Personal Puzzle Picture: (Unedited): 11 Oct 2014:

You were born with a single puzzle picture, which makes up your whole life, which is not seen without any insight. As you grow, develop, learn, experience and  evolve. You gain more and more insight. Thus, becoming able to view more and more of the remaining portions of your life's personal puzzle picture. 

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What a person discovers. Is that very same puzzle picture of your whole life will become exactly as the one you can easily see when the silvers and wrinkles dominate your physical appearance.

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Harsh Life: (Edited): 25 Sept 2014:

The harshness of life is the best test which measures what kind of human being you truly are and have been.  

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 There is always something to learn about yourself. What have you done in your life? What are you doing now? It is all very important and defines the kind of human being you are today.
It seems the easiness of life breeds weakness and yet at the same time the harshness of life seems to destroy a person. What is in common with those people who seem to have excelled in whichever life has been presented to them? A foster kid who knew not acceptance or love goes on to be a member of an NFL super bowl team. A rich kid has the physical talent of a sport, and yet has no heart for it. A youthful foreigner who knows first hand the life costs of not having an educational opportunity digs deeply into the books of learning. Another youthful foreigner brings with him all of the entrapments of an impossible life to live in a free country and yet continues on as a slave in life.
What does it mean for you and the efforts you have made in this life or have not made? Your life is your fault. Ahhh but, what about my bad and sad childhood? It was really bad and sad and some very unmentionable things were done to me repeatedly. For years this happened and maybe for most of your 18 years of being a child. You have experienced and witnessed some very bad things. What do you do now? How do you go on now? What can you do now? Can you do anything?

!!!Fight!!!

Fight for yourself. Fight for your sanity. Fight for your right to live a decent life. You have all of the tools you need, NOW FIGHT and continue to fight even if there are more setbacks. The devil has already tried to end you, when you were at your most helpless and most innocent. Now you're aware and that, my friend, can be enough to defeat the enemy, any enemy no matter how big and tall they are, no matter how many they may be.
So you survived a child's hell. It was not pretty or pleasant. What did you learn from it? Anything positive? Anything positively revealing about yourself? Maybe that you could still be a responsible mother to your own awful mother? Can you see the strength you had, even through all of your weakness and innocence? Can you see through the fog of anger, hatred and apathy toward everyone who should have saved you? You still must resolve these issues within you in order for you to have a healthy life, a life of genuine well-being and happiness. Happiness is very possible for those who have been tortured and abused for long periods of time. You just have to forgive and to move on. You just have to understand that you were just the present body. That if it were not for your presence, they would have abused and tortured another. All of the abuses and tortures you have endured were never ever about you in any way. It was and always will be about them. I learned this lesson because I had to be adopted into it. If they had gone elsewhere and then adopted, then it would have been someone else and not me. I was just the selected body for them to abuse and to torture. It is that simple. That one realization has helped me greatly.
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The movie Sucker Punch is one of those movies which I liked and hated.  You do have to get over the scantily clad women in order to see the deeper meaning of this movie, which is ugly and abusive. That deep meaning of empowerment and self resolve. What are you willing to do for your freedom? Can you love another in a healthy way as to sacrifice yourself? Is that sacrifice just another definition of freedom?
If you cannot see beyond the physicality of the women then do not watch it. Really. I am not interested in causing cheap and disgraceful thrills in anyone. Life can be ugly and has been for me. Life is and has been much uglier to many of my foster brothers and sisters than I could have ever survived.
This movie is about rape from a step-father. Accidental murder. Abandonment. Prostitution as displayed as cleanly as possible. Disillusions and fantasy. Mental illness. Many different kinds of abuses.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sucker_Punch_%282011_film%29
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It is tough to have all of those dark and torturous memories freely floating at the forefront of your thinking. Hopefully the abusers and those who had tortured you are out of your life. I hope you never return to them unless some very clear and profound changes occur within each of them.
But what of you? How will you go forward into the unknown, not being able to trust? You just have to soldier onward. You have to crush and destroy all of the negativity within you. Yes, it is possible. Yes, you can have a normal life. You just have to realize that all of the negativity, all of the abuses, all of your sufferings were not created by you or caused by you. All of those bad and sad memories were given to you by evil people who had done you a great wrong. This is why you should let all of that go. None of that bad stuff originated from you. It was all outside of you, all without your permission. So now by your own permission tell all of those bad and sad memories that they belong to someone else and they will no longer have power over you any more. Empower yourself to go and get your college education, to stop using all mind-altering intoxicants, to begin to create new and wonderful memories that you want to have within your own mind.
Your memories are your own and of your own creation.
Just watching a hundred sunsets and a hundred sunrises will offset some bad and sad memories.
Taking a hundred walks in parks will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Watching a hundred funny movies will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Learning something new and developing the new skill will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Volunteering to be of service to others will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Continuing your education will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
These are just the beginnings to a new you and they will only cover over your bad and sad memories. The final decision is all within you. If you assign those bad and sad memories importance or give them control over your life, then they shall. It will not matter how many good and happy memories you create if you consider the good to have a low value within you. You have to decide for yourself. No one can do it for you. You have to face your internal demons and conquer them. All of them. If you're reading this and you are safe now, then move forward as a good soldier. Fight for yourself, your sanity and your life. You are and have always been worth it, no matter the untold thousands of times those evil people whom you loved told you awful and hurtful things. Always remember every success you have is a failure to them who did you wrong. Seek no revenge even though all of your successes shall be nails within their own coffins. For they could not conquer you.
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Heart Knowing: (Unedited): 24 Nov 2013:

