Been Wanted (Unedited). Personal Content:

Have you ever been wanted? Have you ever been loved? Have you ever been cared for?
Like foster kids are wanted, loved and cared for? Do you know what I'm going to write about? or reveal?
Before, I met the love of my life. I knew what is was not like to be wanted, to be loved and to be cared for.
I knew my adoptive mom only wanted to blame me for everything. I knew that my adoptive mom loved to beat me and lock me in the closet. I knew my adoptive parents cared more for their liquor, beer and cigarettes.
Most of the foster parents I had only Wanted the extra income. Loved their own biological families while keeping us/me separated, isolated and divided from them. They even seemed to care about the extra savings and deceptions told to case workers about the meals served. Three hot meals a day may be the truth spoken to the case workers. Three hot meals may sound good until you realize they are sample portions. Its just to bad the case workers never had time to physically look at the skin and bone kids, Let alone really look at my bones showing through the skin.
Some foster parents would even abuse the kids in accordance to their own psychological defects. Which is often times over looked as the foster kids have been psychologically damaged by their own biological families. These kids are easy targets. How can you prove anything? No case worker ever asked me or even cared to ask, my side of the story, They automatically assumed I'm the guilty party every time.
 Foster kids often come to a very real decision. That it is safer to live on the streets than it is in a foster home.  Being wanted, loved and cared for can be found everywhere. It is often defined by the ones who is doing it and not who is receiving it. So, have you been wanted, loved and cared for? just like a foster kid in the USA or even in this world? C.J.MacKechnie
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 My story of abuse is rare. Being an adopted person from the age of 5 months. Find the positive message and positive inspiration. If you are a devout Christian family. Your needed by the 500,000 kids who have only known a life of abuse and torture by their own biological families. Today as in right now, There seems to be about 500,000 good Christian families who are willing to take in these unwanted and unloved Children. These kids who continually suffer from their first crime in life. That is being born to bad parents. Remember the words of Jesus in regards to children. Pray and take the necessary actions from the out pouring of your own hearts.
Research on YouTube these words. Former foster kids stories. abused foster kids. foster kids.
The failure rate of a foster kid is nearly 90%. That is because they are not loved or cared for. They are not educated or even have a marketable skill. Still in many states these foster kids become homeless at the age of 18. When they "age out".
What would you do in life if you knew that no one ever cared for you and that you only had value so as long the money was coming in? Street life and prostitution. Think about these last words and relate it to prostitution. A foster kid psychologically knows so as long as they are bringing in money they have value to the foster parents. Are you getting my words. Drug dealing to prostitution. The pimp loves the young girl who brings in the most money and hates/beats the girls who do not. The high level drug dealer loves the kid who sells the most and kills the ones who runs their mouths and sells the least. Simple rules that former foster kids have already learned from the foster care system.
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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Without Appreciation (unedited). 01/31/2011

The person who has sold their soul. Can take all they can from you without appreciation. Even your life. C.J.MacKechnie

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 The great mortal human deception. The selling of your soul in the receiving of your selfish desires. To receive the gifts from the evil one who rules this world. The false illusion that when you die, all of you dies. Yet, you refuse to believe that your soul is eternal and that you even retain your identity. Minus environmental and human genetic dispositions. You are you and you will always be you, even when the physical body, the real you resides in stops working/dies.

The selling of your soul is possible and it is a no win and a losing situation for you.

Just search YouTube for "Selling your soul". It is sad.

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Holiness Wickedness (unedited). 01/31/2011

The difference between holiness and wickedness. Is the holy person always gives unconditionally. While the wicked always takes. If the wicked person does give a little back. It is usually because he has already stolen a lot more. C.J.MacKechnie
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A person who gives only that which is required by a minimum standard or requirement, or even less than. Is the evidence of their heart and of their life's intentions. A man who loves does not stop giving at 10 %. A man who genuinely cares does so until the end of the problem or drama.

