Judas School: (Unedited): 14-15 April 2019:

Christian are you in the school of Judas? You may not even be aware of this. While everyone else sees the traitorous Judas in you and they all do. Are you shaving or skimming time, late to work, leaving work early, purposely doing as little work as possible? Are you only doing the work in which you alone define the worth in accordance to your wages? Do you feel entitled to work as you see fit? Judas may not have even known until he became suddenly aware which is why he choose his own death.
C.J.MacKechnie
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I have seen this and the opposite up close. I work with a witch at one job and I admire her work ethic and the quality of the job that she does. She is a very real witch and she is of the knowing in regards to the powers of the spirit. Just think about that for a moment. She is one of the knowing and speaks in regards to her witchcraft as a matter of fact.
I know of many other professed Christians. Those who know a lot about the Holy Bible and yet. They do as little as possible. They show up late, leave early, Take extended lunches and breaks. While studying the Holy Bible. I know of one who does bring his own tools to work and yet has no problem using the equipment from the job site to operate his illegal business. He even takes equipment to his church to use at his church. He feels entitled that he can do these things because of how he has justified why he is allowed to do what he does. 
But, Wait a minute isn't studying the Holy Bible more important than work? Think about that? Can it be said that your human employer is paying you to read the Holy Bible? and for how many hours a day? Is that right or is that stealing? Then when you go home and watch TV or play video games for hours and hours. Is that right or is that stealing? Stealing what? Stealing from whom? God...What does your flawed and limited human rationalization dictate?
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Planks anyone? Isn't that in the holy Bible?
But, What about my own plank in mine own eye. Well, yes, I have many planks, more than I can remember. I have a lumber yard in both of my own eyes. Yet, the people who know me suggest it is actually a forest. I'm confrontational at times. I do scare people with my approach. Even if they don't know me or do know me. I'm a deeply flawed human being and sin daily and more often than that.
Yes, I have stopped work many times because I had to write a quote or many. Sometimes these quotes are powerful in my mind and that my writing them down. It frees my brain. Which is why I work later. Which is why I work through breaks and lunches. Which is why I go in on my days off to work. I cannot control the timing of the quotes. But, I have to keep on making them write. It is not fair for others to always do my or your work. Right? Did I just justify my actions?
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Yea, Go find the Holy Bible verses.
I find this interesting as I have had to go through my own school of Judas. That was when I realized who my true employer was. I was also one of the ones who joined the Master's work force probably in the late morning to receive my wages which was the same wages to be earned by those who started work before me. It was OK for me then, but when the Master went out and gathered more and more workers at later times in the day and at the end of the work day. Suddenly I became one of the offended and declaring that I should get more if I am to do more. Suddenly I found myself working less, arriving late, leaving early and that was when apathy began to set in. A Professed Christian with apathy. Really? A human rationalized apathy?
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There are more than one school within the Holy Bible and it seems to manifest in all of us professed Christians to some lesser or more degrees. What about the school of Job? How long have you endured your suffering and have you endured like Job or not? Job may have endured all that he endured for weeks, months or even years and how many times did God comfort and reassure Job during these tests from satan? 
What about the school of Jonah? How have you mitigated or ended your hate of those who was a represented Nineveh to you? Or how have you dealt with your own disobedience of what God wants you to do or where He wants you to go? Are we all not disobedient to God especially when we each do not make the actual effort to remain clean after the cleansing blood of Christ has washed over each of us. Especially after we each do not actively pursue righteousness and holiness which God expects from His own children.
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What did Judas do and how long did Judas do it? Then when Judas suddenly realized all of his sins. Was that weight so unbearable that Judas took his own life instead of seeking repentance. Did Judas even justify that repentance would be impossible for him. Doesn't that still occur today with people. That they feel so guilty and ashamed that taking their own life is better than repentance. The practice of excommunicating themselves from their entire family is another option to actual repentance. My adoptive father was like that. He rid himself from being in the presence of good people and made bad friends. He distanced himself from his own family so that he would not bring shame to them. My dad knew the truth of the nature of the universe(I believe it). Although he did not leave any evidence behind in his death or tell me anything. He died holding onto his secrets which he promised to keep to the American Government. Their is a crucial understanding of repentance or maybe those souls have already been judged and repentance is not possible for them. I suspect those are few though. If the repentant man upon the cross next to Jesus can minimally repent then why can't others repent to a much more fuller revealing? But, then maybe that would make us judges and that kind of judgement only belongs to God alone. The point is the man next to Jesus on the Cross repented just enough to Jesus in order to secure his place in Heaven. While the other remained vile and ugly. His own place is also secured in the hot place.
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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become clean, righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Schools Dream: 10 Oct 2015:

Last night dream. 09 Oct 2015: Very rough sleep. Very difficult to wake up in the sun. Not typical.
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I see what looks to be great wide open fields of grasses. Close by a highway/interstate and close by a couple of large commercial buildings. Which appear to be a school or schools. maybe elementary/middle-school or middle-school/high-school.
I was anguished and felt panicked.
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Added on 13 Oct 2015:
No new information of the above dream.
Will there be a major terrorist attack in some school somewhere? Maybe and most likely. The after effects of such a brutal attack upon children.
There were not enough security cameras. To see what was going on within the school at the time of the attack.
I saw a 3D representation of a video which showed where everyone was within a classroom. Without the use of typical security cameras. All done with computers desk tops and laptops. There was a program which brought all of the classroom videos together into a single image to show all that was happening within the classroom.
Every computer monitor within the class room had a camera installed. It was wired with it's own dedicated power supply and it's own direct connect internet access. No extra cables were visible. All internal wired. The cameras had their own addresses. Thus the external ability to control them.
So if a bad person entered the room. They would have to completely destroy the monitor. Instead of a single bullet into each monitor or at the onset completely disable all internet access to the school.
In this view of the classroom I saw. I saw a replacement of the dry erase board with a giant monitor. The monitor had a camera. Every student and teacher had their own classroom computer monitor with camera.
I can also see new fire alarms, smoke alarms and motion detectors with their own built-in cameras.
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Hopeless Gait: (Unedited): 26 July 2013:

The slow gait of the hopeless is without purpose or importance. C.J.MacKechnie

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The hopeless and helpless people all seem to have similar walking gait. Even those who are apathetic in what they do have similar walking gaits. What does this mean. Well, find your crowded area and observe people walking. Almost immediately you will see a variety of people walking. Depending where you are and what time of day. You will witness various kinds of walking people.
LEAVING WORK:         Yea, people who actually want to go home will have that quick gait out to their car.

SPORTING EVENTS:    The walking gait to their seats to watch their team win. The walking gait leaving the sports
                                          When their team loses.

PUBLIC SCHOOL:         The walking gait of those who just do not care about school or even life.

ON THE JOB:                  The slow walk and slow physical movements of people who do not care anything about
                                           the job they are doing. They are only physically present and will do nothing on their
                                           own. They are existing in a slave mentality without even being aware of it. Their
                                           attitude is apathetic. That apathetic attitude will absolutely cause *you to lose
                                           business/income. (*you means business owner or corporate manager).

AT HOME:                   The depressed state of a person who has no hope in life and is helpless in all that they do.
                                       All of this can be witnessed by the observation of their physical walking gait. You can
                                       see this is very low income neighborhoods in the USA.

SHOPPING MALLS:        The gait of women who want to go shopping is different than the mens who they are
                                           literally dragging around. The young men walking behind the young women. Those
                                            who are returning items for exchange or refund. The men who need that specific
                                            tool from Sears. The excited gait of people making that big purchase.

LATE PAYMENT UTILITY BILL:  That purposeful going out of your way gait. To pay the bill and get it over
                                                            with.

LAW ENFORCEMENT GAIT:       The walk of authority and purpose.  Almost a military march. Unless of
                                                            course he/she was former military.