All of the wisdom, knowledge and understanding of the universe. That you are capable of knowing without self harm is given unto the calling of your heart. 

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To be educated without formality. To learn without being taught. 

This may be education through absorption.  

The free and equal education of your hearts desires. 

All you have to do is believe and to unlearn all of the lies and deceptions from your culture and society.

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No Forgiveness: (Unedited): 10 July 2013:

God may forgive you of all of your sins.

Government may forgive you of your crimes.

You may even be able to forgive yourself of all of your misdeeds. 

But, when people learn of your Misdeeds, Sins and crimes. 

There may be no forgiveness or acceptance. 

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Answers Journey: (Unedited): 09 July 2013:

Expect not an answer to be freely given. Especially if it would stifle your growth and development. Some answers require a journey.
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An answer easily given to you can cause you great harm and bring to a stoppage of any further development.
It's kind of like learning Algebra. Instead of the Instructor teaching you Pre-Algebra he just gives you the answers. If you do nothing more in Pre-Algebra. Then in Algebra 1, you get the same instructor and again he gives you all the answers.
Then when you take Algebra 2. Now you have a different instructor. How hard will it be for you to learn? How will you feel? What if the school finds out and takes away a year of those classes?
It's cool to get free answers. That is selfish short term thinking. That instructor has harmed you worse than some bully beating you up.
The person who freely gives you any answer. Is causing you harm by disallowing you to learn how and why you came up with the answer. The how and why is more important than the answer.
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The importance of algebra and other advanced mathematics foundations. isn't whether or not you will use it daily or even profit from it. The importance of algebra and other mathematical foundations. Trains your brain for reason and logic. These advanced math concepts are that crucial for a young minds development in being able to think critically instead of always thinking emotionally. 
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Adventure Potential: (Unedited): 28 May 2013:

Those who diminish the adventure on the journey also takes away the self discovery potential. 
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Superman and Spiderman is the thief to your personal and spiritual growth. Men can have this problem of rushing in and saving the damsel in distress. (Me). Never realizing that the damsel is going through her problem because she needs to learn and grow. Yes, There are logical and reasonable arguments to this.  
The damsel who never looks under the hood of her car. Hopes and prays she will never break down. She will break down on a Sunday holiday weekend and more than 50 miles from home. So the man rushes in after buying more Craftsman tools from Sears - TO SAVE THE DAY and the helpless on purpose female. (Yea- I've done that and still would if the wife had not banned me from that activity.)
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Invading Empath: (Unedited): 11 Jan 2013:

The wolf in sheep's clothing can easily hide amongst the good sheep. The undisciplined mind of the empath can become clouded by the quantity of good thoughts and emotions, which surrounds the empath. So much so the one or few bad minds can be dismissed as some kind of back ground residual clutter. C.J.MacKechnie
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Being an Empath is one of the Christs gifts from GOD. God doesn't hand out instruction manuals with any of the gifts. So, one must learn as you pray, as you meditate and  as you go. Learning as you go is the real world lessons to be learned. Learning these real world lessons should be all that it is supposed to be and without any negative emotional tags applied. The logical approach is to ask those questions of where you are lacking and where your were accurate. Then apply the necessary actions to achieve whole development.
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:Warning: Actively Invading and trespassing into other peoples minds is wrong. At this point in time just focusing upon an individuals mind in a passive receptive mode is probably the best. Because the individual is actively transmitting their own thoughts and emotions constantly out in the open. This is not trespassing.
But focusing upon another persons mind to actively retrieve thoughts, emotions and intentions is wrong.
But, what about looking into the minds of a suspected bad person?
What if the suspected bad person turns out to be good? Then you became the bad person who trespassed.

Transmitting is just like receiving any signal from any source.
Receiving is just like listening to any radio signal from any transmitted source.
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Good, Bad and Divine: (Unedited): 15 Dec 2012

Our physical origin in this life, gives each of us a cultural, ethnic and environmental identity. Where we are destined is God directed and self realized. The good will hopefully encounter good things. The bad will hopefully catch a bad ending. Those on the divine path will hopefully learn that which is divine unprovable. Those who seek to be a bump on a log will become the bumps for others to bare.

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Our physical origin and expiration is typically all very similar to each of us. The how we become to be and the how our bodies stop working can be unique to our individual stories. All of the differences in our physical identities is not meant to be a reason for us to become divisive or separatist from one another. They are meant to be a reason of celebration in which we all can be a witness to. Because, when you think logically and come to a reasonable conclusion from a place of logic. The small of the numbers is where all of our individuality resides. Where as the largeness of the numbers is where our unity Race and family resides. From the revelation of this basic truth can we each begin to reform the foundation of our humanity on this planet. So that we all can freely attain a level of love, peace and harmony that has not been seen. Only then can all of humanity, no matter where they are from can have a life with great meaning and definition.
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We are all one humanity, one species and one family. When all of the common peoples unite together to love one another, to live in peace with each other and to exist in harmony. Then we all can find a very rich life we all can live with great meaning.
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If you cannot separate yourself from the lies and deceptions of the separation and division of the races. Then you, your family and your entire church will/may not be one of the elect, protected, saved or raptured. You must begin to know and believe that we are a single race of beings called humans. We are all brother and sister to one another.  

The DNA fingerprinting was established in 1984. Read it well. Believe the truth and reject the lies you have only known as truth. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_profiling

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_%28human_classification%29

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_Genome_Project

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The history of humanity told by many different traditions. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noah

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_and_Eve

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From about 8 minutes and 50 seconds to the introduction of the European leader. Listen good. This was in 26 June 2000. 

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Research for yourself the Human skin. learn how it is the largest organ of the human body. Learn about all of the primary functions of the human skin. Then learn about the minor function of the coloring of the skin. Learn how if you lose a primary function of the skin. You can die. Where as if you lose your skin coloring. You will just be uncomfortable, but still living with possible social ridicule. Now, after you have learned all about your human skin. Ask yourself this. Why do we not compare other organs of the body with other people such as the liver, kidneys, gall bladder and etc. How come there isn't racial stereo types for those who can drink much alcohol and those who cannot drink? Why? Race or the coloring of the skin is illogical and without actual fact.

