Uncertain Feet: (Unedited): 26 March 2013:

A person who watches their steps/feet, is one who is governed by uncertainty/fear. C.J. MacKechnie

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 Your fear causes you to be uncertain in all new things you dream of doing. Your fear causes you to become or to remain stagnant in all things in life. Be realistic in the things you are capable of doing. A person who is not a runner can not run a full marathon. 
A person who does not know how to swim will not swim in the Olympics.
Seek out your training and rethinking. Begin to have faith and begin to believe. Before you step off of that mountain to walk in the clouds. Do something less grand. Take baby steps. Grow and evolve.  
Just as Jesus had to be with the disciples for a time. Before only one would attempt to walk on water. Then Peter's disbelief and fear overtook the wondrous thing he was doing. Because Peter knew that man cannot walk on water. He got wet. 
Always know this to be true for you. 
All things you believe you cannot do, will exactly be those things you cannot do.
All things you think you cannot do, will be exactly those things you cannot do.
All things you speak you cannot do, will be exactly those things you cannot do.
All things in which you have fear of or fear in, will be exactly those things you cannot do.  

All things which you believe you are bad at, you naturally will not attempt to become good at. This is a fundamental thought which becomes a lie within you. A lie based in truth, which is something that begins within all of us who try any new thing. For some reason those particular new things you have decided you were bad at it. Thus, you decided not to continue any improvement in that particular area or areas. Stop quitting. Stop giving up. Stop perpetuating a lie. It is OK to say I just was not interested in that sport or that area of study. Do not automatically say, I was not any good at it and just quit.

Retrain your brain.
Unlearn all lies and deceptions which you believe as truth. This means you must question everything and everyone. Including me. This means all lies and deceptions which originated within you and from your outside environment. This includes those things which you naturally believed as truthful. This includes information from teachers who taught those things that they themselves believe as truth. 
The lies and deceptions pushed upon the common people is many. All of the lies and deceptions began in our official education, cultural education and political beliefs. There is even lies and deceptions in the mathematics taught. There is lies and deceptions in the sciences taught. There is lies and deceptions in the human history taught. Disinformation to hide secrets are still lies and deceptions. Omitting information because of a need to know are still lies and deceptions.

Unlearning lies and deceptions, while discovering and relearning the truths of you, is very tough and difficult to handle. Especially in the areas of political thought, cultural acceptance and the definition of who is family. 

Go to the source of the particular information you wish to relearn. Not the teachers or the charismatic speakers. The source is the place to go. You may have to upgrade your education in order to fully understand the contents. You may have to learn how to be your own detective and ask those questions which have not been asked or even accepted. 

This is all just a beginning. 
Prayer is you talking to your Heavenly Father.
Meditating is you listening to your Heavenly Father..
Contemplation is you thinking on what your Heavenly Father spoke to you.
Acting upon the words of your Heavenly Father.

To do these things without fear, threat and promises of hell fire damnation is of benefit.
To do these things from Love, Honor, Respect and from your willing intention is powerfully beneficial. 

 
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http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew%2014:22-33&version=NASB
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The lesson of Peter. The person with little faith gets wet.  
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:The Lies and Deceptions of RACE:

We are all one humanity, one species and one family. When all of the common peoples unite together to love one another, to live in peace with each other and to exist in harmony. Then we all can find a very rich life we all can live with great meaning.
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If you cannot separate yourself from the lies and deceptions of the separation and division of the races. Then you, your family and your entire church will/may not be one of the elect, protected, saved or raptured. You must begin to know and believe that we are a single race of beings called humans. We are all brother and sister to one another.

The DNA fingerprinting was established in 1984. Read it well. Believe the truth and reject the lies you have only known as truth. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_profiling

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_%28human_classification%29

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_Genome_Project

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The history of humanity told by many different traditions. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noah

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_and_Eve

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From about 8 minutes and 50 seconds to the introduction of the European leader. Listen good. This was in 26 June 2000. 

