Love Peace: (Unedited): 06 Sept 2014:

Everyone seems to love peace, to want peace and to pray for peace. To love only peace is not enough to have peace.  

C.J.MacKechnie

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You must do more than just love peace, to want peace and to pray for peace. 

You must actually love one another.

You must actually become peaceful yourself.

Praying for peace is only valuable when you yourself is in a position of peace.

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Even the war mongers and bad person desire peace only after they have won all of their victories over any one whom they have decided were their enemies or chosen targets. That is until the next potential conquest presents itself. Then its war with their war mongering hearts. This is an evil doer. Evil doers do desire peace so as long as they get all that they want.  

The bad person who after had done their bad things with success, experiences peace in their victory. This feeling is often short lived as the misery, pain and suffering of their everyday life becomes fully experienced within them. Thus, Not fully aware of the emotional connections and demonic spiritual controls which are over them. They are truly slaves. 

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Those leaders who use God and religion to go forth and make war are the most evil upon this planet. They all use the God to promote their politics in order to convince people that God willing or Allah willing. For these leaders to promote war and to go into war is proof that they know not who the God of Love, Peace, Harmony and Life is. Or do they know that the god they follow is one of hate, war/conflict, Chaos and death.

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prophecy:

The most evil leader the world will ever see is the one who brings/invites war into their own land and against the people he leads. Even though he believes it is not his land or people. The great deception begins when the leader is elected by the very people whom He hates the most. It is he who plans their destruction, even if they love him much. Know one knows, everyone knows and know one wants to know. Do you get it. This life may get so bad. That your only option for life is death. If you understand this truth with an understanding of of the logical formula  "Love, Peace, Harmony = Life" Then you know more than me. Know God. Pray and meditate  always. Live your life under the old rules of goodness, morality and purity. It is not good enough to do these things from negative emotions and selfish thinking. You must want to do good and to be good without fear, reservation and intimidation. You must want to do good because it is good and you want to do good. You must want to do good not because of the commandment have ordered it. You must see the commandment as logical guide lines on how to live a good life. Yes, I know the commandment are the law of God and God has allowed us free will/choice/thinking/actions. It matters not what you want to believe or even I believe. God is and God will as he only desires in the time of his choosing. 

When war comes into your land which has known only peace. Your time is over. 

The definition of your time is over may take some time as defined by God. So getting right with God based in your fears or because of your fears may not be enough. That is for only God to decide and not for any human religious leader or even when the gods return. Because, that should be the next sign. As it was in the time of Noah so shall it be in the end. The common knowing presence of angels or aliens. No Fear.
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Love Essence: Love Happiness: Love Movement: Butterfly Love: (Unedited): 02 Sept 2014:

Love essence

Love freely given is the true essence of love expressed.  C.J.MacKechnie

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Love Happiness

Love freely Expressed leads to internal happiness realized. C.J.MacKechnie

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Where is your love and happiness? is it over there or under here? Can it be in this city or that? Maybe someone has taken your love and happiness. Maybe your love and happiness is lost within the sands of time.
Your love and happiness is no where to be found. You have searched, you have wanted, you have prayed and yet love and happiness has always been so elusive for you. Why, Why I cannot be loved or happy as you have cried many nights alone? Because, the deepest love and happiness you need and deserve is and always has been deep within your own heart.

Love and Happiness has a cost to it. To love without any expectancy of loves returned. Love freely given is the true essence of love expressed.
If you always say and think that Love can't, Love won't, Love hasn't and Love don't. This is and has become your truth and you become your final and most essential reason as to why your love and you happiness has been experienced. It won't matter how many tears you have shed in the loneliness of your lonely places.
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For you to taste or to even know happiness, You should express love without any movement of your lips. 

