True Wealth Prophecy: +4: (Unedited): 14-15 March 2022:

 Your true wealth is not in government made monies, corporate stocks or even in Crypto currencies. Your true wealth is in your family, friends and community. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Your safety and security does not come from any governmental source. Your spiritual safety and security comes from God. Your physical and mental, safety and security comes from your family, friends and community.

C.J.MacKechnie

Humanity seems to have been removed from the actual God. God who? God what? God the fictional character of some now dead persons imaginations? Modern day humans have virtual relationships instead of actual relationships. Where are you in all of this? Have you excluded your own family from your life? Are your actual family members strangers? Are your friends people whom you have no physical relationship with? The community you live in is just an address before the next address? Do you know and have relationships with people in your community? 

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No one is interested in the wall fly. That is until the fly becomes a personal nuisance and gets into the food. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Personal Note: I have no relationship within the community or anywhere I have been. The life of being poor, unnoticed. I have no real friends except for work mates. But, as I go from job to job to job to job to job and etc. Those work friendships disappear. No real family history. Have you read my bio? The God thing, is The God, who is my Heavenly Father. It is more than a belief system in God. The other way around is a belief in those beings which pretend to be gods. As it was in those days of Noah. It will become common knowledge that they will be known to all humans yet again. I'm too poor to prepare for the necessary things. I do want for you to save your lives, your family and your community. 

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Starting with a quote first thing in the morning and ending with one at bedtime. Where is this leading? 

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15 March 2022: The coming of the prophetic bad and sad. You must prepare for yourself, your family, your friends and your community. Each of you will have to come to terms with this. Retirement is over. Your retirement will be *cancelled. This is a part of the plan for the global reset. So what will you do? Watch your stocks, bonds, mutual funds all become like the fog in the rising sun of the late morning. 

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*NOTE: Cancelled when? Soon? But, the point here is this. If I'm still writing hopeful, life saving things. Then there is still time. How long does it take to prepare? How long does it take to grow and manage fruit and nut trees? 5-7 years for first fruits and then another 1-2 years for full fruits? Is the Russia and indication of how WWI and WWII began or is this just a manipulative war lite situation for the elites to profit even more? Have you researched who is making the money? You may not like those answers? I tell you the truth. Russia is the number two military in the world and if they truly wanted to end Ukraine. They could do so in just a few days. Follow the money. 

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Regional starvation leads to global starvation. Except for those who have prepared, for those who are in the know and for those who planned it all. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Think about this. When starvation comes to your region or to the world. Who will starve and who won't? Who will be eating steaks and meats and who will be eating weeds and cactus? 

The rising meat prices is all planned and is evident by the words of the farmers. Their are laws against what those meat distributors are doing. So why hasn't the American government gone after them? The lack of other foods on the shelves is also planned events. 

So one option is to grow and raise your own foods. The other option is to starve. 

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Remember the story of the frog in the warm and nice Jacuzzi. Only to discover that the Jacuzzi is just the **crock pot. Your the frog. Slow cooking is ideal to avoid the panic and the collapse of the plan. Which is their meal. 

C.J.MacKechnie

So, what are your perceptions of things? Who defines your perceptions and understandings? What you see and know as nice may in fact be just a **crock pot to those who teach you. 

**NOTE: Crock in this instance is not cookware. 

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Time is running out. Once you realize your just the frog those who have planned their plans against you and for themselves. Their plans will be hastened. So keep quiet in the things you do. Cause the people within your community to prepare as well and to keep quiet. Do not speak with people about this who are not of you, your family, your friends or your community. Stop being the frog. 

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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Prophetic Question And More: (Unedited): 16-20 Dec 2021:

 As prophesied:

Question: What is holding back the rise of the first world government?

Answer: Nothing.

Step by step process. 

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The first world ruler is already in power and is already exercising his authority. 

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Experimental stage:

A variety of nations are conducting various degrees of human population control. Australia returns to prison island. Germany bully's citizens. Other European nations exercise lesser controls. The USA seems to be failing in human controls, probably because of inherent state rights and the sense of self defined freedom of each American individual. China is developing technological and permission controls. The media propaganda failures and success which seem to be along political ideologies. In those nations where there is no freedom there are food and water controls, the continuous threat of death to an individual, family or town. These are what I'm seeing in accordance to my own limited observational stand point.

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Note: Then my writing switched to this. I do not know why.

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The children of the first world government will know that it is OK to conduct violence against their own parents, the religious and the elderly.

C.J.MacKechnie

The children of the first world government will know that it is OK to conduct immediate violent actions against all of those who are seen or known to have been disobedient or non compliant to the new order.

C.J.MacKechnie

The children of the first world government will choose the government way without ever choosing and as a result the new world children will not hold any connection or importance to their own parents or even to their own children. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Added on 20 Dec 2021: 

After writing about the children. I immediately thought about Piggy Back Mind Control writing many years ago. You must realize how easy it is now to program the mind. If you do not. Then I suggest you do your own research. Watch out for people telling you without any data to back up claims. Mind control or brain washing goes all the way back to the early days of movie watching and how one movie theater used subliminal actions to increase sales of popcorn and coke. Now that most so called first world peoples have internet and content streaming at 4K. Maybe, the next iteration will enable mind entrainment piggy back signals which will train people how to think, what to think and how to act. 

When I started writing about the children it was a surprise and troubling. How would children be caused to be completely involved with the emerging one world government? While at the same time being caused not to have any real love or degree of importance to parents or family. This would be one method. Most likely one method of many. 

Eventually, any use of any digital media source will involve some sort of mind entrainment. 

