Beautiful Blue (unedited). 24 March 2012

The blues of sadness isn't seen in the beautiful blue sky. C.J.MacKechnie

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 Even in the beautiful day in your part of the universe. The sadness you feel is all within your own being. The flowers still will bloom. The butterfly flutters and the birds still sing. Even all the while your embraced by deep sadness. Just look up and look forward and know your new day shall come with new beginnings and new hopes.

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http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=blue%20[sad]

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Dark Information (unedited). 20 March 2012

Dark Mater may simply be, the absence of information displayed or known. C.J.MacKechnie

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 The physical limitations of our own physical perceptions is the reason why the night sky is dark.

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Tree of Death (unedited). 07 March 2012

From a conceptualized discovery. A molten seed is born. Very quickly growing through its entire life cycle of death. Just like a seed born in the earth. It pushes upward and outward. Forming its trunk, branches and leaves of fire. Then like any tree. It gives off its seeds of radiation. To continually kill. Long after its light has faded. C.J.MacKechnie

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The atomic detonation of bombs. The atomic bomb is the destroyer of cities. There are more devastating weapons awaiting to be discovered.  That of which can destroy regions, continents and life on this planet. Read my doomsday weapon blog. Is the American Doomsday weapon a fantasy of my own mind or something I know without knowing? Kind of spooky if the unprovable is real.

Where does our thirst for war stop? Extinction!!!

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Pipe Dream (unedited). 17 March 2012

The after meal fortune cookie. Will always be a worthless pipe dream.

Especially, when your always unwilling to accept any kind of positive encouragement.

When your unwilling to make any right and correct positive changes in your life.
 C.J.MacKechnie
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(The old ways of defining right, correct and positive applies).
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 It is easy to feel good after your meal and reading a positive message from your fortune cookie. You may not even realize that there are no negative quotes inside a fortune cookie. Unlike in your real life. When you need to consider change in your life for any kind of positive improvement. You will eventually need to take action and continuous action until the thing you choose is complete. Unlike the fortune cookie, your life requires you to take action. The only action a fortune cookie requires is in the reading.
Dreams and goals are those things which you look forward to in life. It is OK to have grand and big dreams and goals. For they allow to to reach far greater heights than just a simple dream and goal. Which may be simple and easy to attain. Which even they are OK. When your family or spouse has abandoned you. Then progressing through the conquering of small goals is acceptable.
The nurse story. Back when my body was trying to die a nurse was checking on me and she told me about all of her accomplishments in becoming a Real Nurse or RN (Yea, Its trucker lingo cometh). She said she had made mistakes in her life and began at the very low level of blood sucker (Phlebotomy). She worked hard over the years and just continued to go to school without cessation. Now she was an RN. She told me she never considered being an RN or any other level above blood sucker. But, The opportunities kept manifesting and she never said no or offered some lame excuse of why she can't. Her life and the lives of her fatherless children are better off.
To be an RN Nurse can take a few years. It took her more than 10 years, if I remember her story correctly.
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Fight Leader (unedited). 16 March 2012

A warrior retreats only to save those innocents he is responsible for. Even in a heated battle a warrior will lead the fight in a direction which is away from the innocents. C.J.MacKechnie

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 Honor. A warrior is a guardian and not some blood thirsty mindless brute

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Self Defeated (unedited). 16 March 2012

Even in a lost battle. A fallen warrior will only be defeated. When the warrior willingly drops his weapons, shield, armor. Then flees to save only himself. C.J.MacKechnie

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 Very probably a warrior who does the above may not actually be a warrior. He/she may only be a soldier.  

A warrior may be required to stand firm in the land of death and give their ultimate sacrifice  in the name of honor.

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Negative Fail (unedited). 16 March 2012

To question: How much is to much are your doubts. Those doubts of negative logic always leads to doubts into negative emotions. Which then leads to a fail in the heat of any battle. C.J.MacKechnie

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Learning how to control your every thought and emotion is very possible. Even though some psychologists and psychiatrists claim otherwise. In which some have to claim the falsehood of being able to to learn the skills to control your own thoughts and emotions. These are evil people and only want you to remain helpless to their pharmacology prescriptions forever. How else can these kinds of evil people make a growing and continuing income if they enable and empower you to heal your own self. Which is possible for you. Through positive belief systems. 

Meditation is the very beginning to learning how to control your thoughts and emotions. Meditation only works when you can control your thoughts and emotions. As the length of time evolves in your meditations duration so to the over all effect upon your life in a positive way. Just don't stop. Just don't give up. Fight the negativity with absolute rejection of any negative word usage. Stop thinking any negative word or thought, right now. Every success you have will also end the corresponding negative emotion. Unless of course your an Empath. Then you may be receiving emotions from other people. Then that presents other problems. 

I'm a believer in GOD. So, to me prayer is you talking to GOD and meditation is you listening to GOD. This is followed by contemplating what GOD has revealed to you. 

So, you say you have never prayed or meditated before. I declare upon you this. Yes, You have both prayed and meditated before. 

Have you expressed communication in any outgoing format?

 yes, you have. This is an over simplified definition of prayer. You speaking to others in your way is prayer. 

Have you ever taken in any kind of communication into any of your senses?

 Yes, you have.  You listening and reading is an over simplified definition of meditation.

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If you have a provable brain defect or brain damage. Then absolutely follow your doctors orders everyday with out any argument, complaint or excuse. This does not include the diagnosis of ADHD or Bipolar disorders in which there is no conclusive medical test today,which proves the existence of either. If you have been on the medications which controls behaviors associated with false observations. You are now severely addicted to these powerful mind altering medications. You may even now have chemical brain damage as any other person who has taken illegal drugs for some time. You must ask for treatment as any other addicted person would. Then learn the thinking skills necessary to live a normal life as defined by your own being. This process can take decades. Yes, It is possible.  

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