Self Perpetuating Misery: (Unedited): 25 Dec 2011:

Each layer of a foul smelling onion. Is like each individual negative thought and emotion you have. Which in the beginning has minimal effect upon you, your family and your friends. As you progress through life. The accumulation of each negative layer you build upon and apply to the exterior of the last negative layer of negativity. Will begin to trip you up and slow you down. Until, finally your unable to move forward in your now former evolving human development. Your loving family and friends. Try as they may remove each layer of negativity off of you. With encouraging words of positive inspiration. But, your own awful out gassing leaves a stench on your caring family and friends. They continue to positively encourage you. But, your emanating foul odor of negativity becomes to much for them to handle. So your loving and caring family and friends. Leave you to your own self perpetuating misery. As you declare to anyone who will listen. NO ONE LOVES ME. NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME. EVERYONE HAS ABANDONED ME. WONT ANYONE HELP ME? C.J.MacKechnie 
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 If you think about this as a negative post and see how the negative person was abandoned by their own former family and former friends. Then you should re-think your own thinking process. It was not the negative person who was abandoned. It was the negative person who abandoned their family and friends. The family and friends chased for a time after the negative one whom they all loved. The family and friends could not follow the negative person into their place of self perpetuating misery. Can you understand this. Good people will not follow bad people into sin. The bad people who embrace sin, selfishly and wrongly think the good people abandoned them. Which is incorrect? 

When the bad person or the negative person, begins to see the light and the error of their ways. Then repents and flees from it. Can in time regain a healthy relationship with those former family and friends who they have abandoned.

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