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Read this at your convenience:

https://john-mackechnie.blogspot.com/2014/03/piggy-back-mind-control-unedited-15.html 

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Added on 20 Dec 2021: Prophecy Of The Children: 

Wow! completely forgotten. Oh Yea.

Post Birth Abortions: Or coined a different and more agreeable terminology. 

Within, the later half of the first and second generation of the children in the new first world government. The children will be tested for weaknesses and those found with defects will be quietly and discretely euthanized. This will happen first from one to two years after birth and then at 5 years old and then at ten years old. This will be for any disability or learning issue. This will be for eyesight issues and hearing problems. This will not be a choice but phrased in a way for the betterment of society.

Those adults who were allowed to live and have certain genetic defects will be made to no longer be able to have children. This will be both male and female. This will not be a choice.

Those who have become disabled or have been caused some degree of less functionality will be euthanized. Because why would any right thinking person desire to become or be a cause of hardship, suffering, concern for their family or their society. Because, it will become a sense of selfish greed to become a hardship to the world. In the future, the disabled will disappear from the world in a new world where everyone is strong and healthy. How is that so bad? No really, ask yourself that question and answer it. 

In the future retirement will mean death celebration. In the future any age related disability onset will mean death. In the future there will be no Hospice or nursing homes or housing for adults with lesser disabilities. This is because these people will not exist. 

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What about the gifted people who seem to always have had much suffering through their lives before they come to terms with their respective gifts. The gifted people will be made to think themselves as disabled or less than and that the best choice for society is for them to die. Think about that Mr. and Miss psychic person. Think about that empath's. I tell you the truth a young person with a high IQ can be made to think of themselves as stupid and being unable to learn. What will be his/her fate in adulthood? Think about that especially in the light of the other belief systems which are contrary to a natural state of individual identity. 

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Added content on 22 Dec 2021:

This is what you need to consider. I do not suggest that you read books like the "book of satan" or any other book which is offensive. You need to know this, that all of the actions of this world can be summed up in the very first verse. To build a world, it must be strong like steel and concrete. People must also be strong. Thus, which people are exactly celebrated in the world? Those who have found their strength or who are strong. Thus, who are weak must die. Think about that when you read what I've written the other day. As you begin to see more and more weak and sick disappear from the world. Know that the modern world you see today is of a satanic one. Especially when you see all of the steel and concrete. You also need to know that if you are in any disagreement with the satanic world. You are it's mortal enemy. It will not matter what you individually want to think or believe. Because, you believe in your own religion which is different than satanists - you must die. There will be no mercy or compassion for these are signs of weakness. Think about that when you see men in authority, the police, the military violently throw down old men and old women who are quietly disobedient or just to slow to respond. For these men who use brutal force are under the employ of satan. It matters not the words they speak. It only matters of their action or their presence of such actions. All they have to be is present and following orders in their own silent acquiescence. 

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"THE BOOK OF SATAN, I, 1. In this arid wilderness of steel and stone I raise up my voice that you may hear. To the East and to the West I beckon. To the North and to the South I show a sign proclaiming: Death to the weakling, wealth to the strong!"

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REPENT! REPENT! REPENT!

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Thunder War Auditory Prophecy: (Unedited): 07-10 July 2020

I was outside surrounded by storms. Darkness all around. Silent lightning flashing on the horizon and I knew them to be just lightning. But, it all evolved into a PTSD moment. When I knew the enemy is upon us in full force. There were bombs, bullets and missiles at every horizon and I only knew the sounds. The sudden flashes of silent light in the distance. The thunder in the clouds became warfare in my here and now. But, it was not a here and now it is a then to come. Just as the lightning precedes the thunder. I understand this as a time in the future. War is coming, but when. But, what kind of war and with whom? Is this going to be the American civil war. Where the Rainbow tsunami takes full control over the military and goes after the disobedient and defenseless Christian civilian population who still upholds God, family and the Constitution of the USA.
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How far is the horizon? How does that translate into time and distance? Is this a marker for an actual when in years? Does seconds mean years or does the distance mean years to wars come?
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Thunder in relation to lightning is all about time. Lightning must strike first and then the thunder comes when you begin to count the time. Then with the time you know the approximate distance. Get it.
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Here is a problem. I have not been in actual war or in actual battles. So how can I have a PTSD moment? It is simple but not really. In my twenties and thirties I had those two decades of PTSD issues directly related to my very bad childhood. My poor wife and children endured with me and often times not even knowing. No I do not drink, smoke anything legal or not. Nor to I take medications legal or not. So, I endured the full onset of these PTSD visions. This is what this vision was like a PTSD fully involved vision. Which did spark my memories of all of those old PTSD moments. They can be very powerful.
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Bringing Sin Into Israel: +5: (Unedited): 13-16 Sept 2018:

No matter how you justify it or how entitled you feel. Your secret sins are still sins. You already know it is sin when you sneak around or waiting to not be seen to go and do your sin. You are the willing participant who is bringing sin into Israel. For your sins. You will become a witness for the coming of curses into your house, your church, your family, your city, your state, your nation and the whole of the world.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Even tolerance is a sin. So when you tolerate and allow sin to parade into your streets. You will not be blessed. You and everyone else will be cursed. How many times did Israel curse themselves? Think about that when you the head of your house does secret sins and and a severe occurrence happens in which you the head of your house is perfectly fine. But, others are not. You pastors who allow men and women of continuing sin into your churches and celebrate them. Your curse shall also come unto all of you and there may be no relation to any of the allowed sins into the holy places. The curses in this world is nothing like the hells justice for everyone who believes in your words of acceptance and tolerance of culturally accepted sins. It is the Righteous and Holy God who is bringing hell just for you.
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You may think your doing a good deed for your church by bringing in equipment to take care of your church. Then spending hours while on the clock for someone else. This is stealing.
You may even think that because you do much work for the church and you may feel entitled to use other peoples equipment to do extra jobs for a little extra cash. This is still stealing resources.
I tell the truth even if you take your own trash from your house and drop it into someones elses big massive commercial trash can. Your stealing their resources. Besides what harm is it anyway? Sin is still sin especially when you zoom away hopefully not seen. They you go to church on Sunday to lead music. Really...
You Christian still do this even after spending hours in the Holy Bible daily while on the clock to do a job for someone else. What are you stealing now? Reading the Holy Bible while your supposed to be doing work in which your getting paid for.
Then what does it mean when you have a helper and you cause him to sin along with you?
Then when you take care of your church. Your pastor must know and not question. Maybe, your pastor is thankful for the efforts. Ignorance maybe bliss but it is still allowing sin into Israel. So the pastor chooses ignorance instead of righteous questioning. The pastor and the whole of the congregation will suffer curses which will come for them all. Those curses will not be related to the sins. God can bring His disciplines upon anyone by any means necessary and He decides it.
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 Sins Curse You: (Unedited): 14 Sept 2018:
By surrounding yourself with sins and idols will bring similar curse upon you and your people just as what has occured to Israel in the past as written of in the Holy Bible.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Idol Worship Sin: (Unedited): 14 Sept 2018:
Any distraction which keeps you from cleanliness, holiness and righteousness is a sin in of itself. A harmless and fun sin which you make into an idol of god worshiped and studied.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Sneaking Accolades Curse: (Unedited): 15 Sept 2018:
Sneaking around and secretly doing good deeds for your church. While receiving accolades by the church is still you bringing sins into Israel. Which will end up you bringing curses upon all who are in the church. Even if they are not aware.
C.J.MacKechnie
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When you bring sin into Israel even by sneaking them inside no matter the reason. All of the curses to your church and to your family will all be on you. Even if those curses are not directly related to you. So when you bring sin into your church and people begin to die in unexplained ways. It is all your fault. Oh How can I say that? Oh dare I say all of this. Pointing blame on you. Do not forget "I AM, the blame". My use of *I AM is me assigning all blame upon me as you should also be assigning all blame onto you as well. All have sinned and that means all of humanity as in every human being everywhere from the first one to you in whatever your present now is.
All of the sins of your ancestors and mine are within you and I. Which means you and I have been so devolved by all of humanities historical sins. That we all have become sin incarnate. To the degree that the lie of the world says humanity is evolving. Humanity has not evolved. Because both Adam and Eve walked with the actual real presence of God. By the time of Moses only a glancing glimpse. Then to humanity today. How many human beings would lose their minds if God actually proved himself in a less than way than he did with Moses and the exodus people. Would I lose my mind? Probably.
This is why every adult should teach their own children To go and sin no more and then expect it. While at the same time admitting our own faults and failures. I have.
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Our Children Depart: (Unedited): 16 Sept 2018:
The further we(humanity) go into sin the further our children depart from God.
C.J.MacKechnie
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Bible Verses are many. Go seek and find.
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Wisdom Taste: (Unedited): 16 Sept 2018:
Go and eat the knowledge and taste the wisdom. 
C.J.MacKechnie
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Note:* My use of the name "I AM" signifies each of us sinners becoming like gods and defining what sin means to each of us. My use of "I AM" seems to be insulting but it is not. Because when we sin we are like a god in decision and our decision to sin is a decision which we each decide is greater than the Commandments of God. So when you(I) sin and you(I) know your(I'm) sinning and you(I) continue to plan to sin some more. Which is more insulting my use of I AM or you or I being an I AM? Read the purple words below.

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Safe Places: (Unedited): 09 April 2018:

The safest places shall be those places where the local population rejects all sin while striving to become holy and righteous in the accepting eyes of God.
C.J.MacKechnie
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This is prophecy. Those who find a good place do not hold onto it with fervor. For if the angels of the Lord come to you and say it is time to go. Do not whine, Do not complain and do not negotiate. Just go and trust that your loved ones decide to go as well. If asked or approached.
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Do not allow sinful people to curse your holy place or your family. Tell those who wish to remain dirty to go and be dirty elsewhere. It may be better for you and your family to go in silence and in secret to another place. Do not argue, do not debate and do not fight. You may not even need to know where you are going. Always trust in the Lord and the Holy Spirit to be your sole guiding compass.
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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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National Anthem: Freedom Fades: (Edited): 29 Dec 2017:

When you're dressed in the blood of your brothers/sisters and enemies, then the National Anthem will become truly important to you.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Freedom Fades: (Edited): 28 Dec 2017:

What is the importance of property and wealth when it fades away with your freedoms?

C.J.MacKechnie

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Remember Family Relationships: (Edited): 28 Dec 2017:

You will begin to remember that your true wealth and prosperity is not in things and dirt. It is in the real relationships and with those who are your family. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Out of nowhere have I written this. Does that mean the USA is close to war? The civilian population is helpless, fat and apathetic. As of today, I think war is coming. If an EMP device(s) is detonated, we will all see just how close to the government math is when and if up to 90% of the American population dies in the first year.
You're a target as well, Europe. Because when the USA is neutralized, who will protect you? When Russia's complete reach of their layered Air Defense network goes deeply into western Europe, your civilians may not even be aware of Russia as you struggle to survive without anything. Your Pope will glorify in his new found power before he is killed upon his own altar by those snakes whom he negotiated with. Everyone knows they are all snakes.
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Flags of death have become popular. Do you not wear blacks and grays to funerals after someone has died? Is this a symbolic indication that the belief of the American way of life has died? If not, what have you done, or how many have you harmed, cheated or stolen from? Especially on Monday, the day after you went to church as you always do. When you harm another American in any way you are the walking death of America.

