Cursing Lies and Blessed Truths: +5: (Unedited): 13 May 2017:

Blessings come from the actual truth's in your life.

Curses come from the actual lies in your life.

It matters not how you believe what one or the other is. 

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Entitled Curses: (Unedited): 13 May 2017:

An entitled mind will have the heart to justify sin to obtain what they think they deserve. Even if that means lying, cheating and stealing. Then become confused when blessings never manifest and curses abound. 

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When you think you can show up to work late daily and leave work early daily. You are breaking your promises. When you think you are justified to stop working before time. You are also stealing and cheating the boss. It does not matter how valuable you think you are. When you believe you can take an hour lunch instead of a thirty minute lunch. That is still theft of time. When you can take equipment from your employer to work on the church you attend. While still working on the clock for the boss. This is still stealing. It doesn't matter for what good work you do for any good entity. All of your sins originate from your entitled mind. This lie comes to you from satan. Who has told you this one thing so many times you began to believe and to justify away your sins. To the point you do as you do without ever realizing that you are in the wrong and are in sin. Bringing curses to yourself, your family and to whom ever you do good for.
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Curses Gained: (Unedited): 13 May 2017:

Even actual lies and deceptions which you believe as truths will only gain you curses. Just as actual truths which you believe as lies will only gain you more curses. 

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Whole Curses and No Blessings: (Unedited): 13 May 2017:

Even half truths will gain you whole curses and no blessings. Just as half lies will also gain you whole curses and no blessings. 

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Who is the master of half truths? satan.
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So how is any of this prophecy? I mentioned the word prophecy in the labels. You make your own prophecy. Assuming God doesn't do a Noah, Jonah or Moses on you. Either way, the future of you is directly tied to how you live your life. The purple words below as well as the new quotes above. We all have the ability to change our DNA and RNA and all that we are. By becoming healed and forgiven through the blood of Jesus and then going forth and sinning no more. The genetic line of curses and sins will become minimized through every generation after you. Once you teach your children and your grand children the importance of sins and curses and how it is passed from one generation to the next. Then maybe, if your family line can make it to the seventh generation from both the husband's side and the wife's side. Then maybe, humanity will become what God originally intended in the first place or at least closer. I think there is a genetic component to sin or a genetic memory of sin. That is all I'm going to say on this. As it is above my pay grade. If you want to pursue it then study it from the sources.
Also, read about the children of the kings and prophets in the Old Testament of The Holy Bible. Just to go one generation was very difficult. Then there is Adam and Eve. Who had God as their Father and yet these two created children of God freely choose to disobey His commands. Causing God to begin the covering of the innocent blood covenant which ends with the cleansing of the blood from the perfect innocent lamb and holiest of priests.
This is our collective hope for humanity. By choosing to sin no more and striving to become the Holy people God had originally intended. then maybe, we can perpetually delay the end times prophecy, mitigate certain natural dire events and completely alter the future of humanity completely. 
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How many lies do you know as truths which are controlling your life? How many truths do you know as lies which are absent from your life? Do you even want to question them or are you even aware of any of it? Would that be the operative word "Control"? and even that which is absent from you is still a form of control. Sort of like a pressure pushes you one way while a vacuum pulls you into the same or similar direction. 
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Added on 21 May 2017:
Entitled Sins: (Unedited): 21 May 2017: 

The lie which is believed as a deserving truth within your own mind and heart. Entitlements leads to sins. comes from satan. 

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Added on 21 May 2017:
Deserving Sins: (Unedited): 21 May 2017:

Entitlement is the lie believed as a deserving truth within your own mind and heart. It is a creation from satan to lead you further into your justified sins. 

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Added on 22 May 2017: 
Have you ever thought about what it is that you actually deserve and are entitled to in life. So what are they? Yes, Yes, go and list them in the privacy of your own mind. Did you think air, water, food, family, friends? Did you think freedom, education, jobs, wealth, property? Did you think respect, fame, importance, position, responsibility? What about titles or history? 
The cold hard truth is that we human beings are entitled and deserving of nothing not even our own physical or spiritual lives. 
But, we still think we want and need. We still hope and pray. We all plan and implement our individual goals. Which usually does not have any consideration for the benefit of this planet. 
The absolute basic truth is we are all just care takers of this planet we currently call Earth. We are not even the owners of this planet. So what do you think will happen when the owners come back and see how we have collectively managed this planet? As He will Judge all of our physical actions.  I believe that is in the prophecies of the christian Holy Bible. The return of an angry Christ and God. 
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There is always depth and dimension to the Holy Bible: This is what I think of. This is a relationship to the story and does not discount any other definition. That is where the dimensionality comes from. For we as humans have already killed the son. Think about this, Humans were created on this perfect world and were to become it's caretakers. What have we as a species of caretakers done and are doing right now? 
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke+20%3A+9-19&version=NIV
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parable_of_the_Wicked_Husbandmen
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Personal Note:
My use of the dimensionality of the stories in the Holy Bible is as the story of Jonah. How many different stories are in this one story? or how many different ways can you teach the story of Jonah? and yet they are all valid and truthful. The depth and dimensionality to the story of Jonah is the same in every single story in the Holy Bible. For every individual story in the Holy Bible. There is a dozen or more stories within each one or a dozen or more lessons. All of which can be opened to you individually as the Holy Spirit gives them to you. 
You need to know that much of the Holy Bible is still closed to me. I'm a very flawed human being. 
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.  

To exist in harmony with all.  

To Cherish all life.  

To be obedient to the Laws of God.  

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.  

