Gentle Flashback: (Unedited): 04 Dec 2014:

There is a reason why I write these. They are incredibly personal and after 30+ years. I'm still having them. Although not in the intensity of my younger adulthood. These are for my family. I do believe all of the bad, sad and ugly is important for the generations to come after me. Needs to know. This is not just a revelation. This is about wisdom as well. there is wisdom in these which needs to be sifted out and learned.
In my younger life. There has always been drinking, legal mind altering drugs and cigarettes  involved. Well, the adoptive parents were involved with all of that.
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A gentle flashback, but still a flash back. I had an opportunity of witnessing/observing some physically gifted young people who are in trouble with their grades. In order for them to play their sport. The school provides them with an after school study hall. With at least three adults to help out. One adult was the senior teacher of them all. Well, the kids were acting very immature. They had their technology watching some adult content and others typing away. There was no effective studying or tutoring going on. For one hour the teachers were struggling with the students and apparently this has been going on forever. Just amazing and for me the flash backs began.

Let me finish. I asked the senior teacher how many of her sports students would go to college for free if their grades were good enough. She said about 30-40 percent. That just hit me. The realization of the genuine cost to our young people who have become so immersed with culture and society that it robs them of their future. These young people do not care about the future let alone their own. Can you imagine being born with such a gift of having the probability of free college and then maybe the possibility of a professional career in a sport. Yet, these kids do not even see. The elder teacher then told me of their current star sports youth and how he started as a freshman. Then bad grades for two years and he couldn't play. Then in his senior year he started again. I was told that he probably could go to a junior college for two years and "Then Maybe", he will get recruited by a college team. But, with your high school history. Coaches may not be able to trust in his recruitment.
Then the story about his older brother. Who was also physically gifted and he never left the county. He volunteers for his sport as some kind of coach. The elder teacher said, Their parents always show up for the games already smelling of strong alcohol. What are the odds of this young man leaving the county. He probably won't.
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Can you imagine becoming so immersed into a memory. That you no longer realize which reality is most real. That is how my flash backs used to be. Now, they are just memories of how my life used to be.
Growing up I had zero opportunities for a fair education. Zero opportunities for anything athletic. This is because of my life with my adoptive family.
I was always told to go to bed at night. I guess this would be typical for many young people. To much energy was within me. To much distrust and to much fear. I locked myself into my room and turn on the small black and white TV. The bedroom window prepared for easy and fast escape. If and when my adoptive parents would began fighting as was usual.
Can you imagine a young child creating an escape plan. Not even being able to use the bathroom for fear up being caught outside of the his bedroom. Because, I would become her target of physical violence and her attention in that regard was unrelenting.  It was almost. If I was out of sight. I was out of her mind. My black WEBCO bike was along my wall. Ready for my escape. Batman was always ready.
The ear plug plugged into the TV and clothing under the door to block the light.  The distraction of the TV seemed to be the distraction I needed in order to ease my fears. Will I become involved in their fighting tonight and how long will I be beaten. Will I die. When I did leave out the window of my bedroom. I usually went to Shakey's Pizza, Burger King, The drive-in and behind the movie theater (Popcorn). This stops were for thrown out food and entertainment.
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If your a regular reader of any of my writings. You already know. I do not write very well. I did not have a fair opportunity for an education. Neither for sports. In which I think I would have done well in both. So when I see gifted youth just ignoring their gifts, ignoring their futures and ignoring any hopes and dreams. It just hurts to watch. Especially today, when there seems to be so much free money out there for those who were willing to do the work in High School. A young person today. Can effectively earn a deferred income for college. In the tune of up to $45 thousand per year of college scholarships, plus certain other perks.
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Rising Problems: (Unedited): 05 Oct 2014:

Rising above the problems of your humanity is something we each should consider.

C.J.MacKechnie

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We each have our own set of personal problems. 

We each have our own set of family problems. 

We each have our own set of local problems. 

We each have our own set of regional problems. 

We each have our own set of national problems. 

We each have our own set of worldly problems.

Then there are the many innumerable problems which have there own specific associations.

