Freedom Wanted: (Edited): 13 Sept 2015:

The first flights of freedom are both exhilarating and fearful.

This originates from the deepest need to survive from within and expresses itself with a physical outburst of utmost uncertainty. 

Deep and lost within the emptiness of darkness was I found and not discovered. 

No light emanated from me. The light was all around, through me and within me. I felt fearfully discovered and not harmed in any way. This is the gentlest of loving embraces anyone could ever experience.

Pulled out, pulled in, reached for and seeked out. I was wanted, loved and cared for. 

C.J.MacKechnie

Edited by: R.L. Dell
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No matter how your enslavement is defined or to what degree of enslavement you dwell. Your freedom comes from within your decision. Your decision to flee. Your decision to remain motionless. Your decision to refuse. In those brief moments. You are free.  Even if the outcome is your death. You shall become more free then you could ever be from within the confines of your own mind. Assuming you have freely chosen to be righteous and holy as seen by only God.

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Peaceful Presence: Attacker Brutality: (Unedited): 12 Sept 2015:

By becoming a peaceful presence. Anger management classes shall be unnecessary.

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The prophetic red horse shall ride and is most likely riding throughout the whole world right now. This can be easy to see and yet most people are blindly aware. Even those persons who are actively looking for the prophetic red horse. I cannot see, hear or am even aware of the prophetic red horse. But, the effects of after the prophetic red horse has ridden by can be easy to see. When you see people who think they have no other choice but to physically attack another person. The popularity of the UFC is evident within the world as other mixed martial art fighting organizations have been founded since the beginning of the UFC. Even in these fights. Those who do the fighting seem to be empty in substance while being extremely gifted in their own unique style of hand to hand combat. What I mean by this is the wisdom and understanding that was once associated within any martial arts style seems to have faded away into nothingness. All that is left is brutality in and out of the ring. The showmanship of disrespect. The thrill of physical destruction to a person.
People are just attacking and murdering police officers and police officers are becoming judges, juries and executioners. An effect of the riding of the red horse is the absent of fair blind justice for all. Judges shall be in favor of all things which do not promote life or peace.
Politicians shall also be promoters of all things which are anti- life, anti-peace, anti- harmony, anti-life, and anti-God.
It seems the prophetic red horse is riding from the top down throughout all of societies, cultures and religions. Starting with the world leaders and ending with the common everyday person. I read a story where a group of adults just attacked an on duty life guard for no apparent reason. Other than to be just cruel. Even the news said, this has never been seen before. Who just attacks a person whose profession it is to save lives. Really?!?!?!. I could go on with examples. But, you know what I mean. Just check your own odd news and see for yourself.
The insanity of having no peace will resound within everyone who is not secure in the wisdom, knowledge and understanding of God. This shall include those who are merely religious, socially religious, the entertained religious an event the going to church a few times a year religious. This will even include those who pretend to be righteous through all of their volunteering and church related leadership activities. What is worse is just as those who knew not Gods actions against them. Shall not even be aware that peace is gone or was ever even an option or a reasonable choice.
If you have read my writings on the logical formula of Life. Which I represent inaccurately as
Life =Law, Love, Peace and Harmony. The absence of peace. Means Life cannot thrive or even exist. With an absence of peace all life begins to die. Thus just the absence of peace creates a vacuum in which negativity will just be sucked in. The opposite of peace is conflict. For instance. The growth and acceptance of road rage. Even though there are laws against road rage. It seems to be more common place now. Or the recently new practice of walking up behind someone and just beating them and kicking them. This usually happens to those who were already feeble or of the defenseless type of persons. While video tapping it all and laughing.
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Attacker Brutality: (Unedited): 12 Sept 2015:

The thrill of watching brutality or even helpless brutality causes you to become the attacker. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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It used to be where there was mutual combat amongst men. That when one could no longer defend himself. The fight stopped. Now, you cause permanent injury or death. In order to prevent retaliation/revenge from the one who lost the fight. This shall evolve and already has into family friends shall retaliate on your behalf and in your memory. No longer shall the police be effective. No longer shall anyone cooperate with the police. In the absence of justice. There shall be vigilantism at every level. In the sweet and intoxicating red dust of the prophetic red horse. All shall kill one another. The strong against the weak. The law against the lawless. The evil against the religious. And Vice Versa.
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ultimate_Fighting_Championship
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Added on 16 Sept 2015:
But how do you overcome the Prophetic Red Horse?
If you feel you still have the ability to freely choose between love and hate, law and lawlessness, peace and war, harmony and chaos. Then you must seek internally righteousness and holiness as God expects from us all. Without any disobedience or negotiations on your part. If you have read my writings then you already know. Those purple words. Then go forth without me and drink up the ancient Holy Texts. Thirst for the quenching waters of God. Become satiated by the outpouring of the Holy Spirit. Pray, mediate and contemplate all that is from God, Yeshua and the Holy Spirit. This may be your only hope. But, then again. In Christian prophecy the Christian loses.
The evidence of the red horse riding amongst humanity is seen in the actions of the worlds leaders. They do not desire or even talk about peace, friendship or even mutual respect anymore. What seems to be of supreme importance are the business relationships. Even those seem to be in a fluid state of constant negotiation.
Through the business international contracts and international law. They all build of their military forces through propaganda training and equipment modernization. Can you see the world leaders as well as some religious leaders can only thirst for war and conflict. Their collective free will is gone and none of the worlds leaders are even aware of it. They each only know. They must prepare and plan for war.
If you knew that China was building their war machine from every American dollar. Would you ever buy anything Chinese again?
If you knew that China is planning and preparing for war with the USA. Would you continue to buy Chinese made products?
If you knew that China, Russia, North Korea, Iran, Cuba and some Central American countries and some South American Countries were all aligned against the USA. Would you even agree to participate in any business arrangement with any of them?
And yet how do I know your free will even to shop at Wal-Mart or Costco plus anyone else who sells Chinese made goods has already been taken away from you. Because, these words are true. The red horse rides and everyone is completely oblivious.
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The red horse causes everyone to do their part. When peace has been taken away. Yes, in the early stages of when the free choice of peace has been removed. The people must all make the implements of war and those mothers send their children for war training. Even the games our children play are war. The desire for peace has been taken away as even the children play cruel blood thirsty games. Can you see the Red Horse has already rode through even your own home and family. You have no choice but for warfare, death, destruction and finally extinction. Remember this as you go to church and even your preacher teacher celebrates the soldier children and soldier supported families. Even they know not the red horse has cursed them all with blood thirsty warfare.
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Piece Peace: Either Peace: (Unedited): 08 Sept 2015:

Peace is a piece of you. If peace is not within you. Then you shall not have any peace. No matter how much you wish or pray for Peace.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Either Peace: (Unedited): 08 Sept 2015: 