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You already know the liars and their movements of their lips. Often times if not many more than that the spoken words of loves promises has always been absent of substance. Love expressed has much substance while love spoken into the air is most times lighter than the air and floats away.
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Butterfly Love

Love freely expressed stretches out the butterfly wings of your heart. The joy of loves free flight becomes experienced. Happiness truly begins. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Zombie Day: (Unedited): 30 Aug 2014:

The day you allow apathy to infect your mind, is the day you become a zombie. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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The original version of this may be better.

The day you allow apathy to infect your mind, is the day you cease being a human being. 

 C.J.MacKechnie

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The very day you throw your hands up and proclaim that you don't care anymore. Is the day you stop being a human being. Because, caring is an essential emotion for being a human. If you begin to limit yourself or deny yourself your very own emotions. You begin to become a simple machine or you begin to DE-evolve into something lower than the pets we keep. Even the pets we keep show a lot of emotions. So denying your own emotions cause you to become less than your own pets.
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Even though you may work with people who are apathetic does not mean you have to also be apathetic. It is exactly like saying since they reject being fully human so will I. Not very logical or mature. This is what many of us do. Why should I care if no one else cares about me? So denying your own humanity because no humans were around to care about you. Same thing. Just because a person looks like a human being does not mean they are being human.

in all that you do. You must continually show that you are fully human. Regardless if you work with people who do not care about doing the job correctly or completely. Just make sure you do the job correctly and completely every time.  Yes, your apathetic coworkers will take advantage of you and your supervisors won't show any compassion for you either. Just understand you work with zombies and it is against the law to kill the already dead(Humor). Don't harm anyone. Yes, you will become angry. Yes, it is not fair. For you to relent means you become less than who you are now. You will cease growing, Developing and evolving. Is it worth it for you to allow yourself to become apathetically infected? You better say, NO. For you to say yes means you will have a zombie birthday.
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I decided to use the title "Zombie Day" because the retail stores are gearing up for Halloween. Which means zombies and other rather ugly and horrible shows and media content. Having permission to do mean things to one another. How is this right? Christians silently go off on Halloween night to celebrate. Christian Parents allow their children to celebrate Halloween with costumes. Churches sell pumpkins. Why? So that Christians can cut ghoulish faces upon them?

How do we teach apathy to children. It is easy. Make Halloween fun and entertaining. I've already witnessed one child become frightened by an automated half green person. Young children seem to instinctively know who they should be scared of. This child began to cry from fear and his parents laughed. Really. The parents were entertained by their sons cry from fear. This is what we do to our children. To let them know being scared is OK and getting scared is fun. That is until someone breaks the law. Then it is not fun. I'm already confused by this. So how is a 12 month old supposed to react? The 12 month old must completely depend on and totally trust in his parents for everything. The child knows if he cries the parents will save him. But, in this case they laugh at me like it's funny that I'm scared. really. What happens to trust? It starts to fade away.
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Humanities Remains: (Unedited) 28 Aug 2014:

Only the echoes of an extinct humanity will be all that remains within the universe. 

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Out in space and traveling at a great speed. All of the RF and Television signals that humanity has ever created is going out into the universe. For any being to hear and or see. If they have the technical capability to do so. But, eventually, even those signals from earth will fade out to the point that no amount of technological wizardry will be able to see  or listen to them.
Soon very soon God will begin his process of purification. Once God begins this process. There will be no human heroes to save our lives. No cutesy tricks, no super weapons, no computer virus and no Will Smith. Humanity will become extinct. This planet will no longer remember any of humanity, the fallen angels or even any space aliens. Our end game is approaching and what is really interesting. I still think we can avert it all. Is it probable? Not Likely. But Possible. Humanity as a whole must begin to live holy and righteous lives, right now. I've already written about them before. Read my older works.

How to save yourself and possibly all of humanity?