C.J.MacKechnie
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 Holiness and wickedness can be found in people, organizations and in churches. Which can easily be seen logically and in the math. If your a member of a large church and the amount of money received stays within the church and enriching those physical humans who are in control of it. There is your answer to wickedness. If the people in your church numbers in the many hundreds and thousands and the true out reach programs cannot be manned and operated full time. Your church has a big problem.
If your church primarily located in a marketable area projected for huge financial growth. Then the god of your church is green.
If your church often ignores the helpless and hopeless, in the hopes they will go elsewhere. You have deep issues in your church.
If your church has a single ministry, divorce ministry, teen ministry, ladies ministry, men ministry and which ever else social related ministry. All the while your church cannot cannot man a full time food and clothes bank, embrace foster parents and former foster kids, just for instance.
If the name of your church has been neutralized.  That is evidence that your church has separated itself from the one true GOD of all.
Wickedness is where you find it. Amongst the godless and unholy. Led by the selfish and greedy.

Am I really being judgmental or am I stating the obvious in which the socially correct doesn't want me to rock the boat. Is it because, your church has become a fortune cookie church. In which the message is always positive until you reach your car door and your unable to remember what was taught. But, the professionally paid singers and musicians were great.
If your church has become an entertainment center. Then your tithes and offerings are your paid admission.
 Am I really the bad person here. Is it OK for a bad man to wear a suit while it is not OK for another bad man to smell bad and be poorly dressed, maybe even homeless? Is it OK for a bad to to smile and beg for money while it is not OK for a different bad man to have a knife?  Oh yes, you Luke warm and easily deceived Christians. Watch out and step aside for those homeless types, They may lead you to a cross.
If you are in a large wealthy church and your truly searching for GOD. Go find that poor church who has the food bank and clothes and etc. You may have to dress down, when you go. Be come the missionary for the poor churches. these are the ones who are out in the mud, where the poor are. Where the perpetually sick go to. Where those with no hope find a welcoming place. This is where you should be. 



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Hateful Cacophony (Unedited). 01/31/2011

World peace cannot come from aggressive anger. Brotherly love cannot come from vile hatred for your human brother/Sister. A cacophony of demonstrative organized marching voices. Cannot bring harmony's joyful beauty into your being.
C.J.MacKechnie

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World Peace cannot come from anger, hatred, dissent, violence. Which always leads to death and destruction.
World Peace can only come to the world. When the whole population of the world begins to love one another, live in peace with their neighbor and exist in harmony with all things and peoples. Only then can all life begin to truly live. each individual must decide to live as I've taught. Not by any threat. Not by any fear or intimidation. Not by prophecy of hell fire and damnation. Purely by your own individual choice. you must see the logical formula of this: It is the only way. Pray to GOD and ask HIM to free you of your taught hatred and anger. Pray to GOD to free you from the murder and violence deep within your heart. Pray to GOD to free you from the lies and deceptions which have been told to you. Pray to GOD to fill you your new found emptiness with Divine love, Divine Peace, Divine Harmony. Then witness for yourself the overwhelming joy and beauty of all life. Be sure to take a hanky.

Love plus Peace plus Harmony equals Life

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A hanky or handkerchief is?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Handkerchief
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Vile Leader (unedited). 01/31/2011

Beware of evil leaders who inspire their followers with vile hatred and aggressive anger. These evil leaders who may clothe themselves in  holiness. Will only complete the total loss of all of your freedoms. C.J.MacKechnie

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 Anyone who wears or stands in a position of perceived holiness. Then proclaims their followers to hate any other human being is themselves evil doers. The only reason why an evil doer who stands in a position of holiness and proclaims for you to hate and murder whom they define as evil. They selfishly want more of something. More wealth, more power, more control and more authority. Think about it logically. All throughout human history, who has always been the ones who profited the most from any war? Who profits the most, when your directed to hate and murder those people who appear differently from you? Who profits the most when they who are over there are in your land. Which was taken from your rightful ancestors? Think long and hard about this. Who actually owns and has authority over the place you live in now? The truth is tough to handle. Especially when you and your people have been lied to for generations. Just remember the division of the races is another lie and deception.