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Here is a flag of sin which leads to a flag of sinful death. The Christians through their own sinful acceptance and tolerance of this falsehood shall only see the end of what has been given to them. When you allow sin to be openly celebrated and absorb power as the LGBTQ have now, you may find yourselves outcasts and rejects in a country given to you by God. What will happen next? Outlawing Christianity, as is occurring in Europe, Australia and all over the world. Then comes the freedom to kill Christians as they are a blight to the world for those who demand the freedom to sin. Look at Prophecy Christian. It is the saints who lose badly in this world and God is the sole victor. Remember that the next time your elected politicians and judges have secret meetings with the LGBTQ groups. Remember that the next time the LGBTQ groups have parades and celebrations in your communities.
Remember that the next time you do business with anyone or organization which supports the LGBTQ. Because we all vote with our money, bringing forth the curses of God upon you all as spoken of in Revelation. It will be known to God that you did not participate in the running of what once was your country. It will also be known to God that all Christians allowed sin to walk openly in your communities with pride.

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The face of American disrespect. Is that what he wanted? Probably not. He wanted to make a point and it backfired. I used to be a NFL football fan. If this was 50 or 100 years ago he would have been branded a traitor or worse. But, then again, if it was 50 or 100 years ago he would not have the opportunities he has. Because of his God given gifts as a human being, maybe he should have spoken out against the lies and deceptions which is still believed as truths by every common person in the world - the belief in the races of humanity. The races of humanity is a lie. The absolute truth is that we all are one relation or one family as spoken by the indigenous tribes of North America and then proven correct through DNA profiling of 1985 and then later refined by the completion of The Human Genome Project of 2003. We are all brother and sister to each other. This is truth.

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 To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
==============
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Lonely Abandon: (Unedited): 21 July 2017:

The loneliness from apparent abandonment you feel. May not be because of those who have left you. It may be because it was you who abandoned the good things, the righteous ways. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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Young people of this modern era seem to be abandoning their families. Without a single care in the world except only for themselves. The cost of this abandonment is huge. The consequences of which will be even the loss of their family title, family position and their family name. Once the family branch begins to die. It dies unless drastic measures immediately takes place. But, if those persons who are genetically responsible for the continuation of their own family name continues being a prodigal. Then the family name dies. If the female children decide they are lesbian. Then the genetic line dies with them even though they may not continue the name. If the male children decide they are gay. Then both the family name and their genetic line dies with them. No matter the reason. The family branch dies. This is what happens when the entire family succumbs to sins. It is the final consequence of lives on the sinful path of death.
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I know my place in the grand scheme of things. There is none lower than me when it comes to family acceptance or worth of relationship. I know this and have come to accept it. It is just what it is. The fate of what life has been dealt to me. I seem to have been dealt a hand of cards in which everyone can see and yet I remain all in. Two of hearts, Three of diamonds, Five of spades, seven of clubs and the next card is an nine of hearts. I remain all in. I know I'm gonna lose and yet. I'm ever present. My adoptive father like gambling. I highly suspect in ran odds of probabilities in his head. Yea, he was that smart.
 I know truths about many smart people. You know like the false wisdom of knowing what the correct answer is verbally, while still not doing what is right, actually. Then continue to sin while in the secrecy of your cell phones. Then when the consequences of life continually pound you into the ground. Then say they are just living the life of Job. While never acknowledging that Job was a righteous man. Righteous men do not commit adultery in their minds, in their heart are upon their physical bodies. Yep, that is three sins in one.
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Go and read my personal note below. You wayward sons and daughters. You who have the responsibility to continue your family name and genetic lineage. Know that I call you murderers. This is not an accusations as more than it is what your actually doing to your families. All because some cultural rule says you can live however you want. This is yet another form of absolute freedom where the consequence is death of your own family. No family is perfect. There was no rule book on how to raise you. For living the lives as you have selfishly chosen. The death of your family is on your hands. There is always hope. There is always forgiveness and acceptance back into your own families. To reestablish your family name and continue on your family genealogy. For once they are gone. It is over. It is all on you. No matter what lies and deceptions you want to believe as your truths. They are still lies and deceptions. No one has the power to change lies into truths and truths into lies. All of that takes place within your own flavor of delusion. Even if your delusion was a learned behavior from the world in which you decided to believe over the traditions of your own family.
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Just go back home to your own family. 

Seek forgiveness and offer forgiveness.

Return to the righteous and holy path as established by the Holy Bible.

