Fearless Introvert: Personal Starvation: (Unedited): 10 April 2015:

To be an introvert without any fears. Is an exercise of courage from a brave soul. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Are you shy or are you just an introvert?
While one may indicate fears and traumas.  The other may be just a a part of your normal psychological being. Which would be OK. So as long as you are healthy and are capable of surviving in this world. In other words being responsible for your state of being.
Being shy may be more related to abuse by those who are outside of your person. Fears and threats from the outside world can cause a person to become shy. While the introvert is just naturally self absorbed in whatever thinking they prefer to think about.  The continuous mean and rude things which may have been done to you or you have simply witnessed. Then if this is the case you should seek assistance in dealing with your own problems. So as long as there are no mind altering medications involved. They do not help, they only delay your healing and make you a drug addict. I state this assuming you have no conclusive brain injuries or brain defects in any test scans of your brain. If you do have absolutely provable tests via advanced medical technologies. Then you must absolutely take which ever medications prescribed by your medical professional. 

To be automatically be prescribed mind altering medications by just simply professing a problem. Is absolutely wrong. Especially if no medical tests have been conducted. If any doctor no matter what field of specialty they are in. Just prescribes mind altering medications without any medical evidence. Then walk out, refuse to pay and report them to their monitoring state agency. They are no different then the illegal drug dealers who stand on street corners. 
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Without pride or ego. Without puffing you up. Without you becoming haughty.
To be an introvert is a necessary part of your being. You may very well need to be an introvert. Just so that you can do whatever it is you must do in this life. Self defined greatness comes from those who can dwell within themselves for long periods of time. Then from there they outwardly express themselves within their creations.
There is nothing wrong with you. There is something wrong with the outside world who demands for you to conform to it's will and defined state of healthy.
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AHHH But, If you are not eating right/healthy and regular, maintaining employment in order for you to take care of yourself and family, If your not bathing/grooming as you should for skin/hair/nail health, Obtaining the required education and continuing education so that you can be continuously employed throughout your entire life. Then there you go Skippy. You had better start being responsible for yourself and for those who you are supposed to be taking care of. This also, includes spending proper amount of time with the spouse and children. As defined by them and not by you. I do fail in this regard. But do deeply feel that my time is short or that this writing I do is urgent. Do not do as I have done. Become well educated and achieve that proper level of employment so that you can take care of your family. It is just really hard to raise a family and have gifted children and then not be able to feed their inborn gifts. Because, you simply do not have the financial resources to do so. It is very hard and not very fair. But, there is nothing fair in this world.
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Personal Starvation: (Unedited): 11 April 2015:

A person can have much healthy food and water and still yet starve in other ways.

C.J.Mackechnie

You can have physical starvation which is in regard to physical weakness and endurance. You can have mental starvation which is in regard to education, psychology and critical thinking. You can have spiritual starvation. In regards to awareness and wisdom.
*NOTE* A person can be highly educated and still does not have the critical thinking skills necessary to avoid becoming enslaved.  Where once being enslaved was only for the uneducated. Now that premise has evolved. Or the understanding to comprehend all of their learned knowledge. As is with bio-mechanical robots who are politically/worldly thought controlled.
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Predicted Few: (Unedited): 11 Dec 2014:

There will always be those few whose future cannot be predicted. It is they who can truly attain anything. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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There are those individuals who seem to be born who can just do anything and they truly can. As such their future cannot be truly predicted with any certain probability.
There are also those who are born who have the heart to be able to do anything but their minds have been effectively been conditioned to be normal and average. Their hearts may urge them onward but their conditioned minds hold them back. But, once they have shaken free from the mental enslavement of the world systems. They will be both unpredictable and unstoppable. Thus a free mind is a threat to the world system of norms.
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Average Problem: (Unedited): 09 Dec 2014:

Not being normal is only a problem for those who want to be average and are not.

