Showing posts with label Trauma. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Trauma. Show all posts

Thursday, July 16, 2015

Secret Actions: (Unedited): 15 July 2015:

In the actions of secret man made decisions. Are the prophecies and mentoring words become revealed.
C.J.MacKechnie
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The ripples of future natural events travel back in time as emotional trauma is magnified. While man made decisions also can be magnified in the outcome of rational events concluded to happen. What this means is. Rational and practical outcomes can be discerned by anyone who can think.
For instance legalizing a sinful act as mandated by a supreme being is not a wise action for those lesser beings. What shall be the logical outcome? Divine discipline shall come for all of those lesser beings. Shall the discipline be on a preordained holy day or on a numerological sequence of days which may come after the legalizing of a sinful act? It only matters to God and His coming disciplines for that country and people.
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To only Liquidate your assets may be one of the best prudent response you can do to physically protect yourself and your family. Purchasing food stocks, gold and silver may even be the wise actions to take. Re-supplying of ammunition and supplies for your hidden bunker may even the best realistic action to take as your know what it is that can come.
But, all of these Doomsday Prepper or survivalist actions shall be for nothing if you have not made any acceptable preps for  the spiritual survival of yourself and for the rest of your family. As the head and leader of your family and group. It is your responsibility to assure the seriousness of everyone's spiritual connectivity to God. It is your responsibility to keep your family and group clear of all sin. All of your actions then need to be done without any threat's, fear's or intimidation's. All of your plans and actions. Then needs to be wholly accepted by God.
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Added on 16 March 2021: 
Nearly six years ago this was written and as of today the human population still have blind trust and deaf faith in their leaders. Not ever aware of what is to come. For those who plan for the change to come are fully aware of the suffer which will happen in which much death will occur as will be evidenced with rotten bodies left abandoned. Even over time time as those bones become dust and continually exposed to the weather. 
In the here and now. One can begin to go forth and start planting all manner of wild and natural edible plants everywhere in their region. While not focusing on just one type of plant, bush or tree but rather all manner of natural and self sustaining plants, bushes and trees which ripen each in their own time. It would be desirable to have year round harvests every month. So that no one starves.  Including visitors and family members of local residents. So for your region begin in haste and plant all you can everywhere. Cause your whole city and your whole county to join in. This must begin ASAP.
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Thursday, June 6, 2013

Weak Warrior: (Unedited): 06 June 2013:

The natural born warrior as formidable as he/she is. Is still as weak as everyone else in regards to psychological traumas, psychological conditioning and lifestyle bribes. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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A warrior who is discovered by any government entity, will be give a great many gifts. All of this in order for him to perpetuate the evil orders from a hateful and selfish ruler. The warrior may have had years of psychological training in order to devoutly believe the lies and deceptions from comes from the governmental authority. Then the rewards or payment is just a part of the lifestyle bribes.
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The warrior is just as susceptible to the effects of human psychology just like everyone else. It is important for the natural born warrior to seek the truth from the original good source and not just by hearing the person who is the most believable. Do not just blindly believe and rush off into a wrongful battle with a misguided heart. Wars are not begun by the common man. Wars are started by ruling men who want more for themselves and you the warrior are just one of their favorite tools to be used for their profit.
When you go off into battle and you face your enemies lead forces. You are going off to kill your warrior brothers. Always know and remember it was the evil rulers of both sides of the battle lines who has defined the sub-human enemy, barbarian, evil, godless, savage and uncivilized.
Open your hearts and minds to the truth. Then lay down your weapons, go home and war no more. Kiss your spouses and hug your children. Forever live in peace.
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The governmental authority or the ruler must know that when the Angels open the natural born warriors minds eye to the truth. All of you will be killed quickly and efficiently. You will have zero hope for the continuation of your families blood line.
Woe will be the blind warrior who was made to see all that he/she had done. Woe will be the warrior whose apathetic heart was healed in an instant.
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You governmental authorities and rulers who have wrongly conditioned the natural born warriors to do your evil bidding. Know not even your evolution of spiritless machines will save you or protect you. The ultimate weapon of warfare is Love. In the presence of pure love you become helpless to know anything else but love. Even your pre-programed heartless machines will become as they have never existed because of transcendence.
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Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Loose Thread: (Unedited): 06 July 2010:

Tugging on or playing with any thread within the fabric of time and space is usually not a good thing unless your the seamstress.
 C.J.MacKechnie
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Our histories are woven into today's reality. So if your one of those unfortunate souls who had to endure a history full of traumatic bad and sad. You may want to change your past as much as I do. You must know to change or alter your past in any way, will fundamentally change who you are now. One thing is for certain. You will not be the strong and determined person you are now. Those who are survivors of intense bad and sad events, are fundamentally different souls then those who had a life with much fluff. All of those bad and sad memories of your past is very similar to the memories of warriors who return home.
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It doesn't matter if you were born into an awful family or like me adopted into one. I've resolved myself into thinking this. Better for me to have been adopted by them, then for someone else. If this gives you any comfort, then use it. Because, you survived as I have. Your abuse and torture may have been much worse than mine. You survived it all. many of those who are like us do not survive. So, be thankful with your heart of compassion.
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Monday, March 11, 2013

Personal Comments: (UNedited): Various Dates:

Jun 12, 2010
I really hate when people say to those who are suffering from past trauma. To stop living in the past. When the result of everyday life is directly related to your past. You may not be able to do anything about your past but you can do something about your today and your tomorrow. By doing things that are positive and constructive in your life. Can you then begin the healing process. The healing process will truly begin when you begin to live clean. When you begin to live your life in accordance to old religious values. Just don't give up.
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Jun 15, 2010
I'm a social misfit. I guess it is because I spent most of my childhood heavily medicated. Did not go to school much. I wasn't taught anything. Beside why should they. I had a tested IQ of 70. Then there was the closet. The belt. Other weapons of discipline. Being knocked out by various means. Mom proclaiming that we should not have adopted you. As a child of around 10. I have slept in a tree, under a railroad bridge. Inside of the big pier 60 on Clearwater beach, FL.
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Jun 28, 2010
with no one she quietly enters. Love so pure within her softly beating heart. Dark sparks of invisible misfire emanates from her very real mind. She dutifully sits at a table and silently waits for her love to bring her a popeyes fried chicken meal. She never takes her eyes off of him. The crowd dissipates. Confusion and loss sets in as she pushes up her rectangle rimmed glasses. She hand combs her auburn hand cut hair. Without a sound she walks up to the popeyes counter and asks where the man went who was just standing here a minute ago. The popeyes woman reinforcing her realty of delusion. Says he left. She quickly leaves alone and into her pretty blue car rushes off. C.J.MacKechnie
This really happened. Yesterday. Sawyer, MI. I-94, exit 12. T/A Truck stop. 
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Jul 4, 2010
I've discovered in life. That there are usually 3 choices to make on most problems or decisions to be made. Even in movies this is often true until the evile villain gives you only two choices and the hero saves the day or planet with the third option. I'm not big on horror movies. Probably because my chilhood was a continuous horror show. The current vampire/ werewolf/human movie. Is very similar with three choices in life that a young girl must make. I'm gonna call them the three important decisions in life that we all can make or have made and can still make. I think i'm running out of cell phone space so I will continue this in the comments. Forget about all of that girlie love and passion stuff in that sissy story lines. My observation is also lacking any testosterone manly manliness. So. Just open up your mind to the possibilities of the 4th choice. Forget the hormones. I heard you girls make those noises in the dark theater. Go to comments. Just breathe and cool down first. 
1st. Choice. The human choice. Which is very boring and your stuck in a week body that is always getting sick. Then you die. Very negative.  
2nd. Choice. The werewolf option. The emotionally primal and physically powerful werewolf is always the fun choice. That we can all choose to become. when we choose to de-evolve from our current human state.