 Decide right now. Do not go to war for anyone anymore. Do not fight because some person proclaims injustice has been done. Know that you the follower will not see justice while the pro-claimer of injustice will become enriched, more powerful and wield more control. You the follower will just go home and go to work the next day. Your life will essentially will not change. But, you may feel better about it. That's all. 

Decide right now. To love one another. To live in peace with your neighbor. To exist in harmony with all you see and touch. Embrace life as a divine logical result of your actions in this life in which you live. 

Know that to struggle for peace is a lie. know that to war and murder for peace is a lie. Know that you cannot love one another if you go to war and murder your brother who has been defined as your enemy. Because, your defined enemy has also been falsely led to believe that you are his enemy. You both have been lied to.
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If you cannot separate yourself from the lies and deceptions of the separation and division of the races. Then you, your family and your entire church will/may not be one of the elect, protected, saved or raptured. You must begin to know and believe that we are a single race of beings called humans. We are all brother and sister to one another.  

The DNA fingerprinting was established in 1984. Read it well. Believe the truth and reject the lies you have only known as truth. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_profiling

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race_%28human_classification%29

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_Genome_Project

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The history of humanity told by many different traditions. 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Noah

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_and_Eve

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From about 8 minutes and 50 seconds to the introduction of the European leader. Listen good. This was in 26 June 2000. 

http://youtu.be/Y_8XRkb-wbY

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Research for yourself the Human skin. learn how it is the largest organ of the human body. Learn about all of the primary functions of the human skin. Then learn about the minor function of the coloring of the skin. Learn how if you lose a primary function of the skin. You can die. Where as if you lose your skin coloring. You will just be uncomfortable, but still living with possible social ridicule. Now, after you have learned all about your human skin. Ask yourself this. Why do we not compare other organs of the body with other people such as the liver, kidneys, gall bladder and etc. How come there isn't racial stereo types for those who can drink much alcohol and those who cannot drink? Why? Race or the coloring of the skin is illogical and without actual fact.
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Not Fundamental & Outside Not (unedited). 06 June 2012

Not Fundamental

A positive marketing/advertising campaign is not an indication of any fundamental corporate change. 

C.J.MacKechnie

Outside Not

A positive Marketing/advertising campaign is not an indication of any fundamental corporate change. Which may benefit anything or anyone outside of the corporate structure. 

C.J.MacKechnie

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 I've seen in the history of corporate blunders. The immediate advertisement of a better change for you the customer. Often times this is only a lie and deception. The bad corporations know the people are typically trusting and have a innate desire to believe that which is being told to them is the truth. These corporations use this common psychology for their own best interests. Thus perpetuating their own evil desires for the gathering of their own monetary gods.

Any marketing or advertisement campaign which voices their fundamental change is often times a lie and deception. Fundamental change comes from the top down. Which means the entire leadership must be fired and replaced. If not, then there is not. A greedy and selfish person only feels guilt when there sin is revealed. This outward guilt is merely the correct response that is given and may not be the internal change from within. This is a form of psychological warfare.  The change which is not seen is only in the form of the question internally posed by the evil person or leadership. How can I/we still do as I/we do and not get caught again?

You must see that there is a difference between that which is correct and that which is right. That which is correct is merely the correct response made or proclaimed. This is because the evil person wants to respond correctly to those who expect it. Giving the correct answer which is expected is often times not the right answer. The right answer is the true answer. 

In school it is important for the student to give the teacher, instructor or professor the correct answer that they expect from the student. What is right or true does not matter in the educational system. Especially, when dealing with political, cultural or psychological thinking processes.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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All Man (unedited). 31 March 2012

When all of the catastrophic prophecies for man converge. Know that it was all of mankind who allowed it and worked towards its manifestation. It will be all of mankind which perishes. Save for the remnant protected and saved. C.J.MacKechnie

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You must fully know that all of the catastrophic prophecies of man which leads us all to extinction is all the fault of all human beings and not of GOD. It is from GOD who revealed the warnings of our own extinction. Humanity is to blame for the extinction of humanity.