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Effective Powerful Prayers: (Unedited): 13 Feb 2017:

Positive change comes from within you first. The more you become righteous and holy as the Sacred/Holy Spirit is. The more effective and powerful your prayers become.

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The more power you appear to have in the gifts. Know that it is not you but rather the spirit working through you. The power never is or was about you. The power which can flow through you is from a supremely intelligent source and choose whom it can flow through at any time and for any reason. Any decision and action of the Sacred/Holy Spirit is always a righteous and holy one. No matter how put off you may feel or how you may have judged an innocent soul which was condemned.
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If you freely choose to become holy, righteous and wise as dictated by the holy texts. Then maybe the Sacred/Holy Spirit will decide to use you as it's outward expression for the benefit of those whom it chooses to benefit. This is a gift expressed and your the delivery vehicle. Sort of like USPS, FedEx or UPS. So as long as you do as is required and by also keeping your vehicle clean and in good working order. Then you shall have a direct and hopefully positive impact upon lives. But be warned, The Sacred/Holy Spirit can and will use you to deliver the unfortunate messages and powers of discipline. Which is why you who chooses to walk upon the sacred, righteous and holy path. Should freely decide to inspire and to teach the good ways of living all of the time. As more and more people freely choose to live righteously. The more and more righteous blessings and good gifts shall come for each of them.
For those who remain worldly and sinful. For those who live in accordance to their lustful and greedy desires. For those who love not and offer no kindness. Curses shall flow like a rampant river until there is no remnant of your specific gene pool. For water can be used to perpetuate life and be used to destroy life. The intention of every person will either magnify the blessings of how the water is life or water is death. It is within all of us and how we all freely choose to live our lives. For the benefit of all or for the benefit of self.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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Mentored Prophecies: (Unedited): 25 Dec 2015:

The mentored becomes mentors at prophecies end.

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 The perpetually mentored are also the same ones who must endure the prophecies manifestations. The rewards and curses in life are brought upon each one of us through those fundamental decisions we each have made in our life. From those decisions do we each also bless or curse the next generation of life to come. It is only us who bless or curse ourselves directly. *God will bless and curse or He will not bless or curse those whom He wants in the time He wants. Although God can and will do as He sees fit with or without any agreement or decent from any human being.
It is only when the mentored becomes both the mentors and prophets when all of the prophecies which have been made or is to be made become invalid. The mentors are those who freely choose to obey the laws of God. Not because they have to but because they want to. For these true mentors of God can see the pure truth and have the genuine logical understanding in the laws of God.
Which is based in some way to the incomplete and poorly arranged mathematical formula of Life below. (The formula below is my inadequate and incomplete understanding of what I'm trying to express).
Life = Love, Peace, Harmony and Law.
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NOTE:
11 Nov 2016: * Changed sentence structure. Error. Telling God what He can and can't do. Never a good thing. or even would or would not do.
Mentors and prophets are one and the same person. It is usually the timing of when the mentor and prophet speaks. Some people are better mentors then they are prophets and some prophets do not make good mentors. I would suppose and assume God would send mentors and teachers first and then when the stubborn mind and hardened heart does not change or alter course. God sends in the prophets with their hammers and chisels. When neither the mentor and prophet has had negligible effect or affect. Then that person, family, people and nation. Must endure their own self ascribed predestined fate. 
Is not a teacher a mentor? 
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Manifested Curses: Eliminate Curses: (Unedited): 29 Oct 2015:

NOT COMPLETE

Curses are very real in your reality. They are all of those bad and sad things in which you have wholly agreed with. Which means all of your internal negativity has expressed themselves into all of your outward manifestations of actual curses. 

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Eliminate Curses: (Unedited): 29 Oct 2015: 

Absolute rejection of all negativity and of all sin, Is the best way to eliminate the curses which have manifested into your daily life.  

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By having negative people in or near your life has an affect of increasing the negative burdens of whole life upon you.
All of the curses you think you have will also manifest themselves into your reality. It is you who has given the power of curses over your life. 
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Godly Curses
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Outside influence curses.
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Sinful curses applies to everyone. It matters not if you believe or not in the curses of sin.
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You do not need a psychic for curse removal.
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Sinners Allowed: Hero Sinners: (Unedited): 13 Aug 2015:

Churches which allow unrepentant sinners into their holy places. Shall endure a variety of spiritual curses. While the world makes the victimized sinners into heroes. 

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Hero Sinners: (Unedited): 13 Aug 2015: 

Unrepentant victimized sinners within the church shall be made into worldly heroes deserving of great sympathy, compassion and wealth.

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Prophecy Fulfilled. Abomination of desolation. The little anti-Christs knowingly accept actively engaged sinners who have no desire to repent of any of their sins into every aspect of Church leadership as well as membership. Each of these are the fore runners of the great destroyer to come. Each of these are the demonically controlled John the Baptists who teach twisted truths. 

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Added on 09 March 2023: This is offensive. This is about drag queens inside of the church. Sin and evil taking positions in the holy places.

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Curse Choices: Eternity Allowed: (Unedited): 13 Aug 2015:

The righteous spiritual blessings given to you. May also bring to you worldly curses.

The worldly blessings searched for and worked for by your free choice. May also, bring to you spiritual curses.

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Eternity Allowed:  (Unedited): 13 Aug 2015:

Worldly blessings will only last as long as the god of this world allows it. While the spiritual curses you freely bring onto yourself will last all of eternity. 

