Dirty Shower +3: (Unedited): 23-24 Dec 2016:

Living a life which is contrary to the truth contained within your spirit and heart. Will make you deeply embarrassed and dirty. The kind of dirty that a clean shower cannot wash away.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Internally and intuitively we all know what is right, wrong and morally correct. 

When we begin to do a wrong. We all feel dirty, bad and guilty. It is only after we each begin to reject those undesirable feelings that we begin to wrongly believe we are free to do as we think we are right to do. But, what really happens is we become disconnected from our own heart and spirit. 

Once the disconnection has been made. A false sense of freedom and shallow happiness erupts from your own mind. The freedom to do as you will it. No matter the ramifications in life and the separation from that which is good and true. 

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Identity Memory Loss: (Unedited): 24 Dec 2016:

The loss of identity of who you are, becomes a memory of what you once were. 

C.J.MacKechnie 

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False Identity: (Unedited): 24 Dec 2016: 

Losing yourself becomes your new false identity of who you think you are. Over time your new false identity will become your new false you. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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This is all what happens when you make sin a part of who you want to be. 

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Supposed to Become: (Unedited): 24 Dec 2016: 

Who you want to be is not the same as who you are and what your supposed to become. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Empty Vessels Of Nothingness: (Unedited): 19 March 2015:

Once you refuse to ever be the victim. You will begin to see deeply into the souls of your abusers and know them to be empty vessels of nothingness. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Think about it. How can you ever have a meaningful relationship with those family members who had done your wrong? If you want to stay with your bad family. Then you will have to become just like them or worse become their forever abuse toy.  If you cannot find your courage and remain with your awful family. Then you will lose yourself and any hopes you may have ever had. Your dreams for a better life will become like the mid afternoon fog. What once was, has become no more.
It is really tough to leave all that you know and to go on your own with no support system. Think about this. You never had a support system. People who support you do not belittle you, abuse you or even torture you.
So you must be courageous and just leave them all. Do not ever return. No Christmas cards either. No return addresses. No shared email and no phone calls.
In this life. Start with the building of your foundation. This is logical and wise. Your foundation must begin with your education. Your education is crucial for life's advancements. Then continue your education. These are your solid stepping stones in which you can build the life you decide for yourself.
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Think about all of those things in which your bad family has taught to you. You can think negatively about them all or you can think how they have taught you "How to not live your life" and "How to not raise children".  This is positive and helpful. Than the contrary.
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Good people seem to most of the time do good things. Which will seem very alien to you. Even the good persons humor may just not be funny to you. But, Good people tend to support one another and not rip apart each other. Good people are not entertained by you getting harmed in any way. You can find the good people in those good places. Again, those good places may be places you have never been to. All of that goodness may be just odd, weird and very weird. But, do not let that scare you off. Learn how to become a good person. If you really no longer desire to be like your awful family. 

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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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