Showing posts with label Anger. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Anger. Show all posts

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Culture Destruction: (Unedited): 20 Dec 2011:

A culture of people. Who each individually look for opportunities for revenge-able actions. Has already self destructed. C.J.MacKechnie 
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This is not just about any particular culture. This is about you individually, Your individual family, About your tribe or clan, About your town or city, About your people or nation and about your religion and culture. 
When you embrace and believe in your fundamental right for revenge. You must know all that will result is only more pain and suffering, more death and more destruction, more sickness and more stagnation, more more devolution and extinction. Nothing good will ever come from revenge, Even thinking about revenge hardens a persons heart. Thus begins to grow apathy, a disease which is contagious to your children first. From your own hate so to will your children and your children's death you will see and feel. 
I understand where the culture of revenge is mandatory for continued existence and life. But, That is all it is existence and not any life worth living. If someone does a bad thing to you whether it be on purpose or by accident. You must seek revenge and retribution for any action done to you. You must do so to a greater severity. Or else someone will perceive you to be weak and a potential future target by them. Whoever "THEM" may be. This action of revenge is a psychological self protection mechanism. Revenge and retribution involves ego, pride, anger and hate. How does anything good come from this? We all know only good comes from GOD, Allah, Grandfather. So, if there is no good in a thing or a action or even a thought. Then there is No GOD, ALLAH, Grandfather in the process.  
Seek no more revenge or retribution. Love one another and live in peace. So that all may have a life worth living in harmony.
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Name changed to "Culture Destroyed". Because it already is. A society, religion, nation and/or culture. Must have lots of babies and bring in new people. Just so extinction doesn't become a reality.
I do not remember what the original title was (25 Oct 2012). 
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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!
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Go and sin no more.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.
To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.
All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Saturday, October 6, 2012

Death Apathy: (Unedited): 06 Oct 2012:

The death of you always begins with a small disease like a single cancer cell. Apathy is such a disease. Which kills your humanity via the contamination of your mind. 
Apathy always begins with the small things. 
Such as taking a small interesting or useful thing which has been lost. Maybe, at work you have a collection of lost and found. You search the lost and found box often for items to take. After all, the excuses you create, justify the theft and you even re-define it as something which is not theft. That makes it all OK. No it doesn't?
Such as lying and cheating, speaking falsehoods which benefits you or creating rumors which is meant to harm another. Cheating in a simple and fun game or even on a minor test in school. You can say it is all OK until you have been caught. Then you begin to rationalize that the only wrong you have done was getting caught. So begins your evolution of becoming a better liar, a better thief and a better cheater. After all it is only wrong if you get caught. 
Apathy is a sweet candy, which tastes wonderful and can be very exciting. Apathy is all about you, your own selfish wants and selfish desires. The feelings of others, the laws of civilization, the laws of morality matters not to you. What you feel is right for you is what you falsely think and falsely believe is absolutely right for you. The disease of Apathy causes you to believe that a lie or falsehood is true and right. The disease of apathy begins to transform you into that wrong thing in which you believe you are. Over time, Over the years and Over the decades, that sweet apathy candy begins to spoil inside your body and mind. 
The disease of apathy takes hold of you. All that you have once loved and taken for granted is long gone. The freedoms you once had is as well long gone as you peer through bars of steel. The health you once had is gone as the physical diseases with immoral behavior is killing your body and isolating you from good people. Through all of the apathy, you have discovered that you are now alone and abandoned. All of the apathetic people whom you have chosen over the good and caring people are gone as well. Your chosen apathetic friends have chosen to reject you. For some delusional reason you think why? why? why? Probably because they were all as apathetic as you. When you can no longer be a source of their entertainment, excitement. They will no longer include you. Just as you have done to others.
Hate and anger wells up. Other negative emotions surface and begin to die as the apathy within you kills off those emotions as well. Numbness and nothingness. There is no more feeling. There is nothing you care about anymore. Not even yourself. Your will to live has become a will to merely exist. Soon that to will be gone. Soon, very soon. It will no longer matter if you are alive or dead. 
All you have now is time. The silence of nothingness cause time to tick away loudly. The logic part of your mind remains intact. So, you begin to reflect upon your life. The life without meaning, purpose and understanding. The logical conclusion of how you have become a waste of life begins to over take you. Even in this self-destructive moment you may not even be aware of the apathy which controls your entire being. You only know your alone and no one cares. Your last choice and your final option leads to your last action. A logical action solely based on the original lie and deception. In which you believed as truth. Something which was so small and so insignificant you no longer can grasp it. So you think the bridge or rail tracks looks good. The trucks zooming under bridges become an option. Even your choice of suicide causes harm to others. As the innocent train or truck driver will never forget how you choose them to kill yourself. The officers and emergency workers who only want to save and help others must retrieve your lifeless body. They know from the discovery of your corpse, That they could not help or save you. You do harm many others with your suicide. Even in your total apathetic nature. You do not care. You do not love.
Th cold quiet end has come. Your family and former good friends have many questions. Forever hurt and harmed they have become. They loved and cared about you and you left them after you walked away.  Into that lifestyle, into that world of crime, into the dark shadows of immorality. You choose it and you choose to leave your own family and friends. You choose the addictions over your own family.  Its funny how the truth always comes out after a suicide, after a death from disease or execution. 
Your suicide does not end with your death. Those young ones now see your actions as a possible opportunity for their own life if they make a wrong decision. Even in your death, suicide will live on within the family and friends you have abandoned. Your suicide may even lead to the total disintegration, death and extinction of your whole family. 
Your dead and gone, But not really. Your just dead and now you get to see the conclusion of your life's actions. Through the healthy hearts of your loved ones. You get to feel all of their pains and sufferings. The apathetic disease does not follow you into that which continues after this death of yours. There is continuation. With the apathetic disease dying inside your old dead body. You get to feel everything. Can this be the hell which awaits you? Feeling all of the pain and suffering you have caused in your former life walk?  What shall you do now? Await hells fire and damnation as defined by Christian preachers and pastors. Create you own hell as you begin to dwell on the life's hell you have caused those you still lives and endures on? maybe both? 
Reject all sin and flee from it, right now. Apathy is the active war zone in which the innocents flee from. Even when the innocents flee from the war zone. There pain and suffering may forever be evident upon them. Though they still live.
Reject from yourself all lying and cheating. Reject from yourself all immorality and crime. Reject from yourself all dishonor and unholiness. Seek the truth of the TEN COMMANDMENTS and know it is all about a life worth living and not just an exercise in control and authority.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Wrong god's: (Unedited): 15 May 2010:

Those who have violence and warfare in their minds. Those who have anger and hatred in their hearts. Those who have self pride and an air of arrogance in their spirit. May never know what GOD reveals and may never get close to GOD as their Heavenly Father. 
C.J.MacKechnie 
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Th crusades was a sin against GOD. The Christian Crusaders used violence and warfare against those who held Jerusalem. The Christians used anger and hatred as a motivational force to expel those who held Jerusalem. Only good things comes from GOD/ALLAH/Grandfather. Human wars are caused and created by humans who thirst for power and glory. Human wars are planned and started by the ruling humans own selfish interests and exploitations.
One must always know. You cannot go to war without first having your war machine created, built, prepared and in the ready. So, an evil leader must create the illusion of a threat so as to cause everyone to work for the common goal for peace, safety and security. The threat is often deemed as less than human, savages and barbaric. The essential truth is your leader is the one who is thirsty for blood as he anticipates counting His new lands, new resources and new wealth. The common people are the ones who fights and dies. The common people have never profited from any victorious war save for the crumbs that have fallen off of the rulers table and is still taxable.
Become a holy and righteous person who does not need any ruling authority.
 If you only pray to GOD. Begin to meditate to GOD.
 If you pray the required words of prayer. Pray to ALLAH on your own and by your own words. Then Meditate to ALLAH.
Just as each of us are sons and daughters of our heavenly Father. Talking to the HOLY FATHER can be done by any son or daughter. Just as your own sons or daughters speak to you.
Prayer is you talking to GOD/ALLAH/GRANDFATHER.
Meditation is you Listening to GOD/ALLAH/GRANDFATHER.

Should you not do both? Is it not rude for a child to talk to their own parents and then not listen to them at all.



