Healing Re-Connection: (Unedited): 12 June 2013:

The healing you seek is already present. All you need to do is just believe and make the re-connection. C.J.MacKechnie

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For some the question originates with believe in who or what? And make the re-connection with who or what?
This leads to the question, was I once connected to who or what? The simple answer is yes you were.
The rest is for you to discover on your own journey of discovery or re-discovery.
From the discovery of your own true nature will lead you to the re-discover your true identity and true beginnings. A pure journey into the amazement. Become like a child who discovers the miracle of a beautiful flower in bloom. Especially if it wasn't there yesterday. Reacquaint with your purest and most sacred innocence.
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The infinite power of healing is is focused from the capacity of your love. Learn to love yourself. Become the embodiment of love. Live, believe, think and feel like your all love. From this can pure healing begin within you and forever emanate out from you into others who are accepting of your gift of love.
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Have you ever met some of those autistic persons who are incredibly quick to forgive and forget. Who just so easily show and express love to everything in the world. So, how is it that we so called healthy and normal people always think there is something wrong with THEM. When the truth of the matter is we are the blinded ones who are deficient and unable to even see what is right with THEM.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second. 

To Love one another.
To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Stealth Healers: (Unedited): 12 June 2013:

This is a mess. But, The message is important. Thank You for muddling through it.

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What is the harm and effect of purposefully healing people in secret? Without bringing any attention to yourself.
Is there any harm to a person's mind or spirit? I do not believe so. The person just begins to feel better in the time you do have together in person, assuming they are not actively blocking via their own negative thinking and negative emotions.
Does the action of secretly and purposefully healing people in your presence alter their belief systems in any way? In that moment if the person you are secretly healing feels something different, then you can take non-deceptive actions like stopping or continuing on the healing without bringing any attention to yourself, thus not boosting your pride or ego and not causing the person whom your are healing to falsely believe you're a special person, gifted person, another god or another messiah. (Note the use of lowercase letters).

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A person who heals in stealth does not need to be concerned with attention, respect, reverence or righteous honors or wealth. Healing in stealth should cause no questionable feelings, thoughts or attitudes. The source of the healing power is absolutely intelligent and does not need for you to wave your hands waiting for you to discern where the malady is located before going to work. The source of the healing force is divinely intelligent and works by it's own choice, direction and intensity. You do not need to ask. Just be willing to do and allow the healing to begin or not. Either way energy is never wasted.
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 With an Intelligence of this advanced and exacting knowing, the mathematical formula which governs it must  also incorporate a perfected emotional state like compassion, mercy, love, joy, satisfaction, passion and others in order for this healing to work the way it does.