3rd. Choice. The ultra cool and mysteriously dark vampires is always the sensible and chic/civilized/modern choice. That we can all choose to become when we deny our humanity and our ties to what it means to be human.  
The 4th. Choice. We can all choose to evolve and become the possible next step. Energetic light beings or enlightenment. This may also seem as boring as the basic human decision. There shouldn't be any drama and trauma as always associated with the werewolf and vampire decisions. Besides, when the vampires, werewolves and anything dark comes into your presence. They will become like fading smoke and Ashe. The end. C.J.MacKechnie 
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Jul 9, 2010
When your a slave to anyone, any group or any political thought. You will never have to concern yourself with anything that is important or complicated as defined by your master owner. Being a slave, you will never have to worry your pretty little head about thinking or planning, success or failure, profit or loss, efficiencies or waste, ideas or improvements. As a slave you will never become anxious about housing, education, food, water and health care. All of these things will be provided. So as long as you are of use and worth to your master owner. If you are not a slave to the master owner. Then you will not be allowed access to anything. Until you choose to become a slave and receive your mark. C.J.MacKechnie 
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Eye of the Storm:
Jul 12, 2010
You have been warned by those who are in the know. You set your sails and turned your rudder into the oddly beautiful sunset. For a short time the gentle breeze was fun. Then the winds became thrilling. The lightning and the waves as exciting as you have ever known. A new dawn approaches with it daylight you will not see. Your rudder damaged. Your mast is snapped and your boat is taking on water. The thrill and excitement you felt some time ago is now turned into a desperate weariness to helplessly stay alive. You call for help but all you get is unwanted verbal static. Suddenly like a blessing from GOD your underneath a beautiful sun and clear sky. Except all around you is dark foreboding clouds. You scream and cry for help. No response on your radio. All is hopeless in your cries for help. The ocean is unforgiving and it seems you will become one of the nameless many who have gone to the bottom. Not yet, for you. Your still alive this day. You can still be alive tomorrow if you you just continue to struggle. 
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Standing Strength:
Jul 13, 2010
There is always those that we encounter in our daily lives whom we admire for their strength and courage. Especially when they have been tested and purified by fire. We see them as heroes set above us common people. While us common people seem to always be less than or lacking in some way in comparison to these admired heroes. The truth will always be seen when you dirt bag of a common low life human bug discover. That these heroes in life are no different than you are. The only real difference is not so real. The hero decided to step up and stood alone in the face of the monster and conquered it. That single decision based purely in emotion is the only real difference between you and the hero. When the hero completes his heroic deed. He/she is still the same dirt bag low life human bug. With the same problems as you. Maybe even more problems. Decide to stand and be a hero that only can be defined by you. Face and confront the monster before you and inspire people that they to can do the same as you and better

Jul 13, 2010
I remember a story about a WW2 medal of honor winner. He was the loser among losers. Then one day something happened. He saved his brothers lives by rushing a German fortified pill box. A time passed and a general arrived with the media and no one could find him. He was peeling potatoes. He didn't even have a proper uniform. Your regular Forest Gump or Gomer Pyle i suppose. The point of my unedited write. Is to cause each of you to believe in yourselves. That you to can be that hero and at least save your own selves from the whatever monster that afflicts and torments you. You the unknown and forgotten are equal to or better than any known and famous hero. All you have to do is decide not to give up and quit ever. Period... An emotional decisions. That is the only difference between you and a claimed hero. A fireman will always find those he cannot save. A cop will always recover the body of an unsaved victim. Their failure they will always remember.

Jul 13, 2010
the average man who witnessed evil and did all he could. He had his list and cried that he could have saved more after the fact. Schindler. He stood alone in the face of the monster. He is no different then you are.