 "Prophecies are predictions of probability", and as such all prophecies can be altered, mitigated, managed, prevented and manifested. No matter who speaks any prophetic words. Know that the prediction can be created or prevented. It is solely up to each individual. It is the collective individuals who has the real power and not of the political powers or of any other organization. Because, It is always the organization which seeks and actively manipulates the populations or so called common peoples to it's own special, selfish and entitled will. 

Beware of the evil which espouses and looks forward to death and destruction. It can only be evil which embraces death and destruction. 

To begin a holy path, one must embrace Love, Peace, Harmony and life. By choice and without any expressed fears, intimidation's, Hells promise or threats. To continually grow and evolve in the holy path. One must embrace a strict morality, honor, integrity, "secret" and public righteous living, To live and exist in purity. From this logical thought process. The eternal spirit, which is within us begins to show itself through the daily expression of miracles worked from GOD through each of us. So much so, That super natural miracles becomes like breathing or blood flowing through our veins.

Our commune with GOD becomes constant and personal. With no intermediary needed.

Becoming Holy (unedited). 27 March 2012

Separation from religion and assuming full responsibility to live a life in accordance to the LAW and WORD is a step in the evolution of becoming a holy person as defined by the HOLY TEXTS and by GOD. C.J.MacKechnie

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Become, A holy person as defined by God and not as defined by any religion or man. Live in the Law and become the brother/sister to the Word. By your own logical choice. Choose to be holy without all of the pious cloth. For even the Holy Son was a homeless man. Wealth and riches is of no importance. Love, Peace, Harmony and Life is of importance. 

 Pray and meditate daily to the Heavenly father. Become His son or Daughter. Become the Brother to Jesus Christ. Become the brother or sister to all of the holy people who lived before you.

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Not Separate (unedited). 27 March 2012

The selected/chosen remnant. Which chooses not to separate from the cloth will have to endure unto the end.
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NOTE:

The remnant will be called to depart that which they have honorably dedicated their entire lives to the church and GOD. For some they will not heed the call to depart. Leaving their homes, friends and extended families will be to much for them. It will be important for them to know. They were and are one of the chosen. It is their choice. A choice which will be honored by GOD. In a way that only GOD will choose to Honor.

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 To be one of the few chosen ones is an honor and you will be honored. No matter how you decide. Even if your decision ends in your physical death. You will not die. Your identity is already assured.
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Holy Remnant (unedited). 27 March 2012

Those who transcend their organized religion and become a simple righteous and holy person. 

Via their actions.

Via their own lifestyle they actually live.

Via their own willing practice of regular prayer.

While not being declared, awarded or clothed by any human authority, organization or religion. Should or may become one of the accepted raptured remnant as selected/chosen by GOD alone.
 C.J.MacKechnie

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The full meaning of prayer is: Praying, Meditation, Expectancy of revelation, Contemplation, Repeat.

Prayer is you talking to GOD

Meditation is you actively listening to GOD.

The expectancy of revelation is that which is in your heart. When in the wholeness of the prayer act or meditation.

Contemplation is that devoted time you must have. so that the seed of God's message to you take root.

Repeat is repeat. Repeat can occur at any step during the whole prayer act. 

Dancing and singing is deeply embedded within the whole prayer act.

Reading and speaking God's HOLY WORDS is also, deeply embedded within the whole prayer act.

C.J.MacKechnie
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 Transcending is not meant as fleeing or running away from the foundation of the belief system. It merely means to evolve from just being religious into someone who becomes holy.

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Raptures Movement (unedited). 26 March 2012

God's chosen remnant have been separated and isolated from the whole cloth. So, that when the word of raptures movement is pressed/pushed into their being. They will form into groups and move in the direction.
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The protected remnant will still be on this Earth. But, in a something else. All they will sense and known of those left behind will even be aware of them who have been taken or selected.

You who are to be the unselected or the not chosen. There is hope for you right now. Flee from your sin and repent. Pray and meditate often. Burn your self pride in the fires furnace.

