Unexpected Victor: (unedited): 02 Oct 2017:

Revolutions are often won by the expected loser/ By revolting against your own mind, body and heart. Will you then have the probability of becoming an unexpected victor.

Revolt against your own negativity.

Revolt against your own ignorance.

Revolt against your own foolishness.

Revolt against your own apathy.

Revolt against your own weakness.

Revolt against your own falsehoods and self lies.

Revolt against your own irreverence.

C.J.MacKechnie

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You have already lived all of these years and your set in your ways. Well are you happy? Do you love life? Do you even like who you are? Do you pray for God to change you?
Have you found yourself alone. Because the only thing which comes off of your tongue is negativity or everything which is wrong. Never ever speaking or doing anything in regards to love, mercy, compassion or even kindness. Your enemy has never been outside of you. Your enemy is from within. So you must revolt against what you have become and what you are today. Especially if you do not like who you are. Then Revolt against yourself.
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NOTE: This is not implying that you should cause any harm to yourself. This is for you to become a better you in love, peace, harmony and life. This is about how and when you decide to become positive, educated, wise, loving/caring, strong, truthful, reverent with yourself first. Then when you can become these few good things and more not listed. Then you can then begin to become a fully good human being to the rest of the world.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.

Humanities Weakness: (Unedited): 24 Oct 2014:

The weakness of humanity can be seen in all of their created technology which dominate and control their lives. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Who or what is in control of your life?
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Being a consumer and a user does not necessarily mean that you have any control over your own life, your will, your thoughts and your psychology. Which all results in a predictable decision making process. Your actions and intentions all predicted. You are all slaves and know it not. Even the leaders of our world are all slave puppets. Yet, within their own inflamed pride and ego. They think and believe they have all of the power and authority.
Slaves can be happy slaves. So as long as they do as they are stressed and pressured into doing. Like mice in a maze. Who only wants the scrap of cheese. It is the builders of the maze and the ones who offer up the scraps as an ultimate reward for efforts.
The world leaders are just administrators controlled in which is not conceptualized by the whole of humanity.  We are all controlled through our base human animalistic functions. The Earth is a hard place in which to live. We were not placed here by our own free choice. It was our ancestors sins which brought us here. We all instinctively want to return back to  that which our ancestors came from. But, we cannot. So we endeavor to create ease and comfort for ourselves.
We are still yet easily controlled by those fallen ones. Who cause us to think and feel like animals. In which we really are. Keeping us stuck in that primal mindset keeps all of us individually and collectively from evolving. AND that my friends is the intentions of the fallen ones. To keep us from evolving. The more we evolve the more we can become greater than those who are the fallen. This is just a glimpse of the fallen ones plan. Keep us from evolving while planning our own demise by our own hands. Through demonically inspired technologies.
Anything we make by our own hands and it matters not by whose will it is done by. If it or they create death, destruction, then it is from the demonic fallen angels, space aliens or how ever you name them.
The demonic logical formula is Death, War/Conflict, Chaos and Hate. Hate is the most powerful of the demonic formula. From hate begets the defined enemy in which must be destroyed for survival or profit.
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Harsh Life: (Edited): 25 Sept 2014:

The harshness of life is the best test which measures what kind of human being you truly are and have been.  

C.J.MacKechnie

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 There is always something to learn about yourself. What have you done in your life? What are you doing now? It is all very important and defines the kind of human being you are today.
It seems the easiness of life breeds weakness and yet at the same time the harshness of life seems to destroy a person. What is in common with those people who seem to have excelled in whichever life has been presented to them? A foster kid who knew not acceptance or love goes on to be a member of an NFL super bowl team. A rich kid has the physical talent of a sport, and yet has no heart for it. A youthful foreigner who knows first hand the life costs of not having an educational opportunity digs deeply into the books of learning. Another youthful foreigner brings with him all of the entrapments of an impossible life to live in a free country and yet continues on as a slave in life.
What does it mean for you and the efforts you have made in this life or have not made? Your life is your fault. Ahhh but, what about my bad and sad childhood? It was really bad and sad and some very unmentionable things were done to me repeatedly. For years this happened and maybe for most of your 18 years of being a child. You have experienced and witnessed some very bad things. What do you do now? How do you go on now? What can you do now? Can you do anything?