Love one another

Live in peace

Exist in harmony

Respect and honor life

 Do these things because you want to and not because you have to. Do these thing because you know it is the righteous thing to do and not because you have to. Do these things without threats or fears. There is a difference.
In doing so. Humanity may in fact remain. Get it yet?
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Devoutly Incorruptible: (Unedited): 28 Aug 2014:

The devoutly incorruptible  shall be outright rejected by the powers of the world without any explanation. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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What this means. If you were born with any kind of natural talent that deems you to be one of the best in the entire world and yet you are also devoutly incorruptible. Then you will never realize your fullest potential or the realization of your dreams. In order for you to be in the modern world you will have to conform to all of the worlds sinful belief systems and social norms. To be a Holy person in the eyes of God and as defined by God only. Is of more importance than being apart of a sinful world full of evil doers. This is the cruelty of the world. This is prophecy.
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WW ME: Unedited: 28 Aug 2014:

Happiness can begin when you realize that all of the harsh abuses that you have endured have ceased. Thus, it's time to celebrate. You have won your own World War of ME.
  C.J.MacKechnie

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I know the abuses suffered and endured are awful. I do not and am not making light of any of it. But, after any great struggle in your life no matter the outcome. You should celebrate. This is healthy. Even if in your own mind at this moment in time you are at a loss as to why or even how you were victorious.
It is simple and yet so very difficult to explain. All of the abuses you have ever had to endure was never about you. It was always about the abuser. You were just the body present. If it was not you then it would have been someone else. Maybe, someone else who would not have been as strong and as determined to survive as you were.
You survived! Isn't that enough! Can't that be enough! Well it should be enough. Go forth and begin your life, this new life of your emergence from suffering, darkness and loneliness.

You survived and your survival is evidence of your abusers failure. Your successful life to come if you choose to make that effort without cessation. Will be those nails in your abusers coffin of absolute failure. Make sure there are many, many nails. Do so without a vengeful heart but out of your celebration that you become so empowered to be absolutely happy in life. Even if that happiness does not seem very possible in this moment. Because, every moment in this life is possible if you believe it to be. So, believe in your internal strength which have been proven worthy in your own fires of hell in which you have successfully endured. You are victorious. So celebrate and reject any and all other attempts of anyone to ever abuse you again. Because, the abuse which cometh shall all be the same but with different faces.

During the World Wars on this planet. Many peoples experienced much hardship and many kinds of hells. Yet, after each war. The signs of victory went up. The celebrations began. You the one who has been so greatly abused for so very long. Put out your signs of victory. No matter your immediate outcome. Because, either way all of the abuse will end via your own decision to end it all now.
Celebrate, celebrate, celebrate. It is OK and acceptable to do so. Because, tomorrow begins the rebuilding of you and rebuild yourself in a most grand way. Your now worthy of this and deserving of it. Your rebuilding shall not be easy but is very necessary. See this essential truth , Know this essential truth and become the architect of a great new you without all of the pride which can become a part of your re-building.  
Never ever and do not ever put into the new building of you, any of your abuses suffered endured in order to remember them forever. Let them all die like the unknown criminals they all were. Happiness shall be found by you in the time of your happy awareness.
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Apparently there are 24 hours of Happy
this is just one hour.
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Time shall go by in your life of victory and over that time you may eve doubt your victory and battles which you seem you  did not actually win. The monsters which had been in your life and who have done many terrible things to you. Tried and tried to end the person of your most basic essence. They failed and failed miserably. Yes, and yes all of those terrible things that have been done to you, you were absolutely powerless against their onslaught. You must see the battles against you was only done through your body and mind to get to your spirit. Can you see this truth? This was spiritual warfare against your spiritual essence. Yet, your here reading this. Which means you have won your victory as hard and difficult as it had been.  So be Happy and make that journey to actually be happy. The only thing holding you back from now until then is --YOU.
So free yourself from the burden of your traumatic history and stand tall in the light and walk out of the hell of your own mind. There before you is your own gates of hell. Can you see where I am pointing. Those gates have been busted open by a brother long ago and all you have to do is walk through them under your own power. You may feel weak and you may be weary. You are very strong still and just walk out of this mental prison and never return. Now walk. Now run. Never look back and take nothing with you.
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25 Aug 2014 Flasback: (Unedited):

All of a sudden. There I am in many paces at a single moment of time. All of them based in my own sense of loneliness within this world of many. Even in those places where fun isn't supposed to be so lonely.
Walt Disney,  Busch Gardens.