The next time you go to church look around with out looking around. See not the obvious religious person and sense the human holiness of that perceived odd ball of the church. You can feel that secretive prayer warrior who seems to always be silently around. Know this from your own frail human logic. These few human holy people within your own church, will be chosen over those who are outwardly religious. Know this to, that one day they will be gone from your church and barley will the rest of the congregation take notice. If you are reading this. pray and meditate. Flee from your sin. Repent. Repent. Repent. Do these things with the heart of choice and not because of fear or threats. Do because you want to or need to. Not because you only wish to save yourself from an Earthly hell to come or from the Hell you may reside forever. God knows your heart and your intentions. 

This is a prophecy for the protected remnant. 

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Remnant_%28Bible%29
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To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.  

To exist in harmony with all.  

To Cherish all life.  

To be obedient to the Laws of God.  

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.  

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Rain Salt (Unedited). 26 March 2012

God's raptured or chosen remnant who are the salt of the Earth. Must still always be concerned with the rain of their own personal choices. C.J.MacKechnie

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The consequences of your thoughts, emotions and actions will be experienced by those who are to endure to the end or who are raptured. Genesis 19: Stay focused upon God and cleave to HIM.

Even while being saved and protected by the Hand of GOD. One still must choose to obey the word of God. You must fight and struggle with your own desires for the world. It is easy to live in the world and by the rules of the world. But, you have been called and directed to live in the world and not of the world.

Humanities Inhumanity (unedited). 25 march 2012

Humanities inhumanity can always be easily seen in what the whole world does about abuse, torture and abandonment of their children. C.J.MacKechnie

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 Want to stifle crime in your Country? No politician can end crime or even diminish crime. If any political leader claims they can. Then they are actively lying to you and to the rest of the people. The prison system in the USA is a for profit entity and big financial supporters to politicians. Thus, a politician has no incentive to ease crime. A politician does have an incentive to make laws which create more crime. Thus, making more money for the prison corporations. 

 This is a problem that only the common people can change. Abused, tortured and abandoned children grow up to become the next generation of adult criminals. Look at any FBI statistics of crime and especially related to foster kids.

Stop abusing your own children.

Good law abiding citizens who are productive members of society. Take in these abused children. Through your continued mentoring. The probability of them becoming criminals or societies rejects goes down.

If the 500,000 plus abused foster kids within the USA had positive role models and mentors. Then positive and effective changes can occur. I believe that number of 500,000 kids is a low number and would grow to 1 million. If the governments knew that genuine good people were willing to take in these abused kids without the primary reward of a monthly paycheck. 

With 1 million abused kids in safe and loving homes. Within 10 years all crime rate statistics would plummet. Yep, All of them.

Did you know that every state in the USA claims that there is virtually zero abuse in the foster care system in their states. Those state foster care managers actively lie and deceive for their own purposes. Yet, I have not met very many former foster kids who had a good experience in foster care. As a matter of fact. To this day, Foster kids come to the conclusion that they are better off on the streets than in foster care. Really... Not true but really...

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Collective Apathy (Unedited). 25 March 2012

An example of collective apathy is when people, congregation's or organization's are more interested in the entertainment. Than the meaning, purpose or reason of the meeting, event or church service. 

 C.J.MacKechnie
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You must confront your own thoughts and emotions when in any kind of group meeting or Church service.  What is your favorite part of the service or meeting? The food?, the song?, Leaving the parking lot before anyone else does?, Hoping the church service does not interfere with a sporting event?, 

This is really critical. Because, if you think and believe that my comments here are of no importance or not a big deal. Let me tell you this. Only 8 people were saved during the great flood. I believe that the percentage of holy people saved if there is a rapture is going to be less than 10% of the total church(Only God Knows). I think I'm exaggerating but a large number. I've already written that I do not believe a rapture will occur. But, I'm not so prideful to deny it when my invite comes.

The importance of the church service or any other religious meeting is to prepare your mind, your spirit and your body for everyday living in the world while not being of the world. This is serious. You must repent and flee from your sins. You must know that your secret sins is not a secret to GOD. To further this. Your secret sins are not even a secret to the Angels-all of them. Nor to the demons or ghosts or other principalities. You must repent and acknowledge your sins. then actively flee from them. Cleave to GOD, To your HOLY BOOK, To the Holy Spirit.