C.J.MacKechnie
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So why are you always so stressed out about being normal or average? You are a very unique human being with your own very specific skill sets.
It is factually true that we all share more than 99% of all of our genetic code. Those are some really BIG numbers which basically say we are all very similar to one another and are of the same family relation. Yet that really mind blowing small number which is far less than 1 percent is still an incredibly huge number. This is where your difference and uniqueness resides. This is where you declare your identity of self. This is where all of you happens and is made real.
So do not become jealous or worried about being like others and do not cause others to be who you are. Always empower others to be themselves and being yourself is way kewl.
Being yourself does take some effort and some inner contemplation. Especially after you have already spent much time trying to be like everyone else and acting like everyone else. Only to discover that you cannot be and are not like them. Of course not you are you and you are not them.
If you have come to that realization then it is a good one. Because, now you can focus upon who you truly are. Your unique life now becomes your specific journey and not the journey of all of the rest of the average cattle.
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Got Released: (Unedited): 06 July 2013:

The unrepentant ex-convict will always declare to others that they got out of jail instead of being released. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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 Being in control even if you have to lie and deceive others is important. Even when your speech is the same as other ex-convicts. Still the lies and deceptions persist in that particular culture. Each of the men and women who have been in the various forms of imprisonment cannot grow beyond the errors of their ways when that entire ex-convict culture seems to ignore and or silence any kind of admission of guilt, fault or blame.
Healing can only come when the illusion of being in control is admitted as non existing. Honesty, integrity and honor must come from a renewed heart and mind. From that place of helpless loneliness can something new and good grow with their hearts and minds.
Until, that happens. No change in the quality of life will come.  No real jobs. No real quality housing. No real opportunities.
So as long as you embrace a culture where lies and deceptions is the normal. A great everlasting fog will always remain enveloped around you and around those whom share your presence. Question everything with respect. Seek out the truth at the source. Do not trust the words of anyone who desires to lead you. Because, they are probably a better liar than you are. When you discover their lies and deceptions. Now, you will know that they only wanted to use your body until it was of no longer usable.

To free yourself from the ex-convict culture or from any other culture which is based in lies and immoralities. You must educate yourself from the source. You must search for the truth in all of your own thoughts. Which means you have to unlearn all that you may have thought as truth when in fact it all has been a lie. There lies your freedom, hiding behind the numerous veils of lies and deceptions. Behind the last veil. Is not only your freedom but a life worth living.

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Timed Emotions: (Unedited): 27 May 2010:

Your feelings will always lag your thinking and your thinking will always lead your emotional state. No matter if the thought is current or a memory. C.J.MacKechnie 

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This can be difficult to understand as it involves those who are normal minded, Mentally Ill and gifted. To simply sum this up. That which you are thinking always precedes your emotions, every single time. Those who have been factually proven to be mentally ill via various brain scans which determine brain defects and brain damage. The signals could become mixed up as in no emotional response to any thinking process. A continuous flood of emotions which are unrelated to a particular and specific thought. This also includes other responses in various degrees, orders and timings.
For the gifted person who are the natural em-paths. Without any factual proven diagnostics tests. The natural empath can be declared to be of a various mental disorders such as bipolar. Then these gifted persons are drugged into emotional oblivion and their brains electrocuted until they feel nothing anymore. Most often then not these persons who have been deemed to be bipolar may in fact be naturally empathic and not even be aware of it.
It needs to be known that being empathic is one of the first Christ gifts. The gift of knowing another persons feelings in order to express love, compassion, Kindness and mercy is essential to the teachings of Jesus. When the Christian person or any other person whom GOD chooses is gifted with this gift of being empathic. It is often time accompanied by zero information from GOD and denounced by the church as witchcraft. Which neither is helpful. But, for whichever reason for God's part is something I am not going to question outwardly.
This is where active and continuous prayer and meditation is necessary in order to learn about all of the gifts from GOD by GOD and taught by GOD.
Being empathic is not a disability, defect and it is not proof that something is wrong with you. On the contrary. There is something very right with you and GOD has chosen to give you this gift and others.
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The evidence of being an empath is varied.
You strongly feel the emotions of your loved ones and close friends before any normal means of communications has been made.
When traveling through crowded places. You feel a myriad of whispering and fleeting emotions flow through you. While thinking about a specific task.
When going to an away game of your favorite team. You feel like you want to cheer for the other team and may even get caught up in the emotions of a score made over your team.
Getting distance from people is peaceful for you. Such as fishing or hunting. You may not even want to hunt or fish as you may be so sensitive. That you even feel their death.
You may get childishly happy by driving close to a school or any place which has many children playing.
When driving by a hospital, jail or any other place where sadness is prevalent, you feel it all as well.
You feel adventurous when driving by an airport.
When everyone is asleep. You awaken to the peace and quiet. You may even stay awake while everyone sleeps. just to start clearing your own brain. 

These are all normal. and there is more. To learn how to control them. You need to actively and continuously practice prayer and meditation on a regular basis.
Simply put.
Prayer is you talking. To God.
Meditation is you listening. To God.

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