Wishing Wishes: (Unedited): 13 Sept 2017:

I wish not to wish, but to instead make it happen while becoming worthy of the goal achieved.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Wishing wishes without any effort on your part is as nothing as nothingness can be. Even if you do receive a wish, will you even be worthy to honor the gift and be responsible of the gift as if you earned through effort-ed works?
People wish for peace and yet do nothing for peace. Peace is just one of the elements among other logical elements as listed in purple below. If you take one element out, The whole conclusion is altered.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy or entitlements.
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Empty Vessels of Nothingness: (Unedited): 19 March 2015:

Once you refuse to ever be the victim. You will begin to see deeply into the souls of your abusers and know them to be empty vessels of nothingness. 

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Think about it. How can you ever have a meaningful relationship with those family members who had done your wrong? If you want to stay with your bad family. Then you will have to become just like them or worse become their forever abuse toy.  If you cannot find your courage and remain with your awful family. Then you will lose yourself and any hopes you may have ever had. Your dreams for a better life will become like the mid afternoon fog. What once was has become no more.
It is really tough to leave all that you know and to go on your own with no support system. Think about this. You never had a support system. People who support you do not belittle you, abuse you or even torture you.
So you must be courageous and just leave them all. Do not ever return. No Christmas cards either. No return addresses. No shared email and no phone calls.
In this life. Start with the building of your foundation. This is logical and wise. Your foundation must begin with your education. Your education is crucial for life's advancements. Then continue your education. These are your solid stepping stones in which you can build the life you decide for yourself.
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Think about all of those things in which your bad family has taught to you. You can think negatively about them all or you can think how they have taught you "How to not live your life" and "How to not raise children".  This is positive and helpful. Than the contrary.
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Good people seem to most of the time do good things. Which will seem very alien to you. Even the good persons humor may just not be funny to you. But, Good people tend to support one another and not rip apart each other. Good people are not entertained by you getting harmed in any way. You can find the good people in those good places. Again, those good places may be places you have never been to. All of that goodness may be just odd, weird and very weird. But, do not let that scare you off. Learn how to become a good person. If you really no longer desire to be like your awful family. 
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Worthless Nothing: Emotional Murder: (Unedited): 04 Feb 2015:

The nothingness that YOU think you do. Is that all important lie that YOU have applied to that thing. Maintaining that worthless decision of YOURS. Will eventually cause you to believe that YOU to are a worthless nothing. Always, seek the meaningful truth in all that YOU do. 

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I have witnessed many people belittle themselves and anything that they choose to do in life. Forgetting that we have evolved into beings which do need meaning and purpose. For some being a janitor, a trash collector or a lowly construction helper is a fundamental source of their own inner self esteem and self confidence. While I have seen others who have that college degree or two and find little which is of any importance. But, I can say the same for many janitors, Trash collectors or even the lowly construction helper. Who fail to see that they are of any importance or that their duties is of any necessity.
I have also seen those incredibly intelligent people. Typically those who are not to be embarrassed with a MENSA card in their wallet. In other words. They do not belong to Mensa and consider that beneath them. Yea, a lot of pride for them. Who have dedicated their lives in those unspoken subjects and details. You know those things which everyone thinks they want to know which is so incredibly important to all of humanity. Fall victim to near absolute uselessness. Really. They lose their families and drown themselves within the drink of forgetfulness.
So how can all of these different kinds of people with many different kinds of backgrounds. Find themselves in a nothing job. While others thrive in a job of importance. There can be a variety of causes and events in any persons life.
I think what it boils down to is this. YOU have decided that your job is worthless and means nothing. It's your decision based in your own emotional negativity. Which has brought you to the state you are in now.
It is that simple and it doesn't really matter how or why you got to this point in your life. Maybe, You were to Kool for School. Maybe, you just failed at everything. Maybe, the party life was to important. Maybe, your parents beat you and told you bad and sad things. All of that Bravo Sierra doesn't matter in this here and now. What matters is your current state of negativity. The dark depths of your darkened depression of darkness. Yea yuck.

