Many weeks ago. I came close to dying yet again. I lost a lot of blood and was not aware. Though I knew something was odd. I did not have a transfusion either. Which probably should have happened as the blood cells apparently appeared to be young. I did not know that blood cells can be young or old. This time was different though. Where as before when this body nearly died. I forgot how to read but, started writing and then once I wrote what I wrote. I suddenly forget I wrote anything at all. So if your a reader now you know that everything that I read of what I've written is as new or alien to me as the first time you read anything I write. Actually, I can only remember one quote and it is my first quote in which is interesting to see how that one quote has spread as an unauthorized quote.
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"Be your own hero and save yourself"
C.J.MacKechnie
Written sometime in 2004. After the near death blood clot event.
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This time there apparently is not anything interesting that ended or has begun. Except that my ability to have a lot of static electricity is building back up. My sheets light up at night when I move around with an interesting pale green color. When I had my EKG, their equipment did not work very reliability in which they showed a different kind of concern. Which is what happens when people get spooked. But, the O2 finger pulse device worked fine. Odd. But, that is me and why I do not have any technology on my body and use only corded computer devices. I just got tired of buying expensive stuff just so that this body would eventually burn them out. I do have a history with energies(deleted TMI).
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The doctors say there is about a 120 day recovery. I guess it takes that long to make new blood. My blood was a 7.9 two weeks after the losing blood event. If you know the relationships then you know more than me. I probably was not that close to dying but it felt like it. The peace and calm of physically stopping. I remember the blood poisoning moment when everything was just slowing down. The calm which came rushing in was welcomed and then the ER nurse said welcome back. I did have an NDE on that one. I did get the lecture from the doc as she asked why I did not go to the hospital and I said your nurses asked if I wanted to go to the hospital and I said no, and that at no time did they say to take my carcass to the hospital. I said key word "ASKED!". Then I said I was a little annoyed when your nurse did not use a stethoscope on me since I have a history of (deleted TMI).
So now I get exhausted very easily but am improving slowly.
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So what happens now? Maybe I get to go to my daughters wedding in less than two months. I will be very happy at that. I know I will cry and feel the tears building already. I love my daughter so very much and am very excited for her future with her husband.
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NDE deleted... memory and them.
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So I guess you can say I have a history of not dying. Which goes all the way back to infancy and childhood. Yea, I should have died as an infant. Yea, I should have died as a child many times. And etc.
So I wonder what else I will write that you will remember?
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