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Righteous spiritual blessings should not be confused with worldly spiritual blessings. There are many spiritual powers which are not righteous or holy and yet still very powerful. These are from the god of this world and those spiritual gifts from him are usually given to those who have a selfish and self desiring heart and mind. They want for themselves and not for others. For them there is no sin, wrong doing or evil deeds. While they may help others from time to time. There shall be a direct line in which they benefit more than the one whom they are helping. Those whom they help may also become indebted to them for a time.
Those who are truly righteously spiritually blessed. Seem to do everything for everyone else while given much gratitude to the God of everything and above all. They seem to only direct all attention to God and never to themselves. They are wholly attuned from their own spirit, mind and heart towards the supreme divine being above all. Even from their own infirmities, weaknesses and ailments. They seem to maintain their humble heart while never accepting any attention for themselves and pointing everyone away from them. All thanks and gratitude is only for the Heavenly Father.
Those worldly leaders who pretend to be righteous by the edicts of other men. Their selfish desires can be easily seen with them asking for anything in which they are directly involved in and profit from directly.
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Christian by Mouth prophecy: (Unedited): 02 Aug 2015:

The end of 40 days (04 Aug 2015) is approaching and there has been no Jonah for the American people. Is this evidence of enough is enough or is it still to early in the prophecies? God has been rejected. Ten Commandments Removed. Abortion legalized. Gays rights established. Apathy is rampant. Not even the whole of the Christian community is willing to fight for what is right and true in the Word of God. Can you imagine that no one is willing to stand up for the Word. Kenya is standing up against sin. Mexico is standing up against sin. Not in the USA.
Celebrating those who come out of the shadows of their own closets proclaiming their free right to sin as they publicly will it. Murders us all. You may not see the harm in another person's sin. This is what is does. It does harm you. When the blessings of God are gone and all that remains are those curses upon ourselves. Will you be one of those who curses God for allowing us to become angered at our own experience of self cursing? Or will you be one of those who prays to God to ease the coming sufferings? While still accepting all manor of sin as a free right.

You cannot have it all. 

Free, legal and public sin.

And

The protections and blessings from God.

One or the other.

C.J.MacKechnie

In this there is no spoken answer. How you live your life which is either in agreement with Gods standards or not. There is no in between and no none answers. You either do in it's entirety or you don't do in it's entirety. 
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This is prophecy where the people begin to curse God for bringing calamity upon us all. When in truth it was us who shall bring the coming calamities. We are at fault and not God.
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Because, The entire Christian community has allowed these actions to continue. They shall be the ones who suffers the most. Because, they are only Christian by mouth and not in mind, not in heart, not in spirit and not in life. Thus, Beginning after 04 Aug 2015 and through the next ?30? or so years.  It will be evident that the Christians have lost their good ole USA and the entire planet. Of course it all will not happen on 04 Aug 2015. This is just a beginning date. In order to turn the events around and to regain the USA. The entire Christian community must as a singular unit of people must actively reject all public displays of sin. Every where their is a parade of sin. The entire Christian community must actively be present and engaged in the repelling of all sin. This includes physical establishments of every kind. The Christian community as a whole must not do business with any business of sin and must not allow it to exist. No matter what the local, state and federal laws state. 
But, of course, this shall not happen as prophecy says it won't. But, prophetic events can be altered. By living righteously and holy in the eyes of God. The entire Christina community shall become the enemies within their own country. Which shall be controlled by a great evil influence. Which is already controlled by the evil influence.
Because, in the end of the prophecies. 5+ Billion people will die in a short period of time and then extinction on this planet shall follow in a purifying manor. Those who have built those great defensive cities underground. Shall also perish. The only safe places is far away off planet or by becoming one of the very small remnant of God. Those who may even find refuge within the ancient archeology of this solar system. Shall still find their final resting places.
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Years of suffering. You must use Jewish years. For instance.  A few months prior to the years may have a direct relationship. Such as the savings and loan scandal of 1993 which was preceded by Yasser Arafat event on 13 Sept 1993. Also in 1993, The Waco,TX. event which may have been the slaughter or sacrifice of innocents.

1994(5754), 2001(5761), 2008(5768), 2015(5775), 2022(5782), 2029(5789), 2036(5796).
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Preppers and Survivalists