C.J.MacKechnie

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Some people never had a home or even a family to return to. It is my intention to help prevent the extinction of your family name and your family genealogy. By hoping you choose to do what is right instead of what is correct for you.
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Personal Note: I'm still a deeply flawed human being. Yea, I have an attitude problem. I'm a man of sin. That animalistic *feralness is still in me. I'm working on it.
I had a flash back the other day. I ran away from a foster home which was abusing/starving me. Of course I'm the one who became the bad criminal as I'm the one who broke the laws. It is just how it is in foster care. The foster child is always guilty. That is until the body is discovered then the foster parents are questioned. Anyway, I went home. Because, I deeply loved the adopted mother who tried to kill me many times and perpetually abused and tortured me. Which includes being knocked out hundreds of times. As an adult I see the insanity. But, I guess the child would rather die then to be without. So, I snuck into the house and my mom was passed out in the bed. So I ate food and drank a lot of coke. Then went outside to find friends. Until dad came home. They all were told that I was run over by a truck and killed. Something very plausible as I was nearly blind (20/900+, astigmatism) and I was well traveled on my bike. Friendships were never ever re-established. Not that I was a good person by any means. I was not a good person in any degree. That is how I obtained the nick name "TAX". Anyone who messed with me paid. That is a law of survival on the streets. The awful memories flood into my mind as I write this.
Parents who have kids in foster care. Seem to always place accusations and blame solely on the child. In list form. All to save themselves from social ridicule and social shame. But, the neighbors, friends and family tend to believe the parents and continue to reject the child. For being bad bad bad. Never questioning as to why. To question a person seems disrespectful.
Personal Note 2:
Like I said. I know my place. From always being on the outside looking inside. I had always hope my dad would have children after his evil wife died. So that way, both his name and his genetics would continue on. That never happened. I would have even surrendered my name and changed it to John Doe. Why I say that is not some deep dark psychology of absolute rejection. Well maybe. It is because I see the importance of family, family name, family honor, family respect, family cohesiveness, family acceptance, Family acknowledgement and family love. I still would if a cousin who has refused to have children wanted my name for his new baby.
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*feralness is a word. I just invented it. Just right click word. Then select add to dictionary. So there. It means a feral person who has become semi civilized and then tends to react to certain psychological stimuli in a typical feral manor.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy or entitlements.
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Evil Government People: (Unedited): 30 Sept 2016:

Blind Obedience to a corrupt and self serving government. Is you perpetuating their brand of evil upon the people and maybe the world. 

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Does it matter to you or are you just surviving and thriving at the expense of others. When you create your own form of evil in support of a corrupt and self serving government. You have become your own self defined evil. Even though you may not think of it as such. As soon as you cause harm and suffering upon any other living soul. You are harming yourself more. You are losing your own honor.
As you also begin to figure out how you can profit more from the corruption within the Government you wholly support. You shall eventually lose everything, your wealth, your family, your honor. You may even become so blind that you may not even be aware until all of those things which are truly important are gone.
When you receive satisfaction, happiness and even ecstasy from causing others to suffer because of some minor offense. You are evil. There is no more becoming evil for you. Beware of those living signposts of great warning which are in your life. When a person who used to be of importance to you. Speaks and tells you that you used to be a good person and had a good name. That truth becomes a dagger which shall enrage you as your blind arrogant pride has been harmed. So you think you must cause them even more harm and suffering and you do so.
The soul which is still good. Will reflect upon those words as a fresh branding from a red hot iron. Hopefully this reflection will lead to repentance which leads to a return to righteousness.
What shall be the cost when you return to goodness. A complete loss to your place in the world. A loss of your worldly wealth and respect. A loss to your worldly future. Can you see how even you have become corrupted to a world which will eventually end by fire?
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Pool Digging: (Unedited): 11 Aug 2016:

Excitement in your mind, anticipation in your heart as you dig your own wonderful swimming pool in this rich world. Only to come to know that the rich world, which gives to all who puts forth a profitable effort. Has convinced you to dig your own lonely grave in the cold dark soil.

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The importance of gold, silver and money is all very important in the world systems we all have to live in. Even your worldly education which must be tied to approved accomplishments is now very crucial to any worldly wealth generation.
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Yet, at the same time. We have all forgotten what the true wealth of the world is. Such as true family, real friends, genuine wisdom and spiritual development. We all have forgotten what is truly important in this world. In which those brothers and sisters which have maintained tribal or native wisdom's. May in fact be one of the keys to our survival as a species of human beings.
Love, Peace, Harmony, Life and the Laws of God is how we exist. The essential wisdom's of Harmony is still with the Tribal or Native peoples. Yet, all we can do as modern thinking people is laugh at how they live and automatically discount what they know as inferior and with little value.
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It is crucially important for the Native, Tribal and first peoples to openly go forth and begin teaching their most secret wisdom's in regards, to life, love, peace, harmony and the laws. To continue to keep these specific wisdom's secret only hastens the extinction of all of the peoples of a singular humanity.
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The prophecy of the first peoples, native and tribal peoples is this. They all will be continued to be threatened into either extinction or to become a part of the modern world. In which the modern world will lead all human beings into extinction. This is because the modern world has abandoned righteousness, wisdom and spirituality. One of the keys to human survival is in the wisdom's of these ancient peoples. Harmony is a part of the logical formula to life. In which the absence of harmony does end with extinction of the whole. If you do not have harmony then you will have chaos. There is no nothingness to be in between them.
Life = Love + Harmony + Peace + Laws

 This is an all inclusive formula. In truth you cannot have one without any of the other purple elements. Sure there are more positive words assigned to this formula to form a multi dimensional formula. But, it isn't for me to write or to even know. I'm meant to focus on these five word elements. Even how I write these five purple words is most likely in error. The fact that there are these five purple words is what needs to be focused upon.
Just like there is an inverse to the five purple word formula which is:
Death=Hate+Chaos+War/Conflict+Lawlessness
All of those five words as well as their associated negative word elements all leads to varying degrees of death and extinction. As in individually, family, city, state, nation, ethos, everyone. one of these shall always lead up to the other. Or is it like lighting an explosives fuse in the middle with bombs on either side and all around. Have you ever seen a fire works explosion? or a fireworks factory explosion. One just does not explode. They all go off eventually in an apparent random set of explosions. In which the first to blow causes all other to eventual blow or to become destroyed in some manor. 
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What Home Is: (Unedited): 04 July 2016:

The evidence of a fractured family can be seen in the children who lose the conceptual understanding of what home is. 