When observing people you must consider physical disabilities and the potential oddness in their walking gait. It is also important to note a disabled persons courage and bravery as they go forth out in public and face the cruelty of normal people, just like you and me. Just remember you are just an accident or war zone away from a disability. 
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Thanks and Gratitude to my readers

Thank you all for for enduring through my poor writing techniques. You guys/gals have figured out that the content of the message is more important than the writing style. I'm continually amazed at the countries represented.
It seems I'm in a new symbolic school. Symbolically speaking that is. It seems I've become a witness of sorts of the plights of certain peoples. How this will affect what I will be writing? I'm not sure. I really do not want to be one of those who points fingers and yell. There is enough people who only do that.
Those who are religious and who continually proclaim to others, are not themselves out in the fields tending to the crops or sheep. Especially, those who are in the most need. I'm not attacking any one religion. I'm attacking them all. 

Have I begun the school of witness? Yesterday, I discovered a woman. Who survived a terrible motorcycle accident. She has to pay $25 for a Taxi trip to the store in order to buy $50. worth of food. In her home was forgotten butter left out and a cheap pot pie. Her skin appear to have endured a forced cleaning. She was wearing unclean sweat pants in which she was unaware of. She hates God or does she really hate the religious who are supposed to be out in the fields tending to the harvest and sheep.
http://bible.org/article/seven-laws-harvest

It is really tough to continually help those who are in desperate need on a daily basis. So, what do you do? Do you simply proclaim that the care for the most needy is the responsibility of the government? Is that what was really said in the worlds most Holy documents? Here in the USA Adult children park there own parents in nursing facilities and then forget about them. I see helpless people who cannot care for themselves and are incredibly alone. Besides who wants to visit with a brain damaged person who is still dealing with the fact that she survived while her husband did not. How she had to be brought back to life 4 times. How her brains were opened up and exposed. 

How do you maintain your own insanity while visiting someone who has endured much more than you possibly could. If you ever want to meet a remarkable person. Befriend a person who continually has to endure the harshness of life. That is where you will find the most wisdom anywhere. That is where you will find the most strength and courage. You will gain more and grow more. You will discover their gift to you. A gift which is even unknown to them who give it. From their position of dire need, They cannot see beyond their life of perpetual tears. 

Think about this. How well can you see when you are physically crying tears of everlasting torment? How well can you spiritually see when your spirit is racked with enduring a life of living hell? and you are alone and forgotten. You have to pay $15.+ for a gallon of milk. Because, there is no one around. NO ONE. 

Yet, most of these lonely people who endure a life of suffering and pain. Will protect you from their life of misery and suffering. By telling you everything is OK and they are fine. They are protecting you and shielding you from the absolute truth of their lives. Giving you the opportunity to leave with any negative emotion. Not burdening your heart with any revelation about their life challenges. 

You want to avert the coming bad and sad prophecies as spoken and written about by prophets. Love your neighbor until they pass and then find another.

 Here is the current readership of Countries represented. Thank you very much.

USA                  Russia                   Ukraine                       Japan                       Latvia

Germany        Canada                   Netherlands             UK                            Poland

Denmark        Indonesia              Finland                      Andorra                  Sweden

France             China                       India                           Vietnam                   Italy

Australia         Bulgaria                  Nigeria                     Singapore                Mexico

Brazil                 Spain                        ........................

Thank you all for reading my quotes. Leave comments if you like. Question content  and intent of message. So that i may correct where needed.  Thank you.

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New to the Country list is: looks like a cool Country. Really....

My wife spent a night in Canillo while in her High School years abroad.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andorra      
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I witness strong and remarkable people.

 

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08 June 2013:

Met a thirty something woman who suffers from a disease. She has lived in an ALF (Assisted Living facility) for 6 months. She has to sell her paid for home and surrender those funds to the State. She was meeting up with a realtor for the planned sell. She was alone.

Met a forty something man going to the dog tracks for a day of enjoyment. He never has had use of his legs and certain bodily functions. He smelled of urine and was either used to the smell or no longer cared. His urine bag was clearly visible. His family had long ago forgotten him. He went to school in Tampa, Florida. It just makes me wonder how many of those physically disabled kids we ignored in school ended up like this man. Living in perpetual unclean hell. The insanity of nursing homes and ALF's. While still having full brain function. 