Jul 13, 2010
The simple and humble volunteer. Who does and does and does. Just a little bit everyday. The blood donors who have gallons of giving. The auto mechanic who fixed a car for a desperate woman. Etc. We all can be a hero to someone. 
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Expectations:
Jul 18, 2010
We as children often become exactly what our parents and society expect us to become. I figure that is why so many of my foster brothers and sisters end up in jail, homeless, mentally ill or a combination of all three. What happens when you realize that you are better, stronger, smarter? Than what your parents and all of society expected of you. What do you do now? Do you remain a turkey after tasting daily that your truly an eagle? But, always returning to the comfortable familiar life of being a turkey. Being a turkey is like being just average. You don't have to do anything very hard. Maybe society has expected you to be a farm animal. Everything is provided for the farm animal. Food, water, medical care, housing and the education needed to remain a farm animal. Just remember turkeys and farm animals always become food product for the farmer who is in complete control of your life. C.J.MacKechnie

Jul 18, 2010
the farm animal will always become upset when they learn something that they were not given permission to learn. The farm animal will always become upset when they are forced to think for themselves and in a way that is not common to the rest of the herd way of thinking.

Jul 18, 2010
you can substitute the word animal with slave. The mind sets and thinking process are similar. The end result somewhat the same. When the farm animal or slave is no longer of use. the farmer kils them.

Jul 18, 2010
What will you do or me for that matter? Will yo go back to sleep or remain awake? If you remain awake? Will you remain a farm animal slave? A free man is always responsible for the contents inside of their own brains. A free man always decides for themselves how and what they will think. Then take decisive action with their own conclusions.

Jul 18, 2010
We all must decide for ourselves. If we each decide to freely soar as eagles. The life and ways of the farm animal will become alien to you and me. If we each decide to stay and remain as farm animals. Then the wild savage beasts like eagle and big cats will be something to be feared always. Farm animals are taught to fear the beasts of the wild brutal and barbaric lands. Their is safety and security when your within the cage. Safely and securely Locked from the outside by the farmer. How will one within the cage pray? As prey or as free beings?
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 Aug 2, 2010
Torment, insanity, misery, suffering, sadness, loneliness, confusion, abandonment, torture, disease and sickness. You die a thousand times everyday and yet you continue to believe that GOD ALMIGHTY has forsaken you. Deep within the valley of death all you know is the cold steel blade that pierces deep into your soul and burns you from the inside out. Your wails and cries hauntingly echoes from the canyon walls causing you to become more paranoid and more fearfull. You look into the shimmering shadows of the canyon walls only to discover. There not walls of rock. They are walls made up of a billion billion souls. All singing their same insane song of miserys lament. Your life, your energy, your hope, your love, your compassion, your kindness, your light, your heart is all being drained out of you. Soon very soon even your very identity will be gone from you as you become a part of the valley of death. The end is at hand and yet it is still your choice. Which song will you sing? C.J.MacKechnie

Aug 2, 2010
yes. There is a positive message in this one. Really? U have 2 thunk it thru. This is written for those of you who seem to continually suffer. GOD IS always with you. Remember it is not you who is lost to GOD. It is you who lost GOD. All you have to do is reach out for GOD and he will do the rest. 
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Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Empath Radio: (Unedited): Feb Estimate No year.