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There is no need to seek or find any living person for your healing to be done. All of the healing which can be done is all within you and easily accessible as it already is to other animals. Which seems to know what to eat and not eat.
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I just met Mr. Ed last night. Stage 4 Cancer. Zero hope for survival. Months to live and to wait for death to come. I walked with him for a short time as he told me his harrowing story of current cancer survival. Severe and ugly medical scars all over his body.  Some of the scars looked professional while others appeared to be hack jobs. Really. His thoughts were of his young teenager. He was just tired of all of the tests and very aggressive sessions of Chemo. Laser surgeries and the absolute nothingness of being put out. Tumors all over his body and in his brain. Can you imagine that sort of hell of knowing (Right NOW!) that your own ind is lost. That in the next few months you will become completely lost mentally. Incapable of being able to fight this terrible enemy. He has solace. Through his cremation he will have the last victory over this deadly enemy. I call that heroic.
But, throughout our walk at one point he questioned whether or not to get ice cream. I had to say "YEA!" He did feel guilty. To even enjoy ice cream. After all that he had been through. At this point it doesn't even really matter if he gets sick from it. Just to enjoy the ice cream in this moment. In this moment.
With stealth healing and with no communication as to what I was doing. The silent healing prayers were ongoing as they are all after he left to go his way and into this morning. The prayers continue. Sometimes mercy, compassion and love should just be silently expressed. No thanks or gratitude should ever be expected. There is no need. Let them express their gratitude to God. That is where the ultimate gratitude should always go to. After all, I or we are just willing and obedient servants of God. 
There are never coincidences when you are in tune to God. When you are willfully and by your own free choice obedient to God. So when any stranger to you and not to God comes into your presence. What do you do. Socially push them away because they are a stranger to you? Listen to the stranger tell of his life of medical horror as Ed was at first reluctant but I welcomed his words. He needed to be heard with a compassionate ear. Thus, begins the opportunity and time to pray for healing. 
There is no need for any expectancy as God is the only one who can do as he wills it. Will there be a healing? Not for me to know. Will I/you be credited and glorified with the healing? Just writing that question brings a shiver to me. Your/My answer should and better be "NO!!!!"
Even if I may never see Mr. Ed ever again. The journey is his and not mine. My only purpose in that moment was only to be a compassionate friend. Who conducted secret and stealthy healing. In the Name of my Heavenly Father. His Holy Son and the Holy Ghost. Give unto Mr. Ed mercy, compassion and healing. 
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It is not for me or you to know if someone or anyone is worthy of healing. This is where trust and faith in God comes in. It is not you letting God or even allowing God to do anything. Like you really have that kind of power. We are just servants and as servants. We do and just be in the present presence. God is gonna do what God is gonna do. With or without your permission, acceptance, approval or even denial. Then there is that time thing. Your and my concept of time or when something should happen. Is also not even a consideration to God. Are you getting this. Because, It is really hard for me. I'm really good at. OK God anytime now. Yo God, how about now or next week at 1530 Hours eastern daylight time. LOL. But, I'm serious. I do that even knowing what I write above. Sometimes, I think I was born to bring more humor into the observance of God. Really. 
Sometimes, I think God will get His Angel buddies together, sit in their Godly recliners, make some popcorn. Then just watch and laugh at me. I'm just my own comedy central. No cruelty or meanness in this is expressed by me. Maybe, I will learn something. Are you the reader getting this? 
Becoming a stealth Healer means no attention to you and all gratitude to where it is supposed to go.
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War Dream: 11 June 2013:

The blind and deaf rulers of the world think that prophecy is only a tool of propaganda.

Because of that false belief. Humanity becomes extinct when the use of classified conceptualized advanced technologies are used against each others nations. You will not survive even deep within your own bunkers. You may even risk the total collapse of the entire planetary energy system. Becoming mars or Venus or worse. A new asteroid belt.
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The rulers of the world seem to be on the road to war. President Putin, Xi Jinping and President Obama seem to be on a war footing. I'm not sure how or why I say that. I do not follow the news or political talk radio anymore. I'm just tired of all of the lies and the anger. Lies, anger and hate just perpetuates war at any level.

This is a fundamental fact. Those who make war are the political, religious and financially wealthy people of the world. Think about it? The owner of Jimmies barbeque house in Texas isn't going to make the next world war with johnnies Barbeque house in Kansas City. Well maybe! But we are not all going to die or become enslaved by it. We may enjoy it greatly though.