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Research for yourself the Human skin. learn how it is the largest organ of the human body. Learn about all of the primary functions of the human skin. Then learn about the minor function of the coloring of the skin. Learn how if you lose a primary function of the skin. You can die. Where as if you lose your skin coloring. You will just be uncomfortable, but still living with possible social ridicule. Now, after you have learned all about your human skin. Ask yourself this. Why do we not compare other organs of the body with other people such as the liver, kidneys, gall bladder and etc. How come there isn't racial stereo types for those who can drink much alcohol and those who cannot drink? Why? Race or the coloring of the skin is illogical and without actual fact. 

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Initial Disconnect: (Unedited): 14 March 2013:

In the initial moment of the great ending. There will be a sudden disconnect in which the unrighteous will not be able to understand or tolerate. 

 C.J.MacKechnie

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The unrighteous and unbelieving will have great fear, when all that they love stops working. 

The ungodly will not know what to do, when all that they have trusted evaporates. 

The sinners who have thrived and excelled in the world by any means necessary. Will be at an absolute loss when their world is no more.

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 The righteous and believing prepare yourself with expectancy. (Mind, Body and Spirit).

The godly, continue to listen to the Word and do as the Word instructs.

When the Word declares it is time to go. You must move yourself then. Do not look back and wish for all that you have left behind. The ways of the world will come to an end just as the day always ends after your nightly prayer.

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http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+5%3A3-6&version=NASB

Matthew 5:3-6

New American Standard Bible (NASB)

³ “^[a]Blessed are the ^[b]poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
⁴ “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.
⁵ “Blessed are the ^[c]gentle, for they shall inherit the earth.
⁶ “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.

Footnotes:

1. Matthew 5:3 I.e. fortunate or prosperous, and so through v 11
2. Matthew 5:3 I.e. those who are not spiritually arrogant
3. Matthew 5:5 Or humble, meek 

Civilizations Foundation 3: (Unedited): 28 Feb 2013:

Civilization can only occur when there is civility between the people. Civility can only happen when there is a mutual agreement to live in accordance to the foundations of the 10 Commandments. 
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Civilization does not grow out of the construction of industry, buildings, farms, intellectual concepts, war machines or political leaders. Civilization can only grow when the foundations of the 10 Commandments are a part of the fundamental belief system of the  people.
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Forced civility can only last for a short time. Forcing a people to live with the fear of the 10 commandments through the intimidating justice of man only builds hate and anger. Which will soon be followed by revolt.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.  

To exist in harmony with all.  

To Cherish all life.  

To be obedient to the Laws of God.  

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.  

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Deserving satisfaction: (Unedited): 03 June 2010:

The heart that is deserving will always be a heart that is some what empty. A heart that is worthy will always know all that is, has been earned. The worthy heart will know satisfaction in life. 

C.J.MacKechnie 

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The heart that is deserving will always be a heart that is somewhat empty. A heart that is worthy will always know all that it has been earned. The worthy heart will know satisfaction in life.
C.J.MacKechnie 
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 A deserving heart is a lacking heart.
A Worthy heart is a heart which has earned that which will be received or has already been gotten.
If a person has to question or proclaim that they are deserving is a person who hasn't done anything which justifies the reception of the thing. 
A heart which is worthy knows that the things which are important in this world is not really important and those things which are not important in this world are very important.
The things in this life are of little importance where as the family you have is of great value. Living a life which promotes a quality of continued life. Means willingly living that life in accordance to the 10 Commandments by your own willful choice. A life choice without fear or threats.
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http://www.openbible.info/topics/worthy
http://www.gotquestions.org/self-worth.html
http://www.worthydevotions.com/

http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Exodus+20&version=NASB
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Exodus+20&version=NIV
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ten_Commandments

Transformed You: (Unedited): 12 Jan 2013:

Just as the caterpillar must die, to be born again as a butterfly. So to is the transformation of you, when you have accomplished that which has been difficult or when you have conquered a fear. C.J.MacKechnie

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All of that which you have accomplished.
All of that which you are in the process of accomplishing.
All of that which you are considering on accomplishing. Is all apart of your identity.
All of it together. No matter if they are deemed positive or negative.