You Doomsday Preppers and survivalist. Need to continue to plan and evolve your plans. Grow your skill sets within your personal toolbox. Reach out and create your own real inter web of personal relationships. You will not be able to go it alone. The government will isolate you, surround you, declare you a crazy criminal on all media outlets for instant guilt. Thus, when they do rush in and kill you all. They will be justified with no cries for an investigation by the general public.
It will be necessary to establish your own internal micro-economies and economy exchanges. With those other related groups and of Religious beliefs. Then do no business and have no relationship with any sinner or with those who are even in agreement with a sinners rights/freedoms. These economies will need to establish themselves as private clubs. Such as Sam's and Costco. There is already much legal president for these kinds of businesses.
Your Number one prep that you can do is still preparing the condition of your body, mind, heart and soul. You must freely choose without threat's, fear's or intimidation's, to live your outward and inward lives with righteousness and holiness as accepted and seen by God. There is a difference between being religious and righteous. Yes, The time will come when you will have to leave your church and church friends. For if they or anyone comes to accept sin as a right or freedom. Then you must flee from them ALL. Even entire religions. If it comes to that.
If God wants any of you to endure unto the end and the rapture becomes a false teaching. Then may you all endure unto your end with a godly mind, godly heart and a godly spirit as seen and accepted by only God. If the rapture is true and it will only be known to you personally. Then may you all be willing to be taken without fight, argument or negotiation. Either way eternal life shall be yours.
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As with anything. Your mindset is your greatest asset coupled with your training. Shall see you through to the end. So train, train and train. Join together with individual training regimes. Which grows into multifamily, multi group. Leaderships shall not be automatically given to the one who financially gave the most in monies and property. Because, in those dire times. ownership goes to the whole and not individual. All wealth is shared equally. With no top down approach. In those extreme times of drastic survival. There shall be no historical rights of ownership or any legal protections which has protected you.
yet, we have another prophesied and predicted event for Sept 2015. Take them all with a grain of salt but use these events as training for when any event which may actually occur. Whether it be natural, unexplained or man made.
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All individual survival training routines shall seamlessly merge into a larger group and that larger groups training routine shall seamlessly merge into those much larger groups.
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A reminder. Those individuals, families and groups which rejects all sin from the Word of God may survive and endure unto the end. However that may be defined by God. So if adultery thrives within the group. The whole group shall be overtaken and perish. You would be better off. To send the two adulterers out into the wilderness then to experience the wrath of God upon the whole group. Read about Balaam and Balak. Numbers 22-26. Do not become like those who curse themselves, their families or their nations. This includes you.
It shall be better for you to cast out your sinful sons and daughters then it is for the whole of the family to be destroyed and to be made extinct. For in those days when the prophecies are openly revealed to everyone and yet they continue to sin. They have made their decision and have chose physical and spiritual death. In those days they will no longer be able to freely change their own minds. God has taken that away from them. Even though they know the outcome to come. They know they cannot change and this is not a will not change.While the angrily disobedient is willful in their decision to remain disobedient. Those ones who cannot change their ways have already been judged and must play their parts accordingly to Gods will.
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All of you doomsday preppers. Who are already self sufficient and self prospering. It is time for all of you who are righteous in your living to come together as a singular self supporting unit. Your numbers shall grow and become as large as a small town. Being a newly created small town. You must continue to reject all sinners from entry into your small town. To go and come together. Lift up your roots and find like heart spirits who are righteous in living, in spirit, in mind, in heart, in body. Those who are like you will come but so to those evil ones who know the difference between the true light and the fake lights of the fallen angels who still want to be gods all to themselves. All must be tested as one tests the spirits and angels. Even the good and righteous angels must be tested with respect. Because, You still must be accepting of the chosen ones of God. No matter their skin tone or national origin. So, if you want to remain or become righteous. You must sever your ties to any racially motivated or isolated group who pretends to be religious. That won't be enough. Because, if you choose to become righteous because of any fear's, threat's or intimidation's. That may just be enough for God to not know you. Even though you are a gifted theologian, preacher or Holy Bible teacher.
But still prepare to permanently keep your bug out bags at the ready. In that time just as the Jews of old had to flee. So to all of you. If you decide to keep the faith. The time shall come when all must take the mark and those who do not shall thirst, starve and be without new clothing. They who do not take the mark shall have no ownership rights whatsoever. Whatever that mark shall end up being.
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Religious Dominate: Religious Sin: Religious Curses: Righteous Admits: god's Wealth: God Pleased:(Unedited): 27 July 2015:

Those who are worldly religious shall always dominate those who are devoutly righteous.

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The religious cannot abide by the righteous. The righteous are known by God. The religious pastors, preachers and teachers cannot abide to have any God above them. The righteous ones seem to lessen themselves in order for others to have a God experience. While the worldly religious pastors and preachers. Demand all of the attention for themselves and directed toward themselves. Go to church sit in a pew or a chair and then look up to the pastor. I'm not saying every church or every pastor is religious. The remnant are righteous. 
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Religious Sin: (Unedited): 

While the religious hide their sins from the world view. Neither do they view the sins of those who are religious as they are.

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No one seems to know anyone outside of church. They seem to put on the church going costumes and pretty faces and perfect hair. To show the other sinners how good they are. While they breed business prospect from the other church goers. The true nature of the people are not known from any other. Meaningful friendships seem to not be created as everyone seems OK to hide their ongoing sins from everyone else. Ongoing sin is now an accepted fact of life within the church. Some sin is now a legal right. Are you a Christian? Are you willing to lose your job for accepting sin as a right? It is already occurring right now. Have you already with abortion and now LGBT rights? Now the pedophiles want their rights to.  
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Religious Curses: (Unedited): 27 July 2015: 

The religious are blind and deaf to the curses they bring to themselves, their families and even to their churches. While they continue in their sinful ways. Justifying that their good meaning sin benefit God, Church and Family. 

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There is a devout Christian. Who is active in his poor income church. He works at a place where he can sneak away with expensive equipment to maintain the church while on his paid work day. In the old testament of the Holy Bible there is a story of a gifted prophet not of God and a king who bought this prophet in order to curse Israel. The prophet could not and the king took back all that he paid him. The two got together and made a plan to cause Israel to curse themselves by bringing sin into their lives. In which Israel did. An entire country can become destroyed by allowing sin to come into it's people. The USA has not only allowed sin to enter in but has legalized it as a freedom/right. On the individual level. A person who brings in good meaning sin into the church is still cursing the church. Through his own sneaky sin he is also cursing his employer, his own family and himself.
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Righteous Admits: (Unedited): 27 July 2015: 

The righteous flee from and reject any aspect of sin. The righteous do not hide their sins in secret places. The righteous cry sorrowful tears of genuine repentance. The righteous humble themselves within their easily seen sinful natures. The righteous ones readily admit their weaknesses.