Begin to have an active prayer and meditative life. Create this habit and history. 

If you belong to one of those Mega churches. Leave it. They won't miss you. Especially if your not a wealthy tithing donor. Find the church where you can be intimately involved. Preferably one with an active food bank. Probably a church which is debt free and probably in some small out building.

The brick and mortar is not of importance. You are the church and you are the temple. Become it.

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Seek out the churches and people who are directly associated with the properly defined churches of Smyrna and Philadelphia. This is because out of all of the churches in the world only 2 were not directly admonished by God(2 in 10). Which churches do you want to be affiliated with in this world? Think about i and take those necessary actions. Do remember this planet was fully habitable by humans which means there could have been up to or more than a billion human souls living at the time of the great flood. No one knows but God. Now this planet is only about 5% habitable to humans. So only 8 human adults were saved by God out of about 1 billion human souls. Which group shall you be associated with? You do not get to choose only God. What is expected of a child of God? How are we to show our love for Jesus? Are you doing any of that daily and by your own free choice? or are you just a Christian for 45 minutes on certain Sunday's or when the weather is right or when that important sporting event isn't on? While declaring that you are a Christian everyday. Do you only go to that one very nice church which has the fewest poor people, fewest sick people or the one which discourages the homeless and disabled from attending? Do you go to that church which has a food pantry but very few people serve, limits their hours of service, limits who gets any food and how many times per year they can even ask for help, clothing, supplies or cash cards?

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Beautiful Blue (Unedited). 24 March 2012

The blues of sadness isn't seen in the beautiful blue sky. C.J.MacKechnie

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 Even in the beautiful day in your part of the universe. The sadness you feel is all within your own being. The flowers still will bloom. The butterfly flutters and the birds still sing. Even all the while your embraced by deep sadness. Just look up and look forward and know your new day shall come with new beginnings and new hopes.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Dark Information (unedited). 20 March 2012

Dark Matter may simply be, the absence of information displayed or known. C.J.MacKechnie

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 The physical limitations of our own physical perceptions is the reason why the night sky is dark.

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Go and sin no more.

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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

All without any pride, ego, arrogance, supremacy and entitlements.
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Tree of Death (unedited). 07 March 2012

From a conceptualized discovery. A molten seed is born. Very quickly growing through its entire life cycle of death. Just like a seed born in the earth. It pushes upward and outward. Forming its trunk, branches and leaves of fire. Then like any tree. It gives off its seeds of radiation. To continually kill. Long after its light has faded. C.J.MacKechnie

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The atomic detonation of bombs. The atomic bomb is the destroyer of cities. There are more devastating weapons awaiting to be discovered.  That of which can destroy regions, continents and life on this planet. Read my doomsday weapon blog. Is the American Doomsday weapon a fantasy of my own mind or something I know without knowing? Kind of spooky if the unprovable is real.

Where does our thirst for war stop? Extinction!!!

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 http://youtu.be/qT4mSoZsbzM

Pipe Dream (Unedited). 17 March 2012

The after meal fortune cookie. Will always be a worthless pipe dream.

Especially, when your always unwilling to accept any kind of positive encouragement.

When your unwilling to make any right and correct positive changes in your life.
 C.J.MacKechnie
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(The old ways of defining right, correct and positive applies).
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 It is easy to feel good after your meal and reading a positive message from your fortune cookie. You may not even realize that there are no negative quotes inside a fortune cookie. Unlike in your real life. When you need to consider change in your life for any kind of positive improvement. You will eventually need to take action and continuous action until the thing you choose is complete. Unlike the fortune cookie, your life requires you to take action. The only action a fortune cookie requires is in the reading.
Dreams and goals are those things which you look forward to in life. It is OK to have grand and big dreams and goals. For they allow to to reach far greater heights than just a simple dream and goal. Which may be simple and easy to attain. Which even they are OK. When your family or spouse has abandoned you. Then progressing through the conquering of small goals is acceptable.
The nurse story. Back when my body was trying to die a nurse was checking on me and she told me about all of her accomplishments in becoming a Real Nurse or RN (Yea, Its trucker lingo cometh). She said she had made mistakes in her life and began at the very low level of blood sucker (Phlebotomy). She worked hard over the years and just continued to go to school without cessation. Now she was an RN. She told me she never considered being an RN or any other level above blood sucker. But, The opportunities kept manifesting and she never said no or offered some lame excuse of why she can't. Her life and the lives of her fatherless children are better off.
To be an RN Nurse can take a few years. It took her more than 10 years, if I remember her story correctly.

