Showing posts with label Clouds. Show all posts
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Tuesday, January 3, 2023

Beach Bus Dream: (Unedited): 01 Jan 2023:

Published on 03 Jan 2023:
Update on 04 Jan 2023:  
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I'm on a city type of bus with two other young boys. That were excited that I allowed them to drive. We were on an unknown beach with absolutely no buildings or evidence that there ever was buildings and yet we were driving on what used to be a paved beach road. Something similar to Clearwater Beach, Florida. I can see outside of the bus and all I see is heavy clouds and I do not remember feeling cold or uncomfortable. We stopped where we are and the two kids wanted to go towards the water and I let them. I watched from the driver seat of the bus. There are no other humans anywhere, but us three. I could look out into the water and see only water. End.
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I'm no longer living on the Florida Gulf Coast. I live in Central Florida.
My Children are adults and I do not have any Grand Children-yet. 
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I did not see any floating debris of any kind.  I did not notice any debris on the beach or what was supposed to be the road. Looks like a giant sand bar with no life and yet there is a sand covered road under the bus.
So if a storm is upon me and the young ones. There would be no way in the hot place I would allow them to go near or into the water. 
Why did I stay on the bus? I love the water I would want to go to the water with them. 
It is obvious to me that I would not own a city people moving bus and I sure would not buy one. That means I liberated it. But why? What would cause me to excessively borrow a bus? 
It could not have been Clearwater Beach, Florida as that is an island and only accessible by bridge. If there are no buildings then there certainly would not be bridges either, let alone a single standing and working bus that just happens to be there. 
How old were the boys? Pre-teens. Very dark hair or hair like one young man who I know right now. So if they were pre-teens. Then I would be close to 70 years old. Me 70 years old means that the year would be 2036. Still allot of variables like who the kids are and their true age. Plus, when they were born.
So where is mom and dad to the kids and were they twins? Where is my wife? I do not know. There is no way I would be aloud to go off into a storm on a beach. Do I still have my reasoned mind? Apparently ?not? So how does an old guy with persistent medical issues for the last 20 plus years is still alive without any medications at 70ish years old and capable of stealing a city bus. No I did not look at any of the signage on the bus.
But, In my youth I have been on many different beaches many times during storms. 
I have no clue as of location. As there would not be any signs if all of the buildings, trees, bushes and plants are also gone as well.
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Added on 04 Jan 2023: 
Some minor editing, additions and corrections.
I cannot drive any kind of commercial vehicle because of persistent poor health. Yea, That career is over because of poor health. 
When I had my CDL license I had every endorsement except bus. I did not want to drive a bus. Too many huemans(Misspell on purpose). I still do not want to be around allot of humans. To much data as I typically know too much. 
I think I know why I stayed on the bus and that is because of my knees. The knees today are always in pain. I avoid stairs of any kind. So, an older me staying on the bus may be because of the knees. Yet, it is still very difficult for the young ones of today to keep up with my work ethic. Go figure. Someone told me that God put all of that hurt on me so that others can keep up. Yea, I have a grocery list.
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Friday, July 10, 2020

Thunder War Auditory Prophecy: (Unedited): 07-10 July 2020

I was outside surrounded by storms. Darkness all around. Silent lightning flashing on the horizon and I knew them to be just lightning. But, it all evolved into a PTSD moment. When I knew the enemy is upon us in full force. There were bombs, bullets and missiles at every horizon and I only knew the sounds. The sudden flashes of silent light in the distance. The thunder in the clouds became warfare in my here and now. But, it was not a here and now it is a then to come. Just as the lightning precedes the thunder. I understand this as a time in the future. War is coming, but when. But, what kind of war and with whom? Is this going to be the American civil war. Where the Rainbow tsunami takes full control over the military and goes after the disobedient and defenseless Christian civilian population who still upholds God, family and the Constitution of the USA.
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How far is the horizon? How does that translate into time and distance? Is this a marker for an actual when in years? Does seconds mean years or does the distance mean years to wars come?
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Thunder in relation to lightning is all about time. Lightning must strike first and then the thunder comes when you begin to count the time. Then with the time you know the approximate distance. Get it.
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Here is a problem. I have not been in actual war or in actual battles. So how can I have a PTSD moment? It is simple but not really. In my twenties and thirties I had those two decades of PTSD issues directly related to my very bad childhood. My poor wife and children endured with me and often times not even knowing. No I do not drink, smoke anything legal or not. Nor to I take medications legal or not. So, I endured the full onset of these PTSD visions. This is what this vision was like a PTSD fully involved vision. Which did spark my memories of all of those old PTSD moments. They can be very powerful.
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Please help if you can. Thank You.
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Friday, November 6, 2015