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Hearing children talk can be very revealing. A young person comes to a school for a public event. He is alone but wants to play a sport. His mom is in jail and his dad is where ever. What he says is his address is "where he stay at". His friend also has an address of "where he stay at". He stays with an aunt and is not with him for support. Another friend is also staying at a place but just didn't show up for an event he really wanted to go to.
Yep. This caused the flashback time. Back to my foster care days. In which I knew that those families and homes were just places I was staying at. It never occurred to be that they would ever become a home. The word home, family and love were concepts in which I had no real experience or understanding of.
Today, In the presence of my children I posed the question "What is home?" Along with the other words like what, why, How and who. Their answers are private for all of you readers. But, I smiled and the knowing that they all knew. Is a wonderful feeling. That a former foster kid of two different states. Having Endured various forms of abuse and torture. Having coming close to death many times. A family has been established in spite of the fact that we have been just one level above being homeless for the last twenty six plus years. Yet for all of our financial hardship. Our children know what home is. In that hope. I hope the lessons of family and home make it to the grand kids and great grand kids as something which is important to know and to work for.
You do not have to be poor and not know what home is. You can also be very wealthy. I have seen this to. Where children have become strangers to their own parents. To such a degree that the children prefer the relationship with non family members over their own flesh and blood relatives. But, the mom and dad still provide them cash, cars and credit cards. I've watched them drunk and drugged up. Of course this is not every rich kid or every kid who grows up in unfortunate circumstances.
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3 Kinds of Wealth: (Edited): 25 Jan 2016:

People can develop three kinds of wealth in their lives, all of which must be taught to and learned by any person. The three kinds of wealth are Worldly, Family and Spiritual. 

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For me, trying to explain this is way above my pay grade. This is better suited for those who have been educated in the areas of wealth and finance. I just did not inherit the ability, the desire or was fortunate enough to have a working understanding in regards to any aspect of wealth. I'm merely doing my best and I understand that my best may not be good enough. I only have the very basics of understanding. Kindergarten level maybe.
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Worldly Wealth is that wealth you create for yourself in the world financial systems during this single life of yours here on Earth. It is very short term wealth with huge restrictions. Once you die and pass away, all of your wealth is recycled and kept within the world financial systems. You cannot take any of the worldly wealth with you after you die. So a span of only about 50-80 years is basically the limit of any worldly wealth-creation for any single person and is directly tied to the life span of each individual person. Then it is over for you and all of your wealth returns to the real owner. Worldly wealth is illusionary for the temporary user. The temporary user of any form of worldly wealth is every short lived human being who has been blessed by the god/ruler/owner of this world.
There are many kinds of worldly wealth. There is great dimensionality in the varieties of illusionary wealth in the world. You can easily see all of them in a variety of financial reports and financial news shows all around the world. There is even much education in regards to finance and wealth building. That is very obvious.
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Family Wealth is that wealth you create for yourself in the natural act of procreation and human relation with the opposite gender. Your direct and personal involvement in the lives of your children is what creates the next healthy and stable generation of you. Your children are that reflection of both parents. Both parents mean one natural female and one natural male. If the generations of family keep the wisdom of what each generation has learned from those living or recently-passed-on relatives, then their wealth cannot be measured in any worldly sense and can be viewed in the spiritual realms.
Family Wealth can have a direct impact on the wealth created within the worldly financial systems. But this must be seen, known and understood as temporary, unstable and imaginary wealth. The importance of worldly wealth is less than Family Wealth. Once you begin to consider that worldly wealth is superior to family wealth, then your family wealth will begin to erode and crumble. Your family wealth created or lost by your decision is the only form of wealth which is real, important and stable on this Earth, so long as you are obedient to the word of God.
Family wealth is medium-term wealth, meaning it can last for generations past the original parents who have made their family pack and new beginnings. Family wealth is conditional, which means each person within the family must freely choose to abide by, honor and respect all of the rules and laws of God. (Life = Love, Peace, Harmony, Law).
Family wealth is a transcending wealth, meaning that family wealth can both have a very real effect in worldly wealth as well as spiritual wealth, but only as long as you freely and willfully abide by the will of God.
There is dimensionality to family wealth. The definition of family can apply to those who are in agreement with you in beliefs and faith. Your defined family does not have to be directly related within your own family lineage. They can be friends in association. Who is my brother? Once you internally pose this question, you will discover your answer to family which seems to have always been present, especially when you realize that all of your genetic coding is more than 99.9% identical to everyone else on this planet. Let that factual number sink in and it is a very large number. It can be equated to astronomical numbers. So I ask again, who is in your family? And who is your brother or sister? Those people in that Asian Church? What about those people in that Black church? What about them at the Latino/Hispanic church? And so on? So as long as all of you choose to keep yourselves separated and isolated from one another, you will never become one family with the greatest wealth which can be achieved on this planet. This is something which supercedes money, property, power and authority. This is a collective decision and sign of the times which will effect true positive change in the world forever.
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Spiritual Wealth is largely unknown and not truly believed in this world. Creating spiritual wealth is that very crucial long-term investment. Once you begin to believe that your entire physical being is not real and that worldly wealth is based on the imagination through simple agreement, your perspective and plans begin to shift away from the world and into those things which are truly real and important, which is your true spiritual self and your spiritual family. Who is your spiritual family? Almost everyone. Who is your physical family? Everyone. The evidence that everyone is your physical family has only been recently proven to be valid through the Human Genome project. So from that basic understanding, one can begin to Love one another, live in peace, Exist in harmony, Respect and cherish life. This is the beginning of physical and mental goodness, which you can consider an investment which should pay dividends to your children and great-grandchildren, assuming they follow along these investments as you have begun them.
Through dedicated and purposeful prayer, meditation and contemplation throughout your physical life, you can begin to realize that there is a definite spiritual structure all around everything and from that spiritual structure you can glean truthful spiritual information designed and given to you specifically. This can usually begin with the spiritual laws which will lead you onto the path of humble righteousness and unassuming holiness. From this point the meaningful and purposeful connections begin to merge your spirit, mind and body to God. Spiritual wealth grows exponentially in a manner which seems to be impossible for me to mentally fathom at this time and level of my own life. I do know there is ever lasting continuation that is not measurable in any worldly system ever created or that ever will be created.
The spiritual wealth that you build is the only wealth which goes with you when you go to sleep for that last time of your physical life. This is why it is long-term. No other kinds of wealth go with you, not even family wealth.
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Worldly Wealth.      Short Term.              Most Important
Family Wealth.        Medium Term.         Important when convenient
Spiritual Wealth.      Long Term.              Doesn't exist and for the foolish to pursue
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To love one another.

