Harsh Life: (Edited): 25 Sept 2014:

The harshness of life is the best test which measures what kind of human being you truly are and have been.  

C.J.MacKechnie

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 There is always something to learn about yourself. What have you done in your life? What are you doing now? It is all very important and defines the kind of human being you are today.
It seems the easiness of life breeds weakness and yet at the same time the harshness of life seems to destroy a person. What is in common with those people who seem to have excelled in whichever life has been presented to them? A foster kid who knew not acceptance or love goes on to be a member of an NFL super bowl team. A rich kid has the physical talent of a sport, and yet has no heart for it. A youthful foreigner who knows first hand the life costs of not having an educational opportunity digs deeply into the books of learning. Another youthful foreigner brings with him all of the entrapments of an impossible life to live in a free country and yet continues on as a slave in life.
What does it mean for you and the efforts you have made in this life or have not made? Your life is your fault. Ahhh but, what about my bad and sad childhood? It was really bad and sad and some very unmentionable things were done to me repeatedly. For years this happened and maybe for most of your 18 years of being a child. You have experienced and witnessed some very bad things. What do you do now? How do you go on now? What can you do now? Can you do anything?

!!!Fight!!!

Fight for yourself. Fight for your sanity. Fight for your right to live a decent life. You have all of the tools you need, NOW FIGHT and continue to fight even if there are more setbacks. The devil has already tried to end you, when you were at your most helpless and most innocent. Now you're aware and that, my friend, can be enough to defeat the enemy, any enemy no matter how big and tall they are, no matter how many they may be.
So you survived a child's hell. It was not pretty or pleasant. What did you learn from it? Anything positive? Anything positively revealing about yourself? Maybe that you could still be a responsible mother to your own awful mother? Can you see the strength you had, even through all of your weakness and innocence? Can you see through the fog of anger, hatred and apathy toward everyone who should have saved you? You still must resolve these issues within you in order for you to have a healthy life, a life of genuine well-being and happiness. Happiness is very possible for those who have been tortured and abused for long periods of time. You just have to forgive and to move on. You just have to understand that you were just the present body. That if it were not for your presence, they would have abused and tortured another. All of the abuses and tortures you have endured were never ever about you in any way. It was and always will be about them. I learned this lesson because I had to be adopted into it. If they had gone elsewhere and then adopted, then it would have been someone else and not me. I was just the selected body for them to abuse and to torture. It is that simple. That one realization has helped me greatly.
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The movie Sucker Punch is one of those movies which I liked and hated.  You do have to get over the scantily clad women in order to see the deeper meaning of this movie, which is ugly and abusive. That deep meaning of empowerment and self resolve. What are you willing to do for your freedom? Can you love another in a healthy way as to sacrifice yourself? Is that sacrifice just another definition of freedom?
If you cannot see beyond the physicality of the women then do not watch it. Really. I am not interested in causing cheap and disgraceful thrills in anyone. Life can be ugly and has been for me. Life is and has been much uglier to many of my foster brothers and sisters than I could have ever survived.
This movie is about rape from a step-father. Accidental murder. Abandonment. Prostitution as displayed as cleanly as possible. Disillusions and fantasy. Mental illness. Many different kinds of abuses.

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It is tough to have all of those dark and torturous memories freely floating at the forefront of your thinking. Hopefully the abusers and those who had tortured you are out of your life. I hope you never return to them unless some very clear and profound changes occur within each of them.
But what of you? How will you go forward into the unknown, not being able to trust? You just have to soldier onward. You have to crush and destroy all of the negativity within you. Yes, it is possible. Yes, you can have a normal life. You just have to realize that all of the negativity, all of the abuses, all of your sufferings were not created by you or caused by you. All of those bad and sad memories were given to you by evil people who had done you a great wrong. This is why you should let all of that go. None of that bad stuff originated from you. It was all outside of you, all without your permission. So now by your own permission tell all of those bad and sad memories that they belong to someone else and they will no longer have power over you any more. Empower yourself to go and get your college education, to stop using all mind-altering intoxicants, to begin to create new and wonderful memories that you want to have within your own mind.
Your memories are your own and of your own creation.
Just watching a hundred sunsets and a hundred sunrises will offset some bad and sad memories.
Taking a hundred walks in parks will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Watching a hundred funny movies will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Learning something new and developing the new skill will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Volunteering to be of service to others will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
Continuing your education will offset some of the bad and sad memories.
These are just the beginnings to a new you and they will only cover over your bad and sad memories. The final decision is all within you. If you assign those bad and sad memories importance or give them control over your life, then they shall. It will not matter how many good and happy memories you create if you consider the good to have a low value within you. You have to decide for yourself. No one can do it for you. You have to face your internal demons and conquer them. All of them. If you're reading this and you are safe now, then move forward as a good soldier. Fight for yourself, your sanity and your life. You are and have always been worth it, no matter the untold thousands of times those evil people whom you loved told you awful and hurtful things. Always remember every success you have is a failure to them who did you wrong. Seek no revenge even though all of your successes shall be nails within their own coffins. For they could not conquer you.
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Witness Evidence: (Unedited): 24 Sept 2014:

Being concerned that there are to many witnesses and to much evidence to be collected. is not a valid reason as to why you should not do an evil deed. 