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Those who are deemed righteous by only God and not by any human being. Is so because of their continually active in fleeing from the sins they cannot fight and rejecting those sins in which have minimal or no effect upon them. When the righteous does sin, even in a single fleeting thought. They are sorrowful and seek genuine repentance without any intention of repeating the sin. 
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 god's Wealth: (Unedited): 27 July 2015:

The gods of the world love the devoutly religious and may even bless them with great worldly wealth. 

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The god's of the world or the hundreds of fallen angels who pretended to be god's. They are still in control of this world system. They will reward those whom they will. A sign of false teaching is absolute prosperity teaching for all. For worldly prosperity hoped for is worldly wealth given to you by the god's of the world. I am not saying that the God of all will not bless those whom HE chooses and HE does.

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God Pleased: (Unedited): 27 July 2015: 

The God of all is pleased with the faith and steadfastness of the righteous ones who must endure unto the end. 

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The religious followers look to their human religious leaders and occasionally to God. But only when God can be of use or to be used for their own purposes.
Those who are the righteous ones within the church seem to isolate themselves from the rest or belittle themselves to the point they are less than everyone else. Even though many of the righteous have great sufferings. They still pray more for everyone else than do they for themselves. The righteous seem to be satisfied and not jealous of the miracles seen in others for whom they have prayed for. 
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Curses, Curses, Curses: (Unedited): 07 July 2015:

 Sins Gifts: (Unedited): 07 July 2015:

Do not bring into the Holy Places. Your worldly works and rewards from the actions of your sins.

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All of the rewards you receive from your sins are all curses upon you. Even if you have already spent those sinful monies made. They continue to remain curses upon you. Even those question items in which you currently own or even had owned. They are all curses upon you. Every single sin you have ever done are all curses upon you. It matters not if you don't even believe in sin. When you make a family or just start having babies. All of your curses and the curses of that other person who helped make the baby. That baby will inherit both of your curses.  
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Soiled Curses: (Unedited): 07 July 2015:

Acquiring questionable goods, works and rewards. then giving of those things to the holy places. Is bringing your soiled curses and pretending them to be righteous gifts.

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Churches do need to helpers and good workers who just come in and are unquestionably dependable and reliable. When you do not question or even expect righteousness from anyone. Then their so called good works are in truth curses upon your church. For instance a man who is well loved and respected within your church. Brings equipment to do maintenance, beautifying or even repairs. The beloved man does not own the equipment but is still using them. This beloved man may not have even been given permission. He just took them and is using them while he is being paid to do work for his employer. None of this is right and no one even questions him. Yet the very poor church is in better condition than it has ever been in. This beloved man of the church is actually cursing his church and just is not even aware of it. Causing wear and tear upon any machine without permission is theft. Your employers believes you are working for him, but you sneak off and do other work elsewhere. How many curses are coming upon this church? What about your church? This is questionable works.
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Gift Curse: (Unedited): 07 July 2015:

Curses which you bring as gifts into the holy places are still curses, your curses. 

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I think this is one aspect as to why many churches have become fallen churches. They no longer require the people who come to church to be righteous, holy or even good people. Just so as long as they bring in their tithes. These churches do not even question the source of the money coming in. Whether it be from deceptive practices from disrespected persons or even from the criminal element pretending to be good. Everyone knows that the catholic church doesn't care how they get their money or even from whom. Blood money no matter how it is obtained shall always bring with it curses.  Just because you give your very questionable gift to a holy place. Does not mean you are resolved of that curse. It shall be better for you to just burn anything in your possession which is from any questionable source. That is unless, You already know it is sourced from any sin. It is better for you to walk away from all of your wealth which is sourced from any sin then it is to continue to profit from it. Burn it all.
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Psychics and priests:
You go to that psychic person who proclaims that you are cursed and have many curse upon you. The psychic claims to be able to remove all of these curses for progressive fees. What would any person who has just become so desperate in life because of all of their trials and tribulations. They would say yes and write a check. The first of many and as the curses are all removed one pay day check after another. Then as the curse become fewer and fewer they also become more and more worse. Thus, those very serious of life curses do require a bigger check.
I'm reminded of stories I've heard from many catholic Latinos. Who have had to pay large sums of money for the priest to get a loved one who has passed away out of Purgatory and into heaven. Sometimes the priest would say to the family that their loved ones sins were many and that they would need to continue to pay for a long time. Just so that their loved one would be free of Purgatory and rise into Heaven. I see this as the same con job, a deception, a lie. Only to gain more and more money from people who are desperate and heart broken.
Psychologically both the priests and the psychics may indeed help their clients. The clients may even feel better and feel renewed in their lives. The clients may even show a profound change in their being. But, Those psychics and priests who do these things, curse themselves.
Because, It is not within the power of any man to remove curses. All any man can do is point the way to that source which can remove curses and that doesn't even require a check or any other sort of payment. That payment has already been made by the sacrifice of the prophesied Innocent lamb.
Once you have made those necessary decisions. Go forth and sin no more. Go forth, cleanse and purify yourself from all of those things you had obtained from illegal sources, sinful sources and even questionable sources. If you do not know for certain if a thing was righteously obtained. Then destroy it. Do not sell it. Do not donate it. Destroy them all. Then think about blessings and how you can bless yourself by not blessing yourself. In which you cannot bless yourself. Others can bless you and God can bless you. That is how you do it. Did I forget the change of heart or the softened heart? Well, there it is. Go and love one another and witness what happens within your small little world.
Then never ever acquire anything which is from sin or condones sin or agrees that certain sins are legal rights. This include employment. So where will anyone work now?  The legalized sins are  curses which affects the entire nation and everyone associated with it. What this means is that the curse of legalized sin not only affects every citizen but also everyone else who is associated with the country of sin by any means. (Militarily, Business, Support, Agreements). If God severely disciplines the Nation of legalized sin. Then all who are associated will suffer to their degree. 
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Other curses in life in which you do to your own self. May not be a sin as defined by God. But, they are sins of the self.
1). Your failing to educate yourself and failing to continually better yourself as a human being.
2). Your failing to nurture and grow those gifts which you were born with.
3). Your failing to always do your highest quality no matter the project, job or mission.
4). Your failing to do the highest quantity of work. That you are capable of doing.
5).  Your failing to learn, to use and to understand the wisdom of those spiritual gifts in which you
       were gifted by God to you or even to your family lineage.