Peace can either be present within you, Absent from you or replaced with conflict into you. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Any person who has become enraged has not a piece of peace within them. As peace becomes absent from within you. This empty space where peace logically resided may become conflict/war.
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A piece called peace is just one but many psychological elements within your being. They are all arranged logically within you. Much like a mathematical formula. Even though I do not know of the exact arrangement and you may not know either. It is still so. Just like how many of us can automatically use multiple forms of math in time to run and catch a ball or to swing a bat to hit a ball or to shoot a ball into a high hoop as in basketball or to hit a tiny white ball into a little cup many hundreds of meters away. There is a lot of math involved. Even though you or I cannot and are not even aware of the complexities of moving our bodies to do a thing in a timely manor. We can still do it. Some of you may have even failed general math and yet can do some very athletic feats. How can this be? I have no idea.
This is directly related to those psychological elements within all of us. To each of us those psychological elements are in varying degrees. I've written these formulas before.
Life= Law, Love, Peace, Harmony.
Death= Lawlessness, Hate, Conflict/war, Chaos.
These are the basic and most fundamental of elements within each of us. There are many more of these elements but of lesser importance than these listed. All of the positive elements would be assigned within the Life grouping. While all of the negative elements would be assigned to the Death grouping.
Please forgive me with my improper math terminology. As I'm one of those who has failed general math in their youth. This is just the best I can do. So please forgive me. If you exactly see this. Then it may be for you to explain it better than I can. I hope you do. Then i can learn from you. Kewl.
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If God can completely erase/delete the common language of all of the surviving people of the great flood. These are those same disobedient people who tried to build the Tower of babel Then God separating them all into their own groupings and put/downloaded into them new and different languages. Thus confusing them all from one to another. Thus most likely the beginning of the racism lies. (This is not about racism).
Then God caused either total insanity or actually altered the DNA of King Nebuchadnezzar in the Book of Daniel into some kind of bird type creature for 7 years. I think it was both. Not an either or.
God can also take a persons will or free choice away. This is usually a part of the individuals judgement. For instance. The man god pharaoh who refused to listen to Moses. God purposefully hardened the heart of pharaoh a couple of times. To ensure that all in Egypt would know that the Lord destroyed them all. Can you imagine that. That God can alter your mind without you ever being aware.
Those are 3 examples of how can can do his will and alter anyone as He sees fit.
If God can do all of these things and more as listed above. Then what is one way that God can take peace away from the Earth. One way is by removing the concept or the ability to choose peace within each human being. As a judgement for all of humanity who when most of us had free will and we still choose conflict or war or argument. So God sends his Red Horse to take away peace. Thus it is humanity who does all of the war, fighting, killing and murder. This is because humanity can do nothing else but to fight, war, conflict, kill, murder.
This should all begin with the worlds leaders. You shall begin to see how they all thirst for war and conquest. Peace will not be within them. This will be easy to see from their actions and through their plans. Do the research for yourself. Which leaders of which nations are preparing for war by building war machines and up grading their war machines? Eventually, They will all decide that they must fight or be destroyed themselves. The question will be who will jump the gun first. If the red horse has or is riding now. The worlds leaders will be the first to lose their ability to exercise free will in regards to peace or war. They will only see war with no option for peace. This will be a lie they tell themselves and everyone else. For peace is not within them and has been removed. So none of they can choose peace. There shall only be war, death and destruction. Until all life is about to become extinct on this planet. Up until this point of all of my writing. I have always pushed for the hope of peace. That if everyone would just follow the formula in purple by their own free will. Life= Law, Love, Peace, Harmony. Not because they have to but because it is the right and most true thing to do. Not because of any fears, threats or intimidation's. But because we all want a life worth living. Freedom is restrictive and not all encompassing. You cannot expect a positive life by always thinking negative. You cannot have any life when your whole thinking process is in the formula for death. You cannot expect a healthy life when you do drugs, drink and have an immoral sex life. You cannot expect to have a free life when your always breaking the laws. Having a happy life means you do not create drama or become entangled within it.
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So what can you do? Get right with God and heed his direct instructions to you. Know that if you do become a devout follower, you become righteous and holy as seen by only God. Then you will most likely become martyred. So let your call for God be upon your last breath. This is prophecy.
Avoid any and all religions and churches who have become absent of the Laws of God. For you to even be a member of such a religion or church. Makes you in agreement of those sins in which they have brought into their holy places. What is that called in prophecy? Abomination of Desolation

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https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Genesis+11
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Revelation+6
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Daniel%204
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Exodus+9&version=NASB
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Exodus+10&version=NASB
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moses
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nebuchadnezzar_II
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Horsemen_of_the_Apocalypse#Red_Horse
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tower_of_Babel
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Death Peace: (Unedited): 08 Sept 2015:

Death and despair rise up when peace is being taken away.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Do the research for yourself. How many countries are now preparing for war? Yes, there is still mostly peace in this world of humans. But, you won't say the same thing in less than 10 years. Maybe, even less if the USA feels that their military will become antiquated by the combined Russian, India, North Korea, Iranian, Turkish and Chinese newly modernized forces. Maybe, the USA will strike first? Maybe Russia, China and North Korea will strike before the USA will certainly strike? Will they directly strike the 48 with EMP's weapons. Will the majority of Muslims pile on and begin the American style Tet Offensive?
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IS the USA attacking China with some kind of weapon system, 4 times? Did China retaliate by planting an obvious bomb at a US Army Ammunition depot in Japan? Will these actions escalate?
Is our US government the worlds bad guys? Is the US government starting and maintaining conflicts around the world? Are the Americans the bad guys? Even if the entire American civilian population is completely unaware?
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Added on 08 Nov 2015: 
A Us Navy Missile test over California at night has occurred.
http://www.sandiegouniontribune.com/news/2015/nov/07/mystery-light-sky-military-navy-drill/
This is unheard of.
Why would anyone in the military or government cause a possible panic and risk lives of American civilians with a possible failure of a rocket? You just don't do that. Unless a fundamental change over the importance of civilian Americans is no longer of any significance.  Of course none of that happened. Some body is insane in the US government and military.
 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trident_%28missile%29
http://www.naturalnews.com/051884_Trident_missile_launch_covert_war_with_China_first_strike_on_America.html
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https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Deuteronomy+28
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Under God's Authority: (Unedited): 05 Sept 2015:

This is for those who have been gifted with the ability to write. Since, it is obvious that I'm not gifted in the perfect speech. Which is accepted by everyone who has been educated. 
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This is a Christian sign for prophecy.
The prophetic era of Christian persecution has begun with Mrs. Kim Davis. Can you stay in Jail for 18 moths over your faith? Can you stand and face all of your sins from your recent past or even in your current state of being? This is what Mrs. Kim Davis is doing. None of the traditional media outlets have supported her in any way. The Republican politicians have declared their support of this democrat. While the democrats including President Obama have denounced her. This also includes Hilary Clinton.
The evidence of faith which seems obvious may very well make her one of the chosen remnant of God. Which means all of those other professing by only mouth Christians shall be those who God may say to them. "I never knew you". It is not for me to say. It is only for God to choose who is to be a remnant and who is not. This includes me.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+7%3A21-23&version=NASB
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Mrs. Kim Davis may be the first who shall be martyred. Can you say for certain that she will not be? Can you say that she will not ever see her freedom? She probably will. But it is evident that the evil U.S. District Conservative Judge David Bunning has put to jail an innocent woman. In which the evil politicians had made laws of man to be superior to the laws of God. This District Judge is at the very least a Pontius Pilate. I'm not stating nor am I implying that Mrs. Kim Davis is a Jesus Christ. Mrs. Kim Davis, may very well lose everything over this.Since even one news story has even declared that she cannot use Go Fund Me website for support.
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In order to be a Conservative Republican like this District Judge David Bunning. Do you have to be a Christian? If this District Judge is any way a professing Christian. His lies are now seen through his actions against this woman. How can any person who is a Judge. Make their decision before any evidence is heard or seen? Did this Judge make his decision before court even began. It can be assumed he had as the deputies and the jailers were already present. If this District Judge is a professing Christian how can he honor or even obey any law which is against the laws of his God? or should I say which god?
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pontius_Pilate
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Mrs. Kim Davis and her imprisonment can be compared symbolically to other persons who were to be disciplined, punished and killed. I'm not implying that Mrs. Kim Davis will be killed.But, when you are surrounded by evil persons. The jail guards cannot protect anyone and cannot guarantee anyone's safety or well being.

