Mental Train Wreck: (Unedited): 04 March 2015:

Any person who has created for themselves many identities or avatars. Is just a mental train wreck.

C.J.MacKechnie

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How many identities or avatars do you have? Is there even a difference psychologically to your well being? Is it confusing in the beginning or do you think you can manage all of your different identities and avatars? Will you in the end lose your own self identity?
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I know of people who have a personal identity that they have away from family. They even have that identity in which they show only to family. They have their professional identity. They have their religious identity. Then they also have many avatar identities on the internet social websites. All of these different identities can have vastly different psychological traits.
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What is true? Is that you have only one identity. It is who you are and what you are. All of the good, the bad and the ugly. All of the decisions you have ever made. The right , the wrong and the indifferent.
Now in this modern age. We can be anyone at any time. With little or no judgement against you. If you get caught just lie and lie and lie.
The warning signs never seem to come in regards to who you are or what you are becoming. You internally begin to think you are all of these creations of yours. Thus, losing the truth of what you once were and even forgetting over time. Any lie and deception always mask the truth in the end. All of your deceptions and lies will end time murder the good person you once were. If you were every really a good person. That's pretty hard to swallow.
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Apathy's Traits: (Unedited): 23 June 2013:

Apathy's growth within a advanced modern being will begin to cause that advanced modern being to take on more and more animalistic traits. Until such a time when this apathetic disease De-evolves the advanced modern being back down into a basic human animal with no soul. 

  C.J.MacKechnie

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Road rage is a modern example of animalistic Behavior. The slower driver is in MY way. The other driver did a stupid thing and I must act with aggression to let the lesser person know he offended ME. Hoping and wishing that the other person will pull over so that I can take violent actions against his lesser than ME self.
Selfishness in the apathetic person also means that they are first at everything. It matters not if the other people are disabled, ill, young, old or female. They will always be first and may respond angrily.
Greed in the apathetic person also means that they will take what ever they feel is of value and act accordingly without any compassion or consideration for others. They will even sleep well at night and use their days planning how to get more of what ever they want. No matter the harm they cause. Because, the disease of apathy causes the modern person to no longer care about any human life except their own. Which is an animalistic behavior that modern person has already De-evolved down to and they are not even aware of it.
Murderous in the apathetic person is survival of the strongest/fittest. The belief that old people must die. The belief that the disabled must die. The belief that useless people must die. The belief that anyone who disagrees with me must be silenced even if that silence means death/murder. This belief would be internal especially if in the modern civilized society. 
Such as the young man whom I met last week who ran over a cat on purpose and his girlfriend said in another conversation that I will just go back to the clinic. This is apathy at 18 Years of age. The young man was probably entertained by his murderous actions. While the young woman believed that the life which grew within her was of no importance.
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To watch and cheer on a helpless person being attacked by many as a form of personal entertainment. The bully who pounces and brutalizes a smaller and weaker person. While being thrilled and happy by his or her animalistic actions.
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The other new apathetic driving trait. Can be seen when the turn signal lane turns green. They go slow on purpose so as to block or prevent those behind to get caught in red light. This is not an issue of being safe or unsafe. I have been behind these people where once they are clear they then mash the gas to rush to the next light or ram rod through an old yellow light.
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