1) Some of these things may seem like the requirements of a master who owns slaves. Except for that first one. Which is key to not ever becoming a slave. The more education you have and the more math you learn which entrain's your brain for logical critical thinking. These two elements, education and a strong understanding of mathematical concepts. Will make it impossible for you to ever be a slave to any stronger enemy. Except where the lies and deceptions of political thought is seems to rule out. All political thought established is about how the few special people can prosper while controlling the little(common) people majority.
This leads to how you can better yourself as a human being? That is only for you to answer as I myself am a deeply flawed human being. Who seems to be able to better themselves in every category.
2). Your failing to nurture and grow those gifts you were born with. Those intellectual, athletic, artistic, musical, mechanical and empathy. There are more and those are for you to seek out and to discover for yourself. It does not matter how unaccepted they are to the world. For me one of those gifts is writing. If you can call it that. I know I hack every writing style law to shreds. I guess that makes me a writing criminal.
This is not to be assigned your failure when your parents were neglectful in the raising of you or your family was very poor and were not able to afford you to discover, learn or even grown your gifts. But, once you have a realization of what your gifts are. It is now your responsibility to do as you should in regards to all of those gifts. So as long as it does not interfere with the raising of your own children and family. You do now have the wisdom in teaching your own children the value of their gifts and encourage them in the development.
I should have played baseball and been a runner. But, I never had the fair opportunity. In life fair is not something that life is until you have that deep inner courage and reach out to grab that all powerful bull by the horns and exercise your very real power over it. I now have an athletic son. in which I can pass along my unfulfilled wisdom.
I should have learned music, taught to sing and the use of musical equipment. But, because my childhood was what it was. I can now enable a gifted daughter to learn classical music.
These things that I missed out on in my youth were not my fault and if your childhood was even remotely similar. They are not your fault.
I should have gone to college and received scientific and/or engineering degrees. To the point that the government says go live here in this secluded place with all of these cool toys we shall provide you. But, I was tested with an IQ of about 70? in the first grade. Thus ending any fair opportunity for any sort of real education. Is that my fault? of course not. A life changing unfortunate and very wrong decision. In which took me many years to unlearn once I discovered I did not have an IQ of 70?. A false belief of a self truth which had to be unlearned. That happened many years after High school. Now you know the why in how I write or is that hack words.
No matter how hard life has been or how awful your family were to you. You eventually gotta step up and grab that bull by the horns and don't let go. But, does this information find you before or after you have fallen in love with the one? have you already made children? Your newly self aware and self importance must take a back seat to the proper raising of your children. Then when they are grown and beyond their college years. then maybe it shall be your time. Or not, as the grand babies shall need your presence. Who better to care for and teach the grand babies? You or day care? Hopefully you said you as in day care they will not learn any wisdom or understanding. They will not learn the rich family stories, history and lessons in life that only you can provide. The more the grand babies learn from you. The greater the potential that they will supersede the previous generations. After, that is a silent hope of any good parent or grand parent? Yes?
3). The quality of what ever work you do. Should always be at your very best. Continually.
4). The quantity of the work you do. Should always be at your physical and metal maximum. 
5). The spiritual gifts in which was given to you by Go or even given to you through your families genetics. These things can and will either be a blessing for you or a curse. The differences of the two is often the rejection from the parent to their unknowing child. A parent cannot just forget about those genetic spiritual gifts and hope that they are not passed to their children. I see this has happened in many situations or in my case. The adopted parents were just completely unaware.
In your situation where spiritual gifts have manifested in some form. Did you go and seek help and then become diagnosed and medicated. This is the curse side of those genetic spiritual gifts. The rejection of spiritual gifts. Well are you bipolar or have you the uncontrolled gift of discernment? Really.
The unbeliever in such things as ridiculous as spirit anything and crazy psychic stuff. Never the less if your family has a genetic history of those weird crazy people who seemed to know and do things which is not done by any regular human being. Well, Just because you do not believe does not mean they are not very real within you. It won't matter how much you smoke, drink or drug yourself. They will continue to remain real within your own genetics. Until, while in a medicated, drugged or alcoholic state or all of it. You create a child with the new genetic damages of the alcohol, drugs and medications. Thus, you will see the result of your disbelief through the life of your child. Will your child be a curse or a blessing upon you? But, of course you don't believe in curses or blessings.
Then there are those who are newly spiritually gifted by God. They are the believers who are on the cusps of becoming righteous and holy in the eyes of God. From their inward and outward rejection of all sin. Have they become something better then they once were. They have and are evolving at the leading and direction of God.
Then there are those other gods. They to have their own gifts which they also give to their own followers. In which the absolute good qualities are absent such as Love, Peace, Harmony and Life. They tend to focus on the pride, ego and selfish desires of the follower. There is usually no intentional benefit for anyone else. When everything is internalized for reasons that are absent love, absent peace and absent harmony. Then there is no where for this "thing" to go except to continue to go in on itself. Thus, becoming an all consuming black hole in which the very life of you will be sucked out.
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Curses Journey: (Unedited): 21 Dec 2014:

Those things in which you continue to endure may be considered curses to you. But, consider that those undesirable things may be sign posts preventing you from journeying in the direction which is unhealthy for you. 