The prophecies of the world basically state "We are all going to die", which means extinction. All of you COG (Continuation of Government) types. Those underground bunkers will be your coffins. Yours and humanities only survival is not to pursue any war which escalates beyond any single theater of operation. Can you guarantee that? Nope you can't. Especially when the USA is so easy to neutralize. Then when the USA is neutralized. The mad rush for it's resources will begin. You will have to rush in, every military force will rush in.
Thus, the final outcome. The end of the USA means the end of humanity. Once the light of freedom is not just extinguished but destroyed and forgotten all the way to the level of concept. Humanity will die and so will all of you who have orchestrated the events to come. It may take less than 100 years. But, all of humanity will die. So, what does it matter in the here and now? So as long as I can rule my share of the world. Can anyone be so selfish as to want what they can get at the expense of humanities extinction.
There won't be any evolution within any category. Only a dwindling of the population. Which will be celebrated as some kind of victory.
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Can and will those who are the most brave and courageous amongst humanity become aware enough to know that the removal of the physical human button in preference to the systematic automated button is a death sentence for all of humanity. When one person can launch all of it's arsenal with a single computer response. Insanity has been embraced. Cheer, celebrate and rejoice in your deep bunkers. They shall become your coffins. You will not be able to leave.
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Where will you get your water when it is atomically altered. The planet has only a single water system. There is not division of each. It only appears that the salt water is different than the fresh water. To alter one aspect alters the whole. 
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:The Lies and Deceptions of RACE:
We are all one humanity, one species and one family. When all of the common peoples unite together to love one another, to live in peace with each other and to exist in harmony. Then we all can find a very rich life we all can live with great meaning.
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If you cannot separate yourself from the lies and deceptions of the separation and division of the races. Then you, your family and your entire church will/may not be one of the elect, protected, saved or raptured. You must begin to know and believe that we are a single race of beings called humans. We are all brother and sister to one another.

The DNA fingerprinting was established in 1984. Read it well. Believe the truth and reject the lies you have only known as truth. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_profiling

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_%28human_classification%29

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_Genome_Project

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The history of humanity told by many different traditions. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noah

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_and_Eve

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From about 8 minutes and 50 seconds to the introduction of the European leader. Listen good. This was in 26 June 2000. President Bill Clinton Library.

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Research for yourself the Human skin. learn how it is the largest organ of the human body. Learn about all of the primary functions of the human skin. Then learn about the minor function of the coloring of the skin. Learn how if you lose a primary function of the skin. You can die. Where as if you lose your skin coloring. You will just be uncomfortable, but still living with possible social ridicule. Now, after you have learned all about your human skin. Ask yourself this. Why do we not compare other organs of the body with other people such as the liver, kidneys, gall bladder and etc. How come there isn't racial stereo types for those who can drink much alcohol and those who cannot drink? Why? Race or the coloring of the skin is illogical and without any actual fact. 

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 We are all one family of humanity. We are all brother and sister to one another. Humanity reunited as a single race can achieve great things together.
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Continuity_of_government
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theater_%28warfare%29
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sun_Tzu
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Life = Love + Peace + Harmony

 This is the only formula which can send humanity out into the stars. China may be the only Country which can begin this achievement of humanities next great step. China may also be the force which becomes the trigger for humanities extinction. Please research the word trigger. A trigger is squeezed by another source. Who or what causes China to begin the human extinction process? Sun Tzu philosophies successfully used against China.
 If China just alters their course and can begin to see the stars as the place to journey to. The problems of the Earth becomes minimized. The extinction of humanity may become delayed or even prevented.  China change your focus away from Earths resources, war machine creation and look to the Heavenly bodies. You will discover new and plentiful resources and maybe even some                 . Recruit the old American NASA people. Bring excitement of space exploration back to the whole planet. That may reunite all of humanity under China's leadership. Thus delaying or preventing another world war. Bring freedom to your people with the limits of personal responsibility. Look up to the stars and go.
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If the USA is allowed to falter on it's own. Then by peacefully using International treaties and laws to prop up the USA only in name. Maybe, humanity will survive. If any military forces begin to invade the USA. All is lost. Doomsday weapon is triggered and it will work.  Despite the more than a dozen Chinese plans to prevent it. Through military actions. Those boys who created that doomsday weapon are/were some smart cookies. That weapon system will affect the whole planet-everywhere.
Through financial ownership by the whole international community. Can the world still profit from the resources within the North American Continent.  Without military aggression. So as long as the American people can keep their lifestyle and belief systems. All will not be lost.
Small Countries who figure out how to neutralize the USA will they themselves trigger all of the bad and sad prophecies. Spoken of and written about for the end times.
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All prophecies as written and spoken, are only events of probability. Bad and sad Prophecies are meant as warnings. In which we are all supposed to work in preventing there occurrence. The good prophecies are supposed to be worked on individually and collectively. To make them happen at all levels of organization.
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A conversation with a president. Is one where an insignificant person begs for peace.
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Without peace there is no life. 
Without love there is no peace or life.
Without harmony there is no peace or life.
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Putin valid argument: https://youtu.be/uwWMaJJ_MSg
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Extinction Journey: (Unedited): 10 June 2013:

The journey to extinction does not have to be sudden. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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The extinction of any species is not sudden but it can be. Scientist have been warning about particular species becoming extinct or will be extinct in some future foreseen time line. The same goes for humanity or individual families within humanity. There are many levels of extinction.

The physical death of every individual is a form of individual extinction.
A family which falls a part into sin and lawlessness. Will become extinct in name and then by blood in just a few generations.
A nation which falls victim to apathy, oppression and authoritarianism will become extinct in a few decades or less. Probably less.
A worlds population can also become extinct when global insanity becomes additively rampant. This can take a thousand years which can culminate in sudden global suicide. Started by the controlling and elitist few who wrongly think they will be OK. Their bunkers will become their coffins.
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To avert extinction at all levels. One should live by their own free choice without fear or threats. To love one another. To live in peace with everyone. To exist in harmony with all of creation. All of this must work together like a complete logical formula. 
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy or entitlements.

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Responsible Freedom: (Unedited): 10 June 2013:

Absolute freedom without personal responsibility leads to extinction of the whole. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Absolute freedom will always be absent from any law or authority. Ridicule or Moral Judge. Sin or guilt of evil.
You right now have the absolute freedom to do whatever it is you want to do. But, you do not because of fear, The consequence of law enforcement and the judge,  How other people will perceive you. Ridicule and embarrassment. These are just a few things.
The religious fear their God or god's. The religious fear their righteous codes traditions and laws .
Those who are holy or righteous transcend absolute freedom to do, think and believe in those things which are right and correct. While refusing wrong.

You can right now freely drink as much of your favorite alcohol beverage as you can.
You can take as much drugs as you like right now. Assuming you know how not to buy them from a cop.
You can also go and rob a bank. Assuming you can run faster than a Motorola radio that the cops use.
You can do anything else you want to do. For as long as you want to do them.
What keeps you from freely walking up to some big and bad gang member in a dark alley, then kicking him in the shins? Getting ridiculous?

Absolute freedom absolutely enslaves you into the world of addictions, diseases, disabilities and finally untimely death. Which is personal extinction.
Absolute freedom for the whole family, or whole city, or whole state, or whole country or the whole world. Will absolutely lead to the extinction of the whole-eventually. 

Research how Spain used liquor to attempt to gain an upper hand over the Apache under Cochise. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cochise  I believed that the Americans did the same thing against other Native Indians as well. Although, I'm not sure who originated the idea. Liquor was used as a weapon of psychological warfare. It's addictive properties has been known for a very long time. So before you take the next drink or next toke of that mind altering substance. Someone somewhere wants to enslave you and control you.
Personal responsibility, Personal honor, Personal self respect, Personal righteousness all enables a person, a family, a clan or tribe, a nation and the world to grow and thrive. To love one another as brother and sister. To live in peace with all persons and to exist in harmony with all of creation.
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Unfortunate Enjoyment: (Unedited): 08 June 2013:

Finding enjoyment in other peoples unfortunate occurrences is inhumane. 