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Title is a play on the classic movie "The good, The bad and the ugly"
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Empath Radio: (Unedited): Feb Estimate No year.

• Empath Radio..by John MacKechnie

  By Rosepetal Pinchu in The journey (Files) 

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  this document has been copied and pasted from a few discussions on empathy from John MacKechnie...
  An empath at their most basic level is like a radio receiver that is always on and receiving every frequency..It is important for the empath to both develop the skills and the tools necessary. To achieve mastery of this very cool gift from GOD. Most people teach skill development. While lacking in the tool development. Which without the tools can lead to severe mental illness and the consideration that the gift is more of a curse. Here is your first lesson in tool development. Know that every time you brain learns something new. You know it forever. When you attach a positive or negative emotion to that new thing. It is very difficult to change a negative emotion into a positive. Unless, the new thing learned becomes really really cool and fun. So, lesson 1.1 should be considered fun. Because you are going to create and learn new parts of your brain. Isn't this fun already? Nope it ain't. But what. Gotta learn brain facts. And that's all I'm teaching about brains. The rest is related to your own directional path.
  lesson 1.1. Your a radio receiver which is born on and receiving all frequencies at all times. Know this. You are similar to radio receivers but not exactly. Similar to but not exactly to. Your legs can take you places. But, so can a train, car, boat and plane. What does this mean? The more you learn about the dials, knobs and switches on a radio, shortwave receiver and even a ham radio. The more you can develop those very same knobs, dials and switches within your own brain. Except they will be automatic and not manual. Cool. The first of the switches are the power switch. The empath power switch is important because. You choose when to turn it on and turn it off. The volume knob as people can be loud. Such as a sporting event or even a shopping mall. You get it? There are many, many other kinds of knobs, dials and switches. You do need to learn definitions of electronics as related to communications. So as to create a solid understanding within your own wonderful brain.The tuner dial. Allows you to listen in on rosepetals feelings and thoughts at any time. Really Cool. Just like the excitement when you dial in a certain frequency and eves drop on a conversation between two people, truckers, airplanes, businesses and etc. They will never know your listening. Because, radio receivers are absolutely passive. Just like being an empath. I know some of you enjoy a good conversation. Especially when not invited. LOL.
  self protection aspect. Now that everyone is tuned into Rosepetals thoughts and emotions. Rosepetal has been secretly been learning about radio transmitters "ham radio transceivers". Now she can simply turn both the receiver and transmitters parts of her brain off and completely disappear. This is a self defense mechanism you can develop within your brain But. Maybe that will be a lesson for next time. Even though i've already pointed to the next step. Which is all learn and develop as you go.
  An empath is like a drop of water in an ocean. It is easy to lose your identity of self. It is easy to acquire other traits from other drops of water. Depending on your proximity to them and your own emotional attachment to them. Your neighbor water drops can have an emotional effect upon you. Before, the diagnosis of depression from a professional medical person. Is there a source of trauma? Did bad and sad things happen to you? Need to discover the source or sources of your depression. Need to discover the beginnings of your depression.
  An empath who knows not they are an empath will believe that all they feel is theirs and theirs alone. Then as time goes on. The mind will logically become what it feels. Thus the empath becomes unknowingly cursed. The curse and become the wonderful gift as was originally intended. Would you get into the cockpit of an advanced military fighter jet? Without any training what so ever. Would you jump out of a perfectly good airplane with some sort of bag of fabric strapped to your body? That you have never seen before. Just as your an empath so it is with flying a jet airplane or jumping out of an airplane. It is all going to happen. That is the essence of the gift or curse of being an empath. Which is better a gift or a curse? The primary difference between a gift and a curse. Is knowledge, wisdom and understanding. The development of the needed skills, controls and disciplines. Even if you have only experienced the curse of empathy. You can still turn it all around.
  A natural empath who knows not who they are will pick up the strongest emotional signals. Without any self control and self discipline. This person will go through life never knowing why they suddenly feel emotions for unknown reasons not related to expected circumstances. Any of this sounds familiar? Once you have transmitted your own uncontrolled emotional outburst. No matter if it is positive or negative. It is out there in the universe for everyone to receive. Remember my little caparison about radio transmitters and receivers? Once you transmit any signal. You cant take it back. You must understand that your thoughts and emotions have the power to build or destroy instantly. John
  Did you know I was adopted? Apparently this spooky stuff runs in the wrangler jeans. My bio mom,  I could always feel her and not knowing why. Even today as I'm soon to be leaving from buffalo to Taylor, Mi. I can feel my mothers ups and downs as well as her neutral robotic zombie states. My mother has a certain flavor or taste or frequency or familiar feeling about her. Now that you know your an empath and other peoples feeling effect and affect you. You can now logically analyze all feelings as if your tuning in an old analog radio. Your mother will have her spot on the dial. Just like everyone else. Then just like a police/fire scanner. You can zoom in with lights and sirens a blaring to rescue the damsel or dude in distress. Or just to express love and compassion. That's powerful. Just like any new discovered high tech gadget. You get to learn this as u go. When u master it. U will know this empathy as a gift.
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Do Something: (Unedited): 03 April 2008:

