Lawless Soul: (Unedited): 18 March 2015:

A gentle spirit/soul which chooses a life of sin and lawlessness. Is still easily put down.

C.J.MacKechnie

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For whatever reason a gentle soul or spirit chooses a life of sin and lawlessness is deep within their own psychology. To be able to walk into the darkness and to be able to engage with those dark souls who are at heart very explosively violent. Maybe for those gentle souls it is a path to self suicide. To exist in the dark world with darker souls.
When a gentle soul feels so worthless and unwanted. It is easy for them just to walk into the shadows and further into the darkness. To become of use to whomever or whatever is in the dark. Until, such a point that the usefulness of the gentle soul is no longer of any value. Then the gentle soul can be disposed of and their soul goes home to the god of the underworlds.
Yes, your family and friends shall be told that you went to heaven. But, that will most likely be a lie. As the owner ship for your soul has already been given away by you when you began to act upon sin and lawlessness without forgiveness or remorse. Your family and friends shall mourn you and believe the lies that your better off in heaven as that is where you shall be. 
The choices in life that we all make is based in our own free choice. Even if you think you have no other option but to walk into the shadows to become sinful and lawless. You shall still be judged. In that moment of your physical death. Your only hope shall be a do over or reincarnation if the God of all things is as merciful and loving as the everyone in Christian authority claims God is. I believe that God is loving and merciful and would not Judge a soul on mistakes made in a single short human life. Especially, when eternity and forever is involved. God being merciful would use the concept of reincarnation as HE sees fit to allow it. Would God allow reincarnation in every case? Don't know. Would God limit the number of reincarnations to happen with one soul? Don't know. I just know that God is going do what ever God is gonna do or not do. He is God and not me.
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The reason I believe in Reincarnation. our spirits inhabit this physical form we call ourselves. I know there is something more after this body of ours expire. Just as John the Baptist was Elijah born again. Except physically not the same, but spiritually the same. This is the essence of reincarnation as spoken of by Jesus Christ. To Jesus it was just a matter of fact as it seemed.
The questions which would persist. Is reincarnation only allowed for those important souls or is reincarnation made available for every soul? That is for God to answer. Not me. My flawed human reason says it is just like how I am not a basketball player. I was not born to be one or i was not selected to be born as a basketball player. I think God selects souls to be reborn in bodies for that which is deemed necessary by God for whatever reason or purpose He has assigned to His decision.
For instance. I have seen many warrior souls born into severely handicapped bodies. I just have that sense of basic soul identity. Very basic. How is that for war. To fight a fight that you cannot physically win. When do you give up? or do you transcend your physical limitations as my aunt has and become a gentle warrior spirit. But how? how can you be a gentle warrior? A warrior must be violent and dangerous. I myself am not completely intellectually and spiritually evolved enough to understand that in its completeness. Maybe, one day.
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My Aunt DBW has just recently passed and her spirit was the first one I have ever seen within a human body. The obvious presence of angels were also about her. This was during my adoptive fathers last living time with his brothers and sister for fun.
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http://share-international.org/archives/AgelessWisdom/aw_bannned.htm
http://reluctant-messenger.com/origen1.html
http://reluctant-messenger.com/origen3.html
http://reluctant-messenger.com/origen10.html
http://www.catholic.com/tracts/reincarnation
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Origen
http://www.iep.utm.edu/origen-of-alexandria/
http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/11306b.htm
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Remember what I have stated not often enough. Find the positive in everything I write. For some of you this may be difficult. It is for me as well at times. I am not an educated person when it comes to writing. This is about reincarnation and hope. For many souls who have committed suicide. There may be hope for a do over. Just as there can be one soul to begin within a body and then a second soul to inhabit the same body when the first one is removed. Then that same first soul can become the son of that second soul. Think about that.
Can a son or daughter become the parent of their mothers souls who had died in some way? maybe.
Did I lose you yet? All things are possible for very specific purposes of God.
The gentle spirit/soul which gets itself misguided in some fashion will most likely have more mercy than those spirits/souls who are absolute in their lawlessness and sin.
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Merged Spirit: (Unedited): 17 March 2015:

Those who have merged into their being the spirit of Love, Peace, Harmony and Life. Shall not engage in Hate, Conflict, Chaos or Death.

