Political Corporate Ownership: (Unedited): 05 March 2017:

When the pendulum swings far into the opposite direction. There will always be a process of consolidation of political power.  When that power is a corporate oligarchy. There will also be a consolidation of political power as well as corporate ownership into as few hands as possible.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Any leader needs and must have people in critical positions whom they can and will trust. Generals and admirals get replaced or retired. All the way down the line. So what happens when a corporate oligarchy is established? That is a very important question. What will happen is the rights and freedoms which are inherent for all people is transferred to the corporations. The corporations become more important than simple human rights. A human right is selfishness of the individual and relativistic thought may become the argument against human rights and for corporate rights. While corporate rights benefits everyone. Which is a half or partial truth. 
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In a corporate oligarchy. There will be more than three classes of people. Most likely more than a dozen classes of people. All with their own specific level of a rewards system. As a person becomes more important to the corporate political structure. They will be given rewards. These rewards are absent of any ownership. The concept of ownership shall fade away into a dead concept and be replaced with a corporate rewards system. The corporations shall own everything, including your person hood.
Health care shall also be rewards based on your class level within a specific corporate structure. For instance a janitor may have very low health care. In which a simple breaking of a bone may end their life. Because, there shall be no long term cost which can cause financial damage to the corporate entity. Janitors are easily replaceable assets. Where as a low level corporate manager will be granted the necessary medical care to repair the bone break. If a low level manager gets cancer. Then his or her worth to the corporation shall be evaluated. If a replacement person is easily available and training is minimized. Then that manager will be allowed to die in a painless manor. Everything is about cost and profit.
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There will also be corporate classification/secrets in which this will guarantee that no one talks to any lower level person and no lower level person will want to speak with or be in the presence of a higher level person. For fears of losses in their rewards.
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The conceptual idea of retirement will also fade away. Except for the top tier of  corporate leaders. A corporate leader or something to be defined similar to demigods can perpetuate freedoms to their own children and grand children. In which they will receive the highest rewards level of everything available. So as long as those children are obedient to all of the corporate rules and corporate social etiquette. Severe punishment comes to the accepted corporate family when one of them becomes disobedient and social outcasts.
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Even the highest levels of corporate people will have their own disciplines. Anyone or any corporate entity goes out of line as defined by them all. Then the corporate all can and will refuse to do all levels of business with the corporate disobedient.
Also, a person of lower classification can be easily blackballed into starvation and death. In which their death won't even be considered murdered. There is or shall be no crime against the harming or killing of a non person.
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Personal opinion note:
 I have found it interesting how the peoples retirement investments into a variety of mutual funds. Go and finance ownership into everything else. The people who actually own it all do not seem to use their own money. Maybe, they think it is all of their own money and all of the people belong to them as well. Maybe, they think of themselves as gods. It is all very strange to me.
This is prophecy.
The USA has transformed itself from a fledgling republic to a mature system of world leadership after WW2. Then the USA became a democratic form of government. Then the USA again transformed briefly into a security conscious nation and then into a special interest oligarchy.  With the presidency of Donald Trump. The USA may become lost into the full measure of absolute corporate oligarchy. In which the rights of perceived insignificant groups of people are already being militaristically squashed. (Prayerful Native Indigenous tribes of North Dakota). What happened to the prayerful people in North Dakota will eventually happen to all devout Christians and other devout peoples in other religions. This squashing will grow into more and more people groups until the first massacre is committed. Then full absolute power must be exercised. In which no one will even know a massacre had even occurred. Massacre is absolute silence. The burning of the bodies in mobile incinerators is elimination of evidence. Anyone who stands up against the established corporate oligarchy will be silenced.
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Individual business owners who do not participate within any corporate structure. Will be pushed out of business. As wholesale costs will become prohibitive and retail costs driven down by the big retail corporations who are obedient to the unstated corporate rules. The big retail corporations who are diversified in many different things. From transportation to real estate. From ownership percentages in all of the product lines they sell to the energy companies they use. The corporate entity will all become a part of the bigger corporate climate. While the single owner/sole proprietor will be offered a higher rewards level to become assimilated into the controls of the corporate world.
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How can you/we/me prevent this. When the rewards will be so good. No more real ownership concerns. Just like how the on base housing is done in the military.
It is simple and yet disastrous.
Invest only in your family, friends and community.
Invest only in family real estate.
Invest in your families education. Which may and most likely will mean homeschooling.
Divest from all corporations, banks, mutual funds and retirement accounts. Hard choices.
Only do business with those who have honor and actual working respect of the purple words below.
Begin to develop these financial transitions now. Will that mean no shopping at Walmart or Target? Probably.
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Added on 07 March 2017: I have added some content and made very minor edits.
If a Corporate Oligarchy is allowed to become established. Then over time what is written will a corporate oligarchy will evolve into. 
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Speaking Low: Animal Separation: (Unedited): 23-26 Feb 2017:

Speaking and thinking low quality words. Devalues your self identity and self worth.