All of the fears that you have conquered.
All of the fears that you still have.
All of the fears that you create. Is all apart of your identity.
All of it together. No matter if they are deemed positive or negative.
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New Identity: (Unedited): 12 Jan 2013:

Your new identity begins each and every time you conquer a fear. C.J.MacKechnie

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The fear you have is what is holding you back.
The fear you have is what is keeping you down.
The fear you have is what keeps you enslaved.
The fear you have is what keeps you uneducated and unskilled.
The fears you have causes you to believe in your own self created lies. Such as that your dumb, stupid, unworthy, wrong family, wrong social class, wrong race, your ugly, your not good enough, your undeserving and etc. These lies you must counter with positive thoughts and words about yourself continuously.

Having fear for a long period of time develops into the cancer APATHY. to have no care about anything, including for your own family or self. The cancer  APATHY grows into these things. You may still care for yourself and your children and your family and your friends. But, if you do not care about other things like your job or doing a good job. Then you have APATHY. If you don't care about being punctual or responsible for necessary things. Then you have APATHY. You must begin to care about everything that you touch, see, hear and walk on. To care keeps you as an evolving human. To have Apathy regresses you back to that of an insignificant animal.

For all of the fears we each have. All of our fears makes up our individual identity. When people see your face along with your name. They all see and know the history of all of your fears.

To change who you are, what you are and how you are currently identified. You must take the necessary action to confront and conquer all of your fears, one at a time. For every fear you conquer, you create for yourself a new identity. Think about your name, to be followed by conqueror.

Tigers Importance: (Unedited): 18 Dec 2011:

The average and feeble minded person will always value the paper tigers importance over the actual tiger. C.J.MacKechnie

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 The average and feeble minded person seems to always support the paper tigers in life. Because, Think about it. Who do you want to face toe to toe? A paper tiger or a actual tiger? Of course you say the paper tiger as do I. It is the case in all aspects of life. Go to any sporting event. The actual tigers are the ones playing the game. While the paper tigers are the ones who proclaim how badly the real tigers played the game.
Psychologically speaking, your less likely to approach the boss who you some how internally fear than the one whom you see yourself as an equal to or superior to. In the business world, You should not fear anyone, unless your a lousy employee. The fear you have about your boss who is actually smarter, wiser and stronger than you is without merit or logic. That person is in that position because they are a leader and is seen as such. Unless, of course the boss/leader is a paper tiger. Then there is a possibility that they lied and deceived those who hired them. The paper tiger whom you approach may be more fearful of the actual tiger than you are. Thus, creating more of a useless situation for you. Especially, if you are having a problem or a grand idea. In which the grand idea will become the idea of the paper tiger and your problem will go no where.
The paper tiger can be and often is very damaging to any company/corporation. This is not discovered until, after the paper tiger moves on. Which is what paper tigers need to do is move on. Because, any discovery that they are a paper tiger may prevent them from getting that better job with more money and more responsibility.
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Not Replaced: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2012:

The person who sits in the Reverend Billy Grahams Chair. Will not be his replacement.

The person who stands behind the Reverend Billy Grahams podium. Will not be his replacement.

The person who has the feet to actually fit the Reverend Billy Grahams shoes. Will not be his replacement. 

The person who preaches and teaches from the Reverend Billy Grahams Bible. Will not be his replacement. 

 C.J.MacKechnie

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There will be no replacement of this great man. There will not be a continuation of this mans organization. It shall be split up into many fingers and toes. This is not a bad thing. Because as a singular voice can only do a singular thing. A chorus can sing with much more power and authority.

The Reverend Billy Grahams chair, podium, shoes and Bible.

The fundamental teaching of the Holy Bible must be re-ignited. Without fear from the government or from the disrupted sources. The path to holiness is the intention and not the path to becoming a religious zealot. All good things come from GOD. Even if the good thing was revealed to a people elsewhere.