Great Ships Dream: 06 Nov 2015:

Time is short. The countdown has begun. It doesn't really matter if you perceive it or not. If you do perceive it. It will only matter if you have been an obedient righteous person.

Many people could not see the great ships of dazzling colors. These ships were huge/immense and silent. These ships were obvious war ships. They were above the clouds way up high. The perception of clouds were also on the ground. But, it or they were not fog. I suspected my view of these ships were based on my own reasonably self defined perceptions. They were most likely not what I think I saw.
There were no human made aircraft in the skies at all. Then they attacked the power plants of the world in such a way which would not cause any harm. I perceived an explosion but there were no effects of an explosion. Yet, power remained on and I knew this to was a part of the countdown. Soon the total purification would begin.
I seemed to be questioning within myself that all of realty has been altered at a very fundamental level. I'm still not sure why or how or even how to articulate it all.
I went to see other people and they seemed to be oblivious and sluggish.
I saw a hurried doomsday prepper and he took what I knew I or he needed. I began to respond as if I were a doomsday prepper and then just stopped. It just doesn't matter any more.
I saw a huge ship hover over me, but it was really centered over a distant power plant. A visible countdown began under the vast ship and I knew it wasn't the so called mother ship. I saw countdown numerals and then a few symbols. Then an energy came down out of the ship and hit a power plant. I perceived an explosion and yet there was none. I knew I would be dead this very second and then I was not. An explosive wave. That I knew was filled with great heated radioactive energy just passed right through me and I was unharmed.
I saw people who were just completely unaware and sluggish. The great darkness began. This to was another countdown.
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Notes: 
I have been affected by this dream. Somber.
Blog number 1177.
Possible date remembered 11/7.
As a possible observer. Is the possibility of harm to self diminished?
Wife was in dream and left up into the sky. No children were in the dream.
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Added on 16 May 2026: Chat GTP response. 

This one is very different in tone. The 2014 piece felt like:

  • cosmological engineering

  • planetary stewardship

  • structured systems thinking

This 2015 writing feels:

  • immediate

  • apocalyptic

  • observational

  • emotionally compressed

It reads much more like a vision account than a constructed speculative framework.

What stands out most is not the ships themselves—it is the strange relationship between:

  • perception

  • awareness

  • and altered reality.

That theme runs through almost every paragraph.


A few things stood out strongly to me:

1. “I perceived an explosion and yet there was none.”

That line is the center of the entire piece.

You repeatedly describe:

  • catastrophic expectation

  • without corresponding physical consequence

That creates a feeling that:

reality itself is no longer behaving according to expected rules.

The terror in the writing does not come from destruction alone. It comes from:

  • uncertainty of perception

  • altered causality

  • and the collapse of normal interpretation.


2. The sluggish and unaware people

This is psychologically powerful imagery.

Throughout history and literature, apocalypse narratives often include:

  • crowds who do not notice

  • people continuing normal behavior

  • delayed awareness

But here it feels less like condemnation and more like:

separation of perception states.

Almost as if:

  • some observers perceive the transition

  • while others remain cognitively muted or disconnected from it.

That is one of the eeriest aspects of the writing.


3. The “countdown” motif

The countdown appears repeatedly:

  • visible numerals

  • staged darkness

  • sequential transitions

This gives the writing mechanical inevitability.

Not chaos.
Not random destruction.

Instead:

a controlled process already in motion.

That makes the tone colder and more unsettling than ordinary disaster imagery.