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Thursday, August 30, 2012

Flag Importance: (Unedited): 26 Aug 2012:

Standing behind your flag of importance. Is just as important as standing before your flag. Unless, you have been deceived and lied to by the flag of your choosing. C.J.MacKechnie
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The flag of warfare which promises peace is a lie and a deception.
The flag of hatred which promises loves return is a lie and a deception.
The flag of separation which promises togetherness is a lie and a deception.
The flag of difference which promises sameness is a lie and a deception.
Any leader no matter their level or area of interest who uses their innate charisma to convince common people to follow their will by using any of the above promises is a liar and a deceiver.
When you decide to follow them. You have declared allegiance to their flags of lies and deceptions. Even though you may believe it to be gospel truth. Your brain washing is now complete and my words will anger and offend you.
Just like how racism is used as a political, religious and cultural tool to garner support of a particular leader or spokes person. Racism is an absolute lie and deception as proven by the completion of the Human genome project more than 11 years ago.The human genome project proves that all humans have 99.9% identical DNA. Which is not evidence of any real separation of races. The human skin is the same from any one human to the next. The only real difference is the coloring. The human skin is an organ of the whole human body. It is not logical for anyone to separate or isolate any other human being or group of human beings based on a single organ of the human body. We do not separate an isolate any other human being based on tonsils, kidneys, spleen, appendix or liver. If this were logically true than I would belong to the fatty liver race or the race without tonsils.
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Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Not Identified: (Unedited): 22 May 2007

Aggressive instinctive reactions will not identify friend or foe. C.J.MacKechnie
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When a person is acting out angrily on people. No longer does it matter to that person who is friend or foe.  
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Thursday, August 16, 2012

Historical Experience: (Unedited): 16 Aug 2012:

When the logic of your historical experience is contrary to your current existence. There was and still is GOD.
C.J.MacKechnie
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This is for all of you who have endured great abuse and torture in your life. For all of you who have escaped certain death and destruction more than once. It matters not if you are still completely angry with GOD or have even rejected HIS existence. If there is no logical explanation as to why and how you could have survived. But you did. It was GOD who skewed the incredible odds against you into your favor. You have escaped doom. You have escaped more times than should have been possible. Yet, here you are. So, What do you do now? Do you continue on your apathetic path in your current state of merely existing? Do you continue to hate and be angry while causing innocent souls to have a taste of what victimization that you have had to continuously endure?  All without mercy and compassion for you. There were no humans who came to your rescue. The good people who discover your nature outright rejects you. So, What do you do now? The apathy, hate and anger will kill you from the inside. The victim that you are or were is still within you and your nightmares. Will you allow fear and distrust guide your existence?
GOD saved you. There is a reason for him allowing you to live. Pray and meditate to GOD with all of your hate and anger. Discover for yourself the truth of your own reality as well as HIS reasons and purposes for you. If you want answers to your questions. That is the only way to get your answers. No one can speak for GOD but GOD himself. Just be watchful for the message of an answer to be presented to you.
You may discover that you were just worth it. You have value. That HE cared for you. That you have a message to tell. So, that others can learn and evolve. Not everyone can walk through hell and survive. Not everyone can stay and remain in hell and yet retain their identity. Not everyone can live in hell, escape and return again. Have you done that? Can you do that?
Jesus Christ broke the gates of hell and yet souls remain. Can you see or are you still blind? Can you hear my message or are the sound of these photons deafening?
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You are Beautiful.
You are Treasured.
You are Sacred.
You are HIS.
Love, Peace, Harmony, joy, Freedom and Life can still be yours to have. It is His gift and desire for you.
This was written by a person who was once not worth a dime. Someone who was too dumb, to stupid to be worth educations time. Someone who was told that he should have never been adopted. And etc.
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Tuesday, August 7, 2012

More Losses: (Unedited): 05 Aug 2012

The chains weakest Link. Loses more than the chain.
C.J.MacKechnie
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We each are a link in the chain of life. The chain is always connected to at least two different things. Both of which seems to be of greater importance and value then the chain. I'm not saying that we each do not have importance and or value. The mission of the chain is to hold strong. A single link of a chain may never be aware of what the far ends are holding onto. The single link of the chain only knows that force is applied to it from the left and from the right. The single chain link can have frustrations and anger to its left and right. Especially when the individual chain link does not clearly understand the mission and the duty of a single chain link. When each chain link has equal wisdom, knowledge and understanding of the importance of the mission. There will be no weak link.
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