Showing posts with label Guilt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Guilt. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Fresh Empty: (Unedited): 15 May 2010:

Letting out all of your dirty ugliness will leave a empty clean you behind. Ready to be filled with a new fresh beautiful you. 
 C.J.MacKechnie
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This is a hope and a promise. Often times a person who flees from a wrong life or from an addiction. Often returns back to it. There is of course a myriad of reasons for this. There can be great acceptance from those who live wrongful lives and lives of addiction. It is a permanent welcoming committee just for you. Cheers.
Where as those who are living good and correct lives are less accepting of just anyone. This seems counter intuitive but is in fact a protection mechanism for the whole. It takes time to unlearn behavior which is unclean and impure.  Unlike learning wrong and sinful lifestyles which takes a short period of time to learn. Then when your own guilt's wane is when you know that this life style is become a DE-evolutionary aspect in your life. Which means if you change or decide to change back to what you once were. You will have to work at it, just to get back to where you originated. It is like getting lost in your vehicle. You have to back track or retrace your incorrect actions to get to that point where you deviated wrongly.
When you leave the life of ugliness and dirtiness. You can feel empty and alone. This is when you can become clean and renewed. From this clean and renewed emptiness you can refill it with righteous and holy living. This takes time and effort. Where returning to that bar and lifestyle is easy and the people always welcoming. Returning to that bar or lifestyle  may even allow you to become a better sinner or a better addict. But, That path is one you have been down before. That is a road in which the final destination is certain.
A beautiful life and a beautiful you will not be found on any commonly used highway.
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Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Wrong Three: (Unedited): 05 June 2008:

The good man who does wrong, will repent of his sins, ask for forgiveness and sin no more.
The bad man who does wrong, will not repent nor ask for forgiveness while searching out his next.
The other man who does wrong, will not repent nor ask forgiveness. Simply because he feels so much guilt. That he has chosen to wait for whatever punishment comes his way.

C.J. MacKechnie
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The other man is the reason why many remain in Hell even after they have been freed by Jesus Christ. 
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Thursday, August 23, 2012

Boots: (Unedited): 16 Dec 2006:

Doing good works and protecting the innocent is a worthy cause for muddy boots. 
You will always remain pure when you keep your boots disciplined and pointed in the righteous direction.
When you choose to allow your boots to take you onto the path of disgust and dishonor. No amount of cleaning and polishing will keep you from feeling dirty and wrong. When a man continues on the path of filth his guilt will eventually subside. C.J.MacKechnie
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A person should not be pridefully concerned about the perfectly clean condition of their clothing. Especially, in the  moment when an effort must be made to save a person, to complete a job, to end an emergency or just being in the presence to cause another to not become dirty, sweaty or muddy. Its all good.
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Monday, July 30, 2012

Forgiven Proclamation: (unedited) 29 July 2012

Forgiveness is more important to the the person who has been hurt, abused, tortured or victimized.
Forgiving is a way for the abused person who endures daily from the aftermath of those tragic event(s).
Forgiving the bad person/people eases the spirit, mind and body.
Forgiveness is not conditional of the bad persons agreement or acceptance of the abused persons proclamation of the bad person being forgiven. as a matter of fact the bad person no longer matters.
The hurt, victimized or abused person does not have to search out the bad person to proclaim forgiveness of them.
However, the bad person should seek out those whom they have harmed in a formerly agreed upon manor. Then apologize and then repay. The hurt, victimized or abused person does not have to meet the bad person in person. Forgiveness can be relayed via message from the bad person to the good person.  The bad person who seeks and is denied. Still can seek forgiveness through GOD/ALLAH/Grandfather. The bad person still needs to repay even to the degree that it hurts. I'm not talking about money. Although, that is a part of it, with interest. The bad person who is becoming a good person. Must repay until he/she no longer feels guilt. The key of when this happens is when they continue to do works of goodness and have joy from it. There will be no sense of repayment or debt to be paid.
The formerly bad person will have to endure hells memory of his/her actions until his death. Your memory is your prison. Unless, you escape from your memories via chemicals, drinks and drugs (Any mind altering substance), which includes foods. It matters not the legality. Then there maybe a spiritual cost. Which means your loving and compassionate heavenly Father becomes your JUDGE. Then it Will suck to be you.
C.J.MacKechnie

NOTES: Doing good works because you feel that you have to. May have no bearing on your spiritual destiny. I do not speak for GOD or speak on how GOD will decide upon your own fate. That is solely GOD. Logically balancing out your debts with good works. Never works for you personally. Even though the good works that you do, are real good works and help people directly in real time. Doing works out of genuine love and compassion may work as judged and defined by GOD. Pretending to love and have compassion in this physical life, May become extra ammunition for God's judgement against you. You must have true genuine love and compassion as Jesus had.
You can spend 50 years dedicating your miserable life in the helping of others and you may be very successful. If there is no love within you or only deceptive love outward from you. It will mean nothing for you. Even though you had saved lives. But, in that final moment of your life. If you just give a simple cup of water to a thirsty person who needed it and in that moment you had genuine love, compassion and cared for that person. That cup of water will mean more for you than all of your previous 50 years as a do gooder. (Yes, Gooder is a word, if it is not in your dictionary then write it in.). Even if that person has no memory of you or the cup of water. My words does not mean you should not have to do 50 years of good works. You may be so hard headed and hard hearted that 50 years of doing good works leads to that moment of genuine love but, then again. You may be so hard hearted that you never love. I hope for you to love. Even if your moment of genuine loves expression ends your physical life horrifically. It still would be better for you. WOW. Long Note. C.J.MacKechnie
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Monday, June 11, 2012

Not Fundamental & Outside Not (unedited). 06 June 2012

Not Fundamental
A positive marketing/advertising campaign is not an indication of any fundamental corporate change. C.J.MacKechnie
Outside Not
A positive Marketing/advertising campaign is not an indication of any fundamental corporate change. Which may benefit anything or anyone outside of the corporate structure. C.J.MacKechnie
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 I've seen in the history of corporate blunders. The immediate advertisement of a better change for you the customer. Often times this is only a lie and deception. The bad corporations know the people are typically trusting and have a innate desire to believe that which is being told to them is the truth. These corporations use this common psychology for their own best interests. Thus perpetuating their own evil desires for the gathering of their own monetary gods.
Any marketing or advertisement campaign which voices their fundamental change is often times a lie and deception. Fundamental change comes from the top down. Which means the entire leadership must be fired and replaced. If not, then there is not. A greedy and selfish person only feels guilt when there sin is revealed. This outward guilt is merely the correct response that is given and may not be the internal change from within. This is a form of psychological warfare.  The change which is not seen is only in the form of the question internally posed by the evil person or leadership. How can I/we still do as I/we do and not get caught again?
You must see that there is a difference between that which is correct and that which is right. That which is correct is merely the correct response made or proclaimed. This is because the evil person wants to respond correctly to those who expect it. Giving the correct answer which is expected is often times not the right answer. The right answer is the true answer. 
In school it is important for the student to give the teacher, instructor or professor the correct answer that they expect from the student. What is right or true does not matter in the educational system. Especially, when dealing with political, cultural or psychological thinking processes.

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