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Fogs Freedom (R-Edited) 25 march 2012

In the darkest times of your life, when danger's death surrounds you, keep your head and do not fear the fog as it envelopes you like a protective blanket. For the fog will confuse that which lurks for you, enabling you to find the light of freedom and safety.
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As a child I was often locked in a closet. This was usually after getting beaten, sometimes knocked out. This went on for about 5 years. Then I was thrown into the small closet near the front door of our Clearwater home. I can still remember in the beginning where I would go into an absolute hysterical  panic in the darkness with those unknown things touching me everywhere. I would pass out on the floor with my face close to the door trying to breathe air. Over time, I came to realize that it was a place where no one was hurting me. I came to realize this was a safe place. Once my adoptive mother realized that there wasn't any psychological effect in locking me in the closet anymore, she stopped the practice and began other, more subtle psychological attacks. 

Any where you are or any place you are there may be fog. That fog may be easily seen with your eyes or may be from the absence of reasonable and logical thinking processes. Just stop for a moment and get your brain back in order. Start thinking reasonably, logically and objectively. Yes, those three words are similar but they are also very different. Either way, become sensibly aware of the inherent truth around you. Am I damaged? Am I still being hurt? Free yourself with proactive objective logic and get help. Immediately. As in right now. ASAP.  

I remember my tree. Yep, it's my camphor tree. I discovered it late one night. It had all of these tentacles and I knew it was a place of great danger. Well, I was the Bat-man on my black Webco bike. So, I proceeded into the darkness and fog of mind to investigate the thing. I knew I was fast and quick. After all, the mom hadn't killed me yet, really. So I protected the bike by setting it down a safe distance away and began a perimeter search to gain a safe entry through the long hairs (tall grass) of this monstrous beast, apparently sleeping. It will never know what hit him. Noiselessly I move through the tall grass and break through the hidden inside perimeter. There it is, a huge hulking creature which in that moment I knew could easily defeat the evil Godzilla-the destroyer of Japan. 

I am so close I could touch it. I stop to listen and heard absolutely nothing. Then I swiftly attack the heart of this great tentacled beast. The maw at the heart of the beast was closed. I sat quietly and fell into a rarely experienced deep sleep. The morning was old and my bike easily seen in the already warm sun. 

I visited my camphor tree often. Slept in it when it was too dangerous for me to be home. I took my last girlfriend there for our first kiss. Nothing ever happened to me at that tree. It is almost like GOD put that tree there as my personal safe place. I recently visited my tree. Many of the branches have been cut away. The cradle in the center of the tree is still there. If you ever visit please pray for my tree and thank it for keeping at least one child safe. 

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We were going to the Pinellas County fair in the early 1970's. WooHoo. Excitedly my mom said I didn't need anything to eat or drink. I was hungry and thirsty. I remember that part. I should have been suspicious. But, Dad was going too. I should have been suspicious because he never wanted to do anything with me, or was that be seen with me? Either way is true. I just wanted to be with them. To be together. Mom declared all of her threats, which were going to be real regardless. Going to the fair and riding the rides was worth it.
We got there in downtown Largo, FL. All of the rides could be easily seen. There were happy people everywhere. I remember it was a hot day. They walked and walked fast. I was telling them I wanted a Coke many times. For some odd reason I just could not keep up. Then they were in the crowd ignoring my cries. Then they were gone and I was lost.  It was the whole world who could not keep up with me. Then I could see myself grab a hold of a hand. Instant darkness.
I started to wake up inside of a tent. The nurses were there and needles were in my arm. It was foggy and blurry. My mom and dad came into the tent and the nurses were really angry. We went home and I laid down in the back seat. End of memory.
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I came home from school. Snuck into the house and found my mother passed out in her chair. Her Scotch and water was nearly empty. The ice was still intact, which meant I could watch a little T.V. Channel 44 WTOG in their bedroom. I knew I would be trapped if she woke up angry. I didn't hear her get up. The show must have been really good. Maybe it was Batman. Then there she was in the door. She lunged at me with that absolute look of evil on her face. It was time to run or just fall out of the chair. Headed toward the wrong end of the bedroom, I ran into her walk-in closet. This was not smart as I closed her folding doors behind me and dove into a back corner of the closet. She came in - in a rage. She search and yelled. Moved and kicked boxes. Then began to calm down as she could not find me. I remained perfectly still. She walked out in search of me. I could hear her get very worried. But it was a different kind of worry which did not involve me. I could hear her call for me everywhere in the house, saying all of the doors are chain locked. She made anther drink and went to her pill cabinet. I waited until it was quiet and made my escape to the outdoors. 