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Road blocks and dead ends. These can be signs and if you travel beyond the signs. Damage, harm and of course death can occur. Road signs like "Dead End" means just that, if you do not stop, your gonna die.
Signs are not curses. They are warnings to you in that specific moment of time. Spiritual signs and physical signs are not supposed to be curses. they are those things which naturally occur which prevent you from going in a particular journey.

For instance. I know that this particular post can get very ugly very quick. Because, there are those with some very serious illnesses and diseases. It would be very difficult to offer any real wisdom or even condolences to those who have lost children or is about to. I must be very delicate in this explanation. How can cancer be a sign post? I just know that it is and that the signs meaning is meant for only you while someone else with the exact same cancer experience will have a different meaning for them only.
It's not fair. It's not right. You have been cheated. You may even hate the God of your understanding.

I know this for you. If you hate and keep those cheated feeling deep within you. Even if you were only the witness to the loved one who passed away from that evil cancer. You are the one who had died. While your loved one is now more alive than you. I guess I'm not really the delicate type.
You may even scream at me. Shouting how can she be more alive than me. When I visit her grave everyday. I will show you where she is buried. Yes, you can show me where she is buried. But, can you look up and see her living spirit with a heart full of expectant love and admiration for her? Can you do that? or will you remain angry forever?
Losing a loved one or even a child is something no one should have to go through. But, it is something that happens. I can tell you this. There are those signs meant for just you. To see and to understand the wisdom behind them.
I have met some very sad people who have nothing to show for their lives of 60, 70 or even 80 or more years. I have asked some of them for elder kind of wisdom. Some of them were incredibly hateful and negative.
While meeting with some very young people who have not seen 10 years. They have more wisdom in their short lives than those who have lived long. Those young ones tend to be the sign holders who have that very meaningful message for their very dear parents and siblings.
Yes, you do want your loved one alive right now. But, just take this moment and just look for their signs of profound wisdom just for you. It is there, it really is. It's in that one little thing.

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For others the little ailments or little diseases that just bring discomfort are also very personal signs. These are specific directional markers for you to make your direction into. If you turn these perpetual ailments into curses. Then your own negativity will be what makes your ailments into some very real curses. Which in turn will cause you to endure more suffering over longer periods of time.
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Demonic Nations: Demonic Darkness: Demonic Leaders: (Unedited): 14 Oct 2014:

Ye people of the demonic nations. Your cries and sufferings shall not be heard or acknowledged by God. For these curses you have brought onto yourselves and those curses shall be passed down onto your children. 

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Demonic Darkness: (Unedited): 14 Oct 2014:

The demonic darkness comes like an unperceived great and violent storm. This coming demonic storm arrives by your invitation.

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Demonic Leaders: (Unedited): 14 Oct 2014:

Ye human leaders of the demonic nations. You have sold everything which shall profit you much death and destruction. You believe and wrongly know the evil which has influenced the whole of the Earth as god's. Yes, they may be much greater than (you)we are now. But, as the creation of the "IAM" (you)we shall become greater than they. For this is why they desire (your)Humanity total extinction and you know it not. This is because the fallen ones have clouded your minds and now they control you. 

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Your cries, your sufferings and your curse to GOD, Jehovah shall be ignored. God shall not save your from your own willful disobedience.Why should he? It was you who has freely chosen to accept sin as a rightful freedom. It was you who has chosen to be without righteousness and holiness as the old holy texts ascribed to live. You turned your back and refused the truth of divinity. So you shall suffer and lose all that which is important to you. As has been done in the historically documented past. When any country, land and people turn away from righteousness. What happens to them? They disappear with great afflictions of many kinds. So to does the USA.
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It is you and it is we who has invited the great evil into our country. You, me and we have been greatly deceived into willingly and by our own free choice invite evil within. The evil is now here and it shall not leave until it's own will is complete. The will of those evil and fallen beings is nothing less than all of our extinction. What can you do and what will you do. They are about to manifest into our reality.
By allowing and inviting a little sin or evil into your life. You have actually invited them all in. You cannot invite just one evil or one sin and then think it's all there is. That sin and that evil takes ownership over you and enslaves you. You cannot get rid of them once you invite one in. Because the evil and the sin can define one as ONE LEGION.  Research the difficulties of exorcisms. 
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The leaders need to know and become aware that these god's of old are so very powerful. Who can withstand their will? No man can. Even their human/angel offspring are so physically powerful. Who can fight them one on one? No man can.

All of the fallen ones will lose their power over any human. When those humans all begin to collectivity begin to love one another, live in peace, exist in harmony and respect all life. It is really that simple. When mankind begins to beat their swords into plow shares. All of the fallen ones plans shall be undone. The fallen ones will begin to see all that they have tried to do to humanity as a complete failure.

The leaders of the world today. Really need to see their war making plans as something which is to be used in a demonic fashion. What this means is. Every leader has a demonic controller or even many. These fallen ones are always listening to every thought and even injecting their own ideas into every leaders minds in just that same identical way as they each think. So you leaders, How do you know your thoughts are your own? Really.