All of the words that you speak within your entire life can fit inside of a small jewelry box. If you do one great thing in your entire life every person on this planet may learn of it and remember it for generations.
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This is about the comparison of speaking and doing. You can speak great things throughout your entire life and all of the contents of your voice will fit inside of a small spiritual jewelry box. Where as if you do one great thing. People will remember that for generations. 
When you open up the little jewelry box to discover the brilliant golden metal and the stunning stones within. All that you have ever spoke will have the appearance of empty air, but your actual deeds will appear as something either very precious or very ugly. The ugliness within your spiritual jewelry box are those things which you had done which caused harm, torment, death and suffering.
This is also the same for those very charismatic preachers, speakers and teachers. it matters not which or what religion. This is also the same for you.
When you speak the words of a wise righteous person. Then your spiritual jewelry box shall be illuminated and clear when opened. When you speak with evil or harsh intentions. Then when you open your spiritual jewelry box. There shall be a cloudy, cold darkness within.  To a such a degree. that you want to hide it and forget it forever. But, you cannot because your spirit is the jewelry box.

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Lifes Meaning: (Unedited): 13 June 2008:

If we all learn and live like we truly love one another. Then real world peace will be a real conclusion. From the merging of love and peace we will begin to live and experience a meaningful harmonious life.
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World Peace cannot happen and will never happen in an absence of love. Harmonious Living cannot happen and will not happen in an absence of peace. There can be no life in the absence of love, peace or harmony.

Fore Swing: (Unedited): 20 Nov 2005

As a man goes forth upon the greens in life. He has it within him to overcome all manner of obstacles created by someone else or by his own swing/hand. C.J.MacKechnie

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Golfing Language. The golf course represents life. With all of its victories and trials. With all of its Triumphs and Difficulties. There will always be people who are slower or less skilled and these are the true lessons to be learned about life. There will always be those who are of great skill and speed, who over take you. The wise golfer inspires those who are slower and less skilled. The wise golfer learns humility when a more skilled golfer is faster than he. This is the opportunity to learn and celebrate the better golfer. The wise among you will discover that there is always a lesson to be learned from addressing a motionless and silent golf ball. To laugh and learn for the errors of your swing is what is important. Address the ball in your life and always make your best swing. No matter how many strokes you make. Find the flag, find the Cup/hole. Do not give up, do not give in, never quit. Unless, of course there is lightning. Then run. LOL. While fussing at your partners who was supposed to keep up with the weather reports. Which means it was you.

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