C.J.MacKechnie

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 What are low quality words?
Curse words, offensive words, words of accusation, words of threats. All manor of sinful speaking and sinful thinking. Any aspect of slave speak. The negative thoughts and words you have within you. Which I call stinking thinking and coined by some other famous inspiring person of the world. I currently forget his name.
The bastardization of words into street slang or hood slang or prison speak are still forms of low quality words no matter how cool they are now or have been or will be. All of it devalues and confuses how your mind thinks. If you put trash into your brains do not expect beauty to come out. If all you hear and experience is hatred, angry, threats, violence and the need for social justice to occur any way possible. Do not expect any joy, peace, happiness or love to come into your lives or experienced in any way. Why do you think children have that gonna kill you look on their faces all of the time? Why do you think children respond violently to any disagreeable situation in the hood culture?
To escape from a destructive and violent culture begins with changing how you think and speak. If you speak like a slave then you must be a slave. If you speak like a criminal then you must be a criminal. If you react to any circumstance like an animal. Then you must be an animal.
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Animal Separation: (Unedited): 26 Feb 2017:

Becoming like and acting like an animal is separation from your basic form and your enlightened spirit.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Personal Note: This area is something where I struggle. No excuses.
I can remember my own children trying to speak like I do. I told them very boldly not to talk like me and to speak better than I can. To exercise a mastery of the language. I do not speak verbally very well. Yes and I know I do not write very well either. I do the best I can. I have expressed and expectation of them to be a better human being in every regard than I can ever be. Which includes the elimination and prevention of all manor of stinking thinking and negative thinking. One does not need to symbolically beat your own self up when the whole of the world is gonna try to beat you down. When the animalistic ganging up on occurs and you personally allow it to happen. Kind of like baseball. Where you have one man standing up against an entire apposing team alone. He must make positive things happen for his entire team alone.
Sometimes when your history is so dark, bleak and without any real hope. You must all by yourself stand up, step out and maybe even go back into hell and stand in for everyone else. While pointing the way out. If that is the will of the Great Spirit or Holy Spirit.
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Historical context: Slave speak is how slaves speak and think. Because of their lack of education. Slave speak can be perpetuated in cultural social settings and passed repeatedly onto the next generation of children. Today in a modern era where there may not be slaves or the word slave has been changed to other words like migrant workers. Slave speak or slurring of non accepted and non approved words is still a form of slave speak. Even though it is popularized as how to speak cool and to be like those cool people.
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This was a work of inspiration by the artist know as Prolific The Rapper. A man who may see extensive jail time for filming atrocities cops and corporate mercenaries committed against unarmed and defenseless American citizens. 
It is also noteworthy that a sitting Judged has already allegedly made personal judgements against persons before a court case even began. I expect no justice for those arrested in North Dakota for being associated with the Native Tribes protest. Actually, they do not like the word protest or protestors. They are and were water protectors.   
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Standing Rock

Water is Life

Where are the Christians as prophecy unfolds in real time before their very self blindfolded eyes?

Did you know there are more than 700 Bible verses about "water"?
http://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Water
Did you know there are more the 59 Bible verses about "Rock"? Duplication possible.
http://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/God,-The-Rock
http://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Rocks
http://biblereasons.com/rocks/
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Profoundly Fills: Elders Wisdom's: +3: (Unedited): 17-25 Feb 2017:

In the new modern world. Having everything fills you up with worthless emptiness. While living in the old ways where love, mercy and compassion profoundly fills you with deep meaning and a profound purpose of a life worth living.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Elders Wisdom's: (Unedited): 25 Feb 2017:

The absence of elders in the lives of the next generation. Births the absence of the foundational importance of historic wisdom's. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Conceptual Wisdom: (Unedited): 25 Feb 2017

Without any conceptual knowledge of wisdom and how wisdom is supposed to be understood and used. The next generation will find it nearly impossible to live any sort of righteous life or even find any meaning to living a good life. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Absence Wisdom Honor: (Unedited): 25 Feb 2017