The prophets of old in every culture and religion. Has foretold the coming extinction of humanity. Our human extinction is by our own hands which is under the active influence of those fallen demonic entities. In which virtually no one is even aware of it. You leaders of the world. How do you feel of being a puppet against your will and by your own will without even knowing it. This is how those fallen angels operate.
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Reprobate Consequence: Reprobate Freedom: (Unedited): 08 May 2014:

The reprobate religions, governments and peoples. Will not see the persecutions and curses to come. The reprobate will not consider these things as consequences for their deeds, thoughts and conditions of their hearts. The reprobate will not even be aware of their state of being and will not even be able to willingly change their ways. C.J.MacKechnie

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The reprobate freedom comes to them as those who freely choose when to die. 

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I'm aware and am watching churches, governments and people become reprobate.
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Added on 07 Sept 2020: It is interesting how this seems to be prophetic for today as I wrote this more than 6 years ago. I just looked up the definition for the word "Reprobate" and it seems to now be a humorous insult. While the religious context is now archaic. Interesting how words change for one of importance to one of humor. The word use of "reprobate" in any of my writings is not meant in humor. It is very serious. Can you even imagine of being in a religion where you are a reprobate and yet you lead a denomination or a church and your clueless? And yet here we are today with many fallen denominations all lead by reprobates who have no idea that they are reprobate and this is intentional from God. Just like what was done to the heart of Pharaoh in Egypt in the days of Moses. So to will be done and already has been done.
Think about a person who is in sin and is leading a church and thinks there is nothing wrong with their sin because that is how God made me. Then read the Holy Bible and find how many people suffered and die because of the sins of a leader. Think about how many suffer because of the sins of a father or mother and how that family can become destroyed. Think about how the sin of an only son can lead to the ending of a family name in just one generation.
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Lifestyle Curses: (Unedited): 07 July 2013:

In all things that you do and do not do. Those things may become your curses from others for a period of time. 

Ending those curses may require a genuine apology as well as your lifestyle change. 

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Beginning to end the curses within your life is being proactive in the preventative measures taken by you.
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How to prevent the beginning of curses.
This is easy to answer. Be honest. Be a person of Honor and Integrity. Work hard and smart. Show your heart with an outward expression of empathy, mercy and compassion. A high standard of morality and ethics will benefit you in the long term of your life.
Do not accept anything which may have a questionable source. Meaning lost or stolen. Losers weepers does not mean finders keepers.  Do not make deals which hide any possible evil outcome. 

For instance. Some people will only help those who are stranded for an expected monetary reward.
Some people will capture a lost pet and wait for the flyers on  a light pole offering a reward. Then come in as heroes. 

This is about changing attitudes within a culture. This is about curing your own diseased heart filled with the poison called apathy. 

The curse of addictions such as drugs, cigarettes and alcohol are all chemicals which enslave a population to the will of the government or authority in charge. The illegal drugs will curse you with prison, disease and maybe death. The cigarettes will cause you to no longer care to the degree that you should care. The alcohol will cause you to make immoral decisions and exercise risky behaviors. Tie them all together and you become less than human. A very real curse which affects your own humanity.

 

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How to end the curses in your life.
Some curses may only end in your death. These curses of diseases are supposed to be a reminder to everyone on how not to act unwisely. The prolonged use of mind altering drugs may cause you to contract diseases such as HIV/AIDS. The lifestyle of illegal drug use may cause you to contract other life style related diseases. Which will only end in your death. 
You may already live in a prison cell in which you will only become free of when your body ceases. This curse may not end for your body. But for your heart, mind and spirit. You can become free of the imprisoned curse. 
The curse of being an Ex-convict may always shadow you and your children. 
Over time, you may win a victory over some curses and this will only come with a genuine change with your heart, mind and spirit. You must no longer live with a criminal or gang member mindset. You must free yourself from cultural lies and deceptions. Such as racism and the acceptance of immoralities. 
You must freely reject which is evil as defined by the old ways and live by your own free choice the good ways to a good life. Only this way will a good life will be your just reward. Then your children who witness your actions in life. Will also know the profound unshakable truth in which you live by. A choice of truth. If your professional life and your personal life matches what your own children see in you. Then they should decide to live a good life as you have done. Good parents shall they become and a good parent shall be seen in you by the evidence of your own children's lives they lead. 

If you have curses in your life right now. Seek out all of those things which have a questionable past and rid yourself of them all. Even if it means you have nothing after you rid yourself of all of the illegal stuff.  
Rid yourself of all bad friends. Those who drink and drug. Those who steal, rob and conduct all other criminal activities. Those who deal wrongly and unfairly. Yes, this includes all business affiliations of any kind. You may end up alone for a time. This empty space in your being will awaken your heart and your own heart will begin to burn away all of the poisonous apathy that is within. You will feel the urge to go back to your old bad buddies. keep them in your dirty and dusty past. Just like watching your rear view mirror as you speed away. Staying away and keeping away from your old evil deeds may be in itself a trial and tribulation. This will be necessary for you to endure as your own sincerity is what is being tested. Are you lying to yourself or do you really want to have a good life becoming a good human being? There will be other tests for you to pass and they will not stop until your own personal end of days. 
The fixing of a flat tire with only a gratitude as a reward. The new ramp for a disabled person in which you get to supply the wood and her choice of paint and out of your pocket cash. With only gratitude as your only reward. What ever your gift and skills are in that is where your expression of true compassion and mercy shall be. 
This is how you only begin to end the curses in which you have created for yourself.
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