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I've caught myself at enjoying other peoples unfortunate events. Especially on YouTube. Those skate board crashes, motorcycle crashes, Big truck crashes. The bully who gets smashed. AND ETC.
This is a self realization of myself. What is the harm in enjoying a person smashing his face on concrete? It is a great harm to your own mind and spirit. The person who epically crashed and smashed his face on concrete was only harmed once physically and a second time to know his embarrassment is seen world wide and thirdly knowing his friends (Who are not) may have put it on YouTube. Fourthly every person who watches these kinds of videos is harming themselves mentally and spiritually. So the harm is more than what appears to be harmless enjoyment. It is passive harm to you the viewer.
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Making positive and loving changes within your own self alters the entire world for the better. It has to be within you from the beginning and by your own free choice. Without threats should you make these changes on your own.
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Thanks and Gratitude to my readers

Thank you all for for enduring through my poor writing techniques. You guys/gals have figured out that the content of the message is more important than the writing style. I'm continually amazed at the countries represented.
It seems I'm in a new symbolic school. Symbolically speaking that is. It seems I've become a witness of sorts of the plights of certain peoples. How this will affect what I will be writing? I'm not sure. I really do not want to be one of those who points fingers and yell. There is enough people who only do that.
Those who are religious and who continually proclaim to others, are not themselves out in the fields tending to the crops or sheep. Especially, those who are in the most need. I'm not attacking any one religion. I'm attacking them all. 

Have I begun the school of witness? Yesterday, I discovered a woman. Who survived a terrible motorcycle accident. She has to pay $25 for a Taxi trip to the store in order to buy $50. worth of food. In her home was forgotten butter left out and a cheap pot pie. Her skin appear to have endured a forced cleaning. She was wearing unclean sweat pants in which she was unaware of. She hates God or does she really hate the religious who are supposed to be out in the fields tending to the harvest and sheep.
http://bible.org/article/seven-laws-harvest

It is really tough to continually help those who are in desperate need on a daily basis. So, what do you do? Do you simply proclaim that the care for the most needy is the responsibility of the government? Is that what was really said in the worlds most Holy documents? Here in the USA Adult children park there own parents in nursing facilities and then forget about them. I see helpless people who cannot care for themselves and are incredibly alone. Besides who wants to visit with a brain damaged person who is still dealing with the fact that she survived while her husband did not. How she had to be brought back to life 4 times. How her brains were opened up and exposed. 

How do you maintain your own insanity while visiting someone who has endured much more than you possibly could. If you ever want to meet a remarkable person. Befriend a person who continually has to endure the harshness of life. That is where you will find the most wisdom anywhere. That is where you will find the most strength and courage. You will gain more and grow more. You will discover their gift to you. A gift which is even unknown to them who give it. From their position of dire need, They cannot see beyond their life of perpetual tears. 

Think about this. How well can you see when you are physically crying tears of everlasting torment? How well can you spiritually see when your spirit is racked with enduring a life of living hell? and you are alone and forgotten. You have to pay $15.+ for a gallon of milk. Because, there is no one around. NO ONE. 

Yet, most of these lonely people who endure a life of suffering and pain. Will protect you from their life of misery and suffering. By telling you everything is OK and they are fine. They are protecting you and shielding you from the absolute truth of their lives. Giving you the opportunity to leave with any negative emotion. Not burdening your heart with any revelation about their life challenges. 

You want to avert the coming bad and sad prophecies as spoken and written about by prophets. Love your neighbor until they pass and then find another.

 Here is the current readership of Countries represented. Thank you very much.

USA                  Russia                   Ukraine                       Japan                       Latvia

Germany        Canada                   Netherlands             UK                            Poland

Denmark        Indonesia              Finland                      Andorra                  Sweden

France             China                       India                           Vietnam                   Italy

Australia         Bulgaria                  Nigeria                     Singapore                Mexico

Brazil                 Spain                        ........................

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New to the Country list is: looks like a cool Country. Really....

My wife spent a night in Canillo while in her High School years abroad.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andorra      
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I witness strong and remarkable people.

 

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08 June 2013:

Met a thirty something woman who suffers from a disease. She has lived in an ALF (Assisted Living facility) for 6 months. She has to sell her paid for home and surrender those funds to the State. She was meeting up with a realtor for the planned sell. She was alone.