So what happens if the janitors of the world stopped cleaning? What happens if the trash collectors stopped picking up everyone's trash? What happens if all of the greasy mechanics stopped fixing your broken things? It is only then you see the importance.
But, you say I have sheep skin with my name on it on my wall. That is your accomplishment and now you feel like a trapped cat in some hopeless corner of the business world. You have to ask yourself. Really? While the majority of people like what they do and who they work for. YOU on the other hand think it all sucks. Can't you see it's all about you. You are the problem. But, But. Suzy says she hates it to. Is Suzy one of those friends with everyone kind of people who agrees with everything? Probably. People will agree to agree so that you don't feel so isolated and alone or to make you feel better. That is just basic nice people human nature. To console and to relate and to offer hope.

What do you do. Take time to think about yourself and your actions of recent times. Have you been on the wrong side of the donkey in the room with nice people? Do you even care? Which is the big question. Because, if you just don't care then nothing you do in life will ever cause you any kind of happiness or peace. You have to care. Not caring about a thing or anything is not self preservation of your emotional state. Not caring is the murder of your emotional state in order to protect your emotional state. Read it again.
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Emotional Murder: (Unedited): 05 Feb 2015:

Not caring (Apathy) is the murder of your emotional state in order to protect your emotional state.

C.J.MacKechnie

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If you don't care about your job. You will never be satisfied with your job. You may not realize this. But, everyone is empathic to a degree. So when you walk around with apathy. Everyone will know it and become emotionally harmed by your apathy. Do you care about others or even want to care about others? Even while most good people will care about you.
Yes, You may have been filled with apathy for a very long time. It is possible for you to regain your own full humanity. Although, it does mean you will have to go out of your way for others. In the beginning you will be annoyed and bothered. But, after seeing smiles and gratitude. You will slowly get your humanity back. If you smoke. Be sure to quit smoking as tobacco takes away your ability to care.
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Negative Options: (Unedited): 28 Dec 2011

If you have only contemplated a negative option. Maybe, it is only the surrender into the dark nothingness is what you believe will become your finality. C.J.MacKechnie

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There is always other options. Which will include the positive ones. When you choose a negative option, choice, opportunity. What will be the result or reward? Of course more and better negativity, more and better suffering and misery. More losing, more failing, more defeat. 

Search and find the positive options, choices and opportunities. They are there. They always are. Their rewards are ...well... Positive... Positive logic and emotions. This is very simple logic. Even when dealing with the complexity of emotions. Search and find the positive. Reject the easy negative. Reject all negativity. In the absence of any substance, a something will naturally fill it. So, just by continuously rejecting any and all negativity, What do you think will fill and flow into that empty space? Something positive. 

Something positive will flow in. Even if you have only known the absolute negativity of life and recognize nothing positive. Positive things will eventually begin to flow into you freely. This positivity may even be alien to you and cause you some fear. Just know you will be OK and it is OK for these strange positive things to occur. Just do not chase them off and reject them. Because, something must fill in the empty space. If you flee from positivity then negativity will always want to flow in like a tsunami. Your life will always seem like a never ending war against negativity and the alien. The alien is represented here as positive, positive thoughts, positive emotions, positive actions in your favor. 

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Gifts Blocked: (Unedited): 16 May 2010:

You can delay, limit or block any *healing*. When you are out of sync with GOD. C.J.MacKechnie 

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*gifts, mercy, compassion, blessings, wisdom, knowledge, understanding, answers and etc*.
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You can purposefully and accidentally block any or all of the desires of your heart. By simply being out of sync with GOD/Allah/Grandfather.
It is you who becomes out of sync with GOD. It is not GOD who leaves you, who abandons you. It is all you who does these things. It is not just on your personal level either. It also happens within any church, mosque, synagogue, temple or any other place where one goes to GOD. If you go to any of those places while being out of sync. Then you will feel the absence of nothingness. Even while the person next to you is feeling absolute joy with their Heavenly father.
This also applies to Cities, States, Nations, Whole religions, Whole cultures. The collective beliefs or the lack of within your organization. Can either manifest GOD or ignore GOD. Each will have immediate benefits or curses.
In order to change the course of any downfall, No matter what level. Every individual must rise up, must lift their hands up, Must fall upon their own knees and repent. Then repeat not their unrighteous behaviors and unholy actions. This is the return to the Heavenly father.


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