The absence of wisdom in life makes it nearly impossible for you to ever gain an understanding of honor or to have a knowing of the importance of honor in life. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Our modern world has become a throw it all away culture. Especially if that person or thing appears to be outdated in any way. We place our elders far away from our lives. Into facilities which we think will make them happy. When in truth placing our elders into facilities is for our comfort and ease of mind. There is a great loss. The loss of wisdom and the loss of history. The loss of wisdom and history is crucially important for the younger generation to have those stories which will guide them and assist them in making the good decisions in their lives.
Think about it. If your children knew all of those good, bad and ugly stories about you. Then you taught them all of those stories in a way which helps them to make better decisions than you have made. Your children will have that choice to actually make wise decisions in the time they have to make them. Without any of those stories. The making of decisions based in wisdom is no longer an option or even a part of their thinking processes.
A person becoming an elder. Should not mean they have attained an age where they suddenly become useless. An elders important duty is not to permanently go on vacation until they begin the physical process of death. But, that is what we do now and it is a crime to the youth of the next generation. In which the youth of the next generation are living their lives without any wisdom from the elders whom they are supposed to learn to respect. But, from the actions of their parents the youth learn that it is OK to disrespect their elders. The elders have not helped any by purposefully being absent in the lives of the next generation. So the elders become strangers who do not need to be listen to.
What has become important in this modern day society is the technology which enables all of us to engage in the social media sites of our interest. To such a degree that social media has become those cold unfeeling digital family members. Who are preferred over flesh and blood people. Which is supposed to be important?
The absence of elders in the lives of the next generation. Births the absence of the foundational importance of historic wisdom's.  For the elders do have a responsibility to teach the next generation. Even if that means if their lives become shortened. They should still teach all that they know in a written format which will have an opportunity to last longer than their own shortened lives. This shall become their evidence of love for the many generations to come after they are long gone into the Earth. The importance of wisdom needs to be expressed through every generation there after.
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Birthing Thriving Wisdom: (Unedited): 25 Feb 2017: 

The point in a life of survival ends, is when wisdom leads the decision making process. Thus, birthing a life of thriving for one and for all.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Survival is all about you staying alive and damn anyone else. Thriving is that step out of survival where wisdom begins to guide you towards the right and correct decisions. By becoming a people with integrity, honor and developing a respect for all living things. You can achieve something which can sprout out your righteous works. Which will be deep meaning, profound purpose, joy, happiness.
You cannot have honor without wisdom. You cannot achieve a state of thriving without the use of wisdom. Without wisdom true joy and happiness cannot be achieved either.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Righteous Change Now: Evil Wicked Person: (Unedited): 10-23 Feb 2017:

By facing the ugly truth of what you have become and making those righteous changes in your life right now. The death of who you once were and the rebirth of who you are to become occurs in the same time of your righteous decision.

C.J.Mackechnie

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Ugly Escape: (Unedited): 10 Feb 2017:

You can never escape from the ugly truth of your life and from your unrighteous decisions. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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The memory of your deeds will forever convict you. Even if you drown them out with alcohol. Even if you burn them out with mind altering chemicals. What happens when you do those things is you invite all manor of demonic spirits inside of your physical body. In which they will control you like some dumb robot. Until, the point that you are destroyed and that your repentance is no longer possible. Once the disease of apathy takes deep root and your psychology is twisted upside down to the point where any suffering witnessed or caused by you is enjoyed immensely. So you men of honor and orders. Watch yourselves and your friends. If you joke and laugh about causing harm and suffering. Then your at risk of losing your eternal life. It matters not how often you go to church or even pray. If your deeds are wicked and you continue on with those sins. Then your fate will be that of the demons, fallen angels and satan.
Any time you cause pain, hurt, suffering, bruises, black eyes, busted teeth, broken bones to anyone for any reason. Even if it is justified. It is not supposed to feel good or to be enjoyed or to be entertained by. 
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NOTE: The word satan is purposefully not capitalized.
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Any person who blindly follows orders is not a person who should be honored or respected. A person who blindly follows orders is one who has neither honor or self respect. It does not matter if they wear a law enforcement badge or a soldiers uniform. Any person who willfully obeys orders to brutalize the innocent and defenseless. May have never had any honor. Especially, if they freely decide to participate in any brutal and cruel action just for a paycheck. That makes you a mercenary.
If you even have an idea that you will like to sleep well at night. Then you should pursue honor in your life. But, if the disease of apathy takes hold of you. You won't even care about right or wrong. Just obeying orders. Thirsting for warring actions which matter not who is right or wrong in the grand sens of spiritual law. It is easy to abide by the laws of the world. The wicked who are in charge make laws which benefit themselves only. While giving orders to their bribed forces to make sure their steady wealth is guaranteed. No matter who it harms and who suffers.
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By facing the ugly truth which has been your life. Is that one important first step in changing your future. By facing the alcohol, the lies, the drugs, the worldly living, the wrong doings and the wicked decisions. This is the first step.
The next step is the recognizing the evil person you have become and the corresponding bad and sad feelings associated with it. This also includes you placing yourself into the position of helplessness that you have caused to everyone. In anything that you do. If you have caused sadness, misery, suffering in any way. Then you are evil and have been evil. You can turn your life around if you actually care to do so. It does not matter if you wear a badge, a soldiers uniform or even a suit made for a prisoner. If you actually care now and had not then. Your soul may yet still be saved. Even though your body and the memory of you will be lost to the sands of time. You do not have to remain evil because of your wicked actions. Even if you will die in prison or die in some hospital bed surrounded by loved ones.
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Evil Wicked Person: (Unedited): 23 Feb 2017:

An evil and wicked person can live well in the world or locked away in some prison.

An evil and wicked person can wear a badge in feigned honor or respectfully walk the streets as the feared hoodlum. Either way the spirit of fear follows them all.

C.J.MacKechnie

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https://www.biblegateway.com/verse/en/2%20Timothy%201%3A7
https://www.openbible.info/topics/spirit_of_fear
http://pilotonline.com/life/religion/no-shoes-or-shirt-required/the-spirit-of-fear-is-tormenting/article_8b30f248-00db-53d5-8f98-aa2f0554f968.html
http://paulawhite.org/life-issues/
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Cosplay Fantasies: Being Deceptions: (Unedited): 10 Feb 2017:

Creating fantasies and becoming a cosplay person is like sacrificing animals. They both only cover over the truth of who you truly are and cover over the sins in your life. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Some people know how to pretend to be other people who they are not. Children are really good at that. For children it is more of a game of play. I have noticed that people are getting very confused about their own identity. Even to the point where an older man becomes a little girl. He is celebrated even as he abandons his family and the responsibility he has for his family. Apparently in this world it is now OK and permissible. This is just not about this odd man. It is about all of us and maybe not to the extreme as that older man who loses himself to a delusion of his own mind.
Even fantasies and cosplay can become idols to you. They can become more important than anything else. That is where the sin abides. The fun and escape of sin. In this case the fantasy of cosplay does become a cover of you who seems to be boring, unattractive, lacking any real strength or power. That is what cosplay and fantasies do. They cover over your real true identity of who you truly are. Maybe, unto the point that you even forget yourself and mentally become that who you think you are. Isn't that what the covering over of anything really does. To hide and to forget that which is under the covering.
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The delusions of who you think you are or who you want to be like. Are those self lies and self deceptions which keep you away from your true state of being and true potential.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Fantasies and cosplay are truly lies. You cannot become the fantasy or cosplay of your own mind. You do not have secret powers greater than your own humanity. In which your own humanity is a power in to itself. The power of you is something very significant and is lost when you stop digging into your own being to discover your real true nature of your own being. Through your own discovery of who you truly are. You do learn to love yourself in a very healthy manor. Unlike the selfie stick kind of self love and admiration. When you devote the time to discover who and what you truly are. Then make those necessary internal corrections of your own negativity. A better and more beautiful you will blossom in it's own time of genuine expression of beauty.
There is even deep and profound confusion of those who have chosen military careers and discovered they have become really good at killing and cruelty. Over time, they each forget the good people they once were and become complete aliens to themselves. Over time, A deep disconnect from their own guiding spirit is created and that gulf becomes deeper and wider as they commit more and more atrocities against their own brothers and sisters whom they see as their new found enemies. That is reality of what their own unrecognized soul has become. That cold darkness which emanates from within them even to a point where all of their enjoyment can be seen in their own outward expression of cruelties against those who are defenseless and helpless. They laugh and smile at the harm and suffering they cause. They are invigorated at the possible coming violence in which they thirst for in victory of killing anyone who is in the way. Their power and identity is death itself.
All is not lost nor is it forgotten. The return to innocence and original identity of self can be had once again. A genuine cleansing must occur from within the spiritual showers of goodness and truth. You must be washed over and washed thoroughly, through and though. From this spiritual cleansing with pure clean holy water. Can you become reborn and reconnected to the good person who you were supposed to become.
There is a cost and payment must be made for this cleansing shower. You will suddenly realize all of your evil deeds and all of the sufferings you have ever committed. You will live with them all daily. You wanted to be a warrior or you were made into one. Now as a warrior you will war with the memory of your own freely chosen evil. This includes the evil perpetuated by you for a paycheck. The return to humanity is possible and there is a cost to you. Which may include losing your life to save you soul in that most honorable manor. Losing your life does not necessarily mean in the physical sense. It can mean economically and respect from those who continually perpetuate suffer and death. But, it can mean losing your life as well. Only the spirit will lead you in the way the spirit wills it. For no man can judge what shall become of you when and if you return to your humanity and to the spirit. "Re-knowing". The purple words dude.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Effective Powerful Prayers: (Unedited): 13 Feb 2017:

Positive change comes from within you first. The more you become righteous and holy as the Sacred/Holy Spirit is. The more effective and powerful your prayers become.

C.J.MacKechnie

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The more power you appear to have in the gifts. Know that it is not you but rather the spirit working through you. The power never is or was about you. The power which can flow through you is from a supremely intelligent source and choose whom it can flow through at any time and for any reason. Any decision and action of the Sacred/Holy Spirit is always a righteous and holy one. No matter how put off you may feel or how you may have judged an innocent soul which was condemned.
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If you freely choose to become holy, righteous and wise as dictated by the holy texts. Then maybe the Sacred/Holy Spirit will decide to use you as it's outward expression for the benefit of those whom it chooses to benefit. This is a gift expressed and your the delivery vehicle. Sort of like USPS, FedEx or UPS. So as long as you do as is required and by also keeping your vehicle clean and in good working order. Then you shall have a direct and hopefully positive impact upon lives. But be warned, The Sacred/Holy Spirit can and will use you to deliver the unfortunate messages and powers of discipline. Which is why you who chooses to walk upon the sacred, righteous and holy path. Should freely decide to inspire and to teach the good ways of living all of the time. As more and more people freely choose to live righteously. The more and more righteous blessings and good gifts shall come for each of them.
For those who remain worldly and sinful. For those who live in accordance to their lustful and greedy desires. For those who love not and offer no kindness. Curses shall flow like a rampant river until there is no remnant of your specific gene pool. For water can be used to perpetuate life and be used to destroy life. The intention of every person will either magnify the blessings of how the water is life or water is death. It is within all of us and how we all freely choose to live our lives. For the benefit of all or for the benefit of self.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Secret Forgiveness: (Unedited): 10 Feb 2017:

Asking for forgiveness without revealing your sins is your ego and pride protecting yourself.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Asking for forgiveness without revealing your sins is only your feel good response absent of any genuine remorse or guilt.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Asking for forgiveness while keeping your sins secret shall only be validated or judged by God.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Asking for forgiveness while keeping your wrong doing secret only helps your pride and ego feel better.  

C.J.MacKechnie

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Recently,  had a friend ask for my forgiveness and that was all. It was probably nothing. He should have admitted it. For what ever it was. Maybe, it was that $25.00 Chuck roast he forgot about in his car. Dude it's OK. I forgave. So that he would feel better. He never admitted what it was. Now, it is between him and God. It will be his secret sin and secret wrong doing. What is more interesting is I got to write this.
A part of becoming righteous and holy is the revealing of your sins and wrong doings. While revealing of those sins and wrong doings may not go over so well with those whom you admit them to. Never the less it is necessary to a degree. If your very existence and presence can cause powerful negative emotions (Like me). Then in order to not cause any harm. You reveal each and every sin to God in prayer. Then continually pray for those whom you have harmed.
The relationships you have now. When you make mistakes. Ask for forgiveness. Do not allow your sins to remain secret. Tell someone.
Well if your in a church where everyone has secret sins and everyone pretends to be perfect socially acceptable Christians. Then you probably should go elsewhere. 
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Personal Note:
I'm not able to ask for forgiveness from many people whom I have caused to suffer and have harmed. I have caused many people much pain. So to remind them of what I had done is not a good idea. I attempted to do that with whom was my best friend in childhood. It didn't go well. I should have been in his life to protect him and see after him. He still hurts after all of these decades. I was a bad person and still was in his eyes. He still feared me. All I could do is tell him none of it was his fault. It was all my fault and I was the bad person. I left it at that. Never to see my former and only best friend again. Even in adulthood. My presence caused him suffering. When you are or were such a bad person. Sometimes all you can do is go to God for forgiveness and to pray for those whom you have made to suffer. Your own memory will be that which convicts you often. Own it and endure it as a reminder of who you were and what you have become now. Maybe, your prayers will help them find peace and for their fears to disappear.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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