My adopted dad took me to these two theme parks only once each. In each case. He refused to ride any rides with me. It seemed like I had to drag all through the parks and knew he really didn't want to be there or with me.  How is this important in the grand scheme of things? Just the sense of loneliness I have always felt in life. Not ever having anyone who truly wanted to share a positive childhood with. If you have read some of my other personal notes you may know the rest.

Flashbacks will come and go and it is of importance to deal with each one in a timely and safe manor with a strong and sober mind.
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Sometimes humor just works even if it is from a lizard.
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Sometimes your current life is a lot different then it was. Simply because I choose not to drink, smoke, drug or medicate. In which all of those things would have taken from me the ability to heal from those woes of long ago. Those decisions were that important. To do those things would have inhibited in some way the happiness that I wanted.

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Sometimes you have to just change the way things are to the best you can. Even if your best may not be good enough for your own children and wife. Because, deep down you know they all deserved much more then you could ever provide for them. Such is one of the reason for all of my writings. It is all for them and for the next new generations.
When you have nothing and no one. You just have to do all you can without rest and just hope with all of the hope you can muster that your efforts will eventually work. Even if those efforts are only realized through your adult children and Grand Children.
This is how you combat, confront, conquer any PTSD related events. You must endure them with a sober mind. Is it fun to be drug and or medication free. Nope. It is the best choice for eventual freedom from the bad and sad of your former life. That is also another key. You must choose to make all of the bad and sad, your former life.

So, if that means you need to obtain an education. Then go and get it. Beyond that which you think you need today. Just to prove a point to yourself. That your greater than any minimum standard. After all, You have already survived what truly a bad and sad situation really was. Aren't you that much stronger than the average and normal. So, do not fall into that trap or box of wanting to be average or normal. Your much much more than that. The average and normal may not have the strength or courage to endure or even survive what you have had to in this life. I the writer of this may not have been able to endure or survive your life of woes. So, seek and find solace in that.
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The difference between a spiritual attack and a PTSD. A PTSD is one created by your entire memory of the event. You experience everything. The sounds, The smells, The emotions, The actions, The visions and much more. Sometimes the PTSD can be so intense that somehow you believe you are actually there even though you know you are not. Which brings logical conflict and confusion to your own mind.  You may even confuse others as those who wanted to harm you and take action upon them. The intensity is very high.
The spiritual attack is somewhat different. The demonic spirits which begin an attack upon you are not perfect and thorough in their attack. The simulated PTSD or spiritual attack seems to be much less in the use of complete memories. The entire experience of a spiritual attack is lacking in the sounds, the smells, the emotions, the actions,the visions and much more. The spiritual attack occurs because you have began some sort of righteous journey in life or maybe you are about to decide to begin a righteous journey. So the spiritual attack pieces together all of your memories. In the hopes that you believe these inserted false memories are your own. If you believe, your own brain will or should fill in the rest of the information of their attack upon you. The logical part of your own brain, if you choose to listen to that part will send up warnings that something is odd in some way. That is when you should take the time to just stop, to just pray and to just meditate. Just by doing so. The spirits who are attacking you become embroiled and know of their failure. Because, their attack upon you was purposed to prevent you from continuing on the righteous path and yet you logically resorted to being righteous right then and right now. The essence of a spiritual failure on the fallen ones part. Always know that many of these fallen ones are greatly superior to any human being. Yet, for all of their superiority they failed with you. Your victorious in that one attack.
Then repeat your righteous actions and live your righteous life.
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