Met an older man. Who was visiting his Alzheimer wife. He does this everyday. He is unshaven, clothes wrinkled and uncleaned. Yet, everyday he visits the love of his life and she does not know him anymore. He is alone. His tears in my presence of how his wife fell out of bed and broke bones twice. He was more concerned for her than his own suffering. He greets me all the time with a smile. He appears to have no support structure. How long will he last before he gives out? 

Met an older man in an ALF. He went to Barnes and Noble. Found a book and was loving it. His disability difficult to see. 

 Met a young woman with a toddler. Her boyfriend or baby daddy is taking pills. She is tired of her life and wants a change. She is from a broken home and wants desperately a genuine family. No support structure. Feels hopeless.

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Met a man being released from the mental hospital all nicely dressed in a purple suit. I tried to have a conversation with him. That is when he showed me the hole in his head. It looked like the skin was grown over with no bone or any other protection for the exposed brain. Then it occurred to me. He is the third one I have met in these last many weeks. I took him to a gated ALF.  

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Added on 10 June 2013:

 Met a professional software writer/developer who is blind.  

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Added on 11 June 2013:

 Met two older women who spent their day helping out our lady of prayers.  Met an angry and un-trusting man who did his best to hide the beer he bought. Met other people who were hurting in many different ways. 

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Added 12 June 2013: 

Met a small woman in her 90's. curved back and does things for herself daily. She always tips me 50 cent. For her it is very important to tip the 50 cent. For her that is why the 50 cents is more valuable than another  persons larger tip. 

Met an older woman who appears to have the Parkinson shake. Her family is from the other coast to fix up her house for sale. She will live with her daughter. A wonderful family unit. Especially when so many adult children park their aging parents in nursing facilities to be forgotten. 

Met an older woman with a walker who did not want any assistance from me. To help her takes away her freedom and weakens her. She went to the eye doctor. She is alone.

Met a young man (27Yrs.old) who struggles with life. A multiple felon (4). Leaves work with hard driving boss. To visit an ailing aunt in hospital. How does a guy like this suddenly have loving compassion when it was so easy for him to cause harm? Yet, he ignores his hard driving boss who made sure he had a way home. The false teachings of his culture still drives him to do his will. His anger for living this limited life options because of his former crimes. Going to jail no longer is the end of your punishment. The ease it is for anyone to obtain any and all information about your perpetuates your punishment. In a society with much apathy there is no room for forgiveness. His woman sends a message to stay in his motel room. So he can keep his job. His hard driving boss gives money for his departure. The hard driving boss seems like a caring boss. To bad he unrecognized the hard driving boss's kindness and refuses the advice of his woman. The mother of his child. He goes home losing his job by his choice. He seemed so excited by the success of his $3000 a week crime over Lowes and Home Depot. The only reason why he stopped his crime is because he goes to prison if caught again. 

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13 June 2013: Met an old Cowboy on his way for a blood test. He had his tag along nurse with him. He even opened the door for her. Even though it is her who is supposed to make sure he stays upright. I wasn't going to argue with the is old coot who is/was willing to break his own old  bones in order to be respectful to a lady. She was smart enough not to argue either. He even had the kind of cheap Chinese wooden cane with the small flask of liquor inside of the handle. Apparently the son took the flask. We had our manly jokes about that.

Think about this for a moment and when is it appropriate to be respectful to a woman. What are you willing to risk?  Yes, he was very frail and probably really sick. Maybe, even to the point where a fall would kill. I was moved by his intent. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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14 June 2013: Met a young autistic woman working a regular job. She seems satisfied with the work that she does. An everyday victory experienced. She is becoming self confident.

Met a man leaving the hospital. He had been in their for 5 days. His gate unstable. Blind in his left eye. Right eye stitches. Broken arms. I then realized he wasn't just in there for 5 days. There were no casts on his arms. All that was on his mind was revenge. All of his belongings were on the sidewalk. He was evicted. His small house condemned. He has nothing and no where to go. I hope the thoughts and feelings of revenge were a part of the strong and multiple pain medications. But, I think his will is stronger than the medications. 