Met a forty something man going to the dog tracks for a day of enjoyment. He never has had use of his legs and certain bodily functions. He smelled of urine and was either used to the smell or no longer cared. His urine bag was clearly visible. His family had long ago forgotten him. He went to school in Tampa, Florida. It just makes me wonder how many of those physically disabled kids we ignored in school ended up like this man. Living in perpetual unclean hell. The insanity of nursing homes and ALF's. While still having full brain function. 

Met an older man. Who was visiting his Alzheimer wife. He does this everyday. He is unshaven, clothes wrinkled and uncleaned. Yet, everyday he visits the love of his life and she does not know him anymore. He is alone. His tears in my presence of how his wife fell out of bed and broke bones twice. He was more concerned for her than his own suffering. He greets me all the time with a smile. He appears to have no support structure. How long will he last before he gives out? 

Met an older man in an ALF. He went to Barnes and Noble. Found a book and was loving it. His disability difficult to see. 

 Met a young woman with a toddler. Her boyfriend or baby daddy is taking pills. She is tired of her life and wants a change. She is from a broken home and wants desperately a genuine family. No support structure. Feels hopeless.

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Met a man being released from the mental hospital all nicely dressed in a purple suit. I tried to have a conversation with him. That is when he showed me the hole in his head. It looked like the skin was grown over with no bone or any other protection for the exposed brain. Then it occurred to me. He is the third one I have met in these last many weeks. I took him to a gated ALF.  

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Added on 10 June 2013:

 Met a professional software writer/developer who is blind.  

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Added on 11 June 2013:

 Met two older women who spent their day helping out our lady of prayers.  Met an angry and un-trusting man who did his best to hide the beer he bought. Met other people who were hurting in many different ways. 

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Added 12 June 2013: 

Met a small woman in her 90's. curved back and does things for herself daily. She always tips me 50 cent. For her it is very important to tip the 50 cent. For her that is why the 50 cents is more valuable than another  persons larger tip. 

Met an older woman who appears to have the Parkinson shake. Her family is from the other coast to fix up her house for sale. She will live with her daughter. A wonderful family unit. Especially when so many adult children park their aging parents in nursing facilities to be forgotten. 

Met an older woman with a walker who did not want any assistance from me. To help her takes away her freedom and weakens her. She went to the eye doctor. She is alone.

Met a young man (27Yrs.old) who struggles with life. A multiple felon (4). Leaves work with hard driving boss. To visit an ailing aunt in hospital. How does a guy like this suddenly have loving compassion when it was so easy for him to cause harm? Yet, he ignores his hard driving boss who made sure he had a way home. The false teachings of his culture still drives him to do his will. His anger for living this limited life options because of his former crimes. Going to jail no longer is the end of your punishment. The ease it is for anyone to obtain any and all information about your perpetuates your punishment. In a society with much apathy there is no room for forgiveness. His woman sends a message to stay in his motel room. So he can keep his job. His hard driving boss gives money for his departure. The hard driving boss seems like a caring boss. To bad he unrecognized the hard driving boss's kindness and refuses the advice of his woman. The mother of his child. He goes home losing his job by his choice. He seemed so excited by the success of his $3000 a week crime over Lowes and Home Depot. The only reason why he stopped his crime is because he goes to prison if caught again. 

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13 June 2013: Met an old Cowboy on his way for a blood test. He had his tag along nurse with him. He even opened the door for her. Even though it is her who is supposed to make sure he stays upright. I wasn't going to argue with the is old coot who is/was willing to break his own old  bones in order to be respectful to a lady. She was smart enough not to argue either. He even had the kind of cheap Chinese wooden cane with the small flask of liquor inside of the handle. Apparently the son took the flask. We had our manly jokes about that.

Think about this for a moment and when is it appropriate to be respectful to a woman. What are you willing to risk?  Yes, he was very frail and probably really sick. Maybe, even to the point where a fall would kill. I was moved by his intent. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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14 June 2013: Met a young autistic woman working a regular job. She seems satisfied with the work that she does. An everyday victory experienced. She is becoming self confident.