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On another day I was yet again in her room watching T.V. I had become so brazen that I knew I could escape her clutches and beatings. She caught me again. This time I ran toward the closet and she was close. I ran across her bed and dove like a quick cat behind the wicker framed couch in the livingroom. It was the kind of couch with four pillows tied to the frame for the back and four to sit on. There is nothing else. Just a frame and pillows a yucky brown and gold with flowery flowers of some kind. I made the quick right hand turn and dove behind the couch and into the frame. She saw me and picked up the entire couch and easily moved it to the side. All the while screaming her very real threats. She didn't see me and thrust the end of the couch forward and dropped it. Proclaiming she had me. She moved to the other wall to get me and I was not there. She got worried when she could not find me. She looked all around for me and still could not find me. I could hear her in the kitchen, making her drink and getting her pills. Then she went into her bedroom and closed the door. I waited a minute and quietly came out of the couch and outside into the daylight.
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Those two escape are just a few that I remember. The majority of the time I was beaten and knocked out. in the beginning I would just come to her for the beatings, then just figured out it doesn't matter.
I remember I had set up my quick exits and opened the doors and windows. It was a beautiful day. Mom was angry for some reason and as usual dad was not around, because when dad was around she would beat on him. I was in the guest room. This was an off-limits room. We had a custom-made bar which was built by my dad and the stereo was there too. I just wanted to listen to the radio (WLCY). Well, I got myself trapped and made it to the hallway. I was at a run when I approached the sliding glass door I had opened earlier. It wasn't open. Well, I woke up in the small closet.
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The Birthday parties. Christmas. Easter and even a Family wedding. They were all very traumatic events for me. Why would I say that. It is because before the each event I was always threatened. Which every time was followed up with beatings and more very bad words. I always did something wrong. I could never do anything right. Ever.
I remember my last birthday party. We were all sitting around a table bout to eat tomato soup. My mom had given everyone their soup and I was last. She was telling everyone how hot it was as she accidentally spilled the hot soup onto my arm. My skin began to roll up into what looked like a bracelet. I vaguely remember some whispered choice words for my mom from the other adults.  I had a cast on my arm for a long time. Was it my fault? Was it her fault? To much time has passed for me to remember correctly. Although, the faded scar still remains on my arm to this day.
When you teach a child about Santa Claus. What is the worst thing you can tell a kid? Think for a minute about the Christmas build-up. For me it was always the threat build-up. Then the beatings prior to Christmas seemed to also ramp up a bit. After Christmas, Everything changed. It was almost like the day was unimportant. Mom and dad seemed uninterested in the openings of gifts. The only gift I got for my Birthday was my black Webco Bike. With it. I had my freedom of escape. I could always get onto my bike which I left under my bedroom window and just be gone into the darkness. Which when it was to dangerous for me to be at home. I was gone, until that fateful day when the Clearwater Police finally caught me. They were never really after me as much as they wanted to make sure I was alive and unharmed. For a kid who did not understand that. The cops were after me.
There I was watching to horrible horror movies at the old drive in theater. I had two speakers on my handle bars. Listening in stereo. Yea, It was cool. The last movie got really gross. Something about eating people with your underarm pits. So, I put up the speakers and Went zooming out of the exit as fast as possible. Across the street was sitting Clearwater police. They never paid me no mind before, But this time. His lights went on. The chase was on. I knew he had no chance in catching me. Because, If I could make it to the woods. I was gone and I made it to the woods. Got into my neighborhood. Very quiet. Made the quick stop to observe the pointed cross of Clearwater Christian Church and then glided down hill to my street. It is very late at night. As I made the silent Left hand turn onto my street. There they were. Several Police cars in my front yard. The K9 dog in one squad car barked and scared me. I began to approach the house and an officer asked if I was me. I said yes. Then he told me to put my bike away and come with him. I sat in his front seat. He showed me his light buttons and tried to impart some wisdom. That today, I wish I could remember. All I knew and was thinking. I was going to jail and all of those bad awful things my mom had told me was absolutely true. It had to be. They didn't go to jail. Only me. That was my first night in Florida Foster Care. Spending part of the night in Pinellas County Juvenile Detention Center in isolation. The isolation room was for my protection. But, no one told me. All see through glass and it was cold.