C.J.MacKechnie

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The truth of being is seen in action and in inaction. The gentle spirit is calm. The loving spirit is in a state of joy. The harmonious spirit is in a state of righteous existence. The spirit of life is a true reflection of the Holy Spirit which breathed life within all. This is law of the spirit. To the best I can discern it and word it.
This may not be easy for you who are religious to understand. A true follower of Christ Jesus cannot go forth in warfare. This is not loving one another as was Jesus fundamental principle. To Love one another. For any pastor to give permission for their flocks young ones to go off into warfare. Is contrary to the teachings of Jesus Christ. 
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Violent Predisposition: Violent Moment: (Unedited): 17 March 2015:

Those who have a predisposition for violence. Shall overwhelm all of the righteous and gentle peoples when lawlessness is the rule of the land. 

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It is simple and very historical. Those of the gentle spirit has never been able to defend themselves against any violent force. Those who are righteous cannot defend themselves against violence.
The truly righteous person who is of the gentle spirit. Who has adopted the fundamental principles of Love, Peace, Harmony and life. Cannot harm another. Even if that other means them great harm. If the true righteous person acts out in violence then they cannot be at peace. To act out in conflict, battle or war is not the path of the righteous. A righteous person cannot love one another who they go forth and kill the enemy soldier. For they have taken a life and have harmed the sons and daughters as well as his wife and mother.
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Violent Moment: (Unedited): 17 March 2015:

One act of violence in a moment of time incurs much more harm on many more lives and for a much more longer period of time.

C.J.MacKechnie

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This is true. Any act of hate in a single moment of time. Always sends out suffering, anger and hate. From this suffering, anger and hate can birth a need for retribution, for justice of self. Especially when the law and justice systems only benefit the rich, famous and corporate entities. This is why you see what you can see in videos of violence. The thirst to murder at a McDonald's beat down by a gang of women. If the offended woman had been left alone. She would have killed the semi conscious woman on the floor. She would not stop her kicking the helpless woman in the head. At this point it does not matter who originated the problem. Once that woman is healed. She will go after them all. Someone must die in order to have respect or street cred.
If you need to read the news of this it is awful. To watch the video is saddening. For all of those people were present and no one stopped a gang style beating. They were entertained by it all.
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Port Richey Crab Shack: (Unedited): 13 March 2015:

This is going to be more for my family or for those who may be interested in what happens when I write.
First I get pressure in my head almost like a rope tied to the center of my brain. Pulling me towards an unknown place/person or even a known place/person.

Last Night I walked over to the Crab shack. They were crowded. So people were lacking in patience when waiting for their food. The band was awful but they had their personal fan club present to tell them how wonderful they were. A couple of the musicians were good and played clean. But, I was not there for the band or for the music.

I have always found going into populated places uncomfortable and overwhelming. I try to avoid them as there tends to be to much information coming in. Tonight was not any different. I did find a source of focus a few times. The water and the tree. The old television. The old television had much anger in the show.


The intoxicated lonely reliving her history in the music remembered.
The young couple on an undesired date. In which no connection being made.
The mature couple making their physical re-acquaintance to one another.
Friendly interactions all around. The celebration of some real estate victory.
Private people being together. Absorbing others enjoyment.
The impatient one who cannot wait for their food and cashes out.

The physical highlights.
Gentle breeze.
Crab Shack.
Leaves on the tiki floor.
Oak Tree

The non physical highlights.
 Letting go or freeing yourself of worries and troubles.
The beauty of it all.
Nervousness
Uncertainty.
Victory.
Courage.
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There are 5 quotes and their evolution can be seen.

1).

Letting go of your troubles and worries is just like a gentle Port Richey breeze at the Crab Shack. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Freeing yourself of your troubles and worries is as easy as feeling the gentle Port Richey breeze at the secluded away Crab Shack in the beautiful Florida Evening.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Hidden away in the beautiful Florida evening. A gentle Port Richey breeze flows through the Crab Shack. Enabling you to free your troubles and worries. Letting those negative things to lay on the tiki floor with the other oak leaves.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Leaving all of your troubles and worries is as simple as a gentle Port Richey evening breeze at the Crab Shack.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Leaving all of your troubles and worries upon the oak leaf covered tiki hut floor is as simple as feeling the gentle Port Richey evening breeze at the hidden away Crab Shack.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Gentle Flashback: (Unedited): 04 Dec 2014:

There is a reason why I write these. They are incredibly personal and after 30+ years. I'm still having them. Although not in the intensity of my younger adulthood. These are for my family. I do believe all of the bad, sad and ugly is important for the generations to come after me. Needs to know. This is not just a revelation. This is about wisdom as well. there is wisdom in these which needs to be sifted out and learned.
In my younger life. There has always been drinking, legal mind altering drugs and cigarettes  involved. Well, the adoptive parents were involved with all of that.
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A gentle flashback, but still a flash back. I had an opportunity of witnessing/observing some physically gifted young people who are in trouble with their grades. In order for them to play their sport. The school provides them with an after school study hall. With at least three adults to help out. One adult was the senior teacher of them all. Well, the kids were acting very immature. They had their technology watching some adult content and others typing away. There was no effective studying or tutoring going on. For one hour the teachers were struggling with the students and apparently this has been going on forever. Just amazing and for me the flash backs began.

Let me finish. I asked the senior teacher how many of her sports students would go to college for free if their grades were good enough. She said about 30-40 percent. That just hit me. The realization of the genuine cost to our young people who have become so immersed with culture and society that it robs them of their future. These young people do not care about the future let alone their own. Can you imagine being born with such a gift of having the probability of free college and then maybe the possibility of a professional career in a sport. Yet, these kids do not even see. The elder teacher then told me of their current star sports youth and how he started as a freshman. Then bad grades for two years and he couldn't play. Then in his senior year he started again. I was told that he probably could go to a junior college for two years and "Then Maybe", he will get recruited by a college team. But, with your high school history. Coaches may not be able to trust in his recruitment.
Then the story about his older brother. Who was also physically gifted and he never left the county. He volunteers for his sport as some kind of coach. The elder teacher said, Their parents always show up for the games already smelling of strong alcohol. What are the odds of this young man leaving the county. He probably won't.
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Can you imagine becoming so immersed into a memory. That you no longer realize which reality is most real. That is how my flash backs used to be. Now, they are just memories of how my life used to be.
Growing up I had zero opportunities for a fair education. Zero opportunities for anything athletic. This is because of my life with my adoptive family.
I was always told to go to bed at night. I guess this would be typical for many young people. To much energy was within me. To much distrust and to much fear. I locked myself into my room and turn on the small black and white TV. The bedroom window prepared for easy and fast escape. If and when my adoptive parents would began fighting as was usual.
Can you imagine a young child creating an escape plan. Not even being able to use the bathroom for fear up being caught outside of the his bedroom. Because, I would become her target of physical violence and her attention in that regard was unrelenting.  It was almost. If I was out of sight. I was out of her mind. My black WEBCO bike was along my wall. Ready for my escape. Batman was always ready.
The ear plug plugged into the TV and clothing under the door to block the light.  The distraction of the TV seemed to be the distraction I needed in order to ease my fears. Will I become involved in their fighting tonight and how long will I be beaten. Will I die. When I did leave out the window of my bedroom. I usually went to Shakey's Pizza, Burger King, The drive-in and behind the movie theater (Popcorn). This stops were for thrown out food and entertainment.
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If your a regular reader of any of my writings. You already know. I do not write very well. I did not have a fair opportunity for an education. Neither for sports. In which I think I would have done well in both. So when I see gifted youth just ignoring their gifts, ignoring their futures and ignoring any hopes and dreams. It just hurts to watch. Especially today, when there seems to be so much free money out there for those who were willing to do the work in High School. A young person today. Can effectively earn a deferred income for college. In the tune of up to $45 thousand per year of college scholarships, plus certain other perks.
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Cleansing Rain: (Unedited): 16 June 2010:

Even under the clouds and in the rain, one can still experience a peaceful cleansing.
C.J.MacKechnie

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Do not fear the gentle rain showers in life.  Fleeing from the cleanliness to come after a rain shower. Will prevent you from experiencing the freshness to come into you with every inhaled breath. 
Do not deny yourself a wonderful pleasure of feeling a beautiful rain shower. You have work hard. You have become sweaty and dirty. Allow the natural rain shower to clean you all the way into the depths of your soul.
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