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You who think in this manor are in error in your whole life. To only consider not doing an evil thing simply because of the greater probability of getting caught is truly not a reason for not doing an evil deed. Not doing an evil deed is not an indication you are a good or righteous person. That which you entertain on a regular basis is your daily evidence of what kind of person you truly are. You do not need to do the evil deed.
All that which is and has ever been thought of within your own mind is all the evidence the God of all needs to convict you. I am not saying you should believe in a God or that you should fear a God.
You should ask yourself these things. If there is a God is it important to be a good and righteous person as defined by the ancient written texts? If there is no God then there is no laws which should govern you and you should act in whatever manor in which pleases you. That is what many learned persons proclaim. If it feels good then do it. If it makes you happy then do it. That is all fine and wonderful until the person who sees you have more than them. Thinks to them self. That they would be happy if they took your stuff. They would be happy if they raped you. They would be happy just to drive your car for a little while. They would be happy if they can abuse you. No really, Think about it the insanity of this. Worldly criminals are in jail and do not think they did anything wrong except get caught. Criminals are seen on video doing an evil deed and proclaim it is not them even in the court room. Refusing and denying the facts is delusional to the person proclaiming it is not them.
What is the truth? Where is the truth within your own mind and heart? Do you even care?
Is being good and righteous really a good thing or is it a sign of weakness?
Is being good and righteous really valid in the world today? or is only being good as defined as what ever you can do without getting caught.
Here is a trucker quote. Not one of mine.

" If you can't be good then be good at it"

That really sums up the world we live in. To be a good criminal means not to be caught and convicted in a court of law.

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Output Potential: (Unedited): 24 Sept 2014:

To achieve your greatest potential today. You must put forth your maximum output.

To achieve your greatest potential tomorrow. You must intelligently train and tax all aspects of your being today. 

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 Doing the best you can do today is absolutely the best you can do today. Is what you have done today you actual best or was it just the specific amount of energy you only wanted to express in your way? There can be a difference between the two. Friendly and fun competition may not entirely bring out the most you can do. They are just that friendly and fun. The actual tests are those that you take seriously and have properly prepared for. The challenge of competition which when taken seriously reveals who you truly are in that specific moment of time.
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Corrupted Unrepentant Sinner: (Unedited): 24 Sept 2014:

The corrupted unrepentant sinner and their children shall not be saved. It matters not your human perceived definition of innocence or what is right.  

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https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Genesis+5:32-10:1

In the time of Noah or Pre-flood Genesis. There may have been up to 1 billion humans upon this planet. This apparently does not account for the angelic human offspring. Which may have been abandoned by the fallen angels as they left the earth to save themselves. There is and will be much speculation on this as that history was mostly destroyed by the flood. We do know that the fallen angels did come back and lived in various places upon the earth as told in the story of Moses. So how did they survive? Where did they survive?

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In the time of Noah. Only 8 adults became the remnant to be saved. Every child which was loved by their mothers were not saved.  It did not matter how much a mother loved their child or even defined their child as innocent. The corruption of all of mankind even fell upon the babies of humanity. Those who by our own definition would consider the most innocent of today. Those worthy of saving by your own understanding. Yet the God of all and the Judge of all exercised His Divine right to execute humanity save for the 8 righteous adults. That is all.
So you need to know this. The end of all prophecies shall come and only the chosen remnant as  selected by God shall be taken away. It does not matter what you think or feel. If you are corrupted and unrighteous. Then your children are corrupted and unrighteous. Then you and your children will burn when this planet becomes purified. How many shall be saved? How shall the number of the remnant be counted? On one hand or more out of seven billion souls?

Even the author of this writing may not be saved in one way but saved in another.

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Those Only: (Unedited): 23 Sept 2014:

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You can only save who is willing.
You can only teach those who are willing to listen.
You can only counsel those who are willing for a change.
Those who are enthralled with to much excitement have lost reason and will risk it all for more of those feelings.
Those who perpetually argue your teachings do not have the heart for learning.
Those who desire no change within their life, will mock your counsel.
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Good Teacher: (Unedited): 21 Sept 2014:

The good teacher cannot teach those who consider themselves greater than the good teacher and is only the ways to their self defined means. 