The very first shelter home was the next morning after court. No one spoke to me that I remember. I guess everyone just agreed that I was to dumb to understand and I didn't. I spent about 3 months in a shelter home. Told to always be quiet. No school. Just silent and alone with another 10 or so kids who were also being silent and alone.
They had a trampoline and we took turns in pairs. So as long as we were quiet as in silent. I received a gift from my dad. An Am/FM radio in which I could listen to WLCY radio. The radio was stolen after about a week and the shelter parents didn't seem to care about it. 
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This section is supposed to be positive and inspiring.
This will grow as I remember other stories of my childhood. They are not very pleasant. No matter what the fog is in your life, the trials and tribulations, there is an end to it all. There always is. For former foster kids, they seem to just exist or live as though all of the abuse and tortures endured are still happening or are about to. Once you are free of your abusers, you are free. Do not go back to those places where you endured all of that, not even within your own mind. Just know that all of the abuse and torture you have endured and survived was never about what you did or did not do. It was never even about you. It was about them, your parents or other family members. It was about those foster parents who did terrible things to you and then blamed it all on you. Yep, even the counselors blamed you. You were always the guilty one. All of that is done and gone. Now, just look up into the sky and know the whole of it is now yours. You are free. You are free. You are free.
Now is the time to plan your future. A good future. Not a future as statistically predicted by the FBI. A future that you plan by your own free choices. I know you probably do not have as much of an education as you should have gotten. But that is alright. Start to get your education right now. Then go to college and get your degrees. Yes, plural. Do not allow your own mind to tell you that you are too far behind and it is impossible or too hard, which is absolutely wrong. You're not going to risk dying just by going to college. Going to school for you will just be mildly difficult to tedious. The hard part is behind you. The impossible is behind you and you conquered it already. You are the victor. As the victor you get to march off in victory. Typically former foster kids become homeless, imprisoned or become a member in the unaccepted cultures of society. You do not have to be any of those things that are a part of those negative cultures. Yes, they will accept you, but you will continue to witness a great variety of negativeness and harmful living, which usually results in poor quality of life and a short life span.
Now is your time to create and make your own future of which you can be proud, a future which will further define to your tormentors just how much they failed in life. You can achieve all according to your own will and intentions. Go forth. Work hard and work smart without cessation. Then maybe you can have that home of your own with a family of your own. When you do, I bet your very own children won't become abused or tortured as you have been.
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Without Whole (unedited). 01 July 2012

Without fears accusations. 

Without Threats promises.

Without acceptance invitations.

The righteous and holy person loves everyone, lives in peace with all and exists in harmony in the whole universe.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Own Shepherd (unedited). 19 Feb 2011

When the sheep each become their own good and holy shepherd. They each will no longer fear the hidden wolves or the demons of darkness.
C.J.MacKechnie

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It is not personally necessary to have leaders, rulers over your life. When you choose to live your own life in accordance to God's Laws and mandates. You know longer need laws of man to govern and control you. When you choose from a position of logic, You will live your life in accordance to that logic. The commandments is based in logic. 

To freely choose without any outside manipulation, threats, demands. is the essence of freedom. To make a decision under duress of any kind is a decision someone else made for you and is not freedom. GOD/ALLAH/GRANDFATHER does not want us to be slaves. If HE did then we would be forced to obey daily and every second all of HIS laws. This is not happening. Therefore we must choose to obey of our own free will. Whatever it is that we each individually choose will have a logical result every time. The world is of our own creation. The resultant problems of our world is the logical conclusion of all of our individual choices.

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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