control. All you have to do is, of your own free unscripted choice, is pray, meditate and contemplate. Then patiently watch how the whole of the universe actually is. Moses saw one bush on fire without burning. This was told as the first occurrence. The truth of the burning bush awaits your discovered revelation.
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Added on 11 Oct 2013:
The importance of education and how it can prevent you from becoming a slave.
 http://www.thedailyshow.com/watch/tue-october-8-2013/exclusive---malala-yousafzai-extended-interview-pt--1
http://www.thedailyshow.com/watch/tue-october-8-2013/exclusive---malala-yousafzai-extended-interview-pt--2
http://www.thedailyshow.com/watch/tue-october-8-2013/exclusive---malala-yousafzai-extended-interview-pt--3

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:The Lies and Deceptions of RACE:

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We are all one humanity, one species and one family. When all of the common peoples unite together to love one another, to live in peace with each other and to exist in harmony. Then we all can find a very rich life we all can live with great meaning.
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If you cannot separate yourself from the lies and deceptions of the separation and division of the races. Then you, your family and your entire church will/may not be one of the elect, protected, saved or raptured. You must begin to know and believe that we are a single race of beings called humans. We are all brother and sister to one another.
The DNA fingerprinting was established in 1984. Read it well. Believe the truth and reject the lies you have only known as truth. 
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_profiling
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_%28human_classification%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_Genome_Project
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The history of humanity told by many different traditions. 
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noah
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_and_Eve
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From about 8 minutes and 50 seconds to the introduction of the European leader. Listen good. This was in 26 June 2000. President Bill Clinton Library.
http://youtu.be/Y_8XRkb-wbY
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Research for yourself the Human skin. learn how it is the largest organ of the human body. Learn about all of the primary functions of the human skin. Then learn about the minor function of the coloring of the skin. Learn how if you lose a primary function of the skin. You can die. Where as if you lose your skin coloring. You will just be uncomfortable, but still living with possible social ridicule. Now, after you have learned all about your human skin. Ask yourself this. Why do we not compare other organs of the body with other people such as the liver, kidneys, gall bladder and etc. How come there isn't racial stereo types for those who can drink much alcohol and those who cannot drink? Why? Race or the coloring of the skin is illogical and without any actual fact. 
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 May be included in future volumes of “Musings of an American Truck Driver”:
http://www.amazon.com/books/dp/0985310308

http://www.amazon.com/books/dp/1477629769
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Monday, May 6, 2013

Hopeless Reminiscing: (Unedited): 05 May 2013:

Reminiscing about a life once had and needing a hero to take you away from this one. Is a false belief created from your sense of hopelessness. C.J.MacKechnie
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Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Unfit Blessing:(Unedited): 29 April 2013:

The parent who believes their child is that inconvenient thing, which they have to drag around. Is unfit for the blessing they know not they have received. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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For some, Life seems to have dragged down the young parent into a sense of drudgery and despair. All of this despite of living in a beautiful city like Clearwater Florida. These parents seem not to be even aware of the negativity and hopelessness of life they teach through their action to their own children. They are also not even aware of the perpetual beauty that exists all around them.
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Now matter how miserable and sad your life may be. All of the beauty of the entire universe is continually existing in a constant state of awesomeness, even right now. All you have to do is just look outside of yourself and into the world you reside in.
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People pay thousands of dollars just to travel to Clearwater Beach, Florida and see the sunsets. All of these seemingly happy people are content with the very unique sunset they will see on a day of their choosing. That sunset will never be exactly the same ever again.
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Beauty always exists even when your not feeling beautiful.
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Life may not be exactly what you want it to be. It is usually like that for everyone to a certain degree. If you begin to see right now the misery, sadness, drudgery, despair that you are teaching through your words and actions. You are raising your children to be like you. An uncivilized animal trapped in an undesirable life. You can change and alter your children's life today. Simply by just identifying the beautiful world around them and the undesirable. You have the power to encourage your children not to repeat the sad woes of your own life. Encourage and push your children to escape from the gnawing teeth of cultures lies and deceptions. Teach your children anything positive and teach your children that everything positive is possible. By doing these things, you cease being an unfit parent and become that strong hurricane force of nature which moves your children into a better life. Which you may not had the opportunity to have.
Think about it.
Think about the hurricane.
If you keep your children within your eye. They will always be safe from harm. Then when your children become of age. They will see the best and safest way to out of the calm eye of you. Out of the darkness and into the horizon. The young adult child of yours sees only storm clouds. In every direction. Then when they look up and see the beauty in the center of their stillness. The wise adult child will see the best path is up and out. For many who have not been taught that everything is possible. Will not see their freedom in the stars of the heavens. If you begin to teach your children right now the positive things in life are possible. They will see the truth in your words. Even though those positive things may not be a current opportunity for you right now. They will see that your positive opportunity will be in the witnessing of the children you have raised. You are the sole positive force for your children to live a life worth living. They do not have to be trapped in misery like you are now. Push them up and out. Become the wind upon their wings which gives your children flight of true freedom.
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