!!!Fight!!!

Fight for yourself. Fight for your sanity. Fight for your right to live a decent life. You have all of the tools you need, NOW FIGHT and continue to fight even if there are more setbacks. The devil has already tried to end you, when you were at your most helpless and most innocent. Now you're aware and that, my friend, can be enough to defeat the enemy, any enemy no matter how big and tall they are, no matter how many they may be.
So you survived a child's hell. It was not pretty or pleasant. What did you learn from it? Anything positive? Anything positively revealing about yourself? Maybe that you could still be a responsible mother to your own awful mother? Can you see the strength you had, even through all of your weakness and innocence? Can you see through the fog of anger, hatred and apathy toward everyone who should have saved you? You still must resolve these issues within you in order for you to have a healthy life, a life of genuine well-being and happiness. Happiness is very possible for those who have been tortured and abused for long periods of time. You just have to forgive and to move on. You just have to understand that you were just the present body. That if it were not for your presence, they would have abused and tortured another. All of the abuses and tortures you have endured were never ever about you in any way. It was and always will be about them. I learned this lesson because I had to be adopted into it. If they had gone elsewhere and then adopted, then it would have been someone else and not me. I was just the selected body for them to abuse and to torture. It is that simple. That one realization has helped me greatly.
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The movie Sucker Punch is one of those movies which I liked and hated.  You do have to get over the scantily clad women in order to see the deeper meaning of this movie, which is ugly and abusive. That deep meaning of empowerment and self resolve. What are you willing to do for your freedom? Can you love another in a healthy way as to sacrifice yourself? Is that sacrifice just another definition of freedom?
If you cannot see beyond the physicality of the women then do not watch it. Really. I am not interested in causing cheap and disgraceful thrills in anyone. Life can be ugly and has been for me. Life is and has been much uglier to many of my foster brothers and sisters than I could have ever survived.
This movie is about rape from a step-father. Accidental murder. Abandonment. Prostitution as displayed as cleanly as possible. Disillusions and fantasy. Mental illness. Many different kinds of abuses.

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It is tough to have all of those dark and torturous memories freely floating at the forefront of your thinking. Hopefully the abusers and those who had tortured you are out of your life. I hope you never return to them unless some very clear and profound changes occur within each of them.
But what of you? How will you go forward into the unknown, not being able to trust? You just have to soldier onward. You have to crush and destroy all of the negativity within you. Yes, it is possible. Yes, you can have a normal life. You just have to realize that all of the negativity, all of the abuses, all of your sufferings were not created by you or caused by you. All of those bad and sad memories were given to you by evil people who had done you a great wrong. This is why you should let all of that go. None of that bad stuff originated from you. It was all outside of you, all without your permission. So now by your own permission tell all of those bad and sad memories that they belong to someone else and they will no longer have power over you any more. Empower yourself to go and get your college education, to stop using all mind-altering intoxicants, to begin to create new and wonderful memories that you want to have within your own mind.
Your memories are your own and of your own creation.
Just watching a hundred sunsets and a hundred sunrises will offset some bad and sad memories.
Taking a hundred walks in parks will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Watching a hundred funny movies will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Learning something new and developing the new skill will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Volunteering to be of service to others will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Continuing your education will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
These are just the beginnings to a new you and they will only cover over your bad and sad memories. The final decision is all within you. If you assign those bad and sad memories importance or give them control over your life, then they shall. It will not matter how many good and happy memories you create if you consider the good to have a low value within you. You have to decide for yourself. No one can do it for you. You have to face your internal demons and conquer them. All of them. If you're reading this and you are safe now, then move forward as a good soldier. Fight for yourself, your sanity and your life. You are and have always been worth it, no matter the untold thousands of times those evil people whom you loved told you awful and hurtful things. Always remember every success you have is a failure to them who did you wrong. Seek no revenge even though all of your successes shall be nails within their own coffins. For they could not conquer you.
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Lion Heart: (Unedited): 27 Feb 2014:

The strongest people you know may have hearts of a lion or lioness. This does not alter the fragility of their own heart. Which can be as equally damaged or broken as your own. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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My heart breaks every time I discover a new abused child while in the foster care system. My heart breaks every time when I see the leaders of the world not just walking down the road of human extinction but running. My heart breaks when a mother is unable to have children while another mother does more than kill her own child. My heart breaks when I hear of the woman who just wants to talk with her love and he flees like the varmint he is.  My heart breaks and breaks and breaks everyday.
I desire life. I desire life for all. I desire a life full of love, peace and harmony for all of us. That is the essence of discovering what joy really means. You are all my brothers and sisters. Even if you disagree, or hate or desire harm of myself. Because, I am fully aware of just how small I am. Can you say something as I have? Can you take a stand or even take a seat? For the life we all were born to have. That is a truth. We were all born to live a life. A life of freedom.

In my own heart and mind. I have desired to give  up. It is difficult to admit. What else would I think and believe when I have been told terrible things by the adoptive mother whom I only knew as mom. Yet, even from those words and feelings of weakness. I timidly remained like Anakin the two legged kitten coming out of his pet carrier for the first time. Without knowing if I had a heart or even what that meant. Without even knowing what love was.

To give up on my human brothers and human sisters may be in my mind at this moment. It is not true. Just my own weakness of doubts. Because, I am a believer in prophecy and it's end results. The truth of prophecy is if it is created by human hands. Then it is not a certainty, it is only a probability. Even prophecy by any natural means becomes only a probability when the level of civilization is increased. This is truth. A truth that each person should know and not live under the cloud of fear.

Even if you give up or all of humanity gives up. I shall not. Even if you want me to.

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Butterfly light: (unedited): 20 July 2010:

Becoming a beautifully transformed butterfly. Does require you to be surrounded by darkness for a time. While the light within you begins to grow stronger. Until, the darkness can no longer contain you.

C.J.MacKechnie 

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Darkness can only contain the weakness which is within you. When you choose to leave behind those weak parts of your being and choose to embrace something as new and odd as wings. Fly you will into the heavens when the darkness can no longer hold the light within you hostage.
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True Source: (Unedited): 27 June 2010:

The disturbed rippled reflection of you in the mirrored surface. Is just a false image of your true and real beauty. Know the truth about who you are before believing any external source. C.J.MacKechnie 

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 We as humans tend to believe everything that we are told. Especially, when those words are negative. Such as ADHD, Ugly, Dumb, stupid, Retarded.
Some questions become mental doubts in all that you do such as "There is something wrong with you, Your clumsy, Your slow, You always make mistakes".
Then we turn the negativity into perpetual self replicating doubts. Such as I'm bad at math, I'm not good in school, I'm not a musician, I'm not athletic, I'll never do anything good, and etc. These self doubts often times have their origin from an outside source. Such as a medical doctor proclaiming a lie such as ADHD or OCD. Even if that doctor believes his/her diagnosis is true. The child will now forever believe that there is something wrong with them. When the truth is there is something right with them.
The cool people proclaim you to be anti-cool and never shall you be. The beautiful people judge you to be less than handsome and you choose to believe you are less than pretty. All because of a false proclamation. The same with intelligence and being athletic.
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Know yourself is by learning about yourself. Finding your strengths and focus upon them. Discover your weaknesses and grow them. Use your intention and attention and focus your energies into becoming a positive force for yourself. Then and only then can you become a positive force for the benefit of the world.