To live in peace.

To exist in harmony.

To cherish/respect life. 

To obey/honor the Laws of God.

To become the holy and righteous people as The Heavenly Father intended us all to be.

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Good Fruit Prepper: (Unedited): 22 Jan 2016:

Possible repeat quote: I've added the word prepper to the title only to note the focus.
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It is better to have a few good fruit, than it is to have many fruit with a few bad mixed in, ruining the whole lot.

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The vision starts with the event and the journey many preppers will make to various stores to gain or steal last chance items for survival. Many individuals, families and groups do plan these things. Then I see a group of dark men who lie in wait for the obvious doomsday prepper who will rush out of a grocery, hardware, hunting, fishing store with a basket of nonperishable foods, tolls and other stuff. Then the dark men will follow him to his home or bug out location and do great harm to him and all of those inside. For the value is in the fortress and supplies that the dark men desire. For their troops they do want and desire.
Then I see almost everywhere. Dark men lie in wait to simply follow survivalist and doomsday preppers from club/group type of meetings to their homes. This is surveillance on those unsuspecting survivalists and doomsday preppers. This is done knowing full well that when the day comes and the dark men know it will. They will attack with ancient war like brutality and honor no rules. They will kill everyone except those whom they will abuse/torture at their leisure and pleasure. There will be no escape from the dark men's brutality. Do not think there will be any escape. For their tortures upon you will forever physically prevent you from escape. (To awful to explain further).
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The scene changes to the above quote and to those Holy Bible stories of choosing the few good men. Your doomsday prepper family, club or group must also contain righteousness and holiness as a survival quality within your groups guidelines and bylaws.Think about Noah and his family. Do you think Noah had other family members? Aunts, Uncles, cousins nephews and nieces? They were not saved. Nor were they chosen.
Lot and his wife were chosen to be saved and even in their own arrogance they tried to negotiate with those Angels trying to save them. Then Lots wife turned to look back and in her decision after being chosen. She convicted herself by a simple desire of the heart. I think this is also prophetic. Because, there will be those who have been chosen and your every thought and desire in any given moment will convict you. It will also exclude you from being saved.
There are other stories in the Bible which limit the military forces of an attacking group by a simple test of drinking water.
No matter how your end comes. No matter if there will be a rapture or not. Your last thoughts and desires will be important. Will you worship and praise God as you witness the torture and slaughter of your family? Will you hate God because the rapture was a manufactured lie of religious men of prosperity whom God may claim to have never known. Will you beg, accuse, negotiate and plead with God to save you after you have chosen to take the mark of the beast?
If or when the Angels come for you. Will you refuse to leave? argue? debate? negotiate? Will your stuff, your family memorabilia, your properties and your wealth be too much for you too leave behind? You may not even have an opportunity for hesitation. As your hesitation may be all that is needed to prevent you from being saved. You cannot negotiate with a lion.
The devout and chosen remnant may very well be very small within the USA or in the lands formerly known as America. There are keys to becoming a remnant. Those persons who have freely chosen to live their lives righteously and holy as only recognized by only God. Those who are chosen to be a remnant are decided by only God and not by the understanding or explanation by any man. No matter how many expensive planes they have or want.
Here is the point. It is better for you to exclude those persons who are not righteous or holy. Than it is to accept them because they have that critical skill or talent. One bad apple can ruin a whole bushel. This is very serious. This is where faith and trust comes in. Your faith and trust must be in God first and not in Smith and Wesson. In order to remain within the protection of the Holy Spirit. You must constantly remain in like mind and correct heart. To remain in the protection of the Holy Spirit may also be your martyrdom as in the ongoing accounts of the Middle eastern Christians who are being tortured and slaughtered right now. All aspects of Christian memory and history is being destroyed right now. Yet, they have no rapture for them.
Be careful whom you may choose to walk along with.
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Yes, this writing will shake up your doomsday or survivalist prepper group. It should. If you believe that righteousness and holiness is important in life given to all of us by GOD. Then you already know.  You already know that associating with those who only have faith in their Colts and Rugers. Leads to only emptiness, destruction, death and conviction.
Jesus was tortured and murdered. The apostles ended their lives HOW? Many untold number's of Christians died in the Roman coliseum or along the sides of roads hung on crosses. What makes you think your any more important than they? With Love Jesus prayed for their forgiveness. With Love Steven prayed for their forgiveness as he was stoned. Jesus had all of the power and authority. Jesus had command of multitude of angels and yet he gave his life in a very horrific manor. What makes you think the easy road will be for you?
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1). Dark Men is not a racial term. It is one which denotes evil intent. I will admit. It maybe Islamic men. They seem to be dark skinned. But, Islamic men are not just dark skin toned. Think about the American, Russian, Mexican and Chinese.
2). Every single comment I make no matter where it is or how old it is. Everything must be checked by the Bible and judged against the logical formula for life. Which is Life = Love + Peace + Harmony + Laws of God. If anything i write/communicate disagrees. Then I am wrong and so is any other person. No matter how rich or famous they are. No matter how important the world thinks of them.
3). It is your responsibility to open your own Bible and check those Bible stories i reference.
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Yes, These are important: John Guandolo. You Tube search term with less than 1 year. To find more info. It is important to match his Quran versus with what he is saying. Get the facts and actually verify them.
https://www.splcenter.org/hatewatch/2015/08/10/disgraced-former-fbi-agent-john-guandolo-providing-anti-muslim-law-enforcement-training
https://www.understandingthethreat.com/
https://youtu.be/8NvVNVW7Alo
https://youtu.be/vKwT6M4-t2Q
https://youtu.be/unVS7y2_-94
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Thankful Hope: Memories Hope: Dark Absence: (Unedited): 20 Nov 2015:

All of the hope you will ever need in life, Is deep within the core of your being.

The hope you do have is more than sufficient for any dream you may have.

A good way to see, to discover the hope that is within you. Is to be thankful for what you do have. 

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For many people and many young people. They seem to know that they have no hope, never had any hope and never will have hope. If there is to be any hope then it will come from soon to be seen leader. Then when that leader is gone. Hopelessness returns. This is a false belief system. No one can take away your hope or even give you hope. All of the hope you have ever experienced no matter how small. Was all based in your own decision to have hope for that little moment in time.
All of the hope you will ever have is solely conditional upon your own mental decision and emotional desire to have hope. Your hope doesn't have to be focused but it is ok if it is for a time. upon one teacher, one leader, one famous person or even on one family member. It is OK to be excited and hopeful with other people as the hope being around other people seems to become magnified.
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2015 Thanksgiving approaches and as it does occur every year here in the USA. Thanksgiving does not have to be an only American holiday. Thanksgiving should be a holiday for the whole world and celebrated everyday. Being Thankful is a very good reminder of those things which began with hope.

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Memories Hope: (Unedited): 23 Nov 2015: 

The hopes of old become manifest in our memories of gratitude.

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 Search your memories for anything good. For some people this can be very tough. Like for me and my childhood. But, there can be some good ones. No matter how fleeting they may be. Playing baseball was good for me. Sleeping in the cradle of my Camphor tree in Clearwater, Fl. The hope of playing a game and of the hope of sleeping peacefully in a tree. Looking forward to a thing is basic hope. No matter how difficult life can be in your life right now. You can allow yourself to have hope. You can plan for yourself to create new and good memories. These are all in your hope. Then when you do create a good memory amongst so many bad memories. They shall always stand out in your own mind as good. The good thoughts/memories which shall begin to overpower the bad thoughts/memories in time.
I am thankful to my "former best friends family" (See Note) for allowing me to sleep over often and feeding me often. i am thankful for my Black Webco Motocross bike which game me freedom to escape.
I am thankful for the short time I played baseball. I am thankful for the few times I slept in the Camphor tree as a child. I am thankful for the few times I slept under the big pier 60 on Clearwater Beach. I am thankful for sleeping inside of Hwy 19 train track bridge. I am thankful for the pizza I ate out of the trash can for Shakey's pizza (Hwy60). I am thankful for the thrown out burgers from burger king in the green pickle bucket. I am thankful for the popcorn at the Clearwater 4 movie theaters.
Even in these awful memories which caused me to go to other places. I was thankful.
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Something happened when I was alone in the dark with myself and being completely distraught and crying into the Gulf of Mexico. All I want is a family. To be not alone any more. To be wanted. To be loved. Is that to much for any one person to have. No matter how worthless they are. No matter how dumb, stupid and retarded they are. No matter how less than they are to everyone else.  These were not words just deep emotions of personal truths of knowing. Even if they were my own lies and deceptions. Pushed into me by the world and of my adoptive family.
From there at this point in be young adult life. That from this point on this darkened lonely beach in Clearwater. I found hope. Even though I had no idea what hope was or was even able to recognize hope as something good. Hope was there. In that time of my life when I was darker than a secluded beach with no moon or stars. The glimmer of hopes light was ever present.
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Note: "Former Best friend" A person such as myself became so bad. That he and his family had to end the relationship with me. It was all my fault. I had become that bad. I had become dangerous. In any of my writings where I include some personal history. Do not assume that it was someones else fault. I was and had become that bad. When there is an absence of goodness in your life. I guess you become a part of that darkness. I had done that.
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Dark Absence: 23 Nov 2015:

Where there is an absence of goodness. You can become a part of that darkness.

C.J.MacKechnie

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The longer a person remains in the darkness the more they lose themselves to the darkness. Until, the life they had of their own is lost forever. Becoming filled with  worthless apathy of lonely meaningless absence. Becoming a darkened shell of nothing important within, with no control, no power, no hope. but, wait. Did you read above?
That is the one thing that I remember most in reflecting. How I started to become so bad that anyone who was good began to absolutely reject me. Shouldn't that be the opposite in life. When a child is in such a dark place that the light of goodness becomes like that life saving beacon of a light house?
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