Suddenly Caring: (Unedited): 27 Nov 2016:

Suddenly caring, also means living with all of the destruction in your life created by your own apathy.

C.J.MacKechnie

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It is simple and the reasons no longer really matter. Your beginning to care about one thing, a few things, many things or everything. no matter which degree of caring. know that you are returning to your natural human state. If you have gone from not caring about anyone or anything and now you care about everyone and every thing. Then you have become a fully realized human being. The next step once your comfortable and/or empowered by this new thing of caring. You just choose to flow within the everlasting state of love, compassion and mercy.
Every time and every single time you are reminded or confronted with the atrocities of your apathetic past. Humbly apologize. Until, the person states it is OK now or in some other accepting manor.
Because, certain atrocities are to hard or extremely difficult to handle for those whom you have harmed. It may be necessary for them to come to you - if ever they do. Then you apologize directly and do not wait for privacy. Apologize for all that you remember and all that you do not remember. This is because when your living in that robotic apathetic state of being.

Hurting people is just not worth remembering.

C.J.MacKechnie

This is how you realize and know just how bad of an animal you were. Because, a full human being knows the goodness in love, compassion and mercy. Because, a full human being desires peace and harmony within their presence. Because a full human being has no desire to inflict harm, sadness or suffering in any living being.
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NOTE: Yes, I know the quote can be taken out of context very easily. Sometimes it is necessary to dig deeper into something which appears distasteful as that quote appears largely alone among the little words (Prideful hint).  "Hurting people is just not worth remembering". Every word written should be judged with the template of Love, Peace, Harmony, Law and Life. If any statement is in agreement with those five purple words. Then it is a pure thought. The quote "Hurting people is just not worth remembering" is not a pure thought and is just what happens to evil people who are deep within their own apathy. Once your apathy becomes dead and you embrace love. The onslaught of memories will flood back into your heart and then your conscious, unconscious and subconscious mind. Your Christ like moment upon your symbolic cross begins in Ernest. Your Christ like comparison ends there.
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Forgiven Proclamation: (unedited) 29 July 2012

Forgiveness is more important to the the person who has been hurt, abused, tortured or victimized.
Forgiving is a way for the abused person who endures daily from the aftermath of those tragic event(s).
Forgiving the bad person/people eases the spirit, mind and body.
Forgiveness is not conditional of the bad persons agreement or acceptance of the abused persons proclamation of the bad person being forgiven. as a matter of fact the bad person no longer matters.
The hurt, victimized or abused person does not have to search out the bad person to proclaim forgiveness of them.
However, the bad person should seek out those whom they have harmed in a formerly agreed upon manor. Then apologize and then repay. The hurt, victimized or abused person does not have to meet the bad person in person. Forgiveness can be relayed via message from the bad person to the good person.  The bad person who seeks and is denied. Still can seek forgiveness through GOD/ALLAH/Grandfather. The bad person still needs to repay even to the degree that it hurts. I'm not talking about money. Although, that is a part of it, with interest. The bad person who is becoming a good person. Must repay until he/she no longer feels guilt. The key of when this happens is when they continue to do works of goodness and have joy from it. There will be no sense of repayment or debt to be paid.
The formerly bad person will have to endure hells memory of his/her actions until his death. Your memory is your prison. Unless, you escape from your memories via chemicals, drinks and drugs (Any mind altering substance), which includes foods. It matters not the legality. Then there maybe a spiritual cost. Which means your loving and compassionate heavenly Father becomes your JUDGE. Then it Will suck to be you.
C.J.MacKechnie

NOTES: Doing good works because you feel that you have to. May have no bearing on your spiritual destiny. I do not speak for GOD or speak on how GOD will decide upon your own fate. That is solely GOD. Logically balancing out your debts with good works. Never works for you personally. Even though the good works that you do, are real good works and help people directly in real time. Doing works out of genuine love and compassion may work as judged and defined by GOD. Pretending to love and have compassion in this physical life, May become extra ammunition for God's judgement against you. You must have true genuine love and compassion as Jesus had.
You can spend 50 years dedicating your miserable life in the helping of others and you may be very successful. If there is no love within you or only deceptive love outward from you. It will mean nothing for you. Even though you had saved lives. But, in that final moment of your life. If you just give a simple cup of water to a thirsty person who needed it and in that moment you had genuine love, compassion and cared for that person. That cup of water will mean more for you than all of your previous 50 years as a do gooder. (Yes, Gooder is a word, if it is not in your dictionary then write it in.). Even if that person has no memory of you or the cup of water. My words does not mean you should not have to do 50 years of good works. You may be so hard headed and hard hearted that 50 years of doing good works leads to that moment of genuine love but, then again. You may be so hard hearted that you never love. I hope for you to love. Even if your moment of genuine loves expression ends your physical life horrifically. It still would be better for you. WOW. Long Note. C.J.MacKechnie
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