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Daniel+3
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke+23%3A26-43
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Any law which has been established by any man. Which replaces, Denies or rejects any Law of God. Is not a righteous or truthful law. Nor is it a law which should be honored or obeyed by any righteous person. Even to the death of that righteous person.  To those men and women who agree upon and obey these laws. Even if you do not agree with the laws but still honor them to keep your employment. It is them who can now be easily seen and known to be of genuine evil. This includes any professed Christian who holds any office or works in any place who must obey any anti-godly law written and agreed upon by human beings.
Is it judging to say to a murderer that he is bad and what they do is bad? You can say the same thing about anyone who commits crime. It is a crime of God for anyone to honor, accept, obey any anti-God laws or regulations.
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Sinners or LGBT persons pretend to be nice, kind, compassionate and merciful. So that you will think a good feeling lie about them. Many LGBT persons are symbolic murders. They are actively murdering their own family names and in the end their genetic lineage of their family. Yet, These symbolic murderers are being accepted into churches and celebrated. They have no intention of converting to Christianity in any way. These LGBT persons are spies for the evil ones.When your at war. Your spies are necessary to gather intelligence about your enemies. Do not think for an instant that this is not a war. For the god of this Earth wants all of humanity to become extinct. This is satans end game. By any means necessary he will do as he thinks he will. satan is the one who leads all of the LGBT community. It matters not if the LGBT person is politically active or not.
So if satan is the leader of all LGBT persons and LGBT persons are welcomed in your church to hold any official church position and they have no intention of ceasing their LGBT lifestyle. Then you and your whole church is of satan. satan is your god. When your are singing those popular non specific Christian songs. Know that you are singing and worshiping satan.
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https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Jeremiah+37&version=CEB
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What is happening to Mrs. Kim Davis is only the beginning. As it is evident that the few who are in protest shall be ineffective. It is apparent that there are very few genuine Christians of real substance in Rowan County Kentucky. There are also to few Christians of merit in the whole state of Kentucky. With Kentucky a part of the famed southern Bible Belt. It is also evident that there are to few genuine born again Christians. Just pretenders who are merely associated with the Christian entertainment fan base as well as those who are members of their local christian social club.
There is very little real news about Kim Davis and any news is primarily related to the effects upon the LGBT community. The news also attacks Mrs. Kim as well. Revealing all of her sins prior to her becoming a Christian.
This is prophecy. The LGBT community shall be victorious over all Christians. To the degree that Christian persecution shall involve all manor of jail, loss of employment, abuses, tortures and death.
The entire Christian population must put a stop to this right now or face starvation, homelessness and death.
After the events of Mrs. Kim Davis. The atrocities which shall follow against the entire Christian community. Shall not be heard or seen on any mainstream media outlet. The true devout and righteous ones of God shall be exterminated and none in the general Christian community will care to even know. So as long as they can happily sing and enjoy the entertainment for a couple of hours a week.
In order to be a Christian. This is after you have made the proclamations and have been baptized. You are to go forth in your life to begin to live it righteously and godly as is taught within the Holy Bible. This is by your own free choice. All without fears, threats or intimidation's. You go forth and outwardly exercise all manor of mercy, compassion, kindness, fairness. Not because, you have to but because you want to. Not because your forced to or even expected to but because it is truly the right and most truthful things to do.
Yet, today it seems the gay sons and lesbian daughters show more love and compassion to their sick and dying family members than do the Christian. Even to friends do they support more than a Christian. I've seen it. I've experienced it.
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Just because, I post a news article does not mean I'm in agreement with any of them. 
The ugliness of the news media. This is not politics. This is purely about what is right and wrong. This is about how the government is wrong with the passing of evil laws.
http://news.yahoo.com/no-kim-davis-cant-beg-041235821.html
https://gma.yahoo.com/jailed-kentucky-clerk-kim-davis-offers-remedy-same-120304964--abc-news-topstories.html#
http://thinkprogress.org/lgbt/2015/09/02/3698100/kim-davis-hypocritical-theology/
 http://www.slate.com/blogs/outward/2015/09/04/kim_davis_anti_gay_kentucky_clerk_is_a_gift_to_gay_rights.html
http://www.massresistance.org/docs/gen2/15c/Kim-Davis/index.html
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In order to turn this entire country around. Every political office must have righteous persons in those seats. I think it is to late. The USA is lost. The USA was a republic which became democratic and is now an Oligarchy. The USA is no longer of the people, for the people and by the people.
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Steve McDonald "By Law"
https://youtu.be/EkkUlu0Qzh0
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A woman who has not committed a real crime. Unless if you call going against the political will a crime. Has not been offered the ability to make bail. Either way the precedent will translate nationally for anyone who commits political related crimes. Their are now laws against your conscience. How about that for a loss of freedom. In which you can be imprisoned for an indefinite amount of time. If you are big in investments. Invest in the corporate prison systems. They now have a new revenue source. Devout Christians shall all go to jail because of conscience. Don't expect to make big money. Apparently there is only a remnant of true and faithful Christians who have not been deceived. The rest of Christianity just doesn't care. This is all prophecy. A heartless Christian body which allows an innocent person to rot in jail. 