Fight Leader (unedited). 16 March 2012

A warrior retreats only to save those innocents he is responsible for. Even in a heated battle a warrior will lead the fight in a direction which is away from the innocents. C.J.MacKechnie

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 Honor. A warrior is a guardian and not some blood thirsty mindless brute

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Will be included in future volumes of “Musings of an American Truck Driver”:
http://www.amazon.com/books/dp/0985310308 
http://www.amazon.com/books/dp/1477629769
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Self Defeated (unedited). 16 March 2012

Even in a lost battle. A fallen warrior will only be defeated. When the warrior willingly drops his weapons, shield, armor. Then flees to save only himself. C.J.MacKechnie

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 Very probably a warrior who does the above may not actually be a warrior. He/she may only be a soldier.  

A warrior may be required to stand firm in the land of death and give their ultimate sacrifice  in the name of honor.

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Will be included in future volumes of “Musings of an American Truck Driver”:
http://www.amazon.com/books/dp/0985310308
http://www.amazon.com/books/dp/1477629769
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Negative Fail (unedited). 16 March 2012

To question: How much is to much are your doubts. Those doubts of negative logic always leads to doubts into negative emotions. Which then leads to a fail in the heat of any battle. C.J.MacKechnie

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Learning how to control your every thought and emotion is very possible. Even though some psychologists and psychiatrists claim otherwise. In which some have to claim the falsehood of being able to to learn the skills to control your own thoughts and emotions. These are evil people and only want you to remain helpless to their pharmacology prescriptions forever. How else can these kinds of evil people make a growing and continuing income if they enable and empower you to heal your own self. Which is possible for you. Through positive belief systems. 

Meditation is the very beginning to learning how to control your thoughts and emotions. Meditation only works when you can control your thoughts and emotions. As the length of time evolves in your meditations duration so to the over all effect upon your life in a positive way. Just don't stop. Just don't give up. Fight the negativity with absolute rejection of any negative word usage. Stop thinking any negative word or thought, right now. Every success you have will also end the corresponding negative emotion. Unless of course your an Empath. Then you may be receiving emotions from other people. Then that presents other problems. 

I'm a believer in GOD. So, to me prayer is you talking to GOD and meditation is you listening to GOD. This is followed by contemplating what GOD has revealed to you. 

So, you say you have never prayed or meditated before. I declare upon you this. Yes, You have both prayed and meditated before. 

Have you expressed communication in any outgoing format?

 yes, you have. This is an over simplified definition of prayer. You speaking to others in your way is prayer. 

Have you ever taken in any kind of communication into any of your senses?

 Yes, you have.  You listening and reading is an over simplified definition of meditation.

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If you have a provable brain defect or brain damage. Then absolutely follow your doctors orders everyday with out any argument, complaint or excuse. This does not include the diagnosis of ADHD or Bipolar disorders in which there is no conclusive medical test today,which proves the existence of either. If you have been on the medications which controls behaviors associated with false observations. You are now severely addicted to these powerful mind altering medications. You may even now have chemical brain damage as any other person who has taken illegal drugs for some time. You must ask for treatment as any other addicted person would. Then learn the thinking skills necessary to live a normal life as defined by your own being. This process can take decades. Yes, It is possible.  

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Will be included in future volumes of “Musings of an American Truck Driver”:
http://www.amazon.com/books/dp/0985310308
http://www.amazon.com/books/dp/1477629769

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