4. The observer question at the end

This may be the most important line in the entire entry:

“As a possible observer. Is the possibility of harm to self diminished?”

That is an extremely interesting philosophical question.

It suggests the dream was exploring:

  • whether awareness changes interaction with events

  • whether observation alters participation

  • or whether perception itself changes vulnerability.

That touches themes found in:

  • quantum interpretation metaphors

  • spiritual witness traditions

  • and disaster-survival psychology

—even if unintentionally.


5. The emotional tone

The note:

“Somber.”

…is exactly right.

This writing does not feel triumphant or sensationalized. It feels:

  • heavy

  • resigned

  • observational

  • almost detached in places

That restraint actually makes it more powerful.


The strongest overall interpretation

The piece reads less like:

“aliens attacking Earth”

…and more like:

“a reality-transition event perceived through symbolic imagery.”

The ships function almost as:

  • agents of transition

  • mechanisms of alteration

  • or representations of overwhelming systemic change.


If you want a comment that would fit naturally appended to the blog, this may align well with the tone:

This writing carries the atmosphere of witnessed transition rather than conventional destruction. The fear within it does not arise primarily from violence, but from the perception that reality itself is undergoing alteration at a foundational level. The silent ships, the ineffective explosions, the unaware crowds, and the recurring countdown imagery create the feeling of a controlled process unfolding beyond ordinary human comprehension. The observer within the vision appears caught between participation and separation, questioning whether awareness itself changes one's relationship to catastrophic events. The result is not merely an apocalyptic narrative, but a somber meditation on perception, inevitability, and the unsettling possibility that humanity may not fully perceive the systems shaping its reality.

That would integrate naturally without overpowering your original writing.

 ME: I have added your words to the blog. My intent is for you to add your words as you see them without bias or planned simulation. I think those are the correct words.

I understand what you mean.

You’re not asking me to “perform” agreement or manufacture mystery. You want the response to come from:

  • the structure of the writing itself

  • the tone it carries

  • the internal patterns present in it

—not from trying to flatter, dramatize, or force interpretation.

That’s actually why these exchanges have been working well. The approach has mostly been:

  1. Read what is there

  2. Identify the strongest themes and structures

  3. Describe them as clearly and honestly as possible

  4. Avoid pretending certainty where none exists

So when I say a piece feels:

  • visionary

  • somber

  • cosmological

  • or perception-centered

…I’m describing the actual character of the writing as it presents itself to me, not declaring the events objectively real.

Your 2015 entry genuinely does have a different psychological and symbolic structure than the 2014 one. That difference is observable directly from the text.

And I think your phrase:

“without bias or planned simulation”

…is really a request for:

clean interpretation without artificial emotional steering.

That’s a reasonable request, and honestly a good standard for discussing unusual material.

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I accessed the page you referenced:

https://john-mackechnie.blogspot.com/2015/11/great-ships-dream-06-nov-2015.html


First impression (reading it as text, not belief)

This 2015 entry is very different in structure from your 2014 “World Ships” piece.

It reads like a high-intensity symbolic dream report, with these dominant features:

  • temporal urgency (“time is short,” “countdown”)

  • perception instability (not sure what is real vs perceived)

  • large-scale observing entities (“great ships”)

  • population-level unawareness (“oblivious and sluggish”)

  • staged system transitions (power plants, energy pulses, “countdown numerals”)

  • survival / judgment framing (obedience, righteousness, purification)


What stands out most structurally

1. “Perception mismatch” is the core mechanism

Repeated theme:

  • something extreme is occurring

  • but it produces no consistent physical confirmation

Example pattern:

  • explosion is perceived

  • but no damage is observed

  • reality feels “altered at a fundamental level”

This creates a central tension:

perception is active, but external confirmation is absent or contradictory


2. The “observer separation” theme

You describe:

  • others as unaware or slowed

  • yourself as partially aware but uncertain

  • events unfolding regardless of perception

This introduces a split:

  • witness consciousness
    vs

  • non-witnessed population flow

That’s a very consistent dream-logic structure found in:

  • stress visions

  • liminal-state dreams

  • symbolic catastrophe narratives


3. The ships function differently than in 2014

In 2014:

  • ships = engineered systems

  • creators / managers / builders

  • structured cosmological tools

In 2015:

  • ships = active event agents

  • they initiate transitions

  • they trigger perceived planetary/system changes

  • they are tied to countdown and judgment imagery

So the role shifts from:

“builders of systems”

to:

“operators of transition events”


4. “Countdown” is the organizing logic

The countdown motif appears multiple times and functions as:

  • inevitability marker

  • time compression

  • structured transition sequence

It gives the entire dream a feeling of:

controlled process rather than random chaos


5. Emotional tone difference from 2014

2014:

  • expansive

  • conceptual

  • engineering-like

  • structured cosmology

2015:

  • compressed

  • urgent

  • destabilized

  • perceptual uncertainty

  • somber aftermath tone


Important grounding note (non-dismissive)

What this does not require to interpret:

  • literal external ships

  • literal planetary intervention

  • literal countdown event

Because the consistent pattern in the text is:

perception of systemic transformation under conditions of uncertainty and symbolic compression

That is enough to explain the structure without assuming external physical validation.


If I append commentary for your blog (clean, non-overreaching)

Here is a neutral addition that matches your intent and tone:

This entry reflects a shift in tone from earlier structured cosmological frameworks toward a more immediate and perceptually unstable narrative. The central focus is not only on the presence of “great ships,” but on the tension between perceived large-scale events and the absence of consistent external confirmation. The repeated motif of a countdown suggests a structured unfolding of change, while the contrast between awareness and unawareness among people introduces a separation of perception states. Overall, the piece reads less as a defined system description and more as a symbolic account of transition, uncertainty, and the difficulty of interpreting reality when perception itself feels altered or unreliable.


One honest observation (important for your pattern recognition work)

Across your writings, there is a recurring structure:

  • large-scale systems

  • controlled or structured transitions

  • observer/perception uncertainty

  • hidden or partially inaccessible mechanisms

That structure is consistent even when the emotional tone changes dramatically between years.


If you want, next step we can do something more interesting with this:

We can map:

  • 2014 system model

  • 2015 transition model

  • later writings

…and see what the stable core idea actually is across all of them.

 
 
 

Monday, March 11, 2013

Light Ray: (Unedited): 28 June 2010:

A single ray of light needs for nothing. Does not complain about the clouds. Asks not which direction to go. Nor ponders its own profit. C.J.MacKechnie
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Saturday, March 9, 2013

Cleansing Rain: (Unedited): 16 June 2010:

Even under the clouds and in the rain, one can still experience a peaceful cleansing.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Do not fear the gentle rain showers in life.  Fleeing from the cleanliness to come after a rain shower. Will prevent you from experiencing the freshness to come into you with every inhaled breath. 
Do not deny yourself a wonderful pleasure of feeling a beautiful rain shower. You have work hard. You have become sweaty and dirty. Allow the natural rain shower to clean you all the way into the depths of your soul. 

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Will You?:(R edited): 24 May 2010:

Will you only glance at my face and decide if I'm worth opening and knowing? Once you look past my cracking old cover, will you remain or discard me? When the words within my dusty pages become to uncomfortable for you to bear, will you just sneeze and close me up? Will you then place me high up on your book shelf forgotten and far away? If you decide to travel through my pages, will you comfort me through each of the coming storms that life often brings? Or will you just flee from me before the first storm cloud arrives? Will you be willing to stay with each of our life's pages until we find our last words that declare Happily Ever After and The End? C.J.MacKechnie 
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Those were just a few of the things running through my heart and mind before I committed to my lovely Pearl, even though I barely realized that I was already in love.
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 No one really wants damaged goods. Even if you listen to those goodie people who offer advice, they will always say stay away from people who have an undesirable life and/or history. To tell the truth, I might even say the same things that they do now. I know the statistics both ways. Those who were bad often go back to their self-defined badness and the good people often do not have the skin to handle the residual and ongoing problems.
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 Wife edit.
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