http://www.newsmax.com/Newsfront/kentucky-clerk-bail-gay/2015/09/06/id/673857/
http://talkingpointsmemo.com/livewire/mike-huckabee-serial-killers-kim-davis
http://www.newstalkflorida.com/conservative-judge-bunning-jailed-kim-davis-without-bail
http://www.newstalkflorida.com/conservative-judge-bunning-jailed-kim-davis-without-bail
http://www.breitbart.com/big-government/2015/09/07/mike-huckabee-we-must-stand-with-kim-davis-against-criminalization-of-christianity/
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Added on 09 Sept 2015:
http://www.rt.com/usa/314758-kim-davis-released-jail/
https://www.yahoo.com/music/survivor-did-not-grant-kentucky-county-clerk-kim-128671777736.html
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Added on 10 Sept 2015:
https://www.lifesitenews.com/news/leading-u.s.-rabbi-i-am-absolutely-jealous-of-kim-davis
http://america.aljazeera.com/watch/shows/live-news/2015/9/rowan-county-clerk-kim-davis-to-return-to-work.html
http://america.aljazeera.com/articles/2015/9/8/cruz-and-huckabee-to-meet-with-jailed-county-clerk-kim-davis.html
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Added on 11 Sept 2015:
Enslaved Extinction: (Unedited): 11 Sept 2015:

Absolute freedoms begets total enslavement. Which leads to over all extinction.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Death Parent: (unedited): 15 Sept 2015: 

As death embraces the older parent. They shall gaze into the eyes of their LGBT children and know this is the one who murdered all of me.

C.J.MacKechnie

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You cannot and will not have any sort of freedom without a self controlled restraint. Free love, like free drugs and free liquor. Ends in the loss of family, freedom, health and welfare. Unnatural sex harms both persons physically, mentally and spiritually. Just as a man or a religious man viewing porn is said he only harms himself. This is the lie. The viewing of porn harms the persons involved in the sex acts being viewed. The viewing of porn harms the wife even though she is or may not be directly or indirectly involved. The viewing of porn harms the children. You must see this truth.
The eventual destruction of the family through sins continuation. So the LGBT life style destroys the whole natural family. As a matter of fact. The LGBT Life style murders the family. The LGBT person has often times separated and isolated themselves from their own family. Only to return as the pretended loving son or daughter who wants to become the last person their dying parent ever sees or think. I have seen this happen many times and have myself been caused to think how nice and loving these LGBT persons are. Especially, if the person dying has minimal or no people to express their love in those last days. The LGBT person may think to themselves that what they are doing is a good thing. But what they are actually doing whether they think of it or not. Is witnessing the extinction of their family name and genetic line. This is worse than a person who just murders you and tries to escape. The Punisher in the movie is satan in our lives. Satan manipulates all of us for our total destruction and extinction. Those of have not the one true God will be influenced, controlled and manipulated by satan. To the point that satan will look through your eyes in the final moments of your parents death. just to witness the final extinction of your family name and  genetic lineage. This is what the end result is to be LGBT.
https://youtu.be/Et3eVcMdxBI
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As I've written about in prophecy. The LGBT will be victorious in all that they are to accomplish within this world. Until the coming of God. This is because of the do nothingness of all Christians. The LGBT will win. They will successfully criminalize all of Christianity. They will create a rightful tradition of abuse, torture and the murder of any Christian they see fit. All without any investigation, judgement or prison time. Of course it is not yet. But, it will be. Assuming that Christian on the whole do not put an absolute stop to the LGBT insanity or mental illness which will infect everyone. Mrs. Kim Davis is the first. Unless she does as ordered by the court and marries any and all LGBT persons. Then we all will know that God has been effectively removed from the Bible Belt. This is Prophecy.
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Dangerous Fear: Decided Decision: Every Success: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:

There was a time in my life when I feared my dangerous adoptive mother and yet I desperately needed her love. I also had fear for everything and of everyone else. If I was hurt in any way. I would always respond in anger, violence and misdeeds against those persons. Then one day as I was being beaten. I decided to stop screaming and to stop my panic. This started my adoptive mother. She knew in that moment that I will never fear her again. I could never ever verbally explain it better than this. This is from Will Smith in After Earth.
My adoptive mother was the greatest monster in my life. Then after she died when I was 13 and in Foster Care. I became my own monster in my life. I guess I was just so conditioned. That I needed all of that violence, turmoil, panic, desperation, unnecessary risk, drama and all of those other things which just go along with all of that. It was all I knew. It was all I had. Then to give up all of that bad and sad. just left me in the quiet alone. Which just seemed more awful then the physical pains and traumas. I know I'm being vague. Do I really need to be specific here. If you were abused. Then you just know or have a very good idea. This is supposed to be about you as I have already conquered the bad and sad in my life. There was no one there even though I always expected someone to save me and then when a good person did come around. I bit their heads off (Symbolically). Really. That was smart of me (NOT). There is much hope for you. You are stronger than most as you have survived the worst that life can bring to you. Yes, you deeply feel those who you once knew. Who did not survive. Move forward and choose a better more gooder life. In their memory as well. All the way until you forget their names.
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Short version. 1:18. https://youtu.be/jgjibFrh0CE
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Not as short version: 4:13. https://youtu.be/bgAEHdKuR7Q
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 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/After_Earth
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How many times did she try to kill me? How many times did she knock me out? I am who I am today because of her. She forced me to either become strong or die. She forced me to choose between giving up or to never ever quit. Harsh? yes. Fair? no. Evil? Absolutely. The essence of all of the abuses and tortures is as I stand here alive or really sitting in a broken pink flowery girlie chair. Contemplating all of this. Not reminiscing in any of those terrible dark memories or reliving any of those depressing and hopeless emotions.  To me all of those memories have become just cold historical evidences of my former life. I am no longer who I was back then. In time you can say the same thing about yourself. Once you make that deep decision. Which changes everything that you are now.
I did make that decision. Even though I could not articulate very much back then and still not able to verbally speak those profound words any better than Will Smith in character.
From that very same action within my own mind. That place so deep where words just become inefficient.
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Decided Decision: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:

"I decided and from that very decision changed my base mental programming forever."

C.J.MacKechnie

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From that one decision. Led to others. No more mind altering anything. No alcohol. No drugs. Just No. All of that brutality, negativity, hate, anger, rejection I grew up with ends with me. Period.
I began searching for more lies and deceptions. Then I reject them all. In the same way I decided not to fear my adoptive mother any more.  I found the openly secret truth of racism and reject it.
I have never hit my children or my wife. This doesn't mean I wont lay several knots of understanding across your forehead if you act stupid in front of me. Please don't. I'm getting to old for that. Oh yea love and peace.
This is for you, The abused people. Find your own victory deep within your core being. Become your own hero and save yourself. Stop being the emotional and helpless victim. Become your own hero and save yourself. Hard words which are harsh. But, somehow and by someway your reading  my words. Nothing is working right and all of the answers are just to impossible for you. Of course they are impossible. That is because you have not acknowledged yourself. Your right to live. Your right to exist. Your right for all that you may want to BE possible. All I ever wanted was a family. Those unspoken words in which I shed many tears into the Gulf of Mexico on Clearwater Beach and Dunedin causeway. I knew I was worthless. I just knew it. I knew I was unwanted by everyone. I knew I had no hope. I knew everything was impossible for me. I knew I was dumb, stupid and retarded. I just knew it. I had no chance and zero opportunities. I knew i would be dead by the time I was 24. I just knew it. So why plan for anything.
Then I saw a poster of Mohamed Ali "I'M Possible". That sat in my mind for a long time. Before I could ever put it into action. I had to first Become my own hero and save myself and so should you. Can you see the difference? From impossible to I'm Possible.
So, what are you going to do now? You have been abused, maybe tortured. You may have been forgotten, rejected in every way. Your family members may have even tried to kill you. Maybe, your abuses that you had to endure were far greater than anything I ever had to endure and yet here you are.
I tell you the truth. You are far more powerful than anyone will ever give you credit for. You endured and survived. Make that decision to no longer be the forever helpless victim. Look into the future of your life and start taking those forward moving steps towards that finish line of your own design.
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Every Success: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2015:

Every success you achieve. Every single one.

Shall become your abusers badges of ultimate failures.

For their goal was to destroy you wholly.

Your light they could not extinguish.

They tried and failed.

You're already victorious.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Worldly Way: Righteous Thirst: (Unedited): 26 Aug 2015

Worldly Way: (Unedited): 26 Aug 2015:

There will always be those who continually thirst for God within the Holy texts. Even though they daily allow themselves to be consumed by the world way of living. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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A person who hungers for all of the worldly things cannot or will not choose Godly things. Jesus Christ having everything. Gave up everything to be amongst us lowly humans.  No matter how much pride we have for ourselves and how much we think we have accomplished. It is nothing in the grand way of things. For the bottom line is this. We collectively murdered Jesus Christ. We did this. All of us. Just as we all continue to murder him daily by not showing actual compassion, mercy or kindness. The bottom line as to why we do not do as we should. Is because there is an absence of love within most of us. Would you allow your own brother and sister from your very same mother go hungry or homeless? In this day of age. Probably. Would you allow a niece or nephew go into  foster care? That is about 500,000 with the USA alone. The USA does not have a monopoly on child abuse. Child abuse is world wide. I only say this because the whole of the world declares racism is a truthful action from the truth of the races of humanity being separate. This is all a lie and a deception perpetuated amongst all of humanity. We all share more than 99.9% of all of our DNA. That is MORE THAN 99.9%. Can you understand that number and what it means? Or have you already been so consumed by your whiteness, redness, blackness or yellowness to see the truth that your brother is me. So who tortured and murdered Jesus? You did, I did. How? Because we all are the Jewish people and we all are Roman. When you live your life contrary to Love, Peace, Harmony, Law, and Life. You continue to murder Jesus. It matters not how you define Jesus Christ and what he represented. Today, Yesterday and tomorrow. If you act with Hate, Conflict, Chaos, Lawlessness, and Death. You are an anti-christ. You are an anti-prophet of God/Allah. You are anti Buddhism. You are anti anything which is good, just and fair.
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This is a repeat to a degree. Recently written in similar form. 

You cannot live by the rules of the world and yet follow God.

You cannot have both. It is one or the other. Your life or your soul.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Righteous Thirst: (Unedited): 26 Aug 2015: 

By having a true righteous Godly thirst. Will force the world to consume you with vile hatred. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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By freely choosing to, and without any fears, threats or intimidation's, to live your life righteously as defined by God. The whole of the world ways shall hate you. because, you shall remind them all of their dirtiness and sinfulness. Just with your righteous presence. The genuine righteous person will not wear expensive or special clothing which is a human costume for appearance sake. Their righteous clothing will be known by all and be given from God.
For those of you who are completely sold on your religion. When you decide or some how just automatically choose to live your life righteously. You will begin to be excluded, limited and held back. Then you will feel like you no longer belong. Through your genuine righteousness as defined and accepted by only God. Will then the gifts of the spirit begin to flow through you. The Holy Spirit is an intelligent being. Which you cannot control, dictate or command. The Holy Spirit by it's own choice does as it wills, how it wills and when it wills. Because, the Holy Spirit may decide to flow into you, and through you. You will be seen as something greater than the leadership of your church, Mosque, Synagogue or temple. Thus you shall even be rejected from those places you most want to be.
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