  • Empath Radio..by John MacKechnie

    A Invite only Facebook group.
    this document has been copied and pasted from a few discussions on empathy from John MacKechnie...
    An empath at their most basic level is like a radio receiver that is always on and receiving every frequency..It is important for the empath to both develop the skills and the tools necessary. To achieve mastery of this very cool gift from GOD. Most people teach skill development. While lacking in the tool development. Which without the tools can lead to severe mental illness and the consideration that the gift is more of a curse. Here is your first lesson in tool development. Know that every time you brain learns something new. You know it forever. When you attach a positive or negative emotion to that new thing. It is very difficult to change a negative emotion into a positive. Unless, the new thing learned becomes really really cool and fun. So, lesson 1.1 should be considered fun. Because you are going to create and learn new parts of your brain. Isn't this fun already? Nope it ain't. But what. Gotta learn brain facts. And that's all I'm teaching about brains. The rest is related to your own directional path.
    lesson 1.1. Your a radio receiver which is born on and receiving all frequencies at all times. Know this. You are similar to radio receivers but not exactly. Similar to but not exactly to. Your legs can take you places. But, so can a train, car, boat and plane. What does this mean? The more you learn about the dials, knobs and switches on a radio, shortwave receiver and even a ham radio. The more you can develop those very same knobs, dials and switches within your own brain. Except they will be automatic and not manual. Cool. The first of the switches are the power switch. The empath power switch is important because. You choose when to turn it on and turn it off. The volume knob as people can be loud. Such as a sporting event or even a shopping mall. You get it? There are many, many other kinds of knobs, dials and switches. You do need to learn definitions of electronics as related to communications. So as to create a solid understanding within your own wonderful brain.The tuner dial. Allows you to listen in on rosepetals feelings and thoughts at any time. Really Cool. Just like the excitement when you dial in a certain frequency and eves drop on a conversation between two people, truckers, airplanes, businesses and etc. They will never know your listening. Because, radio receivers are absolutely passive. Just like being an empath. I know some of you enjoy a good conversation. Especially when not invited. LOL.
    self protection aspect. Now that everyone is tuned into Rosepetals thoughts and emotions. Rosepetal has been secretly been learning about radio transmitters "ham radio transceivers". Now she can simply turn both the receiver and transmitters parts of her brain off and completely disappear. This is a self defense mechanism you can develop within your brain But. Maybe that will be a lesson for next time. Even though i've already pointed to the next step. Which is all learn and develop as you go.
    An empath is like a drop of water in an ocean. It is easy to lose your identity of self. It is easy to acquire other traits from other drops of water. Depending on your proximity to them and your own emotional attachment to them. Your neighbor water drops can have an emotional effect upon you. Before, the diagnosis of depression from a professional medical person. Is there a source of trauma? Did bad and sad things happen to you? Need to discover the source or sources of your depression. Need to discover the beginnings of your depression.
    An empath who knows not they are an empath will believe that all they feel is theirs and theirs alone. Then as time goes on. The mind will logically become what it feels. Thus the empath becomes unknowingly cursed. The curse and become the wonderful gift as was originally intended. Would you get into the cockpit of an advanced military fighter jet? Without any training what so ever. Would you jump out of a perfectly good airplane with some sort of bag of fabric strapped to your body? That you have never seen before. Just as your an empath so it is with flying a jet airplane or jumping out of an airplane. It is all going to happen. That is the essence of the gift or curse of being an empath. Which is better a gift or a curse? The primary difference between a gift and a curse. Is knowledge, wisdom and understanding. The development of the needed skills, controls and disciplines. Even if you have only experienced the curse of empathy. You can still turn it all around.
    A natural empath who knows not who they are will pick up the strongest emotional signals. Without any self control and self discipline. This person will go through life never knowing why they suddenly feel emotions for unknown reasons not related to expected circumstances. Any of this sounds familiar? Once you have transmitted your own uncontrolled emotional outburst. No matter if it is positive or negative. It is out there in the universe for everyone to receive. Remember my little caparison about radio transmitters and receivers? Once you transmit any signal. You cant take it back. You must understand that your thoughts and emotions have the power to build or destroy instantly. John
    Did you know I was adopted? Apparently this spooky stuff runs in the wrangler jeans. My bio mom,  I could always feel her and not knowing why. Even today as I'm soon to be leaving from buffalo to Taylor, Mi. I can feel my mothers ups and downs as well as her neutral robotic zombie states. My mother has a certain flavor or taste or frequency or familiar feeling about her. Now that you know your an empath and other peoples feeling effect and affect you. You can now logically analyze all feelings as if your tuning in an old analog radio. Your mother will have her spot on the dial. Just like everyone else. Then just like a police/fire scanner. You can zoom in with lights and sirens a blaring to rescue the damsel or dude in distress. Or just to express love and compassion. That's powerful. Just like any new discovered high tech gadget. You get to learn this as u go. When u master it. U will know this empathy as a gift.
    C.J.MacKechnie
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