Met a man leaving the hospital. He had been in their for 5 days. His gate unstable. Blind in his left eye. Right eye stitches. Broken arms. I then realized he wasn't just in there for 5 days. There were no casts on his arms. All that was on his mind was revenge. All of his belongings were on the sidewalk. He was evicted. His small house condemned. He has nothing and no where to go. I hope the thoughts and feelings of revenge were a part of the strong and multiple pain medications. But, I think his will is stronger than the medications. 

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15 June 2013: Met a young couple saying their goodbyes before her flight back up north. Both are teens. Both at odds with their parents. He has finished high school and she had not. Neither are working. Neither in school. His current turmoil with his parent is because he ran over a cat. Maybe, on purpose. The girl was talking with her mom about sex and it's consequences and her reply was I'll just go back to the clinic. 

Met an older woman. Who is suffering from a degenerative disease and taking some very controlled medications. She also went to a hair salon so her hair could be washed as she was unable to lift her arms above her head. 

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 16 June 2013: Met three older women who are unable to get to church on their own and have to depend on a paid stranger to get each of them to their specific churches. 

Met an older gentleman excited about a date with a lady friend. 

Met a drunk Latino who  has hopes and plans for his life. But, is unaware that the bottle has already put a stop to them all before they can even begin. 

Met a fighter who is willing to use a financial supporter for his own physical gains (Used a car as the reason to see a girl). He has apparent very real skills, But his apathy for others and the lawyer who wants to support him. Will be a knock out blow to his very possible progress towards fame. Those who get knocked out are uncertain of what had happened until, they go over the tapes to ascertain what had happened. He won't know that the demise of contractual support will have been his fault. He will blame the lawyers and everyone associated. He won't know that  he should have been the first one to arrive. The last one to leave. The one considered the hardest and smartest worker. The one with zero daily excuses.

  Met an older woman whose journey towards self extinction is filled with excitement and anticipation. While those unsavory people she nearly runs to, are only excited by their abuse of her. A complete circle of an apathy in works. A person who no longer cares and people who do not care. Both only wanting for themselves.

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17 June 2013: Met an older woman with a drinking problem. She was lawyered up. Court day tomorrow. Psychological examine completed today with favorable words from the shrink. So, what does she do. brag about all of the money she has to buy justice for herself. Bad mouth the AA group and etc. While proclaiming herself a good person for helping another person who was in jail with her who was poor and unable to obtain a good lawyer and a fair trial. 

Became re-acquainted with an older mentally disabled man who can only visit his failing mother in a nursing home. He was happy last week she was responsive. Once she dies he will be alone being blamed by his siblings for causing her elderly mothers condition. He will eventually become one of those who receives no visitors. The family secret easily maintained in the sanctuary of a nursing home. 

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18 June 2013: Met a woman who just got out of prison. Obtained a great job making loads of money. She told me how much she changed. All of the drug use. Loss of husband and children. Became a Christian and was a part of Calvary Chapel of Countryside, Florida. How her old friends tried to get her re-involved with their drama. Met a new man who she plans on going on vacation with real soon. Nothing about marriage. She forgot that I found her drunk outside of the bar and needing cigarettes. I was proud of her for making the correct decision of not getting involved with the old friends.

Met a woman stupid in the wrong kind of love for a man. 2 deputies were keeping her at bay. 

Watched young drunks at a bar risk everything by driving home at closing time. They do not know all it takes is a simple mug shot to ruin their careers. Our society is now guilty until proven innocent. Then a DUI costs about $10,000 and a possible loss of career.  

Met a young mentally disabled man who had a job that he was ready to go to. He seemed to be the first one there. Of course he was. 

Met a shut in woman who lied to me so that I would feel good about her and not suspect anything is wrong. She has to pay for someone to take her shopping. Her conversation with me seemed forced, positive and upbeat with hope. 

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Will be included in future volumes of "Musings of an American Truck Driver".
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Musings of an American Truck Driver

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