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15 June 2013: Met a young couple saying their goodbyes before her flight back up north. Both are teens. Both at odds with their parents. He has finished high school and she had not. Neither are working. Neither in school. His current turmoil with his parent is because he ran over a cat. Maybe, on purpose. The girl was talking with her mom about sex and it's consequences and her reply was I'll just go back to the clinic. 

Met an older woman. Who is suffering from a degenerative disease and taking some very controlled medications. She also went to a hair salon so her hair could be washed as she was unable to lift her arms above her head. 

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 16 June 2013: Met three older women who are unable to get to church on their own and have to depend on a paid stranger to get each of them to their specific churches. 

Met an older gentleman excited about a date with a lady friend. 

Met a drunk Latino who  has hopes and plans for his life. But, is unaware that the bottle has already put a stop to them all before they can even begin. 

Met a fighter who is willing to use a financial supporter for his own physical gains (Used a car as the reason to see a girl). He has apparent very real skills, But his apathy for others and the lawyer who wants to support him. Will be a knock out blow to his very possible progress towards fame. Those who get knocked out are uncertain of what had happened until, they go over the tapes to ascertain what had happened. He won't know that the demise of contractual support will have been his fault. He will blame the lawyers and everyone associated. He won't know that  he should have been the first one to arrive. The last one to leave. The one considered the hardest and smartest worker. The one with zero daily excuses.

  Met an older woman whose journey towards self extinction is filled with excitement and anticipation. While those unsavory people she nearly runs to, are only excited by their abuse of her. A complete circle of an apathy in works. A person who no longer cares and people who do not care. Both only wanting for themselves.

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17 June 2013: Met an older woman with a drinking problem. She was lawyered up. Court day tomorrow. Psychological examine completed today with favorable words from the shrink. So, what does she do. brag about all of the money she has to buy justice for herself. Bad mouth the AA group and etc. While proclaiming herself a good person for helping another person who was in jail with her who was poor and unable to obtain a good lawyer and a fair trial. 

Became re-acquainted with an older mentally disabled man who can only visit his failing mother in a nursing home. He was happy last week she was responsive. Once she dies he will be alone being blamed by his siblings for causing her elderly mothers condition. He will eventually become one of those who receives no visitors. The family secret easily maintained in the sanctuary of a nursing home. 

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18 June 2013: Met a woman who just got out of prison. Obtained a great job making loads of money. She told me how much she changed. All of the drug use. Loss of husband and children. Became a Christian and was a part of Calvary Chapel of Countryside, Florida. How her old friends tried to get her re-involved with their drama. Met a new man who she plans on going on vacation with real soon. Nothing about marriage. She forgot that I found her drunk outside of the bar and needing cigarettes. I was proud of her for making the correct decision of not getting involved with the old friends.

Met a woman stupid in the wrong kind of love for a man. 2 deputies were keeping her at bay. 

Watched young drunks at a bar risk everything by driving home at closing time. They do not know all it takes is a simple mug shot to ruin their careers. Our society is now guilty until proven innocent. Then a DUI costs about $10,000 and a possible loss of career.  

Met a young mentally disabled man who had a job that he was ready to go to. He seemed to be the first one there. Of course he was. 

Met a shut in woman who lied to me so that I would feel good about her and not suspect anything is wrong. She has to pay for someone to take her shopping. Her conversation with me seemed forced, positive and upbeat with hope. 

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Crumpled Tiger: (Unedited): 14 Nov 2011:

A paper tiger is easily crumpled and discarded-swish. C.J.MacKechnie

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Self explanatory.
Don't become a paper tiger. Don't ever cheat and always do your best in school.
The grade you get is the grade you get. Far better is the person who receives a failing grade, while studying all of the time and not even considering cheating. Than it is for the person who receives a good grade while only memorizing the answers to the discovered questions.


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