This list of human problems seem to be never ending and everlasting in the grand scope of that which is humanity. Humanity has become the sole creator of their own problems with those fallen angels fanning our created flames of self destruction. So just how can we each rise above it all? How do we as a human species express our right to live and thrive as a self determined people? or shall we all just relent to the prophecies of the Holy Bible and wait for humanities restart again. Maybe, more than 8 human adults will be the remnant? Think about that one. No children were saved during the flood. So there will be no guarantees for your own children. It will not matter how much you love them or want to protect them from the coming end of times. You as adults and parents will get to watch your children die or die yourselves leaving your children alone. Just has been done during the flood.
So, what can you do? What will you do? Humanity was made less than the angels and yet the angels fell victim to their own prides and sinful lusts. So how can we as lowly humans do better than they who are greater than all of us? or shall we just roll over and die? shall we just go forward and end all of humanity with a collective suicide?
Humanities collective suicide begins when the majority of nations, religions, groups and peoples begin to adopt within their own lives these 4 core principles.

Hate, 

War/Conflict, 

Chaos, 

Death/Destruction

Within these four core principles is where the extinction of humanity resides. Thus, ending all of our collective human problems and the problems the fallen angels has with the existence of a humanity.  Yes, the fallen angels blame us for their problems. It's kind of like the abuser blaming the ones whom they abuse for them being abused. Really, It was all my fault that my adoptive mother abused and tortured me. It is always the child's fault for the cause of the parents alcoholism or drug problems. WRONG, WRONG, WRONG.
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The end of one set of problems will begin another set. No matter how much you have evolved or think you have evolved. Consider how the angels who are greater than humans have had their own set of problems. Some angels have fallen because of their own set of problems. They have died, they have been disciplined and they continue to suffer. Yet, do not show any compassion for the fallen angels on going plight. They are still unrepentant and unrelenting of their hatred for humanity. The fallen angels still are working in their higher ways to undermine and cause the extermination of all of humanity. It looks like these fallen angels will be mostly successful. As Biblical prophecy states that humanity will nearly become extinct save for remnant who are to be saved. Did I mention that only 8 adults were saved during the last near extinction level event otherwise known as the flood. The next extinction level event may have many more than 8 as the remnant to be saved or only the surviving genetic material is to be saved. Think about that one. Either way as defined by those who will be doing the saving, humanity will be saved. In other words who or what is to be saved will not be decided by any living human being. It will not matter what you think or believe. It will only matter with how you live your life and why you have freely chosen to live your life as you have. A free choice absent of fear, intimidation, threat or reward. 
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How do we each rise above all of our unique problems? It is really simple and not complicated at all as others may suggest. Those who suggest that the solutions are incredibly complicated are those very same persons who selfishly and pridefully are working very hard to extend their way of life. Because, if all of humanity begins to live by these four core principles. They everything those world leaders have created will just - END.
People will begin to live with an expression of human family, respect, compassion, mercy, honor, righteousness and holiness. Which will be contrary to what the leaders of the world want. This limited list of expressions are based on the four core principles. Which are

Love,

Peace,

Harmony,

Life

By making all of our collective decisions based on these four core principles. All of humanity will begin to live lives worth living without fear, intimidation or threats. The end of most of the bad and sad prophecies will be realized.
By rising above all of our collective problems associated with today's humanity. We all will naturally want to look up into the stars and will need to go to them. As we do so. We as humanity will begin to realize the problems associated with the angels and will have to learn how to solve those problems. Hopefully humanity will not become so advanced beyond their evolution that they forget about these very basic four core principles.
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The end of all bad and sad prophecies will come in one of three ways.
1). To do nothing and to change nothing maintains all of the bad and sad prophecies ever written or spoken. Thus the end result is the end of all prophecies.
2). To embrace the worldly way of life as defined the basic core principles in anger red maintains and hastens all of the bad and sad prophecies ever written or spoken. Thus the end result is the end of all prophecies.
3). To adopt and express of your own free will which is absent of any fear, threat or intimidation the four core principles written in the purity of purple. Thus, the end result is the end of most of the bad and sad prophecies. Begins the importance of the written and spoken words of the wise mentors. Continuation.
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