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 The good teacher seems to always want to teach anyone who is present in the hopes that their heart and mind are open. The desires of the student can be very muddled with many distractions and false beliefs. The pride and ego of the student can become blockades to the good teacher. Especially if the student knows they are smarter and wealthier or more important than the good teacher will ever be. Then this student cannot be effectively taught.
Selfishness can also blind the student to learning those little details which are necessary in life. Such as wisdom and understanding. Everyone knows that wisdom and understanding will not profit you in the world system as led by those false god's. Wisdom and understanding causes you to question the human leaders of those false god's. So this is why wisdom and understanding is not included in the world's formal educational systems.
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The student is everyone and the teacher can also be anyone. When the teacher has too much superior pride in the positions they hold. then they can no longer be taught, nor can they unlearn those truths which have turned out to be lies.
Even the wealthier than you family member or friend can have so much ego and pride that they automatically discount your less than them counsel. Woe to those who discount and negate wisdom and understanding.
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The older person who is obviously far less intelligent then you, maybe even by more than 100 points. These people have gained much from their unique observations from their perspective understandings in this life. Which is alien of yours. By humbling yourself to listen to their counsel in matters which may be blind to you. Their overly simplistic approach may just enlighten your clouded awareness and save you and those whom you represent from a potential calamity of unknown definition.
A humble leader is a quiet teacher and a listening student. How can a teacher be quiet? It is through their actions that they teach those who choose to watch and follow them.
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Religion Death1 and 2: (Unedited): 21 Sept 2014:

The death of religion within your own heart begins with the spiritual spark of righteousness. 

 C.J.MacKechnie

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The death of religion happens three ways. By forgetting, Living a righteous and holy life, and by the sword. 

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Once you begin to conceptualize the importance of righteousness and holiness. Free from threats, fears, intimidation's, imprisonment and death. You can now begin to come to know the essence of God. The God of love, peace, harmony and life. Wisdom and understanding of the true nature of things becomes like an illuminated light deep within you. A light so deeply hidden and yet your own unknown awareness of it becomes an awe experienced.
Have you ever watched those wilderness types create a fragile spark and then cradle it to the place where the fuel resides. Then the fire is ignited from that little spark of ember. Such it is with you.

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By forgetting about religion is a sign of your own action that religion is not worthy of any importance with the world controlled by false god's. Becoming so entrapped within the confines of the world system's of wealth assimilation will cause you to no longer have time for wisdom or understanding. In this world controlled by those false god's. You have only been taught the worldly knowledge from the education system of the world. All that you have learned in the worlds formal educational system has only been about how to follow the rules, To question not and to obey. Think about that for a moment. You have been conditioned to be who you have become now. All without any teaching of wisdom or understanding. To be successful within the world. You do not need to know any wisdom or understanding. Only how to be a team player for the coach or the false god's. Your efforts in your professional life is all about what benefits the team. Never even questioning the fact that you are actually a slave to the social structure of the team. Which is owned by those agents of the false god's.
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To take up the sword or any other weapon of violence. Does more than destroy the religion in which you have been taught to hate. You have been taught to hate by those leaders who want you to go forth and gather to them much property and wealth. Religion in which there is only knowledge given. Removes and binds the follower into following the human teachers unto their ends. To obey the will of their human teachers because they are the proclaimed spoke persons for god. Which god? The God of love does not desire you to hate. The God of peace does not want you to go into battle. The God of harmony does not want for you to create chaos. The God of life does not want you to cause death. So any human who wants you to hate, to war, to chaos and to death is a false agent of the false god's. Pretending to be the voice of the God you want to know. They are liars and deceivers.
When you take up the sword or gun because you have been deceived. You are still responsible for all of your actions you are about to take or have already taken. All of the religious followers who have been declared your enemy. You kill and murder them. Yes, you actions will end their personal understanding of what their religion means to them but also you kill the religion within yourself.
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Living a righteous and holy life frees you from the chains of religion.  Living a righteous and holy life opens your mind, your eyes and your ears to false teaching of those who proclaim they are the voice of god and it will be true. their god is the god of lies, deceptions, hate, war, chaos and death. You will know the truth.
Be free from all sins and evil ways. Always love one another as you have been taught. Always live in peace as you have been taught. Always exist in harmony as you have been taught. Cherish all life as something of great importance. Whosoever desires you to become contrary to these basic teachings. Know that they are not from the source God of your teachings. They are of the fallen ones who came here to become our god's. False god's. 
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